It was Wednesday when Dave came back to school. He didn't tell anyone that he would be there. He just walked in. bandages still wrapped on his arms. He ignored the stares of the others students as the cleared the path. He even hear the whispers as he pasted them. He did care. He was still was Dave Fucking Karofsky.

She saw Mercedes eyes widen as he started to walk by Kurt's locker. The other boy was to him. He reached out and softly pushed Kurt to his lock as he kept walking. He didn't turn around to see the broad smile that crossed the boys face or the shock look on Mercedes face.

"I can't believe that he just did that." Mercedes hissed to her BFF.

Kurt still smiling. "he was letting me know that he is okay. He didn't even push me that hard. Just enough for me to notice."

Mercedes watched in amazement as Kurt happy walked to class. This was the first time this week that she saw Kurt smile. She shook her head in confusion as she went on to her first class.

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Azimio was on him like Black on chocolate. Though he didn't mind the company, sometimes he felt like he couldn't breathe. Kurt was in the class, he would find the small boy stealing glaces at him. Dave didn't want the rest of the school to see him talk to the boy it was driving him crazy. It was the period before lunch, and he knew that if he didn't break out now. He would have no time to himself. Half way though class Dave finally asked the teacher if he could get a bathroom pass. Azimio glared at Dave as he made his escape.

Dave had no intention to go to the bathroom. Instead he went to the one place that he knew that no one would look for him. He went to the supply closet in the auditorium. Hiding out so that he could breath, and be away from those beautiful eyes.

When Dave didn't come back after 5 minutes both Azimio and Kurt felt nervous. After a while, Azimio, finally leaned over to smaller boy. "hey, what is going on" he said in a whisper.

"how should I know." Kurt muttered.

"you were there, when he… well, I know he has been lying. There is no way this was over a girl. What really happened dude." Kurt looked at Azimio in a amazement. Why hadn't he believe the lie. "come on, dude.. I can see it on your face. You know something."

"Umm, Ms Simmins, can I go to the bathroom I fell like I going to throw up." Kurt suddenly said. Holding his stomach to convince her. signing she agreed. Azimio look scathing look. What was going on.

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Kurt knew that if he didn't escape soon he would have blow Dave's cover. So he went to one place that didn't have anybody there. The auditorium. When he came in he felt all the pressure release. No more questions. He was about sit down when her heard a voice. It was coming from the props closet. Approaching he could hear the angry lyrics of someone sing a song he didn't recognize.

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?

Kurt stopped. He had a sinking feeling. He knew heard the angry voice that was coming from the closet. Funny how he was actually in a closet, It was Dave.

Would it be wrong or
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

When heard the words suicide kurt made a move for the closet. He saw the boy leaning one of the prop chairs. Not realizing that had entered.

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

As Dave sang the last lyrics Kurt reach over and pulled the head fones out of the Jocks ears. "it's Not fine." He said simply when Dave jumped.

"what the fuck fancy, are you trying to give me a heart attack. How the hell did you find me." karofsky faind anger.

"I was escaping uncomfortable questions from your BFF. can came here for some peace. Instead. I here some one sing some horrid song about cutting themselves and I find you. What are you doing listen to this type of music. It will just make you more depressed.

"that song doesn't depress me. It vents me, It like when you fell like you want to hit someone you hit a punching bag." Dave said shrugging. "it actually makes me feel better."

Kurt was livid now. "yeah until it sinks in and you try again. Why aren't you in class. Azimio is worried. Don't you want to be near you friend."

"no actually. I didn't want to be here at all. I wanted to be dead and at peace. I didn't want you to find a the note soon. I didn't want to be saved. It wasn't a cry for help fancy. I wanted to die." Dave was almost yelling when he told Kurt this. He regretted immediately as he saw the tears starting to roll down Kurt's face. without thinking he reached up, cupping Kurt's face with his large hands, brushing the tear with his thumb. He was about to take his hand away when Kurt grabbed his bandaged wrist. Dave flinched at the light touch.

"Then why did you tell me about the phone?" Kurt asked shakily still tears on his face.

"because you where not suppose to be there." Dave looked Pained, speaking in a ghost of a whisper "I didn't want you watch me die. Because you told me not to."

Kurt looked up in the soft moss green eyes of the Jock. He was genuine. he held no anger in them. He saw pain and something else, something that the smaller boy was lost in he saw love.

"You don't have to worry about me. I promised that I wouldn't try it again. I won't break a promise to you." Dave said quietly. Is he imaging it or was Dave closer to him. "I would do anything for you" even quieter than before.

Before Kurt could stop himself He leaned forward and was kissing the larger boy. He was kissing the boy that had abused him for the last year. He was putting all the fear and worry in the kiss. I was a needy kiss, but that was okay, Because the Jock was kissing him back. Just as need as Kurt's. When they finally broke for breath, Kurt released what he had done. Confused he let go of Dave's arm. He turn and all but fled the room.

Dave could hear him leave run down the hall. Strangely, that didn't bother him. He could still taste kurt on his lips, and the tears that fell on them. Dave's heart was racing, making his arm hurt worse. For the first time since he woke to Kurt screaming. Dave felt like he didn't want to die. He fell back against a bunch on boxes. Closing his eyes, and savored the memory of that kiss.

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WOW. I didn't mean for that to happen…. That isn't what was supposed to happen. But it was just Freaking Prefect.

The song is papa roach Last resort.

I use it because when I am depressed It seems to get me out of it. weird I know. I know that in future Chapters. I will be using at least three more songs.

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