This is just a quick chapter to get me back in mood for this story. I hope you guys like it R/R

Chapter 14 : I need only you

At Sesshoumaru's Estate, he, his father, Kago and Kagome stood off to their own side of the room. It was Kago that approached his silent daughter as she watched the snowfall. Her driver had taken the emotional Sango and Miroku home to get cleaned up and rest. The next few weeks were going to be long and hard to get InuTashio's company back up and running. She was pulled from her thoughts of meetings to come

"Was it true?"

"Why is it so important?" she hissed both Sesshoumaru and his father turned to the pair.

"Tell me," Kago spent his daughter to face him, his look demanding answers. "Was it true?"

"Yes," she whispered looking away.

"How long have you known?"

"Do you remember what my third minor was in college?"

"Genetics"

"I wanted to know how close we were genetically since you gave me your blood. If my changes were more than just physical."

"Why Kagetora?"

"You were off on that business trip remember and he was my closes relative"

"And you never told me . . . did you tell him?"

"No"

"Why"

"Did I ever question why you took me in a child no one wanted? You found me in trash for Kami-sake," she snarled.

"Girl-pup," Kago stepped closer and Kagome took a step back.

"He was no one, nothing. I have one father; one male raised me, wanted me, and encouraged me. Why would I need another?"

"Girl-pup," he didn't want to upset her only to find out the truth. Kago knew this was getting out of hand.

"You remembered what happened with that woman. When she found us?"

"Yes, I hated what she did to us, too you, my girl-pup," he stroked her face. "But that doesn't explain why you never told me." He was shocked at the pain that moved across her face before she went blank.

"I did not want you to give me away," a gasp floated around the room; again she didn't meet his eyes afraid of what she might see.

"Look at me my girl-pup," he demanded in that fatherly voice. After a minute she did and Kago sighed looking into her blank stare. 'Has our relationship fallen so far? Will I ever be able to fix it?'

"Since that day I looked into those eyes of yours everything within me knew you were mine. I could have never given you up. Never. Why would you even think such a thing?"

"You lie," she hissed snatching away.

"Will you forever hold that over my head? Will I ever receive forgiveness for my brief moment of insanity?"

"I-"

"Enough. . Dinner should be ready by now," Sesshoumaru finally spoke up. This was getting them nowhere.

"I should change. Are my clothes here as well?"

"Of course, they are being cleaned."

"Hm, I'll check with the brothers than I think I'll turn in for the night"

"Goodnight," both InuTashio and Kago spoke at the same time. But Kago looked at his daughter so longingly it almost broke the other male's hearts.

"Goodnight father, InuTashio, mate," she turned to leave but was stopped by Sesshoumaru.

"Can you find your way?"

"Of course"

"Sleep well my mate," he kissed her softly when everything within him screamed for him to take her right now. To prove this was no dream. But he still had business to discuss with Kago and needed his own father to bear witness.

Kago sighed watching his pup walk up the stairs before turning to Sesshoumaru and asking what he wanted to talk about. After she turned the corner they entered the dining room.

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Kagome found the brothers hard at work in their new workroom. They all stopped and could nothing but stare as she entered. Mukotsu was the first to move.

"I knew it I knew you would not die so easy boss," The tiny man approached her.

"My faithful Mukotsu," she purred stroking his head. "Well boys anything new on Eml?"

After an hour of hearing any leads the brothers had Kagome found her way to Sesshoumaru's room. She smiled seeing her bed and if she wasn't mistaken a few of her other things on his dresser. Even her dressing table had been added to the room. She stripped off her robes and slid into one of his dress shirts. A true smile donned her face seeing her sliver satin sheets waiting for her.

Three hours later she was awaken from her light sleep to Sesshoumaru entering the room.

He stood there for the longest time watching her watch him. He still couldn't get over that this felt like a dream he had a million times before. For almost a year he waited and hunger for this moment. And there she was waiting for him like so many times before. Waiting and watching. He did the only thing he could think of stripped down to his boxers and slipped into bed beside her. He didn't want to wake up from this dream.

"Why me?" he questioned like her had so many times before.

"For once I was greedy"

"Greedy?"

"Getora always asked with which heart did I make the decision? The heart of the supreme alpha or the heart of a female? But with you there is no distinction between either. Both could not lose you. I could never give up you up Sesshoumaru. I am greedy." The passion in her voice was so unlike his dreams. It was almost like she told him she loved him. Sesshoumaru didn't know what to say he was stunned.

"I could never lose the way you make me feel. The way you make me want more, need more."

"What more could you want, need . . . you have everything?"

"Pack. . . all I've ever wanted is pack Sesshoumaru," that night flashed threw his mind, her words, his promise. Their eyes met

"That night—"

"Uncle Kagetora gave me an ultimatum. I have never outwardly defied Kagetora. The greatest thing I ever did was walk away from the clan. For a moment I was tempted to give into his demands," she laughed.

"What changed?" he had to know. He wanted this dream to end differently. 'Say me; say it was me that changed your mind.'

She was silent for the longest time, he head tilted in that way he knew she was studying him as if looking for something. Waiting for something.

"You . . . you promised me things no other male before ever did. You who made me feel like an ordinary female," she touched his face softly. "Even not knowing my true status you gave yourself to me, cared for me, respected me, loved me for no other reason than that I was Kagome."

Sesshoumaru turned on his side to face her, a smile painted on his face.

"What would you have done if you returned to find this Sesshoumaru with another?"

"I would have killed you both," he raised a brow at her serious tone. How he loved the fire within her. Kami how had he been with her for so long and not noticed? He should have noticed under that soft and silky appearance something so primal burned.

"Do you think this Sesshoumaru would be so easily killed my little mate?"

"No…but an easy enough feat for this Kagome . . . like this," Sesshoumaru blinked finding himself on his back with Kagome straddling his chest a straight razor at his throat. He didn't try to stop the aroused growl that rumbled from deep within him. His eye flashed red for a moment, the markings on his face jagged. Oh he loved her sweet, soft side and found it oh so sexy, but this this was something else it sent him into a pleasure filled zone unlike any other he ever experienced before.

"Does it turn you on to know I could kill you before you take a breath?" she purred.

"Yes" he growled never breaking eye contact.

"You would give yourself to another knowing you are mine?" she snarled. "I would slit your throat while you're in the whore and bathe her in your blood," she growled.

Sesshoumaru couldn't help it, he knew she was serious. The flash of her eyes, the tensing of her muscles, but damn it her viciousness had him harder than he ever been in life. Just something about this new side of her, she was a goddess untamed and raw. Hell he knew she was dangerous the brothers had been more than happy to tell him about how she came about them. Why they pledged their life to her. The darker side of his nature was dying in ecstasy at her possessive and vicious act. But he had upset her long enough it was time to put an end to this before things got out of control.

"There will never be another for me . . . only you," he purred. Not noticing when she slid the razor back into its hiding place.

"Good" she purred back before kissing his chin than her lips moved across his mouth in a blazing kiss that left them both breathless.