Once I start thinking about my fanfic, I can't stop thinking about it and wanna write more and more. Thank god my boss wasn't in the shop today, so I had the chance to write a bit more.

So let's start with Grimmjow walking off.

I'm such an idiot! I should've known. That bastard was always blushing and stuff. But noooooo, I just had to play along and think he was just a shy guy! But seriously, gay? No, no, no, no, no! Grimmjow couldn't stop running over every single thing in his mind. Then he remembered how he looked at Ichigo during the practice matches as well… That skintone, that elegant yet muscular figure… In his thoughts, his eyes were looking at Ichigo's body from his orange hair all the way down to his feet. As he realized what he was thinking about, he shook his head. I gotta get away from this fag, before the same thing happens like last time. His mind started thinking about his ex-colleague, whom he hadn't been thinking about for ages. No, no, no. I have always been a ladiesman, a boobs- and asslover. Always! Aaallllthough, that guy do has a cute butt. A little curvy, not too round and big, but still soft-looking. Grimmjow grabs his own head and tries to give himself a punch. THAT'S IT! No way I'm going to that freaking match tomorrow! Fuck that! And he walked back home.

Meanwhile Ichigo was sitting on a bench in the park with Toshiro. There he was, Renji had left while shouting all kinds of curses, but Ichigo hadn't heard a thing of it. He was still so petrified of Grimmjow's gaze when he said those harsh things to Ichigo. He lost that guy for good.
"Kurosaki, is it becuz of your ex?" PHAH, that guy is the least of his worries. "Actually Toshiro, I have never ever felt more free of him than now. I think I needed to let go of my frustrations." It's true, this was the moment where he finally thought that Renji could climb up the highest tree and stay up there like the fucking monkey he was! "He screwed up everything, even if there was nothing to screw up from the beginning…" Toshiro lifted an eyebrow. "Oh you're talking about the blunette right? I don't know man, he doesn't really give off a gay-vibe. Then again, neither did you. You never know…" But Ichigo knew pretty damn well, that this was the end before it even began. He threw away the hotdog. "Sorry Shiro, I'm gonna take a walk and then go home. I need some time alone." Toshiro nodded, he knew he couldn't help his friend right now.

*Next day*

Ichigo woke up early. He didn't feel like it, but he had to go to the match. Will Grimmjow be there? He felt his stomach turn over because of the stress. "well, here goes nothing…" And he jumped out of his bed. After showering (which still didn't clear his mind.) he got dressed and went out. No breakfast this time, he couldn't take it, or better his stomach couldn't handle it. Yuzu was shouting at him, while he was running out of the door, that he was behaving a bit weird lately and that she was worried. He just waved at her and shouted that it was nothing. He really couldn't tell it to his innocent sister!

*grimmjow's place*

Grimmjow woke up or rather just opened his eyes. He didn't really get any sleep. No matter how much he tried, he couldn't get any sleep. He watched the clockradio. The match started in half an hour. Fuck that, I'm not going he thought and turned around, away from the light that was shining through his curtains. Grimmjow fell asleep after a while, but suddenly woke up an hour later, max 2. "FUUUUCK" he yelled out. If Grimmjow didn't show up, Shinji was gonna tell everyone he knew about their little bet, or rather secret! Grimmjow jumped out of his bed and barely had the time to change clothes. Damn that Shinji! Grimmjow had left his car at his place last night becuz he was too drunk to drive.

*match time*

As Ichigo arrived at the field, he looked around, but there was no blue hair to spot between all those people on the tribunes. He should've known, yet his heart still sank even deeper. "Eeh? Where the hell's that stupid cousin of mine? Yo Ichi, did ya see him?" Crap Ichigo couldn't handle Shinji right now! He lifted his shoulders like he didn't know what Shinji was talking about and tried to get away ASAP! "Waaaaaaaiiit a minute you! Ichi-baby, you guys didn't do any naughty stuff didn't ya? How can ya cheat on me like that?" Shinji laughed and gave air kisses. Normally Ichigo would've given him a serious punch in the face, but all he could do now is make a painful grimace. Shinji stopped laughing. "Oh god, ya fell for him, didn't ya?" Those words didn't faze Ichigo anymore. He was tired of it all. It had only been a week or maybe two and it ended before it even had a chance to start. "yeah, I did and I still do. But he knows I'm gay and he just walked away from me. "Ichigo" Shinji started, he never said his full name unless it was important. "considering that big idiot won't show up, I'm gonna tell ya something very interesting after the match. Buuuuut ya gotta promise me to do yer best now!" Ichigo has always been a very curious person, so during the match he did the very best he could. There were only 10 minutes left and it was a tie. It was a close call, but Ichigo could stop the attacker as a midfielder and went for the other team's goal. He could avoid every defender and felt great. He tried to score, but the ball hit the pole and bounced back. Ichigo didn't wanna give up, so with a headshot against the ball, he made it fly back in. After that, the ref blew his whistle. They won! They freaking won the match! Everyone was ecstatic, they all jumped in the air and hugged Ichigo. Then came Shinji. "Well done mate" Shinji gave him a bro-fist and smiled. "Can you come with me, while the others were celebrating?" They went to the tribune, which was now slowly getting emptier and emptier. "First of all, I'm sorry about how I reacted to what you're about to hear. You know how I don't mind you being gay right?" Ichigo nodded. "But I have not always been like that and not against all gays. You see, Grimmjow and I were drunk a while ago and with his drunk ass he started talking about a colleague of him who keeps looking at him in certain kind of way. The way Grimmjow talked about him, it looked like he really didn't mind. I didn't wanna lose my chickmagnet. So I told him how some people (= homophobes) thought about gays and that I didn't like it as well. In fact I used the word 'hate'. I'm so sorry Ichigo!" Ichigo kinda had trouble to comprehend all this new information. "anyway, it didn't really help. At first I thought it did, till I brought some girls to his place (you know cuz my parents don't want me to bring girls over) and saw a waaaay too wasted Grimmjow and some guy were getting it on or at least they were trying to." Shinji made a gesture with his finger, indicating that the alcohol had a bad effect on Grimmjow's member. "anyway, Grimmjow made me promise to keep my mouth shut and that's when I made him come to the practice and stuff and get him to come with me to find some girls."… "I'm so sorry for everything Ichigo. I know I'm an asshole for reacting that way! You can kick me all you want. WOW wait, not the balls of course!" Ichigo felt like the floor disappeared from underneath his feet. Are you kidding me? Are you fucking kidding me? He had so many thoughts in his head, but he couldn't make a sound. Just as he felt he could speak again, he heard another voice. "You told him? You son of a bitch!" A heavy breathing, covered in sweat Grimmjow stood in front of them. Again, Ichigo didn't know what to say or do. It was all a blur. Shinji telling Grimmjow's secret, Grimmjow standing there in front of him, them fighting, … In his temporary weird state of mind, he walked up to them, grabbed Grimmjow's shirt and kissed him full on the mouth. WHAAAAAAAAT? Grimmjow's mind couldn't comprehend it. All the rationality flew right out and his mind was filled with Ichigo's sweet taste and that was only the lips. He wanted to taste everything else too. He couldn't get enough. Ichigo was still holding Grimmjow's shirt while kissing and after what seemed like an eternity in heaven, Ichigo discovered Grimmjow hadn't pushed him off yet. On the contrary, it was like he was asking asking Ichigo to part his lips so his tongue could taste more of Ichi's sweetness. It was Shinij's long "eeeeeeeehh?" that made Grimmjow's sense of reality come back. He pushed Ichigo off as expected, but less than expected he tried to hide the blush that covered his face. Neither Shinji nor Ichigo had ever seen a blush on the bug guy's face. "wh- wha- wha, why did ya do that?" Grimmjow tried to sound mad and partly insulted, but failed miserably. You could just hear the arousement in his voice and if that didn't give a clue, then the lump in his pants certainly did. Shinji said he'd give them a minute alone, considering Grimmjow has never been a good talker in front of others. They both watched Shinji leave quietly, Grimmjow hiding his erection and trying to think about other stuff.

It took a while before 1 of them broke the silence. "So, mind explaining me what kind of reasoning you have about homos? Cuz I really don't get it anymore." Ichigo asked. Grimmjow sighed "if only I knew myself. You have no idea how you confuse me. I don't get it anymore, I've had many partners in my life, but I never feel the way I do like when I'm with you. I feel at ease and calm. Can you tell me what this is?" Ichigo grabbed Grimmjow's head. "whatever you do, don't pull back okey?" He said as he slowly came in closer. Their lips met in a sweet and gentle kiss. Forgetting where they were at the moment. Grimmjow didn't pull back nor did he puch Ichigo away. Ichigo tried to pull him closer and parted his lips. He wanted to taste Grimmjow so bad and let him taste his lips or mouth as well. But he was still conscious not to scare him off. Still it seemed like Grimmjow understood. He parted his lips as well and let his tongue roam in Ichi's mouth. He had never felt this good while French kissing. Ichigo felt his tongue being sucked and played with. Grimmjow was such a good kisser, so good that it made him let out a moan. He couldn't control it anymore. Grimmjow was all he ever wanted. But it was going too fast for Grimmjow, besides they were still near the soccerfield. They were lucky no one had seen them yet. Then again, Shinji had probably helped them distracting the other guys. "Listen Grimmjow, I know you're confused. But what you feel is real. I don't know about you, but what I feel when I'm with you is the best I ever felt. I really don't wanna scare you away, but I can't be dishonest. I've fallen for you from the first time I saw you at practice." Grimmjow didn't know what to say to this. He had never thought about feelings as love. And certainly not with a guy. But what that berry-kid described was right. He felt it too. "Listen strawberry, I may feel the same. But this is a first for me. So you'll have to give me some time okay?"

With that Grimmjow wanted to part. Even though Ichigo wanted to kiss more. He didn't want the feeling on his lips to vanish. Grimmjow might not want to admit it, but he felt the same. He never wanted to let the taste of Ichigo go away and he never wanted to let this lingering feeling on his lips vanish. But his damn pride stood in the way and he left without looking back, till Ichigo shouted "got some spare time tomorrow? I just wanna get to know you more, that's all." Grimmjow stood still and doubted, but lifted his arm and gave him a thumbs up. He didn't wanna face the kid, he face was all red again, cuz it felt like he was just asked out on a date. GEEZUS, since when did I start being so lame and such a rooky? With that thought he took off and let Ichigo celebrate his winning goal with his teammates. Even though ichigo's mind was thinking about other stuff…

So that was it for this chapter. I'm planning to make things spicier even though Grimmjow asked to take it slow (sorry hun' you're too gorgeous and sexy to wait!) besides he's the elder guy and has to take matters back into his hands.

You'll see what I mean in the next chapter :)

Thnx for following this story, I mean it from the bottom of my heart and if you feel there is need for improvement, just let me know!