Okay so I felt like the first chapter was extremely boring and clique. So here's one of the new twists in the story in this chapter.

I would just like to clarify that Dimitri and Rose did sleep together before I began this story but the strigoi attacks never occurred.

Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Academy or any of the characters blah blah blah.

2 weeks later

"Rose you cannot hide in the bathroom forever sometime soon you're going to have to leave your room and I will be waiting here" Liss said as she continuously knocked on my bathroom door, like she had been doing for the last hour!

"Fine" I huffed as I flushed the toilet which I had just hurled in. "What do you want Liss?" I asked her as I opened the bathroom door.

"I wanted to see my best friend. I miss you Rose. I haven't seen you in 2 weeks. Not since that dinner and every time I went to see you, you would never open your door or Stan Alto, yes Stan Alto would tell me that I could not visit my best friend!" Liss said with a hint of anger in her voice. Ever since that dinner I have stayed locked up in my room. The Guardians, ah I hated that word it reminded me of him too much, knew something as up but they didn't push me and I think it was because Alberta told them not to, bless her soul. Everyday one of the Guardians would bring me breakfast, lunch and dinner and everyday I would vomit all of those things up. It was horrible, I was in the bathroom all the god damn time!

Flashback to two days after the Dinner when Alberta came to my room.

"Rose, open up. I know you can hear me!" Alberta yelled as she knocked on my door repetitively.

"Give me a minute" I yelled as I flushed the toilet and then rinsed my mouth out with water. I looked in the mirror and I didn't even recognise the person I saw in the mirror. It was like there wasn't even a person in the mirror. The face was blank, like a white piece of paper. Their eyes empty, it was like they had no soul left, like they were no longer there.

"Rose, if you don't open your door I will kick I down!" Alberta threatened "You skipped all of your classes today that's just not like you" she said in a worried voice.

"Coming!" I tried to yell but it just sounded croaky. "Come in" I said to Alberta as I opened my door. I did not make eye contact with her. As soon as she was in my room I shut it and went to sit on a chair in my room that was directly beside a window.

"Rose, why weren't you in any of your classes today?" Alberta asked, she wasn't mad she was just curious.

"Was sick" I said as I starred out of my window and at the trees.

"Dhampairs don't get sick" Alberta simply stated.

"Well I guess I am" I said with attitude.

"Rose" Alberta said in a warning voice. I just stayed silent waiting for her to leave or say something else but she didn't she just sat on the other chair in my room.

Several moments past and I grew sick of the awkward silence.

"What do you want?" I asked in a bitter voice and I'm quite sure I saw Alberta flinch.

"Rose, I want to know what's wrong? You skipped classes today and yesterday. That is not like you".

"No, you're right it's not" I said blandly.

"Rosemarie Hathaway!" Alberta yelled in a voice that made me jump.

"I'm sick okay!" I yelled at her. "I don't feel well. I always have a headache, it feels like my brain is going to explode! I can't eat because everything I eat I throw back up!" I yelled at her but I still never took my eyes from the trees.

"Oh, well then I'll send a doctor up soon" Alberta said before she got up and left in a hurry.

The doctor came up later that day and diagnosed my symptoms as a virus because what else could make a dhampair sick, right? But before that she inquired into my sex life asking if I was active. I almost threw up jus thinking about it. I told her that I was not active because I would rather not tell her about a certain Russian God that has just used me and left me to waste. The doctors said the virus would be gone in a matter of days however it didn't.

Back to the present.

"Look Liss I haven't been feeling well since then. The doctors think that I have some kind of super virus because we all know that Dhampairs and Moroi do not get sick but I've been vomiting for two weeks now".

"Oh" Liss said a look of embarrassment on her face "you could of sent me a letter or texted me or something to tell me that you were sick" Liss said crossing her arms, she wasn't angry but she wasn't too happy with me either.

"Look Liss I just really haven't been feeling well lately and that was the last thing on my mind" the only thing that was on my mind was my Russian God, wait I couldn't even call him that anymore, he wasn't mine!

"Rose, I know that's not it. I know something else is up. I can feel it. Why can't you just tell me what is wrong?" Liss, said as she sat down on the edge of my bed.

"I can't" I said as I closed my eyes and began to cry. "I just can't. I'm so sorry Liss". She came up to me and wrapped her long arms around me and patted my back trying to sooth me.

"What ever it is you can tell me Rose. We're sisters we are always here for each other" she said in a soothing voice that almost made me want to tell her what was wrong, well part of what was wrong. I had two problems at the moment.

"Liss" I said finally decided to tell her half of the truth "I think I have Bulimia and it won't go away!" I said moments before I collapsed into the darkness.

The next chapter will include our darling Adrian coming to Rose's rescue and who knows maybe he will be able to fill the hole in her heart or maybe not?