My eyes fluttered open as I looked around at my new surroundings. I jumped up quickly not recognizing anything around here. I was laying against a soft huge canopy bed. Everything came back to me. Everyone is dead except for me and Katherine.

I listened around for any sign of anyone here. I sighed and went into the bathroom hearing nothing. So Katherine probably went off to do something while I was asleep. I felt the tears fall silently as I tried my best to hold myself up by the sink. I than saw something that caught my eyes.

A pair of heavy bladed scissors. I shook my head trying to get the thoughts out of my head. I can't do that. I'm not one of those self-loathing emo girls. Why would I do that. I inspected the blade deeply feeling all sensible thoughts go out of the window as I thought about everything that has happened in the last 2 years for me.

I fell to the floor as I gripped the scissors. I cried silently as I let the blade graze against the soft flesh of my wrist. I felt a stab of pain course through me like a shot I just got. I sobbed out as I just let the open wound bleed.

I than heard the front door open. I didn't make no movement to try and cover it up or hide it.

"Elena" Katherine's clear throaty voice called out in the open air. I than heard the wind practically whistle as the bathroom door was opened quickly with urgency that didn't break the door at least.

Her eyes widened as she saw the sight before her. I was crumpled against the floor the scissors by my side as there was a slit across my wrist bleeding profusely. "What are you doing" she cried out as she knelt down to my side pulling me against her.

I cried into her chest to weak to do anything else. "How could you do this to yourself" she growled out loudly her teeth clenched tightly. "I hate my life, there's nothing left of it" I yelped out suddenly in an outburst.

"Kill me please" I cried out begging her. "Oh no, if I have to go through this so do you, I need you" she cried out suddenly through her clenched teeth. I gave up and just rested my head against her chest. "Help me" I tried again. "As long as you can help me" she said trying to be playful. She pulled one of her arms away from me, as I heard the distinct sound of skin tearing deeply. She bought her wrist down to my mouth shoving it against my lips.

I was to weak to protest so I feebly sipped the blood. I felt the spurring pain in my wrist soon fade away. Katherine pulled away her wrist as she surprisingly soothed me lightly. The tear stains marred my cheeks as I fell into the darkness once again.

Katherine's POV

I came in the door hearing barely nothing. I called out for Elena out of instincts feeling a shiver of fear pass through me, because of the silence. I than felt the tantalizing scent hit me. It was blood, and Elena was the only one in here.

I blurred to the bathroom practically knocking the door down to get in. My eyes widened visibly as I took in the sight. Elena was slumped against the sink looking practically lifeless. The long cut across her wrist was bleeding profusely and a pair of scissors were right by her side.

"What are you doing" I cried out as I knelt down and pulled her to me tightly, somehow I felt the need to comfort her. She cried silently not knowing what else to do.

"How could you do this to yourself" I growled out through clenched teeth trying to hold back unwelcoming tears. "I hate my life, there's nothing left of it" she sobbed her eyes watery and wide from crying.

I felt my heart just about break from her sorrowful words. "Kill me please" she begged silently. I looked down seeing everything she has ever felt in her whole life. All of her pain, sorrow, and despair.

"Oh not, if I have to go through this so do you, I need you" I told her weakly trying my best to be playful and lighten the mood. But I failed horridly. I felt her physically and just lay against me breathing heavily.

"Help me" she breathed out. "As long as you can help me" I said trying to muster a smile. I pulled my arm away lifting it to my mouth tearing at the skin. I bought the bleeding wound down to her mouth offering her my blood to heal her. She took it gently sipping it. I looked down to see her wrist was now healing and it was soon just a now faded puckered scar left.

Her breathing soon evened out as she fell into unconsciousness. I sighed and picked her up using my extra strength, carrying her to the room I put her in before when we first got here.

I sat on the edge of the bed next to her sleeping form. I looked over her form slightly ogling. I shook my head jumping up from the bed pinning myself visibly against the wall. What is wrong with me.

I thought deeply, than I remember Emily…..

She told me, I would find my true love when I least expect it. So what does that mean! I'm falling in love with my doppelganger! Noo way!

I turned my attention to her, seeing the now swollen red scar. It pained me visibly that she would do something like that to herself. Was I that bad that she didn't even consider living with me, just me? I was never important to anyone I guess.

I know to make her feel better I have to be more understanding and….human-like just so she doesn't try to kill herself once again. This is going to be hard for me. But why am I trying to change so much just for her. I quickly shook my head in denial I would never fall in love with this human. I remember back in 1864 I easily fell for Stefan. So that must mean I'm going to fall for her eventually I guess.

I came back to town for Stefan right? I realized that was a lie, I came back to see Elena, it was like I was compelled to come back for her, or something like that.

I than heard a knock at the door. I blurred in front of the door opening it quickly with a sneer. I than froze to see two of the people I didn't even imagine would still be alive.

"What are you doing here" I growled out icily, not knowing what else to do.

Haha ok left you all hanging! I know I'm just horrible like that but I will update soon enough. So please review and give me your feedback on this chapter. Sorry for the Elena thing in this chapter, I was just like really depressed and upset when I started writing so that is mostly why it is dark or sorta dark, or who knows? Anyway hope you enjoyed

Songs inspired

Strawberry Gashes by Jack off Jill

The reason by hoobastank

If I was your vampire by Marilyn Manson….(I just got a story idea from just typing that song!)