Hello everyone. I am so happy with the feed back I am getting thank you all. One thing I have to say here, someone wanted me to elaborate on Bella's relationship with Rickey's coven. I want to let you know that, that will happen at some point in time. Maybe this chapter and maybe not, but last chapter didn't see like the right time. So I am paying attention and reading your comments. Thank you for reading and I hope you all enjoy.

Chapter 3

I knew that I everyone around me was really confused. Possibly Rickeynot as much, but me and Edward had always know we were right for each other. That we were meant for each other. We were in our own little world. He didn't need to be able to read my mind we just knew how each other felt. I don't have any idea how I could have believed him in the wood. I was just so childish believing everything he was saying. I don't need Rickey's power to know if he loves me or not.

Me and Edward pulled away from our embrace so that we could look in each eyes. "I have many questions for you and you have many questions for me, but let that be another time." I said. "I need answers. No not just answers. Truthful answers." he nodded his head in understanding and I turned to embrace someone else. It hurt so much to do so, but I could not just yet forgive him fully. Like I said I need answers even though I knew we belonged together.

"Hey Alice!" I nearly squealed. I loved her so much and I knew that we both missed each other so much. I ran over to hug her and she hugged me back. We were laughing so much I had no idea why.

"Oh my gosh Bella I am SO sorry I left! I didn't want to leave trust me." She sounded really hurt and I believed her.

"I don't care right now I am just so happy to see you! I will go shopping with you even. I have gone to long without your company." I smiled at her as I spoke. We squealed again and danced around.

"Are they always like this?" I heard Rickey said to someone.

"Always." Edward responded. I turned around and smiled at him and he flashed me the crooked smile I loved. In that moment I kind of felt as if I had week knees. Was that possible for a vampire?

I turned and hugged everyone. Jasper, Rosalie, and of course Emmet.

"Bellseys!" Emmet yelled as he hugged me.

"Emmy bear!" I said into his shoulder. I think I hugged him the longest out of everyone.

Emmet let me down right when the bell rang.

"Oh crap it is lunch time! I forgot to set up, but before I go," I turned to look at my coven. "This is Edward, Alice, Emmet, Jasper, and Rosalie." I pointed to each one of them. "Now so I can set up do you think you could explain to them what I am doing so they don't get confused and maybe you guys could get to knew each other. Share some stories, huh?" after that I ran to the cafeteria and started setting up.

I put a CD into a stereo that was hooked up to the big speakers normally used for assembles. This CD had he other instruments, other than the guitar that I would be playing, already on it. It wasn't like I had a band, but Alex and scarlet did sing back up sometimes like they would today.

The cafeteria was starting to get some people in it for lunch so Alex and Scarlet had to get here quick. Just like magic I turn around and they are right there behind their microphones.

"Oh okay, good. You are already here I thought I was going to have to hunt you down." I laughed a little. I ran through the song a bit with them before I started. When I was done the cafeteria was filled and I saw Rickey, Scarlet, and the Cullen's al lined up in the back waiting for me to start.

"Well here it goes." I mumbled under my breath.

I had always wanted to sing this song to Edward so he could hear it.

"Hey guys." I spoke into the microphone, everyone turned their attention to me. "I had always wanted to sing this song to someone I thought I would never see again, but they are here today so bare with me I haven't practiced this in a while. This song is called White Blank Page." (A/N: The original version is by Mumford and Sons, but I first hear it by Taylor Swifts cover and fell in love with it.) I looked right at Edward when I started singing.

Can you lie next to herAnd give her your heart, your heartAs well as your bodyCan you lie next to herAnd confess your love, your loveAs well as your follyCan you kneel before the kingAnd say I'm clean, I'm clean[Chorus:]So tell me now, where was my faultIn loving you with my whole heartTell me now, where was my faultIn loving you with my whole heartA white blank page and a swelling rage, rageYou did not think when you sent me to the brink, the brinkYou desired my attention but denied my affections, my affections[Chorus]Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole lifeLead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life

I saw Edward crumble in that song a bit. While I was staring into his eyes and singing to him the words I had always want to tell him. Now he knew how I felt. I started feeling this anger towards him. How could he leave me? I started having these doubts during the song. I mean what reason could there have been to leave me? Just because I wasn't perfect like him. A vampire?

I suddenly heard people cheer at the end of the song. The biggest cheer that I have gotten.

"Thank you." I mumbled into the microphone.

I started to get off stage when someone pulled me back on. I turned around and saw Scarlet. "What are you doing? We have one more song. I pulled strings to get you to perform you have to sing."

"I am not in the mood. Please missing one song out of the two I am suppose to perform wont get make the principal stop the whole show. The shows I do aren't even that important. Everyone thinks they are fun and entertaining, but if I stop it isn't like I am some big musician it isn't like there will be millions of people depressed. That isn't what I want to do I only wanted to have a little fun." I said and pulled my arm away and walked out the door of the cafeteria.

I sat on a bench outside to just think. That one song made me realize feelings I have been avoiding. I haven't been thinking lately only going along with what everyone said, but the past few days it is like my mind knew something big was about to happen and that Is why I have been feeling the was I do. When I attacked the piano that was a month ago. I felt trapped and that Edward had done that to me, but really it was just me avoiding my feelings. I felt trapped from the pressure to cover up my feelings and to be what everyone wanted. Edward didn't make me feel that way. When Rickey told me that he still loved me I felt like I had a way out, but when I saw him I felt completely free. I just need to know what is going on. What really is happening, and how do you find that out? Go to the source of your feelings. Edward.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter and just letting you all know my chapters might be two to five days until I update. Some days I have a lot of free time and others I am really busy so this was one of those free days the chapters might not come in a quickly. Again always thank you for reading. Oh and one more thing… REVIEW! It lets me know that there are people still out there that are reading not that if you stopped reading I would stop writing. Well I will update as soon as possible thanks.