Thank you so much for all the feed back guys it really helps me to write knowing that my writing is at the least average and doesn't suck. So I am going to do this knew thing that I tell you a song that I am most enjoying at the moment each chapter. As you can tell I love music from the past chapters so right now it would have to be One and Only by Adele. Right now I love her knew CD I couldn't get enough of it. Also I would like to apologize. In the last chapter more that half of it was in Italic, I do not know how that happened. Anyway thank you for reading and enjoy!
Chapter 7
The next day at school was torture. It felt like there was no end to it. Maybe that was because I was only looking forward to fourth period and lunch so I could see Edward. I also was looking forward to sixth period because Alice was there.
At lunch I still had to entertain as always, but it wasn't that big of a deal anyway. While I sang I was raising money for the school so I knew when the principal told me that I could hardly miss any lunches or he would kick me out, he really didn't mean it. The tips people give actually helped more than I thought.
"So Bella what was so famous about this painting again?" The teacher asked. Oh shiz I wasn't paying attention. "It was the reason of why the person was wearing purple and the meaning behind it, right?" she asked.
"Ahhh yah sure of course." I said hoping that it was the right thing to say.
"That was a trick question to see if you were listening. There isn't even a person in the picture." She said and laughed a little knowing for the first time she caught me not paying attention. Everyone else joined in and luckily the bell rang.
I gathered all my books and apparently was the last one to leave the class and once I walked out I saw the most perfect person in the world.
"Edward!" I shouted and hugged him.
He laughed and hugged me back and we pulled away. "How was class?" he asked.
"Horrible." I said knowing a annoyed look was on my face.
"Why would that be?" He seemed worried.
"Because you weren't there of course." I slapped him in the arm and we started to walk off to class together.
"Hmm well class wasn't to great for me either. Number one because you weren't there and also the girls at this school their minds aren't PG at all!" He said discussed. I had to laugh at that.
"Well we are together for the next two hours. Math and then lunch although I will be on the very small stage for half the time. And maybe the time we do spend together people will be able to see that you are officially taken for the rest of your existence." He grinned when I said that.
In math all Edward and I did was pass notes like forth graders back and forth just talking about random stuff. My mind started to drift once again, this time to something I haven't thought of in awhile. Forks. I just started to realize just how much I missed that place. I wonder how Charlie and Jake are doing. Charlie thinks that I died from a bear attack (which is not to impossible for me to end up in such a bad situation) and Jake he knows that I have been changed into a vampire, but hasn't been able to find me since then. We left because I didn't want him to see me in pain and I couldn't reject him and keep on telling him I didn't love him in that way. I was hurting him. One day I will go back to Forks, but I have no idea when. I am not sure if Jacob would except me and I can't show my face around anyone else besides the wolves because I was suppose to be dead. I might have changed a lot, but I still was recognizable.
I turned my attention back to Edward not wanting to get depressed from those thoughts. "Hey, is Alice doing anything this weekend?" I asked him. I wanted to spend more time with her. We had so much to caught up on I wouldn't even care if we went shopping.
"Not that I know of. What are you thinking of doing?" He sounded curious enough, but I could see some jealousy in his eyes because I was thinking of making plans without him.
"I don't know just yet, but you can come along on what ever we do." He seemed very happy that I had said that like it was the best thing in the world.
"Thank you," He began and his face got sad, "But I am sure Alice will want to do something special with just her."
"Well to bad. I am the one who is going got make the plans and you are coming. Although I am sure she will want to go shopping and you will only be holding bags I don't care you are going and even Alice can't stop me from taking you."
His face turned back to a smile. "Well I will be looking forward to that." the bell rang and we got up and headed to the cafeteria. I was still thinking about Forks not being able to shake it. Maybe what I need is a much needed vacation. I don't know how Jake will react to how I look now or how I will get to him if some of his friends are still patrolling.
As I walked into the cafeteria I jumped onto the stage. I hooked up the microphones for me, Alex, Scarlet while everyone else was getting food. After Alex and Scarlet showed up mostly everyone had sat down and I could see Edward with the rest of the Cullen's at a table in the back.
"Hello everyone today I will be singing a song I wrote about a month ago called 'Haunted' I hope you all like it" I said into the microphone and the music started. (The song is from Taylor Swift off her knew CD Speak Now so if you are trying to find it on you tube her voice will be a pitch higher or lower and it doesn't sound to great.)
You and I walk a fragile lineI have known it all this timebut I never thought I'd live to see it breakIt's getting dark and it's all too quietAnd I can't trust anything nowAnd it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
Oh, I'm holding my breathWon't lose you againsomething's made your eyes go cold
Come on, come on, don't leave me like thisI thought I had you figured outSomething's gone terribly wrongYou're all I wantedCome on, come on, don't leave me like thisI thought I had you figured outCan't breathe whenever you're goneCan't turn back now, I'm haunted
Stood there and watched you walk awayFrom everything we hadBut I still mean every word I said to youHe would try to take away my painAnd he just might make me smileBut the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead
Oh, I'm holding my breathWon't see you againsomething keeps me holding on to nothing
Come on, come on, don't leave me like thisI thought I had you figured outSomething's gone terribly wrongYou're all I wantedCome on, come on, don't leave me like thisI thought I had you figured outCan't breathe whenever you're goneCan't turn back now, I'm haunted
I know, I know, I just knowYou're not gone. You can't be gone. No.
Come on, come on, don't leave me like thisI thought I had you figured outSomething's gone terribly wrongWon't finish what you startedCome on, come on, don't leave me like thisI thought I had you figured outCan't breathe whenever you're goneCan't go back, I'm haunted
Oh
You and I walk a fragile lineI have known it all this timeNever ever thought I'd see it thought I'd see it
Like always I heard people clap. "Thank you now for my second song I just wrote this last night it is called 'Perfect Two' hop you all enjoy." (This song is originally by Auburn-Perfect Two) I grabbed my guitar from its stand and Alex got me a stood.
You can be the peanut butter to my jellyYou can be the butterflies I feel in my bellyYou can be the captain and I can be your first mateYou can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero and I can be your side kickYou can be the tear that I cry if we ever splitYou can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
Don't know if I could ever beWithout you cause boy you complete meAnd in time I know that we'll both seeThat we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pieYou're the straw to my berryYou're the smoke to my highAnd you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)And I'm the one for you (for you)You take the both of us (of us)And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect twoWe're the perfect twoBaby me and youWe're the perfect two
You can be the prince and I can be your princessYou can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentistYou can be the shoes and I can be the lacesYou can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaserYou can be the pencil and I can be the paperYou can be as cold as the winter weatherBut I don't care as long as we're together
Don't know if I could ever beWithout you cause boy you complete meAnd in time I know that we'll both seeThat we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pieYou're the straw to my berryYou're the smoke to my highAnd you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)And I'm the one for you (for you)You take the both of us (of us)And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect twoWe're the perfect twoBaby me and youWe're the perfect two
You know that I'll never doubt yaAnd you know that I think about yaAnd you know I can't live without yaNo..
I love the way that you smileAnd maybe in just a whileI can see me walk down the aisle
Cause you're the apple to my pieYou're the straw to my berryYou're the smoke to my highAnd you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)And I'm the one for you (for you)You take the both of us (of us)And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect twoWe're the perfect twoBaby me and youWe're the perfect two
I knew this song was kind of cheesy, but it really did show how I think of Edward. I bowed and got off the stage to go to Edwards. I didn't like being away from even for just one second.
"Good job." Alice congratulated me.
"Thanks, Alice." I smiled at her and right behind her was Edward I walked next to him and intertwined our fingers
"So Edward here was telling me about how you wanted to do something this week end. And it is going to be so much fun! We are going to get our nails painted. Then after that to the mall of course and then Emmett wanted to go, go carting with you." Alice seemed very excited.
"That sounds fantastic I would very much enjoy that. I got a question for you though it is kind of off subject. Is it going ot be sunny tomorrow or any time this week?" I saw her eyes go wide and look as if she was only here in body and then she snapped back.
"It will be sunny on Thursday until the afternoon then it will be cloudy skies." She grinned proud that she could help.
"Thank you that is just what I need." I mumbled to myself. In my head I started putting some plans together about how this is all going to work out. Tomorrow I will leave for Forks on foot, not just yet sure how I was going to get to Jacob. I am really hoping the wolves don't attack me. Then I will come back Thursday afternoon so that none can see me sparkle.
"Bella what are you thinking?" Edward asked me after five minutes of sitting at the cafeteria table. So I decided that this was a great moment to show him my gift. I lefted my shield form my mind and let him in. I heard him gasp and he smiled and then when I told him just what I was planning to do he had a stern look on his face.
"Bella you will not. You could get killed. You against six or seven of those wolves will be to dangerous." He said.
Says you. I said in my thoughts.
"Not just me Bella. You know the rest of the family will think the same. You are not going alone." He grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes. His eyes were blazing trough mine and I couldn't help but loose myself in them. How did he dazzle me so much. He looked away from my eyes and I was pained. "I am sorry I didn't mean to do that to you." He spoke softer and gentler this time. I then realized I still had my shield off and that made me uncomfortable. So I put it back on and he looked disappointed, but he is just going to have to deal with it.
"Come on. I can't bring you and drag you into this. He doesn't like you as is and you coming will make matters worse." I tried to win this argument, but I knew I would never win. "Fine you can come happy now? Just letting you know your only causing more problems."
"Thank you. That makes me feel better. We were already apart for to long. One day with out you would be torture. Being apart could kill us both how many times do we have to prove that?" He was right and I knew it.
"Your right and thank you for caring. Well lets go to class the warning bell is probably about to ring see you later." I pecked him on the lips and I heard some girls around us say 'no I can't believe this' and 'I hate her' well at least they knew he was mine. I smiled and walked way looking back one more time, waved and mouthed 'I love you'. He returned the I love you and waved back.
Now if school could just end so I can start packing for my trip and Edward's.
Hey how did you like it? Well please review to let me know and also I won't be using any songs for awhile, but if you do have a song that you would like me to use in the story I will use it as long as it fits in the story at that time. The only songs I would reject completely and right off the bat is Friday by Rebecca Black. So thank you for reading and again REVIEW! Thanks.
