Hey everyone i hope you all enjoy thank you for reading and please review! Heard some people want to hear some of the story in Edwrds perspective and thank you for that great idea because i was wondering how i was going to do these next couple chapters from Bella's perspective. So that will be coming up soon. Now like always the song i have been listening to none stop latley in The Edge of Glory by Lady Gaga I believe thaty is what its called. Anyway back to the story finally.

Chapter 8

Edward an I were runing through the forest having a great time just being in this moment of silence and alone time we were having. I had finally for the first time really been on an adventure in my vampire time and I felt so good and so free. Though I was missing my coven and my family I couldn't think of that for to long. I had to think of how to aproch Jacob and the wolves. I knew if Seth was patroling he would help me out and so would Jacob, but that is a slim chance one of them will be patroling. And if it wasn't one of them how was I going to handle the rest of the wolves.

"Bella I think we are going to have to go into town and get some knew cloths." I heard Edward say and I looked down to my cloths. We had been running through rain and mud and although we were fairly clean ourselves the bottom of our pants were all muddy and so were our shoes.

"Ahhh ya that might be a bit of a problem." I smiled. "Well lead the way." I motioned him to go in front of me, but instead he picked me up and through me on his back and started ruinning. I rested my head on his sholder.

"Sorry you just go a bit slow for my liking." He chuckled.

"Its fine. I like this feeling anyway. It helps me think." I said while closing my eyes and before I knew it we where almost into town.

We moved swiftly across not looking suspicious creeping out of the forest. We where right across the street from a small Wal-Mart in Forks and we knew it was going to be the best we got. I flipped my hoodie up and jumped off Edward's back. Edward also flipped his hoodie up as we walked across the street trying to not be seen. I had no doubt in my mind that if someone saw us they would know who we were well at least Edward would be farley reconizable.

Edward reached for my hand and I let him take it as always. As we were about to walk into Wal-Mart a girl ran squeeling past us and a man running behind her.

"No! No! Please I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" The girl squeeled over and over. The guy finnaly caught up to her and put his arm around her waist.

"Say it again this time with feeling." They were both laughing now at this point and I could reconize the voices. I stopped for a second just watching them.

"I'm sorry." The girl sighed and then next thing you know an ice cream cone was in her face. The girl screammed and started to wipe it off. The girl turned and around and the two of them kissed and they then started laughing again. Jessica and Mike two dearly missed friends, its great to see they have stayed together and moved on from my "death".

"Bella, are you okay?" Edward said and started pulling me along.

"Yah I am just happy to see things worked ot for them. I motioned towards Jessica and Mike and Edward frowned.

"Bella, I'm sorry."

"No really its okay I am happy to see them. I knew coming back would bring back good and bad memories this is just one of the good ones." I looked up and smiled at Edward and he smiled back.

"Okay lets go get some cloths now. We look kind of homeless." I laughed a bit at that.

We shopped for about ten minutes and found the cloths that we need and we went in line to check out. We spent about two minutes in line and Edward was starting to pay for our clothes when I heard another familiar voice. I couldn't move when I heard this voice.

"I know you miss her, but you have two knew step kids and you have to think of them. They understand the hurt you are going through, but you have to learn to suport them to. I mean even Seth is still morning from losing a friend, but really you have to be strong not just for him, but for you also." I couldn't look.I wasn't going to look.

"I guess you are right, but the anniversary of her passing is tomorrow and it just is making all these feelings come back. Lets go see Billy and check to see how him and Jacob. I know that he has been out a lot according to Billy. Tomorrow isn't just affecting me you know?" He chuckled a bit then frowned again.

As soon as Edward had finished paying for the cloths I pulled him out as quickley as possible. I was holding it together by a thread. I was going to loose it. I love that Edward is here, but I wish that he didn't have to winess this. Edward wrapped his arm around me tightly as we moved across the road into the forest. We ran for another minute or so until we couldn't hear the road anymore. I leaned into Edward's chest and started sobbing. How could I do this to him? Charlie was my father and I was causing him so much pain. I didn't even get to show him that I am fine now. He thinks I died sad and depressed, but really when I "died" it was the best thing in the world. I knew once that I was changed there was someway I could see Edward again.

"Bella, shhh, shhh, its going to be okay. I know that this is a lot and I know that this trip is going to be emotional. Not just for you, but for the two of us. Please don't let me see you cry right now it breaks my heart." He whispered trying to sooth me and it was working. I realized that we were on the forest floor and I was being craddeled by Edward.

"I think I am better now." I said barley loud enough for him to hear "Thank you. I needed that. Come on lets get to your house." Edwrd started to pull us both from the ground. I started to walk toward the direction of the house when Edward spoke.

"Oh Bella?" I turned around and saw Edward walking up behind me. He put his arm around my waist.

"Yes?" I ask giving him a curious glance.

"I love you." He spoke simpley yet with so much love and affection. I smiled.

"I love you to." I got on my tip toes and gave him a kiss. he was the most perfect thing in my life. I couldn't live with out him for one second. Knowing that he will always be there for me was a very fantastic and special feeling. I pulled awy and we were both grining like dorks. "Okay, okay lets get a move on." We ran hand in hand to the house.

Edward unlocked the door and we stepped through. The scent of the house fill me and I was so happy in this moment. I remembered everything. I looked around thinking of every momory I have had in this house suprised I could remember everything so easily.

"What are you thinking?" I looked over and saw Edward leaned up against his piano. I opened my mind to him to show him everything that I had just thought in these pased two seconds. My eyes were closed going through everything, that I hadn't even noticed that Edwrd had carried me to the couch. My eyes were now opened staring into Edward's eyes the golden brown intoxicating me quickley. I couldn't think strait. He was dazzeling me again, I guess things never change. "I love it when you do that." He said running his fingeres through my hair.

I reached out to toched his face. Now he felt soft instead of like smooth granit. I wss marveled by him and his perfection. I ran my hand down his cheek to his chin and slowley leaned in for a kiss. Appearently Edward wasn't going to be so patient today. He pulled my face to his and I felt his lips and how mine molded into them so easily. My arms were around his neck not even in a second. I had never gone this ruff with Edward if you could even call it ruff. By ruff I meant as far. I realized just how carful Edward had been when I was a human. One of Edwrd's hands was holding me to him and the other suporting my wait near my hip and was slowly going a bit lower.

I opened my lip enough for my tounge to slowly run across his lips. I heard him growl and I mirked against his lips. As soon as I started to unbutton his shirt he stopped me and liffted my face an inch away from his so he could look intro my eyes. i could tell that it hurt him as much as it hurt me, maybe more, to stop what we were just about to go into. "What are you doing?" He asked studdering a bit.

"Edward, I am not a fragel human anymore you don't have to worry." I said leaning in to continue.

I realized he wasn't returning the kiss. "Bella?" he mumbled. I pulled away. "It isn't that you aren't human anymore, its that I would really like to do it the right way." I laughed in disbelief.

"Aren't you the one that said that once we become a 'monster' that we have no souls? I am not saying that I have fallen for that stupid lie, but really you don't have to worry about my sould." I said inm a pursuading tone that was almost enough for him to crack and just for it for once, but sadly I could tell that he wasn't going to give up.

"It isn't just that it is also the fact that I want to do it the right way just because for me it feels right and special. You don't deserve the least you deserve the very best because you are perfect." He said eyes pleading. I groand and got up and turned away from him. "I am sorry, Bella." I turned around and smiled.

"I know. You are just trying to be a gentelmen i am sorry for trying to push you. I feel like I am the devil trying to steel your vertue now. Oh, how the tables have turned." I said as he stood up.

"How so?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Well you always say how it is hard for you and how you changing me will steel my vertue now i am trying to steel yours. Not like I wasn't five years ago." I laughed.

"Well we leave to find Jacob in another three hours. What do you want to do?" Edward asked.

"You know what I want to do." I said and Edward shot me a warning look. "I know, I know I was just saying. Well lets just watch T.V. and lounge around for awhile."

"Sounds good to me." Edward said and we sat on the couch nto really paying any attention to the T.V. just enjoying thbe time we had together.

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