Hi guys, sorry for not writing in awhile, I'll be updating more, sorry!

-Present time-

*note, demi is 17 and it's October*

Demi's POV

I woke up to the sound of the alarm ringing loud as a bastard.

"What the fuck." I mumbled.

I got out of bed, and looked at the clock. Cool. It's 6:30 in the fucking morning and I have school.
I hate school so much. I swear the devil made school or some shit like that. I put my clothes on,
grabbed my phone, and walked downstairs. I walked straight out the door, and got in my car. I
drove to Katie's and picked her up.

"Hey..", she said with an attitude.

"Well hell-fucking-oh." I mumbled.

"…what?" she asked confused.

"Nothing, nothing, let's just go." I drove away not talking to her. God. She pisses me off so much
sometimes. I looked at the clock.. 7:30. School starts soon.

It was third period, which is French. I have French with Selena. Selena Russo, the prettiest girl in
school. No.. what the fuck am I saying? I'm supposed to hate her. I hate Selena. No, I like her, no
I – I felt someone bump into me.

"Ugh, watch where you're going, dyke." I scowled at her.

Shit, I bumped into her, I didn't mean to call her a dyke.. It's just a reflex I guess.

"Uh.. I.. I'm sorry.." Selena mumbled.

Ugh she's so fucking adorable why am I so mean to her? I just walked away. I shouldn't even call
her a dyke, considering I'm a lesbian too. I sat in my seat, which is in back of Selena. I get to stare
at her without anyone noticing, because if anyone knew I was a lesbian –

"Miss Monroe, are you paying attention?" Mrs. Baker asked.

"W..what.. oh yeah, I'm paying attention." I said.

I was turning red, I knew it.

"Repeat what I just said, then." She demanded.

"..Fuck off." I said then ran out of the room.

-Selena's POV-

Why does she always storm off like that? She's so beautiful when she's mad though.. Yes, I love
her, even though she hates me. I have ever since we were 10 & she kissed my cheek because I
fell off the swing set in her backyard and scraped my knee. When she turned 14, she didn't want
anything to do with me anymore. I'm Selena Russo, I'm 17 and a lesbian. Everyone knows, considering
my nickname is "dyke". The bell rang, and I felt something vibrate. It was my phone, and it was a text
from Demi.

Demi: "Hey dyke come outside."

I didn't even bother replying, and I just walked outside. Some boy knocked my books over and I sighed,
picking them up. Everyone pointed, laughed at me, and called me a dyke. I didn't care. Why the fuck
did Demi want me out here anyway? She's not – I felt something hard hit my stomach, It wasn't Demi,
it was Katie.

"YOU FUCKING BITCH, YOU KISSED NICK WHEN I'M DATING HIM, HOW COULD YOU?" Katie screamed.

I just ran down the street to go home. School isn't over, but I just need to go home. Why the fuck did
she punch me anyway?

-Demi's POV-

I got home, threw my books on the floor, and ran up to my room.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" I screamed as tears fell from my face.

I pushed all my books off my shelf onto the floor and got my guitar case out of my closet. I threw
my guitar across the room and picked up the razor blade I hid from myself a few months ago. I
walked into my bathroom, closed & locked the door. I sat against the door and cried. I stared at
the razor blade and pressed it against my wrist. The blood was dripping onto the floor, and I
pressed it into my wrist a few more times and put the razor blade away. I got up put the razor
back in my guitar case, threw it on the floor, got on my bed and curled up in a ball and just cried.

I woke up to my wrists stinging like there's no tomorrow. I picked up my phone to check what time
it was. 10:30 at night. Hope no one will mind if I go in the shower. I walked into my bathroom, &
closed the door. I took my clothes off and reached for the knob on the shower and noticed my wrists
in dry blood. I turned the shower on, and turned around and looked in the mirror. My face was covered
in dry blood, too. Great, I thought. I grabbed a towel, and we it with water. I placed it on my cuts gently.

"Shit, it burns!" I screamed.

After I cleaned my cuts, I got into the shower. I started crying again, I can't stand the way I treat Selena.
I hate myself for it.

I woke up to my mom shaking me and yelling. It's Saturday, why the fuck are you waking me up? It should
be illegal to wake your kid up unless it's after 10.

"Okay, get out mom, I get it. I need to be up early on a Saturday." I screamed.

I put my clothes on and ran out the door. I was running down the street, to go to Selena's. I kept running
until I reached her house. I knocked on the door, and Selena's mom Mandy answered.

"Well, hi Demi!" She said with such joy.

"Hi..uh, can I talk to Selena?" I asked.

"Sure, just go upstairs, you know where her room is!" She replied.

Why is she always happy? I ran up the stairs into Selena's room.

"Hey.. Selena." I said quietly. She was with a girl. My Selena. With another girl. What the fuck is she
doing? I walked over to Selena and pressed my lips up against hers.I felt safe with her, like nothing could
ever hurt me.

Dun Dun Dun!

Lol, sorry to leave you at a dramatic part! The next chapter will be up soon, hopefully.