So, I finished my seventh chapter.
I don't own glee. Only my OC

In this chapter Selena's family will play a main part so I searched for some people who could present them.

David, Selena's big brother: http:/www. Stylebakeryteen .

Jonas Selena's littly brother: http:/image. Shutterstock .com/display_pic_with_logo/237247/237247,1290107025,

Ruth, Selena's mom: http:/static .igossip .com/photos/simonici_News_57144_courteney_cox_back_on_stage_as_a_cougar_town_woman_main_

Chapter seven:
"What a feeling"

Selena's POV:

Kurt sat beside me on the couch at the living room. The lights were out, only some candles were shimmering and we had chosen some slow music. It was a nice atmosphere and fits my mood. "Darling doesn't bother your pretty head about this jealous bitch. She was simply pissed by your awesome voice and your way to move to music, without looking like some cheap whore. I mean you had rocked the room. Puck's face was priceless. He was totally drooling over you."

I hate to see her like this. When Rachel yelled at Finn and spoke like Leni wasn't even there, no one had seen her hurt expression, except me. I know my cousin and I also know about the way these Alex-kid had treated her. He called her slut, whore and many other things I don't want to repeat here. The memories were the reason she freaked out, not the things Berry had said. Back then, she was in love with Alex and thought he was serious with her. And then at this night, when he nearly raped her, she changed. She became this emotion-hiding girl, who was with boys only for fun and nothing else. I can understand her she doesn't want to get hurt like these again. Hard shell soft core.

"You are such a sweetheart. I don't fucking care about this brat. I thought it was a good idea to make this song and then …" I trembled. "Don't think for one second that she has a point with her words. No, you were great and I and the others know that. Where is your usual confidence, Honey?"
"Maybe it was a little bit too much…"
"No, it was just right. So I don't want to speak with you about that. It was fantastic and with that it remains." Kurt said and suddenly his expression changed to a more serious one. "Lena, where went you when you left the choirroom? I had searched for you but I couldn't find you."
Oh no. Should I tell him about the little scene between Noah and me?He was so sweet and caring and his smell, I could melt down. Fuck. Selena think clear, no emotions remember.
"Ehm, I went to the bathroom and then straight to my next class. Maybe you just haven't seen me in the crowd.
"Maybe." He said but looked very sceptical.

This little liar. I had sawn her with Puckerman in the corner of the math room. What is she hiding from me?

"So when does you brother arrive? I hadn't seen him since Christmas. And how long is he staying?" Kurt asked me after several minutes of uncomfortable silence. "He should arrive on Friday, he had promised me to pick me up after school. Jonas is so excited about his visit. And mom will be happy too. He said that he will stay a whole week, isn't it great. I had missed my big, sometimes overprotective, brother." I giggled. "Hmmm, what do you think had he thought about your little performance in front of a certain someone with a mowhak?" he said and smirked. "Shut up! I only did this because of the effect. Do you say, that I rather had chose Finn or Sam? I'm sure Rachel and Quinn would be satisfied with me rubbing against their boyfriends." See, it hadn't meant a thing.
"When you say so, but back to the important things. What should I do about Blaine?"
The rest of the evening we talked about a new strategy for Kurt to show Blaine was he is missing.
After that Kurt drove back home and I transferred my lazy ass in my bed. Short time later I was a sleep and dreamed about a certain someone. Mhmmm...

Friday

The rest of the week went by pretty fast and nothing special happened. The only odd thing was that Puck tried to ignore me. When ever we were in the same room he excused himself and rushed out the room without even looking at me. What's wrong with him... I didn't want to speak about this little emotional out burst in the math room either, but ignoring me. Is he serious?
In glee the whole thing doesn't get any better. Mr. Schue had the brilliant idea to pair us in groups of two to do a duet.
"Mr. Schue, Why have we to do this? We all know that Rachel and Finn will get the lead for regionals and then Rachel will sing one of her solo's and we will stay in the backround like allways." Santana spoke out what we all were thinking. "No Santana, not this time. I had spoken to Mrs. Pillsburry about variation. And I came to the conclusion that we let the faint decide who will sing with whom. I also announce that this whole s´thing will be a competition and the winner will do the opening song and get a coupon for Breadsticks for next Friday." Mr. Schue said and we all, except Rachel began to cheer. At last everyone had the chance to shine.
"So, I want you girls to write your name on a piece of paper and put it in the head on the piano. Then I will call the guys to pick one piece out of the hat. And no discussions. Whoever your partner will be, you have to work with him." We all wrote our names down and put them into the hat and waited for Mr. Schue to let the guys pick.
At first went Artie, he picked Rachel, who doesn't looked so aproved about it. I bet she wanted to pair up with her Finni-bear. Ha Ha. Second was Mike who picked Santana. After Mike followed Puck and I don't know why but I hoped he would pick me. Please, Please... Mr. Schue looked on the piece and said:"Selena, I think that's a good match." I looked to puck and smiled, but he sat down on his chair without even looking at me and I could swair that I could see a frown on his face. What is his problem?
The other pairs were Quinn and Finn and Tina, Mercedes and Brittany since we still needed one member more. But Mr. Schue said that he had another idea for that, but at first we would finish our competition.
The bell rang and we heeded out of the room. I wanted to speak with Puck about our asignment, but I had my problems to catch up with him. To my luck he stoped at his locker. I walked to his side and leant against the locker next to his. "So Noah, what do you think which song should we perform?"
he turned around and looked me directly in the eye and for the first time I noticed his wonderful hazle eyes. Hazle with a hint of green, mesmerizing. I could get lost in them.
"I really don't know, but maybe we think of something over the weekend." He didn't took his eyes from me and it felt like the world stoped for a minute.
"Ehm, I really have to go. I see you on monday and the we could talk about this duet stuff." he said and began to leave. He rushed past me and I didn't said a thing, I lost my voice. What was this odd feeling in my stomach. It couldn't be. No I had promised myself that I don't fall for some guy again, specially not for the man-whore from McKinley high.