I am SO sorry I haven't updated this in like...forever. I'm so sorry ok ok.

-Demi's POV-

I woke up and felt Selena snuggled up against my back. I turned over, and stared at her for a moment.

"Selena, Selena wake up.." I whispered. She muffled something into her pillow.

"Selenaaa.." I said while shaking her lightly.

She slowly woke up while mumbling my name. I replayed last night over and over again in my head.
I want to tell her why I hurt myself like that. All truth, no lies.

"What do you waaant Demi?" She said. Why did Selena have to be so damn beautiful?

"Selena...about last night.." I started off, "I want to tell you the truth." I let out slowly.

"Well, I'm all ears. I'd like to know what's causing this beautiful girl so much pain." She said while
resting her head on my chest. I started playing with her hair. I held up my left wrist.

"You see these scars?." I started saying. "They're all from when I would hurt you. I hated seeing you hurt,
so I'd hurt myself. I've hurt myself not only because of you.. but because of everything in my life. I'm never
happy anymore. I want to be happy. You're the only thing that makes me happy and no I won't always be
happy but Selena when I'm with you everything goes away. All the pain, all the depression, everything. The
only thing that's there is you and how much I love you. I know I can't take back all those times I've hurt
you or all of the things I've said to you, but, I love you more than anything. I understand the pain I've put
you through but I'm messed up, and I know that's not an excuse. I just love you so much it hurts. To the
stars and back. I've always had a crush on you, ever since we were little. I guess it's all just scared me. The
fact that I love you, I didn't know having those feelings for you were normal. I only treated you like this because
I was afraid of being teased because I'm a lesbian. I teased you, just to see a reaction. I just wanted you to
know I love you, and I didn't know how to express it. No one knows I am a lesbian, only you do. I've had
crushes on other girls, but Selena I'll tell you this with all honesty; I've never loved a girl like I love you, you're
the only girl I ever honestly loved, and will always love." I finished saying.

By then I was crying. She looked me in the eyes with that look you give someone when they're you're one and
only.

"Demi.." she said while looking at my wrist.

"I know, I'm a freak. I'm sorry I hurt you Selena."

I got up and started walking towards the door when she grabbed me by the wrist and kissed my lips. "I don't
think you're a freak. I think you're beautiful." She whispered in my ear.

"No.. you don't think I'm beautiful.. no one thinks I'm beautiful.. I'm ugly. No one will ever-" I was cut off by her
finger pressed against my lips.

"Demetria Devonne Lovato, you are the most beautiful woman on this earth. Will you be my girlfriend?" She said
while looking me in the eyes.

"I.. I ... yes I will." I said while crying.

-Selena's POV-

I finally did it. I asked her to be my girlfriend. I can't believe this. I stared into her chocolate brown eyes for a few
minutes until my mom walked in. She opened the door, look at us, smiled, and then closed the door. My mom knew,
well, I mean how much I loved Demi. I tell my mom everything.

"What was that about..?" Demi asked

"Oh, nothing really. She doesn't like to bother me when I have people over. I mean, when I do have people over.
I don't have many friends." I said

"Well honey, you have me now.. and I'm sure I'll be over here more often!" Demi said

"I love you."

"I love you too, Selena."

I held Demi's hand tight, I just wanted this moment to last forever. For the rest of my life. Forever.

"Baby.. Wait, can I call you that?" I asked

"Yes of course Selena." She said while squeasing my hand.

"I want to be with you forever." I said

"Selena I want to be with you forever, too. I need you. I know it sounds pathetic but I do need you. I feel empty
without you. You make me feel things no one has ever made me feel." Demi let out.

"Baby.. I don't know what to say. Words honestly can't explain how much I love you." I stated.

"...Not to sound clingy.. but, can we be together forever? No matter what. You have to promise me, that no matter
how many fights, how many times I'm a complete dick head, or a cunt, or a bitch, just promise you'll never leave me."
Demi said.

-Demi's POV-

Ugh I am such a clingy bitch. Forever afraid of being alone.

"I promise." Selena said.

I kissed her softly and then quickly pulled away. I don't want her to feel weird. We just we're laying there, for a few
hours. I was staring at her while she slept. I don't need to sleep when I have the most beautiful woman next to me.

At around 1 pm, we both got up and went downstairs.

"Hi Mandy!" I said cheerfully.

"Hi Demi, hi Selena. How are you both?" She asked.

"Good," Selena and I said in sync. We were both smiling like crazy.

"I'll make you both breakfast, is pancakes ok?"

We both nodded, walked over to the couch and she sat on my lap. I played with her hair while staring into her eyes.

"Selena, will you go on a date with me tomorrow? I want to take you somewhere special." I asked.

"Yes, Demi, I will." Selena said.

OK I AM FOREVER SORRY THIS TOOK ME LIKE 8 MONTHS TO UPDATE.

reviews please :~)