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-Selena's POV-

We'd finished eating and we're waiting for the check to come. I still can't believe she stood up to Katie like that. I really thought they were friends, but they have been drifting apart lately. And Katie is a cunt. The waiter walked over to our table and handed us the check. I started to take out my wallet.

"First date, I pay." She said.

"Right." I said while smiling.

She paid and we didn't have to wait for change, so we got up and left. I was walking towards the car when she grabbed my arm and led me towards the beach. We both lied down on the sand.

"Selena, can I ask you something?" Demi said, while stroking my cheek.

"Sure, Demi."

"Why did you cut yourself, the other day? You know, after I had a breakdown and cut myself?" She asked.

"Well, uh, I.. I don't know."

"Yes you do, Selena. Please tell me. I want you to stop." Demi said.

"Well.. it.. it was because you hurt yourself. I.. I don't like seeing you hurt, so I hurt myself, maybe it'd take away the pain, but it didn't. It just made it worse. I just don't want you doing that to yourself, Demi." I explained.

"Look, you have to promise not to do that anymore. I do it because I have no way out, you, Selena, you have a way out. There's no pain, except the pain I've given you. I'm not asking you to stop, I'm telling you to stop. I promise you, I'm trying to stop. I'm trying as hard as I can. But I've been broken, and I'm trying to piece myself back together, and every now and then, I crash. I have no way out, except cutting. But believe me, I'm trying. If you don't stop, it'll just be a continuous cycle of self mutilation, that I don't want. And I doubt you want it either. So I'm telling you, you need to stop. I'm stopping, you have to stop too." Demi let out.

"I'll stop. I never liked doing it anyway." I admitted.

"See, that's the thing. I liked it, I had legitimate pain I couldn't get rid of, that no one understands. I live in a world where that's my only way out. I'm not going to kill myself, but if I did, I'd be happier. I wouldn't be in anyone's way. I'm not saying I'd kill myself, but I've been there, and I don't want to go there again. I'm trying to fix myself, alone. That way, if I crash, I won't have anyone to fall on. I'll just fall, and have to piece myself together again, and again. However long it takes - if it takes a few months, a year, a few years, I'll do it. As long as I'm building myself up again, trying to feel safe. It's not just pain from hurting you, it's pain all over. From home, from school, from everywhere." She explained.

"I.. I'm sorry, Demi. I didn't know."

"It's whatever, no one's let me explain myself, anyway. I don't trust many people. In fact, I don't really trust anyone."

"You don't trust me..?" I asked.

"Look, I trust you. Just not fully. I trust you a lot, but not enough to believe that you wouldn't not break me. I'm in love with you, you're basically the only person I do trust. But trust takes years to gain, and seconds to break, so remember that." Demi said.

"I will.." I said.

-Demi's POV-

I sighed. I'm so annoying. Why can't I be happy?

"Thank you." I said, and then kissed her on the cheek.

She hugged me, and we lied there for awhile, listening to the waves. Selena fell asleep, but I was awake. I never sleep.

"Selena.. wake up." I said while lightly shaking her. She wouldn't wake up, so I kissed her. She woke up, and kissed me back.

"I love you, Selena." I said.

"I love you too, babe. Should we go home now?" Selena asked.

"Yeah, can I stay over? I mean, unless you don't want me to, I'll go home."

"Noo, Demi, you can't stay!" She said sarcastically. I lightly shoved her and she giggled.

"Well, then I'll just go home." I got into my car and locked the doors. I just felt like teasing her. She laughed, and I unlocked the doors.

I kissed her again, and she kissed back. I started the car, and drove to Selena's house. It was about 9:30.

"We're here, princess." I said.

"Haha, very funny, Miss. Lovato. I am not a princess."

"You're my princess, and I'm your princess. We're like a big gay Disney movie." I said while laughing.

I opened her door for her, and we walked into her house. We said hi to her mom, and then went upstairs. We walked into her room and we both started to change into out pajama's.

"Demi don't look at me ok." she said.

"I'm your girlfriend, but okayyyy." I said while laughing.

I turned around and realized she had her shirt off. I walked behind her, and grabbed her boobs.

"Demi!" she yelled.

"I'm sorry.. it was funny." I said while laughing. She was laughing too. She got into her bed and I was putting on my shirt and she grabbed my boobs too.

"Payback!" she yelled.

"Oh, okay." I put my shirt on and chased her over to her bed and started tickling her.

"Demiiiii, stoooop!" she said while giggling.

"No, you grabbed my boobs, therefore I will tickle you, because you hate being tickled." I said. Selena was so cute. She hid under her blankets, and I went under them too and kissed her. We were making out, and were breathing hard. A few minutes later, we were just cuddling.

"Just so you know, I love you. A lot. Like, a lot, a lot." I said.

"And I love you too, my big-gay-Disney-movie-princess." She said while laughing.

"Hey! Don't mock me!" I said.

We then started cuddling, and kissing, and cuddling, and kissing, until we fell asleep.

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