Chapter twelve:
"Marry me"
I slipped down the door after I entered my home. So close, I thought. Noah had brought me back home and after few awkward minutes in front of my front door I pecked him on the cheek and thanked him for the evening. I raised up and called Kurt.
Two months later.
Nothing special had happened. We won regional's and Noah and I hit the room with our version of "You and I" by lady Gaga (Version by Jenny Lane and Adam Stantan. But except from some touches during our performance it nothing happened between me and Puck. After our night at the park we kind of ignored each other and barley spoke to one of us. It was frustrating. Mr. Schue was only concentrated on our sectionals list, but Wensday something changed. I was on my way to my Spanish class when I saw my uncle and Carol next to Kurt, huh…, and Finn. Kurt looked excited and Finn embarrassed. I walked to them and greeted both adults with a hug. "Oh Lena, nice to see you here." Carol giggled and holds her hand to me. There I saw the big news. She had a beautiful engagement ring on her left ring finger. "Your uncle proposed."
"Oh my god, that's awesome." I said and hugged my soon to be aunt and my uncle. "When is the big event?" I asked and smiled to them. I was happy for my uncle, after Kurt's mother died; he wasn't the same, since he met Carol. "Next week, honey." Answered for them. "We have some plans to do." He was enthusiastically. I giggled and excused myself; I didn't want to be late.
The big day was there and I was so nervous. Kurt and I had planned all things out and the Glee club would play a big role to. I was in the dressing room with Kurt and Mercedes. "Can you help me with my zipper, I can't reach it?" I asked Kurt who looked a little bit taken. Yesterday he had a big fight with Finn and it didn't go so well. I was really sorry for him, he was trying to be nice to him, but Finn kind of freaked out at the dance lessons. "You look stunning, honey." Kurt said and turned me around so he could see all my sides.
(her outfit: http:/www. Polyvore .com/marry_you/set?id=39597282)
"Say Honey, have you talked to Puck yet? I mean two month's had passed and nothing changed." "Kurt, I told you. I'm not the relationship kind of girl. At the beginning you had warned me to stay far as possible and now I could think you want to couple us." I said annoyed. Ever since I told him about our almost-kiss, he dragged me to talk to Noah. I really thought that there was something special that night, but we hadn't talked much lately and it seemed that he had found interest in some strange chick, called Lauren. I really don't know what to do. I had promised myself not to fall for a guy like him again, but what can I do. I can't fight this feeling. I looked in the mirror and began to sing.
(Song: I can't fight this feeling anymore)
I can't fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.
Kurt and Mercedes began to harmonize with me and a few single tears find their way out of my eyes.
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we're together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.
And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.
And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
[ Lyrics from: .com/r/reo+speedwagon/cant+fight+this+feeling_ ]
Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I've been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I'd never find.
And even as I wander,
I'm keeping you in sight.
You're a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter's night.
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might.
And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crushing through your door,
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore
I whipped the tears away and put my famous, fake, smile on.
Kurt hugged me and looked to the door, as sign that it was time for our little performance. The glee club entered the room and sang "Marry me" it was fantastic. The whole wedding was fantastic.
At the party Finn hold a speech for his mother and Burt and apologized to Kurt. They looked so happy together. As I watched the now wife and husband my mom made her way to me and whispered. "Sweetie, you know that this cute boy over there is staring at you." I turned around and found Noah's gaze. He looked so good in his suit. What a girl can resist this sight. I sighed and looked away from him. Why is this so hard?
After a while everyone began to dance to some smooth song. Perfect, just perfect. I felt a tap on my shoulder and saw Puck leaning to me. "May I have the pleasure for this dance with you?" he asked me sweetly and I couldn't stay stronger any longer. I took his hand and he dragged me to the dance floor. I looked in his hazel eyes and …, I missed him so much. He laid one arm around my waist and pulled me closer to his body. I crossed my hands around his neck and rested my head in his chest. I could feel his heartbeat. Dadum Dadum. "You look beautiful. I mean you always look beautiful but today more than ever." He kissed me on my forehead.
She is so perfect. Her tiny soft hands, her full lips, these mesmerizing eyes. How can I resist her any longer? This girl is getting under my skin. Every day a little more. And Dam it, she is the sexiest girl I ever seen. This tight dress, her endless legs and her smile. I think I'm falling in love with this girl. I shake my head. No it's not possible. I don't do love. But what are these feelings. It's like I'm attached to her. Every part of me is drawn to this girl.