Chapter 13:
„Jealous?"
I totally screwed. I kissed Rachel, yes Rachel Berry, the I dress up like I'm 12 and be a virgin till I'm 25. Shit. And the best of it, she kind of told Finn. I had tried to avoid him, but after lunch he rushed towards me and shoved me into the lockers. "Finn!" Selena, who was walking beside me shrieked. "You bastard. What do you think you did with my girlfriend?" I told you, totally screwed. Selena's eyes widened and she looked full of disgust down to me. But also so full of hurt and sadness. She slapped me across the face and dragged Finn with her. Shit!
At glee I took a seat in the last row and could feel the glares some of the others gave me.
"Have anyone an idea for sectionals?" Selena raised her hand and walked to the front. Shit, this can't be good.
This asshole. God, how can I be so stupid and think he could be any different compared to any other jerk at those hell of school. He kissed her. This little bitch, cheated on find and know she look like a lost puppy. Argh. I could explode. Stupid Puck, Stupid Rachel, Stupid me.
So this song is for you, Noah!
She put her I pod in the station and began to sing the English version "Stop" by Wonder Girls.
Everyone calls me crazy
They say I'm so strange for pushing a guy like you away
You say so easily that it was love at first sight
You seem so light
I don't believe that you fell for me at first sight
I don't like that I see the end so clearly
Please stop loving me
It seems like it will cool down soon -
Please stop having interest in me
Please don't follow me
I might hurt you - please leave me alone
Stop thinking about me - I'm not the one
Stop thinking about me
Stop thinking about me - I don't like this
Stop thinking about me
I totally screwed.
They say there's no guy like you, that there's no chance like this
But it's not for me, what can I do?
How can you say you like me when you don't even know me?
Your words are so strange
I don't believe that you fell for me at first sight
I've never seen love that like turn out well
Please stop loving me
It seems like it will cool down soon -
Please stop having interest in me
Please don't follow me
I might hurt you - please leave me alone
Stop thinking about me - I'm not the one
Stop thinking about me
Stop thinking about me - I don't like this
Stop thinking about me
You're too fast - cutting off the introduction and the body
And asking for my heart right away
From there, you were out
Please don't look at me - erase me from your head
No matter how hard you try, it won't happen
Empty your heart, please move
Please stop loving me
It seems like it will cool down soon -
Please stop having interest in me
Please don't follow me
I might hurt you - please leave me alone
Stop thinking about me - I'm not the one
Stop thinking about me
Stop thinking about me - I don't like this
Stop thinking about me
When she finished she glared at me and sat next to Finn who smiled at her and put an arm around her shoulder.
"That was interesting. But I don't think that this is the right song for sectionals." Mr. Shue said and looked a little confused.
Selena's POV:
The week went by pretty fast and I would fly back to New York. My father wanted to tell us some big news. I was kind of happy about it. It would be a good distraction from Puck and I could catch up with some of my old friends.
It was Monday and this weekend wasn't as good as I expected. My father exclaimed that he would marry this dragon of woman and my friends were on some dance camp. So I was stucked with my soon step mom and my father. David couldn't make it, because of his exams and Jonas stayed by mom.
I could really punch someone. When I entered the school, I went straight to my locker and was already on my way to my first lesson when one of the jocks came to me. "Hey, you're Lena, right? I'm Matt" he said and smiled shyly at me. He is kind of cute, but nothing like… no don't even think about him. "Yeah, can I help you?" I smiled sweetly and tugged some strand behind my ear. I hadn't unlearned how to flirt. "I…I thought, that you… maybe want to go… out someday?" he stuttered. Nervous huh, you should be. This is distraction how I liked it. I think the old lean is back, I smirked to myself. "I would love to." I answered and stretched the word love. His face lightened. "That's great. How about this Friday, I pick you up at 7?" "Sure" I said and continued my walk to class, and swayed my hips more than usual.
Puck was also on his way to class when he catched the view of Lena and some of his teammates. Huh. What would he want from her? Oh no, he wouldn't.
After school I had football and entered the locker room. "Dude, you make it. You have a date with this hottie." I heard Karofsky say. What! "I can't wait for it; she is a sweet piece of shit." Matt answered and laughed. I balled my hands to fists but a certain jock came into view and punched matt directly in the eye. "Don't speak about my cousin like this!" Finn yelled and shoved him against one locker. "Hey Dude, calm down. I don't only want to hook up with her. I'm not Puckerman." Matt said and looked me straight in the eye with a smirk. This ass. I grabbed him by his collarbone and pressed him against the wall. "What have you said about me?" I really want to punch this little punk but I felt a hand on my shoulder and heard Coach Biesty. "Puckerman, Rutherford, I think it's enough. When you two would put so much afford in the games you wouldn't lose every time." She said and I released Matt but said "Watch out, Rutherford or I will ruin your pretty little face."
I took a break and grabbed a bottle of water from the bench. "You really like her, huh?" Finn asked beside me. "Kind of." I said and turned around to look at him. After the incident with Rachel we didn't talked much. "I can tell by the way you look at her every time she is in the same room as you, you really like her." He said and all I was thinking was how true this was. "But I screwed up. She didn't talked to me since,… you know." I said and couldn't believe that I was telling this shit. "Nah, she was hurt. I think she likes you to, but you must know there is something that she should tell you by herself." Now I was curious. "Nice try Finn, but she has a date with this jerk here." And I really don't like the idea of her with another guy, who eventually has the guts to kiss her. Not like me who couldn't admit his feelings for her. When have I become such a pussy? "I don't like the idea of them dating either, but I think I have no right to forbid her meeting him. But I have an idea." He said and smiled. He ran to Rutherford and talked to him for a while before he returned to my side and said a little lower: "He takes her to the movie on Friday. So what do you think movie on Friday?" Finn asked me and smirked. When does he became so smart? "Sure" I said and smirked also.