- Thank you all for your R&R:s. I really enjoy reading your feedbacks. Someone mentioned that Seth and Sue seemed very relaxed even though Leah is leaving. Seth in my opinion doesn't seem that relaxed, but then of course Seth is going to have some ups and downs with his feelings, like one second his mad and another he is happy, but you will all understand why when I have posted the other chapters. And when it comes to Sue, you will just have to wait and see how she really feels. Once again thank you for your feedback!

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

|Chapter 3|

"You have no right to call me that, now get out!" I hissed.

"Please Lee..Leah, we really need to talk to you" Emily pleaded. Who does she think she is? Oh wait she is Sam freakin' Uley's imprint!

"Yeah Leah, please just listen to what we have to say." Paul started. I can't believe he used to be my best friend!

"No, get out!" I yelled. Oh why can't they just leave me alone!

"Emily, let me take care of this, you can go home" Paul said. I saw that Emily wanted to speak but as soon as she opened her mouth Paul cut in.

"No Emily, go home." She obeyed Paul and I watched her close the door behind her.

"You know when I said get out I meant you too Paul" He sighed and started to walk into the living room. What was it that he didn't understand?

"Leah sit down" Paul ordered me.

"Excuse me, but how dare you speak to me like that in my own home?" Now he was really starting to piss me off, like always then, since we aren't friends anymore.

"SIT DOWN LEAH!"

"Fine, fine calm down Paul" I gave up. I don't know why but he still has the same affect on me and we aren't even friends!

"What the H are you thinking Leah? Are you stupid or something? A deal with the Volturi really? How hard did you hit your head?" He looked at me in disbelief. Like he was in a stupid nightmare and that he hoped for someone to drag him out of it.

"Why are everyone taking this so hard? It's not like anything is going to change while I'm gone. No one ever noticed me before, so why would that change all of a sudden?" This time I didn't yell. I felt my pain come back as I said those words. It just reminded me of how nobody actually liked me and that nobody would ever be able to love me. I'm just a genetic dead end after all.

"How can you say that Leah? Do you really think nobody cares about you? You are right, maybe we haven't paid so much attention to you, but I can tell you that we never intended it to become the way it have. I know all of us feel really sorry about that. But you have to know that everyone cares about you, I care about you." I looked into Paul's eyes for the first time.

"How can you say that you care about me, when you stood by Sam's side after he cheated on me? Explain that Paul" I felt like I was about to cry.

"Trust me I didn't end up on Sam's side by will Leah! After what he did to you I went after him and I fought him, but all of sudden I phased Leah. And you know how it feels when you phase for the first time, when you don't know what's going on and you are all confused. I had to be on Sam's side so he could help me through it all. And after that you just stopped talking to me and I hurt knowing that I hurt you so badly, and now look at us. I never intended on hurting you Leah plus you weren't a werewolf at that time and you know that we aren't aloud to let anybody know about our secret, so I couldn't explain it to you. But Leah I care about you, I love you Leah, you are still like a sister to me and you are still my best friend. I don't want you to forget that, ever." I was shocked, he never betrayed me as I thought he did. He really did care about me.

He looked at me before he walked to me and brought me into his arms as he hugged me tightly.

I felt like I had my best friend back again, it felt like one of my scars had just healed and disappeared.

"I love you too Paul, I'm sorry for everything. I'm glad to have you back as my friend" I smiled against his chest.

"Not friend, best friend Lee-Lee" I chuckled. And hugged him as hard as I could.

"Ouch Lee don't need to crush me" He whimpered. Hah, he is still a softy around me.

He stayed over for a while, or should I say 6 hours, and we talked and shared some memories with each other. It was really nice to spend time with him again.

"As glad as I am to have you back Lee, we still need to talk about your so called deal" Paul said as he stuffed his mouth with the cookies that mum had baked for Seth and me.

"Don't eat all the cookies Paul, and you cannot change my mind, I'm still going."

"Why Leah? Can you at least tell me that" To be honest I didn't even know the real reason anymore since he had given me his famous "Paul talk" as he called it now.

"To be honest I don't know, I just have a feeling that it will ease my pain Paul. I'm tired of being alone here. I need to do something more with my life."

"You aren't alone you have me, and the rest of the packs" He answered staring at me.

"I know and I'm thankful for that, but you all have your imprints now. I'm just an outsider who will never imprint because I'm the she-wolf" He kept staring at me so I continued.

"Plus one good thing is that the pack will stop protecting the leeches and start to protect La push from them instead." I gave him a smiled.

"I never liked Jacobs idea of doing that either, that's why I didn't join his pack" He answered.

"Leah I don't want you to go, I'll fight them if I have to, but I just got you back, I don't want to lose you"

"You will not lose me we can still keep contact plus it's too late now" I started to regret my deal with the Volturi now. I must be loosing my mind or something. What is wrong with me?

"Lee-Lee?"

"uh oh sorry, did you say something" I said while I snapped out from my thoughts.

"Please don't go through with the deal" Paul looked at me sad.

"Can we just not talk about this now Paul?" I questioned as he sighed.

"Fine, we'll talk about this tomorrow then" He smirked. I was not getting out from this one.

"Hey Leah, what's for dinner?" Is he joking?

"Are you kidding me? You just ate 15 cookies!"

"So, I'm a wolf what did you expect?" He chuckled.

"Unbelievable!" I laughed. We went to the kitchen and made ourselves some dinner and after that we went into the living room and watched a movie. In the middle of the movie I felt my eyes shut and suddenly I just doze off leaning against a sleeping Paul's chest.

|In the morning|

I woke up after feeling someone poking me.

I looked up to see my brother smirking at me. It's weird how someone like Seth can go from being absolutely angry to all happy flappy.

"Seth what are you doing?" I whispered.

"You and Paul friends again?" I nodded.

"Finally!" He yelled.

"Seth shh! You might wake him up!"

"Sorry sis." But of course someone else just had to ruin everything.

"What is he doing here?"