So, the song I'm going to be using is Dear God, by my all time favorite band, Avenged Sevenfold. haha I had to use at least ONE of their songs. Haha Told from John Cena's point of view.
A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
I was sitting on the tour bus when it really hit me, I miss her. I miss being home with my wife, and family. I sighed and laid back onto my bed and closed my eyes, I could practically here my wife talking to me.
"John, this isn't going to be easy for me, but I understand this is your dream. I'll be here waiting for you as soon as you can come home. I promise. I love you more than anything in this world baby." Gosh, what I wouldn't do to be back with her right now.
Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again
It wasn't even a month after we got married when I left to be on the road living out my dream as a WWE Superstar, something I've wanted to be since I was a child, but I can't help but to think that I left her when I found her. The only thing I can do every night is pray to God, pray that he'll hold her during the night when I can't be there with the one true love of mine. In a way, I wish I would have stayed with her.
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
I pushed back the curtain by my bed looking out the window, just to see where we were. We were just passing by shop after shop, all closed. The city, asleep. People with their loves for the night, sleeping in each other's arms. Safe and warm. Another curiosity hit me when I turned on my phone to see what time it was, she was my background. She was beautiful. I went into my pictures and scrolled through all of hers. Thinking of each time I took them, and the memories behind each one.
Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again
Here I am again, praying to the big man upstairs to just keep her safe throughout the night.
Well, some search never finding a way
Before long they waste away I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade
I can't believe how selfish I am! She married me and just like that, I want to leave so I can live out my dreams. She has dreams too, but in a way I can't help but think I pushed hers aside for my own. Maybe I should give up my dream just so I can be with her at home again.
A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
We just crossed another state line, its official, I'm 4,526 miles away from my love.
Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again
All I can keep thinking is that I wish I would have stayed. I'm lonely and I'm tired, and I'm missing her more than ever. I swear as soon as I can, I'm going back home. So I can finally hold her while she sleeps.