First off, to my reviewer anadems, the reason why Bonnie had no help from her friends was because when she left she made sure they couldn't find her, she even moved to a different state. AND last chance on the vote for Stefan/Caroline or Stefan/Elena. 7 votes for Stefan and Caroline and only 3 votes for Stefan and Elena lol guess you guys want Elena alone? Oh and if you already voted then you can't vote again, don't try to play me cuz I'll be checking! Chapter song is Impossible by Shontelle, it's effing epic!

Chapter 5: Impossible

"Where the hell have you been?" Damon yelled in Bonnie's face as soon as she stepped through the door. "I had things to do." Bonnie said as she pushed past Damon. "But that was three hours ago Bonnie, we thought something happened to you!" Caroline stressed as she followed Bonnie into the kitchen."Sorry but as you can see we're fine." Bonnie put all the grocery bags on the island and the twins sat on a bar stool. "O.k. we're gonna have to set up some rules." The twins stopped unpacking the groceries and stared at Damon with their mouths open. "Excuse me?" Bonnie said as she began to unpack, he did not just say the 'r' word to Bonnie. "You heard what I said, if you're going to stay here you can't just do whatever you want with a hybrid and a powerful witch trying to kill you, you need some rules to follow." Damon obviously doesn't know what he's about to get into, but Katherine and the twins do. "O.k. everyone lets give them some privacy." Elena frowned. "Why?" Katherine rolled her eyes and pointed to Bonnie. "Bonnie is a witch, witches are free spirited and don't like to be held down, rules hold them down so they tend to break them quiet often. The only reason Emily wanted to work with me was because I offered her and her family freedom from slavery."

The twins jumped down from their stools. "You think we can still get our pizza later?" Daniel asked as he began to pout. "Maybe if they don't get into it to badly." A pause. "We might have to make her a bath or something like that." As the twins kept thinking of things to do to calm their mother Stefan stared at them in shock. "Are they thinking of ways to charm their mother into doing what they want?" Caroline and Elena smirked. "I'm not surprised since they are Bonnie's children, she could charm our parents into letting us go to a late night party with drugs and sex." Caroline said with a nod, Bonnie's mossy green doe eyes and innocent sweet smile and husky voice could charm the pants off of Obama. "I also learned that the way to get $300 dollars from my dad was through Bonnie's bean dip, my dad became putty in her wee hands whenever she brought that over!" The girls laughed at the memories, whatever happened to those? Oh yea, Elena pretty much ruined that.

"Did someone say Bean dip? Mom should totally make some been dip!" Daniel said as he popped up out of nowhere, before anyone could say anything yelling could be heard. "Screw you Damon you're not my father!" Daniel sighed, make that bath a bubble bath. "You're not doing this and that's final!" Daniel groaned as he walked into the kitchen; make that a bubble bath with a foot massage. "Mom calm down." Daniel said as he hugged her, Bonnie took a deep breath. "Look Damon I'm a witch, I need my freedom, and besides you think the kids are going to stay her and not go to school? This is Klaus we're talking about this is going to take a month or two!" Damon sighed and rubbed his head. "Look I can understand you wanting to put the kids in school but working at the hospital, you're staying here so you don't even need the money." No she didn't need the money. "I shared a house with my roommate, she needs my part of the rent." Damon's eye twitched. "Then we'll give it to you." Bonnie rolled her eyes, did he want her to flat out say that she wasn't comfortable staying here all day long with Damon and Elena?

"I've already taken the necessary precautions to ensure their safety… as well as mine. No one with the intention of harming the kids can go within a five block radius of the school and no one with the intent of harming me can come two blocks within the hospital."

Damon glared at her and she glared back, after an long time he sighed. "Fine. You win... but we're talking later" Bonnie smirked, she knew she would win because there was no way she was going to back down from him. That was one of the things he loved about her, most people backed down win ever Damon got scary but Bonnie just got scary back and in the end they either reached an agreement or he would back down. She did frown as she had an inkling on what he wanted to 'talk' about. "Ok sweetie go wash up and we can start making pizza." Bonnie turned around to get the ingredients out, after this she would work on the spell to turn Katherine into a vampire. Damon even personally offered to turn her into a vampire but Katherine said it wouldn't work and that she tried at least five times. It was obvious they were up against a damn good witch, Bonnie just hopes she's good enough to beat her.

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"Twin's first." Damon red aloud as he looked at dvd's on Bonnie's dresser. He walked over to the TV and put it in the dvd player. "Come on, say ma-ma. Ma-ma." On the tv was a pair of plump twins who looked almost exactly alike expect the one on the right had black hair and ice blue eyes while the other had dark brown hair and mossy green eyes. "Mama!" They both said in unison and Bonnie squealed. "They are so cute!" Bonnie was gushing over how cute they were until Danielle got the brilliant idea to through a glass bottle at Bonnie. The camera fell to the floor and someone could be heard laughing. "Sarah that's not funny., she hit me in the head with a glass bottle!" 'Sarah' kept laughing until someone picked up the camera and turned it off.

The next one showed Bonnie standing over Daniel with a sly grin. "You got it?" She asked. "Yup." Sarah said and Bonnie faced Daniel. "Puppy!" He gurgled before erupting into a fit of giggles. "Puppy!" He giggled and laughed each time Bonnie said the word puppy, soon Bonnie and Sarah were laughing at the sound, Bonnie then turned to Danielle and fake sneezed which caused Danielle to giggle. "Why do they laugh at the weirdest things?" Bonnie asked as she sneezed again. "Their babies, they laugh at anything."

"Come on Danielle this way, come on Dani!" Danielle was on the floor on a pink blanket and was gurgling and talking baby talk as she crawled and stumbled her way to Bonnie. Behind her Daniel was gurgling and fascinated with a toy frog that he was sucking on, "Sarah you missed it, Dani's crawling!" Bonnie said proudly as a tall, beautiful blonde with long blonde hair, high cheek bones, pouty lips and blue eyes walked in. "Your lying!" She said as she rushed towards her. "Dani I thought we agreed that you'd what for me to get home?" Instead of gurgling a bottle appeared out of thin air right in front of her and she grabbed it and tossed it in Sarah's direction.

"And you were starting to think that Dan was slow weren't you?" Sarah asked as the camera focused on Bonnie who was holding the twins tightly, crashes and monkey noises could be heard. "But he wasn't doing half the things Dani was doing!" Bonnie cried out as the Sarah moved past her and opened a door. Swinging on a chandelier in the middle of a room was a monkey trying to eat a yellow vase. "Ok Daniel can you please wish that thing away?" Daniel gurgled and looked at the monkey before he pointed at it and id disappeared. "My god Bonnie he's gonna be a genius when it comes to magic!" Sarah cheered while Bonnie looked terrified. "Do you think I should seal his magic?"

Damon watched the videos in amazement as most of them ending in either Bonnie or Sarah getting hurt, Daniel liked to summon animal from TV and Danielle liked to summon glass bottles and bit them. As he watched videos from the twins first spell, to Danielle's first ballet performance, Damon felt tears come to his eyes. He had missed so much, they even started to call this Sarah chick 'Dada' and they looked so happy without him. He felt so much guilt and regret and sadness, he should have never left Bonnie. His relationship with Bonnie was just perfect and when he went to Elena's to check on her that night he had no intentions of leaving Bonnie.

But when he saw Elena brake down and stare at him with her big brown eyes something inside of him changed and all he could think about was her. But now the feeling was gone and all he wanted was Bonnie but he was to damn stubborn to leave because as much as he wanted to have Bonnie back, he also wanted to prove to everyone who didn't think they could make it that they could, but mostly to Caroline.

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"I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!" Was the only warning they had before Elena was pinned to the wall by a very pissed off Caroline. "HOW COULD YOU!" She screamed as she her hand tightened around Elena's throat, Elena was trying desperately to get some air. That's when Caroline was tackled to the ground. "What the hell are you doing Caroline?" Damon asked as he pinned her down. "What the hell am I doing? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!"Even though Damon was older he had never seen Caroline so angry before so it was no surprise when she pushed him off her easily. "As much as Bonnie gave up for you, as much as Bonnie risked her life her you, how could you do this to her? God Elena she almost died sealing Klaus so you could be safe and you repay her by stealing Damon?"

Caroline ignored Damon and kept talking to Elena. "you know what, I overlooked all the times when you would steal my boyfriends from me but this is Bonnie Elena, Bonnie!" Elena stood after she caught her breath. "Caroline you don't understand-" Caroline scoffed. "Then please enlighten me as to why you'd still her boyfriend. Elena licked her lips nervously. "I love him." Caroline rolled her eyes. "So what? Bonnie loved him to Elena, your gonna have to do better then that."Elena stood straighter, obviously trying to look tough. "I've loved him longer then she did." Caroline shook her head a she looked at Elena with a mixture of pity and disgust.

"Yea you may have loved him longer, I'll give you that. But you know what? While you were so busy trying to deny your love for him, Bonnie didn't deny her feelings at all. She accepted it and made the first move so she obviously loved him more then you did! You only had the guts to make your move after he was taken."Caroline began to advance on her putting her game face on. "Ok Caroline this has gone on far enough, I'm not going to let you verbally abuse Elena." Hearing that only pissed Caroline off even more. "How can you stick up for this selfish bitch when she doesn't even love you as much as Bonnie loves you? The only reason she's with you is because she wants you back to obsessing over her like before you were with Bonnie!" Caroline went over to Bonnie's house to plain perfect summer vaction but instead she found a broken and lifeless Bonnie crying on her bead. Elena stepped in front of Damon, glaring at Caroline. "No it isn't Caroline, why is it so hard for you to realize that I love Damon and he chose me over Bonnie."

"And why couldn't you see that you weren't meant to have the guy this time Elena?" Caroline tried lunging for Elena but Damon blocked her attack so she settled for beating him close to death while Elena ran towards her. "Back off bitch!"Caroline growled out at her and Elena faltered, she's never seen the happy go lucky blonde so angry before. "You know what, karma's a bitch Elena, soon enough both of you realize that this was the worst mistake of your life, but it'll be to late by then and you'll both be all alone. Fuck! The only reason why I'm not ending both of you right now is because that'd only hurt Bonnie even more." She kicked Damon in the head, knocking him out cold and she growled and jumped at Elena which made her scream. Caroline then turned on her heels and left.

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"I see you found the dvd's huh?" Bonnie asked as she walked into the room. "Uh, yea… Bonnie what happened when you were pregnant." Bonnie sighed and sat on the bed, she was hoping to skate around the subject first. "Well it wasn't exactly a walk in the park." Bonnie mused. "I almost died three times before I was even 8 months." She said it causally like she was talking about the weather. "What?" Damon asked in shock. "Bonnie sighed. "Well I was really skinny throughout the pregnancy. Anytime I ate I through it up only a few minutes later, I had fevers, colds, and I even had the flu once or twice. I couldn't control my powers which meant I was stuck in the house all day. I couldn't walk across the room without getting out of breath and I was on a breathing machine, all of this is when I was 26 weeks." Bonnie sighed as she remembered how painful it was. "The closer I got to my due date the more trouble I had, I bet it was nature trying to kill me off no doubt." When Bonnie glanced at Damon he was tense and Bonnie briefly remembered how badly she wanted him there with her. "I was tiered all the time and yet I could get to sleep, I became anti-social, I was angry and bitchy all the time, sometimes I thought I was going to die and sometimes the pain was so bad I thought about ending it myself, I almost did it the first time my hear stopped beating, that was the scariest thing ever."

"I don't know how I made it through, everyone was calling it a miracle that I survived that far, let alone the giving birth." Bonnie shuddered just thinking about it. "I had to push Daniel out while Danielle decided bite through my stomach, definitely didn't think I'd come out of that alive." Pushing a 5 pound human being out of her body is incredibly hard, but doing that while another chewed its way through her stomach was the worst pain she ever felt. "Poor Danielle, she apologized so much when she found out what she did, she started crying and stuff but I knew where she was coming from. Danielle wouldn't have made it if she stayed any longer." Damon got up and started pacing, he his literally started to hurt when he thought about all the things Bonnie had to go through while he was living the good life with Elena.

"Well you know what you wanted to know now so I have to make a call." He stopped pacing and turned towards her. "Look Bonnie I'm sorry I-" Bonnie cut him off. "I know would have been there if you could but you weren't so it's ok. But Don't tell me your sorry because I know your not. If you were sorry you would have sought me out and not wait until Klaus told you about me. I except the fact that you chose Elena over me so everything's good, now if you'll excuse me I really need to make a call." Damon stood there for a few seconds before he finally just walked out the room, it felt like Bonnie just said 'Don't even think about getting me back.' and reminded him of how much he hurt her all within a few seconds.

"Need some ice for that burn?" Elena said as she smirking while painting her nails silver. "Shut up!" Damon growled not liking how she used his words against him, Damon was determined to change her mind. He knew she still cared for him, he hoped, and all he had to do was play his cards right and he'd have her back. But first he had to deal with Elena.

And scene! I'm starting a new story, it's got lots of lemons because I feel like there aren't enough lemons for Bamon.

It'll mostly follow the story line with my own twist and turns, it'll either be out later today or tomorrow, hopefully!

Anywho peace, love, and gap!