Chapter 14

Satine POV

Three months later…

My head hurts. I don't have the patience for this anymore. My husband's cheating on me, I have injuries from his psychotic whore girlfriend, and his former apprentice is in love with me. Anakin is never going to….

Anakin.

He always cared about me. He wouldn't lie to me. Obi-wan did. All the time.

He didn't love me. No one did and no one ever would. That's the way it was.

I was a freak.

Uncle qui-gon knew it. My parents knew it. I knew it.

They always told me I wasn't a freak. I was just…special.

Special. How I hate that word. It sickens me. It shouldn't be a word. It's a lie. Take a mentally damaged child for example. "No, you're not stupid you're just special." Or a girl who maybe doesn't look her best. "Wow, you look really…..special." Or a three year old girl who can control all seven elements. "No, honey, you're not a freak…you're special."

I. Hate. That. WORD!

I want a drink. I want one so badly right now.

I promised Obi-wan I'd quit.

He promised me he wouldn't cheat.

Well, that settles that.

I stood up, ignoring the wave of nausea and dizziness that tried to overtake me. I'd had worse. So much worse. I wouldn't dwell on it now. I really, REALLY needed a drink.

Obi-wan POV

"What do you mean, she's pregnant? How can she be pregnant?"

Master Che sighed.

Anakin smirked. "Well master, when a man loves a woman very much…"

Did it ever occur to you that this child could be yours?

His smile didn't falter.

"You planned this, didn't you?"

He glared at me. "No!" then he smiled again.

"What are you smiling about?"

"Oh, nothing."

"Anakin…"

"I was just thinking about how, if that kid's mine, you won't be able to keep Satine and me apart anymore."

"Oh really? Watch me."

"You really think Satine's going to let you keep the father of her baby away from her?"

He was right. Satine would fight me on this. I turned to the door, not sure how I was going to tell her. When she walked out, staggering slightly, I got worried.

"Satine, what's wrong?"

"I'm thirsty."

I growled in frustration. I knew she didn't want water.

"No."

"You're not the boss of me."

"As your husband, and the father of your child, I think I have the right to boss you around."

"But we don't have a…" her face lit up. "Oh, Obi-wan!" she threw her arms around me and repeatedly kissed me until Anakin cleared his throat.

"What?"

"Are you going to tell her or should i?"

Satine looked confused. "Tell me what?"

I glared at Anakin. He just shrugged.

"You wanna lie to her some more? Fine. It's only gonna make my life easier."

She looked up at me. I sighed

"Cara mia, there's a chance this baby might not be mine."

Oooh, cliffy! Did Satine look kinda crazy? Cuz that's what I was going for. And I finally figured out why I made obi a man whore. There are more pairings for him than Anakin! ANAKIN for Isis' sake! Next chap we take a look at Satine's crazy past…and her 'magic powers'

Review!

*Desires of Darkness*