*Disclaimer: I hope you enjoy this chapter. It's a long one, also with a part that is really sad. Anyway, I hate to say this but, I don't own the twilight series or the characters. They belong to Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter Three

I couldn't believe I was here.

Looking at the gorgeous house sent an aching pain towards my heart. I couldn't move from my seat.

After staying frozen for another minute, I took a deep breath and got out of my truck, taking my things with me. I took another deep breath and started walking towards the house.

When I finally reached the front door (after a very long time, I might add) I dropped my stuff and tried the doorknob. It was locked.

I tried to remember where Esme told me where she put the spare key for me, just in case of anything. When I finally remembered I ran towards the back yard, not liking the dark clouds rolling around in the sky.

When I reached the huge backyard I ran towards the familiar yellow rose bush near the river separating the Cullen's house and the forest. When I reached the bush I bent down in front of it. The dirt there was slightly uneven. Using my hands I quickly dug through the dirt and discovered my goal.

The key.

I grabbed the key and quickly ran back to the front door. While this happening I realize that I still haven't tripped. Score one for me. Once I reached there, it started to rain. Thankfully I didn't get that wet. I unlocked the door, grabbed my bag and took a hesitant step inside. I walked into the large living room to see that most of the furniture covered with a see-through sheet that was quickly collecting dust. Esme wouldn't have liked that at all. The house looked bigger and lonelier without the Cullen's.

With a heavy sad sigh, I grabbed my things and made my way upstairs to the third floor. Hesitantly I walked towards the last door and walked in.

The room has barely changed. The only difference is the sheets covering the furniture. His CD's, his lovely black, leather couch, his stereo, everything was still there. I threw my stuff at a random direction and walked into the room to remove the sheets.

After I finished that, I walked into his closet and it still had most of his clothes there. I reached for one of his shirts. I brought it to my face and inhaled deeply to the scent. It smelled so much like him. I sank down to the floor with my back to the wall and the shirt in my hands, while tears were streaming down my cheeks.

"Why Edward!! Why did you leave me?" I yelled out sobbing uncontrollably.

"Why don't you love me, "I whispered to myself, still sobbing. The hole in my heart ripping even more as the pain consumed me.

Later, when I had stopped crying, I got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face and to think.

All this stress isn't good for the baby, I thought, I have to take better care of myself. Before I left the bathroom, I checked my reflection in the mirror.

My eyes were puffy and red, and my chocolate brown eyes were filled with sadness and pain. There were ugly dark bruises under my eyes. My hair was a mess and I just realize none of my shirts fit me. Over all I'm a mess.

I shut the lights as I walked out and walked back towards his room towards his closet. Once I entered his closet I picked out a shirt of his to wear. Usually his shirts are big on me, but now they fit me perfectly.

Great, I thought bitterly, I bet in a few days I will be as big as a house and have to resort to wear one of Emmett's shirts.

Suddenly, I was ashamed of that thought this was all for the baby, for my little boy, I should be happy not bitter. And I was happy.

I quickly went towards my things and started to unpack. I guess I'll be staying here for a while. I hope they don't mind me using their house, I thought sarcastically. I was glad I brought some food; they probably don't have that much food anyway.

After some thought, I know exactly where to put my sons nursery. I walked downstairs to the second floor and walked into my best friend's room.

In Alice and Jasper's room were two huge king size beds side by side on blue and the other pink. I have no idea why Alice would want two beds and two huge dressers matching the beds, when she doesn't even sleep. You know what, Alice scares me sometimes. I miss her so much it hurts.

As I walked around the room thinking about how much money I had in my college fund to buy things for my baby, when something caught my eye.

Tucked in the corner was a trunk that reached up to my knees. I walked towards it, thinking what Alice might have in there, when I saw a sheet of paper taped on it. The words sent my heart beating about 100 miles an hour. The words also sent hope into my heart. The paper said:

To Bella,

This is for you,

I hope we meet again

Your sister forever, Alice.

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