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JakeHarrisLover I hope you appreciate how difficult it was for me to write this second chapter. My ADD was acting up like you would not believe :p Also because today is Edgar's birthday I decided to upload two chapters instead of one. So Happy Birthday Hansen! Shut up & Read!

The Northwesten had been docked at the processing plant for the past 9 hours and Sig had finally granted the crew permission to go to the bar to celebrate another safe and successful season. Everyone was in good spirits and were anxious to get to Saint Paulie's Pub. Their only hold up was Edgar, who decided at the last minute he needed to use the bathroom. The guys weren't exactly thrilled about standing outside waiting in the cold for him but their moods quickly brightened at the sight of a group of young girls approaching them, vying for their attention. Natalia shook her head, more out of amazement than annoyance. No matter what time the boat pulled up there was always a group of girls hanging around waiting. If they weren't dressed so nicely Natalia would swear these girls were homeless. She stood off to the side by herself as she watched the guys eat up the attention and smirked.

"What's so funny?"

The voice sounded vaguely familiar and Natalia turned to the direction of which the voice came. It was Angel, the real cute processor who'd tried to make a move on her a couple of times. Natalia shrugged before turning her attention back to the guys.

"You not gonna let me in on the joke?"

"There's no joke to let you in on."

"So what's a pretty girl like you doing all by yourself?"

"I'm not by myself" she said, motioning her head towards her crew

"You know what I'm tryna say..." Angel moved closer to her "Where's your guy?"

"Inside.."

Hearing this momentarily gave Angel pause "So you've got a boyfriend?"

This time it was Natalia's turn to hesitate "We're...together."

"Doesn't sound like anything serious to me then" Angel regained his confidence and took another step towards her "How about I buy you a drink?"

"How about no.." This time it was Edgar who spoke and Angel was visibly annoyed by the interruption.

"How about letting the lady speak for herself?"

"I speak for her." Edgar said, moving towards Angel

"Edgar, stop it. I speak for myself." Though Natalia appreciated where he was coming from she didn't like be treated like she was somebody's property. Edgar shot her a hard and angry look but Natalia ignored him.

"Angel, I appreciate your offer but I'm going to have to say no." Natalia was polite yet firm.

"Fine." He said hastily, shooting Edgar a parting glare before turning to leave.

Natalia turned to face Edgar but he's was already walking away. Her first instinct was to run after him. But then she decided against it. She didn't run after anyone, not even Edgar Hansen.

"Not my style." she thought as she walked towards the bar. The guys were way ahead of her and that suited her just fine. As much as she loved them, she also liked to get a moment of peace here and there. Those guys could drive even the most subdued person to insanity given the chance.

Nat finally reached the bar and it was more crowded than she'd ever seen it. She looked for her crew and found them sitting off in the far corner of the bar. As she was making her way over to them she suddenly stopped in her tracks. There was Blondie sitting on Edgar's lap, twirling her hair as he whispered something in her ear. Natalia's blood was boiling and decided that before she did something she'd regret later she'd leave. She turned around abruptly and bumped smack into a hard chest.

"I'm so sorry.." she started to say until she saw who she was talking to you "Oh, it's just you."

"So I'm not worthy of an apology?" Angel asked, feigning hurt and Nat smirked despite herself.

"Sorry Angel." she said with half a smile, pushing past him.

"You know..." He said, grabbing her arm gently to prevent her from leaving. "..If you really, really want to make it up to me you could let me buy you that drink."

"Look I..." her gazed flitted to Edgar and Blondie and immediately changed what she was going to say "I think that would be a good idea."

Angel's eyebrows shot up in surprise "Really?"

"You buyin' me that drink or not?"

"Yeah.." Angel said, quickly regaining composure "Yeah, sure. Let's go."

They walked briskly towards the bar and took a seat as the bartender approached them.

"What'll it be?" the young bartender asked and Angel gave Natalia a questioning look. She shrugged at him and said "Whatever you're having."

He nodded and ordered two beers which were presented to them in seconds. They each took a sip of their beer and Natalia scrunched her face. Angel chuckled at her facial expression.

"I take it you dont drink often."

"Not at all."

"This your first beer?"

"Yeah"

"Well then I'm very honored you're having it with me."

"You're welcome."

Natalia and Angel both laughed and took another sip of their drinks. Natalia noticed that it didn't taste so bad the second time around. Soon one drink turned to two and two turned to four and Natalia found herself laughing at everything Angel said even though most of what he had to say wasn't particularly funny. Angel was being especially friendly, moving his seat closer and closer to Natalia, resting his hand first on her shoulder, then on her knee. She was having such a good time she'd hardly even noticed the somber look that suddenly came over his face. She looked over her shoulder to see what had caught his attention and came face-to-face with a pissed beyond pissed Edgar. Still, Natalia was too loopy to really comprehend the emotions he was experiencing and just smiled a silly grin at him.

"It's time to go.." Edgar said sternly.

"But.." Natalia had started to protest but the look on Edgar's face had stopped her short.

"Now!" he said loudly, grabbing Natalia by the arm and snatching her coat off the chair.

"Hey man !" Angel protested but quickly shut up when Edgar turned his look of rage towards him. He pushed Natalia roughly behind him and stood mere inches from the other man.

"If you EVER come near my girl again I will literally beat you within an inch of your fucking life!"

"Oh Edgar, that's so romantic!" Natalia chimed in, giggling softly.

Edgar gave Angel a final warning glare before turning back towards a smiling Natalia, who was sipping on her beer. Edgar instantly grabbed it from her hand and slammed in onto the counter.

"Hey! I was drinking that!"

"You're done!" He snatched her coat out her hands and roughly started putting it on her. Natalia grumbled but she finally managed to get her coat on and no sooner did Edgar grab her roughly by her arm and drag her out the bar like a rag doll. The cold Alaskan air was like a slap in the face.

"Edgar, stop!"

"What the hell were you thinking?"

"Edgar, you're pulling me too hard!" Natalia whined but Edgar didn't appear to hear her. He just kept rambling angrily and Natalia gave up trying to speak to him.

"You got some nerve little girl..." he spat "Some real fucking nerve!"

They were at the boat now and Edgar hopped over the rails first. Angry as he was, he knew Natalia was in no condition to get herself over the rail so he grabbed her by her waist and helped her over. As soon as she was on her feet Edgar grabbed her hand and dragged her inside towards their stateroom. Once they were in their room Edgar shoved her on the bed and started removing her coat.

"I can do it myself Edgar. Im a big girl!" she snapped and Edgar's hands immediately dropped from her coat zipper.

"You certainly proved that tonight didn't you?"

"Oh shut up Edgar! Just shut up!"

Edgar gaped at her "What did you say to me?" his voice was as cold as ice.

"Get off of your fucking high and mighty act okay? You had that stupid little bitch sitting on your lap like you were fucking Santa Clause and then you want to get mad because I had a few drinks at the bar with some processor?"

"You are MY girl!"

"Since when?" Natalia jumped up practically shouting and the loopy feeling she'd had earlier was now almost completely gone. "Everytime I ask you what this is.." she said, gesturing between herself and him " You tell me I'm yours. But what the fuck does that mean Edgar? Why can't you just give me a straight answer? This whole relationship...or whatever this is has been on YOUR terms! You want me to be your girl but then you wanna have random bar bitches on your lap? What the fuck is that?

"You'd better calm yourself down little girl.." Edgar's voice was filled with warning.

"Or what? You gonna go back to the bar and fuck that little blondie bitch? Because two can play at that game."

Edgar grabbed Natalia by her arms and slammed her up against the door "I fucking swear to God Natalia if you let any other man touch you..."

His warning faded as he looked intently into her eyes... her beautiful brown eyes. Edgar's lips came crashing down on Natalia's so suddenly at first she didn't react. Then her lips came to life and she ran her hands down his body, quickly tearing away his many layers of shirts. Edgar groaned as Natalia sucked on his neck and leaned closer into her. He grabbed the hem of her shirt and tore if off swiftly, her bra following close behind. Edgar bent down and took her hardened nipples into his mouth, sucking her like a new born baby. He then yanked off her jeans and Natalia moaned loudly, so turned on by his aggression and felt her legs becoming weak. She began to unbuckle his pants and Edgar immediately grabbed her hands to stop her. She looked at him with confused and hazy lust-filled eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"You don't want to do this."

"Yes I do!" Natalia nodded eagerly

Edgar shook his head "You're not ready for what I want to do to you."

"Edgar trust me.." She extended her hand and clapsed the back of his neck, bringing him close enough for her to whisper in his ear "I want you to make love to me."

Edgar groaned and lifted her off the ground. He layed her down on his bunk but didn't lay down with her. Instead he just looked.

"Take your panites off."

Natalia swore she could've came right then and there. She did as she was told and watched Edgar admire her womanhood. She felt exposed, a little embarrased but also very, very turned on.

"Make love to me Edgar." Natalia's voice was nothing more than a whisper as Edgar positioned himself above her. They kissed some more, to the point where Natalia thought she would explode.

"Edgar...please...I'm ready."

He looked into her eyes and Natalia could see the internal battle he was having with himself.

"I can't."

"Why not?" Natalia was fully aware that she was whining like a little girl but at the moment she really didn't care. She had waited for Edgar, for this moment all her life. Now he was denying her.

"It shouldn't be like this..."

"Like what?"

"I dont want our first time together to be out of anger. I dont want it to be on a boat with you half drunk out of your mind. I dont want either of us to regret this Nat."

Natalia was so moved by what Edgar had just said that she couldn't speak.

"Is that okay baby? Could we just..wait a bit?"

"Yeah..yeah thats fine."

Edgar nodded, visibly relieved by her answer. He layed himself down beside her and then took her into his arms. Natalia pulled the covers up over their naked bodies and then layed her head on his chest, her ear directly above his beating heart. The most beautiful sound in the world.

"Baby?"

She loved the way that sounded "Yes?"

"You're my girl. And I'm your guy. It's just you and me okay?"

"Okay."

Natalia smiled into his warm, strong chest, content to stay there forever.

AHHH! DO YOU ALL JUST HATE ME RIGHT NOW? I'M SORRY! I KNOW YOU WANT SMUT AND IT WILL COME! YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE! I DONT MEAN TO BE A TEASE ;) HOPE YOU ALL STILL LOVE ME ENOUGH TO REVIEW!