Music: Chapter 5

EPOV

I don't understand why I can't read Bella's mind? Are my vampire abilities decreasing? I just had to see what was going through her head. I couldn't come up with any ideas. While my mind was drifting, I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. I looked and saw that I had a text message from Alice. I rolled my eyes. So typical.

It read:

Edward, if you want to find out more about her, go to her house. In her room, there is a box with all of her special belongings in it. In there, you will find a diary. Good luck! Happy reading!

Ali

I felt overwhelming excitement! A moment later, I hesitated. What am I doing? I have no right. Again, I heard my phone vibrate in my pocket. After all, Alice probably saw me bailing out.

Just do it. Trust me, Edward. I know what I'm doing.

Ali

I typed in a quick response, and made my way to Bella's house.

When I finally got to her house, I went to her room where I found the box. I lifted up the lid, and pulled out the diary. The entries started from when she was 7, up until now at age 17.

I opened the book and started to read:

July 5, 1994

Dear Diary,

Why does everybody have to be just so downright mean? I mean ok, I know I don't have the best grades or anything, and I'm really clumsy. So what? Well…. I have a confession I need to make. I'm failing because… my parents got a divorce two days ago. Not that I have any clue what 'divorce' means anyway. I need help. Any suggestions?

What! I stared at the page dumbfounded. Bella always seems so carefree and happy. Well, were all 'living and learning' as they say. But, technically I'm not living. Haha. Get it? Not funny.

I decided to keep reading:

Sept. 13, 1995

Today is my birthday. I'm officially 8 years old. Yay! Not. I hate the fact that I'm getting older. I'm horrified by the idea of me becoming a grandmother. So old, and wrinkly. Ugh. What am I to do? I also hate birthday presents because I don't like attention and hate people spending money on me. The only people who've ever given me any kind of attention are my parents, which don't anymore since the divorce, and my good friend Angela Webber. I really like Angela. She's also one person who I accept presents from.

That's interesting. I never thought that this subject would be the kind to disturb her. I decided that I wasn't going to read anymore tonight. My mind is to full of questions. I know there is a lot more to learn about Isabella Swan and I am determined to find out all I can.

A/N: Sorry this took me so long to update. I'll try harder to get it up sooner next time. I know this is kinda short so I apologize. Also, the diaries will continue in the next chapter. Thank you so much for reviews and thank you to all my fans! I couldn't have done it without you!