Chapter Three – I miss you already

Hey Honey! Lunch 2day at my place? Love - J xoxo

Logan smiled as he felt his phone vibrate and saw that it was a text from his boyfriend. They've only been together since yesterday afternoon, but both of them had deeper feelings for each other since quite a long time, so they skipped all this dating-thing and directly moved on to being a couple. They had lied in each other's arms a long time yesterday, speaking about everything that had to be spoken about. They both cried several times, before kissing each other again. Finally, few minutes before midnight, Logan had decided to drive home. He didn't want to rush things, so he left James before they would sleep with each other and then regret it afterwards. Logan wanted to make everything right this time and they got their whole lives before them anyways. So much more opportunities to do whatever they wanted to. Logan sighed as he replied.

Yeah, sure! When should I b over at urs? –Logan

He leaned back in his bed. He couldn't lie; he already missed James. Nobody could blame him though. He had waited such a long time to finally kiss him, but he would have never dared to think that James would kiss him back, would feel the same about him, would love him too.
He startled as his phone vibrated again and interrupted his thoughts about the last day.

Let's say 1pm, alright? S'gonna b hard 2 wait till then tho… I miss you already!

Logan smiled.

yeah, sounds way too long! But wait till I get there! Waiting will b worth it ;) Miss ya too baby! Can't wait to feel ya body again!

He was about to shower and get ready for his 'date' with James when he got another text.

sounds promising ;) Can't wait to pick up where we left of yesterday night! Honey, I love you!

I love you too!

Logan sighed one more time, before putting his cellphone aside and slipping his clothes off, then feeling the warm water on his skin and his muscles relax. He closed his eyes, enjoying every single water drop. He smiled thinking of James, before getting out of the shower, drying his body, styling his hair, dressing up and finally jumping into his car, heading to his boyfriend's place.

Meanwhile James was setting the whole place up. He cooked Logan's favorite meal and he put rose pedals on the dinner table, surrounded by a few candles. James had always been a romantic guy, and now he finally got the chance to show the person he loved, the person he trusted, Logan Mitchell. He sighed. He truly had never been so madly in love. He went upstairs to his room to change clothes, when he looked out of his window and saw her. Camille.
He felt anger getting stronger inside of him. How did she dare to show up here? After all what she had done!
He startled when he saw a car pull up in front of his house. Logan's car.

Logan was happy, thinking about his boyfriend, when he got out. His happiness didn't last too long though, when he realized whom he was facing.

'Camille!', Logan gasped. 'What are you doing here?'
She looked surprised, but happy to see Logan. 'I wanted to talk to James, ask him if he knew where you was! I couldn't find you!' Logan gasped one more time, getting angry.
'Because I wanted to explain! It wasn't what it looked like! I was rehearsing for a role when you came into my room!' 'But…', Logan stuttered. 'That's not an excuse for kissing that guy!'
She sighed, stepping a bit closer. 'I know and I'm sorry! I should have never kissed him! I got caught up in the moment! Truth is I want you back! More than anything!' Logan couldn't stop her, she was too fast. She pulled him close and pressed her lips against his.

James gasped, watching Camille and Logan kiss through his window. How could Logan do this! How could he break his heart like this. James fell on his bed. He didn't need to see more. His heart was torn apart inside. More than it had ever been. Now it really was broken.

Logan pulled away, about to scream at her,when he felt his phone vibrating. 'What?', he screamed into it after picking up, letting all his anger out, not even noticing who called. 'Oh, no need to get mad! I'm sorry I interrupted you two love birds!' 'James!', Logan gasped. 'It's not what it looked like! She…' but Logan didn't get the chance to finish his sentence. 'I can't believe you did this to me! I trusted you Logan! How could you? But how could I even think you meant it… How could I be as dumb as you obviously thought I would be anyways and believe you'd feel the same…But don't worry Logan, I won't get in your way anymore! Not anymore… Good Bye!'

'No, James, don't!', Logan screamed, but James had already hung up. He ran towards the house, ignoring Camille's confused screams. James. James was all that was on his mind right now. James. He had to find him.

Logan bust the door open, ran through the hallway, ran through the living room, just ran. Finally reached the stairs, jumped them up, taking two with one step, ran till he reached the room he desperately wanted to reach. Pulled the door open, startled, then fell to the floor. Fell down and felt hot tears running down his cheek. No. No. Why?
He felt nothing but pain. He screamed. His heart screamed, his soul screamed, his mind screamed. Logan screamed. How? And why?Just why now? After all this!

He cried as he pulled the dead body into his arms. Hard sobs were shaking him when he looked down at the face of the corpse. Tears were dropping down his face, gently touching James' dead body.
Hard sobs were shaking Logan's body, tears kept dropping off his own face and landed on James'. There was blood.A lot of blood. It was too late. Logan would have called a doctor, but he knew it was too late. James didn't have a pulse anymore. How could he. How could a human body have a pulse after getting a bullet right into its heart?

Logan couldn't believe it. He didn't want to believe it. Not James. Not now. Just not him, just not now. He placed a kiss on James' lips. They were still warm.
He slightly shook James' body as if he wanted to wake him up, still unable to believe that this was real. Logan closed his eyes. Maybe it wasn't. Maybe it was just a nightmare and he would wake up every second. But no. Logan didn't wake up. This was reality.
He screamed in pain. James. Not him.
Logan reached out and closed his boyfriend's eyes. It looked like he was sleeping. If there wasn't this huge amount of blood.
Logan placed a short kiss on James' forehead, both of his hands running through his beautiful long hair. He knew it would be the last time he could feel him, before he had to let him go forever. He took a deep breath, trying to calm down.
A single tear was running down Logan's cheek as he came closer to James, placed a last sweet kiss on his lips, stroke his forehead slowly and whispered: 'I love you! - I miss you already!'

[A/N]

OMG! :O But see, way more drama in this one! :) Excited to post the last chapter soon! :)
But till then: What do you think of my story and of this chapter so far? Hope you don't hate me for killing James... I kinda hate myself for doing it anyways... But that's me... I just love writing stories in which people die... So I hope you liked it nevertheless and that you forgive me! :)