Chapter 4

I came back from my walk with Fred just in time for dinner. I walked to the great hall, and sat down next to Ginny and across from Harry. I grabbed a plate and began to fill up, noticing no one talking so I looked up to find everyone looking at me.

"There you are," Ginny said.

"We were starting to get worried," Harry said

"I was at Hogsmeade, remember I told you that yesterday."

"We know it's just you were gone for awhile," Harry said.

"I wasn't alone so don't worry."

"Well alright then." Harry said.

Looking around I asked, "Where's Ron?"

"He said he had something to do, and he'll be a couple minutes late." Harry answered.

"Oh okay."

I sat enjoying my dinner I was very hungry after my long walk, although I don't regret it. It was nice to get away and spend the day with Fred. I didn't want it to end, I didn't want to come back, I love being with Fred, Its his presence, voice, beautiful smile and the way it always gets me to smile, no matter what mood I'm in, and I always feel so safe when he's around and when I'm with him. I was all caught up in my thoughts until I felt a hand on my shoulder and a pair of lips kiss me on my cheek.

"Hello dear," Ron said sitting down next to me.

"Hey," I said.

"How was your day in Hogsmeade?"

"It was good; I um went to The Three Broomsticks." I answered wondering how he found out.

"Well I'm glade you had fun."

"Uh huh," I said as I put a fork full of food into my mouth.

Ron put his hand under the table to hold mine, he leaned over and kissed my cheek once again, and whispered, "I love you," into my ear. Then he began to kiss me down my neck then on my collarbone. I pulled away knowing that was the wrong thing to do.

"Not here Ron," I told him.

Then he whispered into my ear, "But I want you."

I didn't know what to say until finally Harry looked up and saw, "Wow mate, I don't want to see that, especially at dinner," he said.

"Sorry Harry," he apologized.

"So Ron are you ready for the Qudditch game tomorrow?" George asked.

"Yea, where going to beat Slytherin's ass."

"We better," Harry said.

"Well even if we don't it won't be that big of a deal," Fred added.

I just looked up at him, he looked kind of sad, and worried. I knew that he was probably thinking about the baby. I looked at Ron noticing him putting more food on his plate.

"Hun, do you ever stop eating?" I asked laughing.

He just looked at me, "I'm hungry."

We looked at him in a funny disappointing kind of way.

"We have to go," I told him.

"Well I can stay and finish eating don't worry babe."

"Well okay then, see you later," I said kissing him on the cheek goodbye.

"Okay Bye Hermione, I love you."

"Love you too." I answered back forcing it out of my mouth.

"Come on Hermione lets go play some Wizards Chess," Ginny said.

"Coming."

I walked all the way to the common room with Harry, Ginny, and the twins. Every time I would glance to look at Fred he had his head down, so when every one walked into the common room I stopped Fred from going in.

"Fred," was all I had to say for his head to snap up.

"Mione are you coming?" Ginny yelled.

"Yea, I'll be there in a couple minutes, I answered.

Resuming back to Fred I asked, "Are you okay?"

He just looked into my eyes before he pulled me into a hug, for the first time I heard him crying. I held onto him tighter, not wanting to let go.

"Fred please don't," I said as I pulled away to look at him.

"I'm sorry Moine, I just feel so helpless, and I wish…"

"Fred don't, just don't your helping me by being here."

"It's just not right."

"What's not right?" I asked.

"How he treats you when you guys are alone, and then perfectly fine around all of us. I can see your pain. It makes me so angry."

"Fred," I said putting my hand on his cheek, "I'm trying really hard to deal with it, and I hope that it will soon be over."

Fred just put his hand over mine and closed his eyes," Hermione," he whispered as I leaned in to kiss him, he moved his hand off mine into my hair and his other hand on my cheek. Instead of pulling apart he started to kiss me deeper, and our tongues began to meet. He pushed me back into the railing, kissing me down my neck I threw my head back and moaned. He then picked me up and set me on top of the railing. I could feel his tongue pressing together with mine, moving down my neck he kissed my collarbone, he pressed his body closer to mine. My pulse started to rise and I could feel the heat rising. I wanted more, but I knew I couldn't get it. I wanted to be with Fred and only Fred.

"Fred," I said.

"Hmm."

I put my hands on his shoulders, "Stop."

He looked up at me, "What is it?"

"We should go."

"Oh um yea," he answered.

"I jumped down from the railing and looked up at him, I put both my hands on his cheek and gave him a soft and light kiss, "I love you," I said smiling at him.

"I love you too," he spoke giving me another kiss.

"You coming?" I asked.

"Yea I'll be there in a minute."

"Okay," I said not knowing that it was going to be long before he came in, I walked to the door and said the password, as the portal opened I stepped into the common room.

"Hermione there you are, are you still going to play wizards chess?" Ginny asked.

"Sure," I answered walking over to sit next to Harry.

"Who's playing?" I asked.

"George and Seamus." Harry said.

"Who's winning?"

"George," Harry and Ginny said together.

"That's not much of a surprise," I said just as the portal opened and Ron walked in.

"Ohh Wizards Chess," he said sitting down next to me, pulling me into a hug and sitting back, whispering into my ear he said, "Sorry I was late, was talking to someone."

"That's okay."

"Ha I won," George shouted.

"Yea well, what is it like your millionth time mate?" Seamus said sarcastically.

"That's what happens when you're a pro," George bragged.

"Well I'm going to bed," Ginny announced.

"Yea me too," Harry said as everyone agreed and started walking up to the dorms.

As soon as everyone was gone Ron leaned up and we broke apart, he looked at me mad.

"So Hogsmeade huh, you selfish bitch, how dare you go somewhere and not tell me about it." He yelled.

"Ron I don't have to go everywhere with you, I went and met up with family friends," I lied.

"Still you could've taken me and introduced me," he shouted as he stood up and backhanded me to the floor.

My eyes began to fill with tears.

"Well," he spoke.

"I'm sorry Ron, next time I'll take you," I whispered.

"Now that's more like it," he answered leaning down to kiss me, "Care to join me upstairs?"

"As much as Id like to," I lied again, "I really have homework to finish."

He waited there for a moment looking down at me, "Whatever, I'll see you tomorrow," he said heading up the stairs.

"Yea see you tomorrow," I whispered barley hearable.

I brought my knees up to my chest and stayed on the floor crying letting the tears just flow out, I heard the portal open so I buried my face in my knees. The next thing I knew was, I looked up to find Fred crouched next to me with one hand on my back and one on my leg.

"Come on," he said as I stood up with him and he pulled me into a hug.

I pulled apart and just sat down on the couch, I grabbed his hand to sit down with me.

"Hold on," he said just as he conjured a blanket, "lay down."

I didn't speak I just did what he told me too, then he laid on his back and put the blanket over both of us. I just laid there in his arms, crying softly, and he was played with my hair. We soon feel asleep peaceful, only to wake up at two o'clock to go to our dorms.

A/N: I Know it's not as good as it could've been, but it's only the beginning and I still have to get into the story and all. So please tell me what you think. I hope you liked it, and please whatever you do don't give up on this story. :D

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