OKAY! im so sorry it took so damn long i swear school been a bitch! i have 2 exams tomorrow and a freakin history unit test on friday! GRR! i know i said Ss might wake up in chapter 3 but...i changed my mind. it might be either chapter 4 or 5...hmm what do you guys think?

Anyway I OWN NOTHING! if you think i own TFA..well...then you need a lot help!

Also thank you 1000feathers! she help me develope an idea for what megatron find in starscreams room which is. A SECRET DATA PAD WITH KICK ASS BATTLE PLANS! YEY!

Also all of you were so kind in reviewing!

songs of insperation (probably spelled it wrong..oh well..)

* black black heart - David Usher

*breathe into me - red

*circles - hollywood undead

*sell your soul- hollywood undead

*water- breaking benjamin

*diary of jane - breaking benjamin

yeah...most of the story has nothing to do with the theme of some songs i was listening to...im weird...no! im unique~~ ENJOY!


Megatron sighed, perfect Starscream needs energon to function once more and there barely enough on the ship!

All there is Hooks emergency low-grade, that won't last long, and when Starscream wakes up he'll need more energon to stay awake!

'…wait…'

'What if Starscream never woke up? What if he stays in stasis forever? What if he deactivates?'

Megatron shook his helm and growled. Why should he care? That treacherous seeker deserved it! But as Megatron sat and thought he remembered the reason why he hasn't offlined his second in command. He, Megatron was in love with the young flier. Starscream was a graceful creature with flawless movements, able to move faster than any of the soldiers in the army. He had had a thin lovely body with soft curves. Though his voice was screechy and high pitched it was unique, just like Starscream himself. He's wanted Starscream since the first day he meets him, he wanted the seeker by his side, to hold him, to kiss him. Megatron never told Starscream how he felt and soon the seeker began to attack him. Megatron remembered thinking,

"What did I do wrong?" He never understood why Starscream would turn on him the way he did. Then Starscream became deadlier when he would try to permanently offline him. Megatron would hit the seeker and insult him, but Starscream being Starscream wouldn't back down. Soon Megatron found himself mercilessly beating the young seeker. He would feel shame for every hit he delivered to Stasrscreams lithe frame. He was never able to control himself; he would hate himself for every pain filled scream the flier made. He would feel like a monster as Starscreams blood covered his hands.

He wanted thing to be the way they were: when he would talk to Starscream about his day, share a meal with him, talk as friends, he missed making Starscream laugh, and he missed that bright smile Starscream would reward him whenever he was happy. Now the seeker never smiled, he grew more sadistic, and cruelly laughed when someone getting killed or ripped to pieces by him.

Megatron opened his optics; all he could do now was pray to primus that Starscream would wake up and survive.

"Please, Primus gives Starscream the strength he needs to stay alive."


1 week. It's been a week since Starscream was found in stasis and he still hasn't woken yet. Megatron has been in the medical room on his free time sitting next to his SIC, waiting for him to wake up and say something. He wouldn't even mind an insult or fist thrown his way by the seeker when he woke up. He just wanted Starscream to wake up.


Cold…. Once more it feel cold…why is it so dark? Hmm…I wonder if anyone noticed I was gone. Would Megatron notice I'm gone, would he want me if I ever found a way back?Maybe…I should try to find a way back, get away from the cold, maybe find a warm corner in this big dark place. Maybe…..


It was sometime late at night, Megatron was in Starscreams quarters sitting on the berth. He couldn't sleep again worry flooded his mind every time he thought of the seeker.

Megatron opened his optics and looked at the data pads scattered on the floor, it didn't take a genius to figure out Starscream spent his free time reading and studying, he was a scientist of course.

Megatron got up and began to pick up all the data pads off of the floor, and place them neatly on the shelf in the corner. Maybe if Starscream saw a clean room when he came back he'd be in a better mood.

Megatron cleaned the room, and organized all of the papers Starscream had on his desk. When he moved a pile of papers a Data pad fell onto the floor, he placed the papers neatly on the desk and picked up the Data pad. Curiosity got the best of him and he opened the data pad. His optics widened on the pages there were plans and diagrams, plans for energon raids and diagrams on the construction of numerous weapons. Megatron stood and walked to the shelf, but almost tripped over all the boxes in the corner. The data pad was folded and placed into a compartment in his chest armor. Megatron began to pick up the boxes and noticed they were all empty; he piled them up to throw away when he saw a black case in the far back. He pulled it out and wiped the dust off of it. It had written on hit with white marker, 'STARSCREAMS CASE! DO NOT TOUCHY!' Megatron looked at the box and noticed it was locked; he looked at the lock and saw this wasn't a lock that could be picked or override. This lock looked like it needed a special key to open it. Megatron touched the sides of the box and felt bumps, he lifted it and saw inscriptions, from what it looked like it, and it was the ancient language of seeker. Now a dead language spoken by only a small handful of seekers, it seemed to be Starscream spoke and understood this language. Megatron looked around the room; the key had to be here somewhere. Perhaps something in here would be able to help him understand the seeker more.

Megatron walked over to Starscreams berth and laid down, he inhaled the scent of Starscreams thermal blanket, where his soft scent still lingered, and fell into recharge.


okay LALALALA shut the hell p i know it's short but thi ios all i was able to get during the little time i had! im behind on 2 essays just because this took up class time so don't complain! i rather update short chapters frequently then have you wait 2 months for an update! you choose! do you want me to update evey 2 months or every other week or so? im trying to make this easy for all of you, i hate having to wait for like 3 months until a chapter is updated...*cries* but anyway...

soon Starscream shall awaken and the romance between him and megatron will grow! of course im not going to have them interfaceing the moment starscream wakes up! maybe a date, a quick peck here and there, then a kiss on the lips, then a hot kiss, then kissing touching and interfacing!

i want your thoughts to why you think starscream is pissed at megatron and why he began to attack his leader!

tell me and i'll see if your right or not! i already have and idea but i love to hear what other people think. once more im sorry it was late!

Review! PM me i love hearing what you people think! THANK YOU!

~blurr