Your name is Gamzee Markra and you set just like every other day facing a wall not really looking or seeing. The only way you can tell you're alive anymore is the faint ache in your vascular pump. You miss him. The one you thought was going to be your matesprite. The only one you were ever red for. Tavros. You look beside you to his lifeless head. Never blinking,smiling or laughing. None of the sweet things your Tavbro used to do. You feel some liquid falling on your arm and hold out your hand. When did you start to cry? It doesn't matter. Karkat has tried many times to get you to come out but you refused each time. You just want to be alone.
"We're entering another dream buble." You can hear Terezi say. You use to get hopeful at that,not anymore. You have seen so many diffrent dream bubbles,but none belonging to the troll you wished to see. You sigh and consider trying to sleep again when you hear footsteps. It's probly Karkat coming to try and get you to eat something.
"Uh, Gamzee?" Your eyes widen and vascular pump gives a jolt. Tav? You turn around to see the best motherfucking merical you've ever saw. Tavros was smiling his aborable smile just looking at you. You stand and walk over to him.
"Tavbro?" Your own voice sounds odd in your ears.
"Yeah it's really me." He says laughing. You just run to him hugging him. You're crying again this time not from anguish but form joy.
"You're alive and you can walk. You're a motherfucking miricale." You burry your face into his neck.
"I missed you too Gamzee." He said and sighed. You finally found it again. Your reason for living.