With Me

~SUM 41~

(Back to Star's POV)

"So we're going back on tour and your coming with us." Bill concluded as we sat watching TV. "You are coming with us, aren't you? I already told David you were."

"Are you asking me to come with you?" I hid my smile as I asked.

"Yes!" He exclaimed. "I love you and won't go unless you do."

"Well I guess I better not be the reason for the world being deprived of Tokio Hotel," I sighed, pretending to feel bad. "When do we leave?"

"Three weeks," he answered.

"Well I have to go see my family anyway today." I got up slowly. My sickness hadn't completely left yet.

"Are you sure you should be going? You know, if your sick and all." Bill's voice was laced with worry.

"I'll be fine, but you can come if you wish." I shrugged. My family loves Bill.

"Ok great! You're ready then?" He was already jumping in excitement.

"Does it look like I'm ready?" I laughed.

He shook his head, his dark locks flying everywhere. "Hurry up!"

"Alright Bill," I kissed his cheek, "just for you."

XXX

"Sammy!" Ben shouted, running full tilt at me.

I bent over and gave him a bear-hug. "Hi buddy! How are you?"

"I'm happy you're hear," he sounded so much older than his six years. "Mommy and Daddy are having coffee."

"Well let's go see them then. Are Ariel and Annie home yet?" I looked in the living room and received my answer. Both of the twins were there with some boys. "Hi girls," I waved.

"Hi Sam, hey Bill!" They both called in sync.

Bill laughed, "Hey girls!" He then nodded at the guys in the room who were watching with wide eyes. I guess they didn't expect someone who lives in a house this run down to know someone who basically rules Germany.

Once we were out of their ear-shot I murmured, "I still don't understand how you twins all do that."

"Neither do I," Bill grinned, holding my hand, "it just sort of happens."

"Yeah, and then Andi is like the third one of you guys." I shook my head, "Are we the only normal ones Ben?"

He nodded at me, "I think so. I'm glad I don't have a twin. Three older sisters is enough to drive me crazy!"

Bill and I burst out laughing. The little snot was teasing me! "Watch it mister," I ran after him. "I'm gonna get you for that!"

When I got him he let out a little squeak. I picked him up and threw him onto the couch, where I sat on him. "Let me up Sammy!" He pounded on my shoulder. "Get off of me!"

"Say sorry!" He shook his head so I started to tickle him. "Do you surrender yet?"

Still he shook his head. Finally he couldn't take it any more. "I surrender Sammy, I surrender!"

I got off of him and laughed. "Where did you learn to say that?"

"Daddy wrestles with me. I usually win and that's what he says!" The lights that shone in his eyes was to cute.

"Did you just tell them that you beat me?" Dad's booming voice broke through our laughter.

His smiling eyes met mine and I saw that he and mom were holding hands. "Dad!" I flung myself at him to receive on of his hugs.

"How are you princess?" He asked, engulfing me in his arms.

"Great. How are you?" I hugged mom too.

"We're great honey." Mom answered with a huge smile. "What are you doing here?"

"What, we can't come for a visit anymore?" I pretended to be hurt. "Well I'm offended. Are we not good enough for you anymore?"

"Oh be quiet," she swatted my arm. "I just figured something was up, your all of a sudden feeling better."

"Yeah, I guess it is weird. But there actually is a reason for me being so happy too. I'm going on tour with the guys. Amy is coming too!"

"Well that sounds like fun," dad smiled. "You'll take good care of her Bill?"

"Of course sir." Bill nodded. "I couldn't live with myself if I didn't."

"I guess we all know that," Dad's smile returned, though not quite as big.

I blushed slightly. That last year had been horrible and torture for all of us. Bill couldn't stand to see me hurt anymore. The scars that laced my arms was enough to throw him over the edge. Some days I wonder how he can stand to even look at me. Just then Bill's cool fingers entwined with mine.

"You coming love?" His soft voice broke through my thoughts.

I smiled up at him. "Of course." We went and had coffee with my parents.

When supper rolled around the boys that the twins where dating still hadn't left. "Supper!" Mom called.

They all walked slowly to the dining room. Seeing my little sisters hand in hand with boys almost stopped my heart. Knowing how mom must've felt was intense. I had been so much trouble to her as a kid. "Hey Sam, this is Dave." Annie smiled as she introduced me to her boyfriend.

"Hello," his voice was almost as deep as Gustav's. It surprised me because he could be no older than sixteen.

"And this is Kyle," Ariel said. Kyle nodded in acknowledgment. A quiet one. Surprising, considering how outgoing Ariel is.

We all sat down and had my first family supper in years. It was nice, having everyone together for once. Not having to choose between mom and dad was awesome. I just hope they can figure out their differences and maybe get back together.

XXX

Steam rose from the porcelain. Heavenly smells surrounded us. Soft voices rang out like a song. "So you're all leaving me behind?" Lacy asked.

"Yeah, sorry about that." Amy patted her hand. "We won't be gone long though."

"Sure," she grinned. "But I'll still be by myself."

"We'll send you a postcard," I teased. "Maybe I'll even bring you back a souvenir."

"Right. You do that," she scoffed.

"Fine then, you can go with nothing!" I exclaimed. She chucked a pillow at my head and I ducked. It barely missed me by an inch. "Watch it!"

She stuck her tongue out at me. "You better get me something."

"We will," Amy threw the pillow back, "as long as you don't throw any more pillows."

"Agreed." She grinned. "You guys have fun, okay?"

We nodded and hugged her. Leaving behind your best friend was never easy. At least she'll have Andi. "Don't get married without us here," I murmured.

"I would never think of it. And same goes to you two." We shared a group hug. With one day left, we were trying to make the best of things. No matter what, my best friends are forever with me at heart.

Author's Notes:

Hey guys... my wrist is feeling pretty good again... and i want to post more before my parents tell me i can't rite now! Lolz... thnx 4 reviews ppl!!! *gives Gustav dancing on table* ;-]

don't think i don't think about it... i would go travel after the guys if i had the money and resources! I don't know or own them!

Im finally caught up in sleep and preparing for my b-day bash! (April 9!) U only turn 15 once, right? =P

R&R ppl!!! thnx again!

~BECKY~