CRAZIER

~Taylor Swift~

I snuggled closer to Bill in the booth and his arm tightened around me. Gently I lay my head on his shoulder. He was still engrossed in the conversation he was having with Pat. I swear they must have lost track of time. Hell, I'd even lost track of time until I looked at my phone. Hearing about all the struggles of the music industry from two people's points of view was pretty sweet.

Eventually, my body started to sag along with my head. The clock was ticking closer and closer to four AM. I smiled softly as Bill said, "When we were eighteen we tried getting into the American fan-base. We really didn't make much of an impact until over a year later." I could just see his smile in my mind. Slowly the picture became fuzzy around the edges and the scene shifted to myself as a fifteen year old girl.

I sat crying against my door. My newly ex-boyfriend was beating on the door, begging for me to open it. How was I supposed to open the door when I knew who was on the other side? How was I supposed to open the door when the person I longed for had forgotten me? "Go AWAY!" I screamed through my tears.

"Let me in already you fucking bitch!" His fists collided with the door yet again, making my whole body shake.

The tears fell even faster. How had I gotten mixed up with this guy? How did I ever think I LOVED him? He gave one last hard shove and the door opened, sending me sprawling across the floor. A manic grin claimed his once beautiful face. A face so much like Bill's would be once he was twenty. "Aw look, even in a fight you'll spread your legs for me."

I awoke with a start, shaking violently. Bill was holding me tightly, "Are you OK baby?" Concern claimed his beautiful features. I flinched slightly, remembering him.

Slowly I nodded, "I'm fine." That's when I realized we were still at the club. Pat looked at me with worried eyes and I repeated myself, "I'm fine."

"I think it's time we got back to the hotel." Bill checked his phone. "Holy shit, why didn't you tell me it was so late?"

"Didn't want to interrupt," I murmured.

Pat smiled, "I should probably go too. It was really great meeting you two. Who knows, maybe we'll see each other again sometime!"

I smiled back at him. That man had WAY to much energy for five in the morning. "Nice meeting you too." I tried to stifle a yawn unsuccessfully and he laughed.

"Goodnight you two."

"See you Pat," Bill nodded, "nice talking to you. Good luck with your tour!"

Finally we were going back to the hotel. In the cab on the way back to the hotel Bill sat incredibly close to me. Our fingers were intertwined and our hands rested on Bill's leg. Even when I wasn't looking at him, I could feel his eyes watching me. He leaned in closer to me, "Are you sure you're OK? You seemed quite scared back there."

"Sorry about that. It was just a nightmare." I made a face before giggling slightly. "Wow, a nightmare while at a nightclub. I can't believe I fell asleep."

Bill chuckled, "Sorry we didn't include you in the conversation."

"It's Ok. Just don't think you're getting any tonight," I whispered so only he could hear me.

He laughed outright then as the cab came to a complete stop. "Come on, how can you resist this?" He asked as we got out.

"Trust me, I can." I stuck my tongue out at him and started walking towards the hotel as he paid the driver.

XXX

Yawning, I cracked open a single eye. I was met with Bill's long neck and I smiled as he shivered. Kissing his pulse-point lightly I tried to back away slightly without waking him. I got far enough to sit up, but then his arm that was wrapped around my waist tightened and he wouldn't let go. I lay back down, I guess there was nothing important I was going to do anyway.

Bill yawned, shifting slightly. I held my breath until he got comfortable again. I snuggled as close as possible to my husband. Skin on skin created a fire only my Billa could put out. I shifted as my thoughts wandered. The heat between my legs grew and I longed to feel Bill inside me again.

Bill's long, pale body hovered over me. Slowly he leaned down and placed kisses all over my face. "You sure you're ready?"

I nod once, wanting him inside me already. "Please Bill," I whisper.

He completes me fully and I moan. My Billa. Forever mine.

Slowly I opened my eyes and now the sun was shining against the curtains. Bill was propped up on an elbow, watching me. "How was your dream this time?" He asked with a smirk.

I blushed. "What did I do now?"

"Oh, just talked a bit about how big someone was. Any idea you'd tell me who you were talking about?"

I smiled, "That's kind of awkward. It was an old boyfriend if you must know."

His smile disappeared in less than a second and I laughed, milking it up. "Ya, he was really big and he was just, God!" I moaned and squirmed a bit.

Before I knew it Bill had me pinned underneath him. "Do you enjoy making me jealous?" He growled, almost scaring me. Almost.

I smiled and caught his lips passionately. "It was you dumb ass. Fuck, you're as hard as a rock and look," I pulled him out of his boxers, "huge."

He looked at me like I was on crack. "Are you OK? Do I have to take you for mental testing? Have I married a psycho?"

"Yes Billa, but that's why you love me." I smiled. "Don't worry, I haven't picked up on my old bad habit, you just make me Crazier than ever before."

"Really?" A smile claimed his face.

"Ya, it feels like I'm falling and I'm always lost in your eyes. You make me crazier." I shrugged, "now are you going to make up for last night?"

That sealed the deal and his lips crashed into mine. Soon all of our clothes were shed and kissing led to even more. In no time he had me squirming beneath him and out moans became one.

XXX

Quickly I threw on one of Bill's many hoodies and started throwing everything back into my suitcase. Out morning adventures put us behind schedule and if we didn't hurry, we were going to miss our re-scheduled flight to Costa Rica. With one last look over the room and snapped my suitcase shut. "Ready?" I called to Bill.

"Yup, let's go." He grabbed his own two suitcases and we hurriedly walked towards the elevator. Once we hit the main floor Bill ran towards the receptionist desk and gave them our keys. We were really behind schedule!

A cab was waiting for us outside and the driver was nice enough to help us with our bags. "Running late?" He asked kindly.

I nodded, "it's been a hectic two days."

He smiled, "to the airport then?"

"Yes please!" Bill grinned. All the way to the airport we chatted with the man. He even commented on some sights as we drove by. We reached the airport in what I would guess as record time. "Thank you so much," Bill smiled.

"No problem," the man nodded. "Have a great holiday!"

I waved as the man got back in the cab and drove off. Then we grabbed our bags and started to run as our flight was called.

XXX

Bill and I sat on the beach, completely enjoying ourselves. The sun beat down and everyone around us was wearing a smile. The smell of seaweed and salt drifted off of the ocean and I breathed deeply. This was only my second time on vacation at the ocean. I had forgotten how the beach could stretch on for miles and sometimes the water would only come up to your knees for ages.

"Billa," I sang.

"Yes love?" Bill mumbled, half asleep.

"Will you rub me down?" I gave him puppy dog eyes as he cracked one eye open.

He smirked, "I don't think this is the right place to do that."

I smacked him, "You dirty little pervert!" He laughed, "I meant with sun block."

"I guess," he grabbed the bottle. "As long as you promise to return the favor."

"Of course," I shivered slightly as the cool cream came in contact with my warm skin. I lay down and he rubbed it all over my back. As he did this my mind wandered to his comment. I guess this could turn kinky.

"What are you smiling about hun?" Bill asked as I rolled over so he could finish the job.

I smirked, "How kinky this could turn."

We both laughed and I started on Bill. His once pale skin now was nicely browned and I was slightly jealous. My skin was more red than anything. After a few minutes I was finished so I started massaging his shoulders. He moaned, "That feels really good."

"I love you Billa."

"Love you too Sam," he closed his eyes. I smiled, he used my real name and I actually didn't mind. So many people now called me Star it was nice. Sam Kaulitz had a certain ring to it. Something that love made so much better.

Author's Notes:

hey guys!!! how u liking it? A saga is more than 3 stories for all of you who don't know! And your thoughts about it would be osm!! Btw... Pat is actually the lead singer of the Canadian band Stereos and I don't know or own him! You should listen to them tho cuz they are pretty good!

Honeymoon ideas would be welcomed! OoooOOo... Ready Set Go just came on the Ipod!... anyway...... thnx 2 those of u who did review!!! *HUGGLZ*

i don't know or own the boys......... =]

if this chappy isn't the greatest (im really not 2 sure) im sorry! My excuse this time is that I have heat stroke! I really do tho and I've been sick for 3 days now... it sucks something major! =[ thnx again evry1!

~BECKY~