I know that I haven't updated this story in a long while. I really did want to finish this story. So last night after the little annoucment that was mad on WWE RAW my muse kind of woke up. I didn't want this story to be left hanging and me not finish it. So read and review...read and enjoy please...Read and Review if you may...if not it's fine...I only own December, Alexis, and Summer thats it...I hope you guys enjoy..
"Sometimes I think that all this is just some act to keep me around." December said looking at Adam as he stood there in front of her.
Adam stood there looked down at the floor for a second as December shook her head.
"Here I got the papers today from your lawyer." replied December as she grabbed a envelope from the coffee table. "It appears that you were wanting me to sign them as well." She added.
Pulling them out December grabbed a pen and quickly signed them and handed them to Adam who stood there looking at him.
God I'm down here on my knees
Cause it's the last place left to fall
"I didn't want you to sign those Dec." Adam replied shaking his head. "I told you from the start that I wanted us to work out. Not for the sake of our baby but because I am in love with you still. I am not going to pretend that I am not when I am." He added.
December shook her head and walked backwards a little bit.
"It's too late to fix what happen between Adam." replied December putting a piece of her hair behind her ear. " I am not going to pretend to be all innocent but you take the cake. You cheated on me several times and I can't bare the thought of that happening again." She added.
Adam looked down at the papers nodding slightly as he grabbed the pen and signed them throwing them back on the table as December watched him.
"There it's done, you got what you want." Adam said staring at her. "Happy?" He added.
She stood there staring at him silently as he shook his head and walked out of the hotel room leaving his wife alone with divorce papers in front of her.
Beggin' for another chance
If there's any chance at all
"Adam, why did you sign those papers?" Alexis asked looking at her brother. "You begged me to help you to get your wife back. And now you signed divorce papers? What is going on with you?" She added.
"Alexis, I didn't come here to get a lecture." replied Adam looking up at his baby sister. "You know that in the end she would have left anyways because she wanted the divorce so bad." He added.
Alexis shook her head at his comment and smiled a little bit.
"You do realize that her being on the road the time anyways passed a while back?" asked Alexis causing him to look at her. "She knew the time was up but she didn't want to leave you alone, she wanted you to beg her to stay. But when you did nothing of the sorts she figured that you were just dragging her along for the ride. Besides she wants Summer to have both of her parents Adam. Don't you see that she isn't the same woman she was when started to come on the road. Having Summer changed her out look on a lot of things." She added.
That you might still be listenin'
Lovin' and forgivin' guys like me
"It'll be ok." John said as he held onto his friend's wife. "I think." He added.
December laughed at the comment and pulled away from the hug he had given her. Walking over to the carrier she gently picked up Summer who was a spitting image of her dad. Touching her face with her finger tip she walked over to the small couch and sat down.
"Why does it feel like I just had my heart ripped out?" asked December as John sat down beside her. "I mean I got what I wanted. He signed the papers but why do I feel so lousy?" She added.
"Maybe because what you thought you wanted isn't what you wanted in the first place." John said as he touched Summer's small foot.
December looked up from her sleeping daughter at John who was smiling at her.
"Another reason is that maybe you have fallen back in love with your rated r husband again." John said giving her a goofy smile. "I mean I would make a better choice of a husband but your already married to the man so that won't work." He added.
December busted out laughing and smiled.
I've spent my whole life gettin' it all wrong
And I sure could use your help just from now on
I wanna be a good man
A do like I should man
"I want a good man for her, not somebody like me who fucks up." Adam said causing his sister to shake her head. "Summer and December both deserve to be happy." He added.
"Adam would you listen to your self?" asked Alexis as she stared at her brother. "You are letting your wife slip from your fingers. You have always wanted a life with this woman and now your running from it?" She added.
Adam ran his hand through his hair as he leaned against back of the couch. Taking a deep breath he shook his head.
"I want to change Alexis." Adam said looking up at his sister as if he was about to cry. "I want to be the man she wants to wake up next to every morning with no regrets or wondering if she made the right choice. I want to be there every morning when Summer wakes up and jumps in our bed. I want to be a man who is there." He added.
I wanna be the kind of man the mirror likes to see
I wanna be a strong man
"I want to be man who can look in the mirror and be happy with what I see." Adam said as he stood up from the couch. "I want to be a strong man who can handle anything thrown at me without any fear. I want to be there for the rest of our days." He added.
Alexis smiled at her brother at the change he couldn't see.
"Why don't you go and talk to your wife?" Alexis asked looking at him with a smile. "I am sure that she is willing to talk to you. I bet you anything she would." She added.
And admit that I was wrong man
God I'm askin' you to come change me
Into the man I wanna be
"I want him to see what I see in him every day I see him John." replied December as she put her daughter back into the carrier. "I want the man to open his eyes to see I am not going anywhere. But I guess he wants me to go because he signed those papers." She added.
John shook his head at her and she turned around.
"He signed those papers because he believes you want that December." John said looking at him. "Open your pretty damn eyes and look the hell around. Adam isn't the type of guy who is open about his feelings towards anybody minus Summer there. She has his wrapped around her fingers. But that is besides the point. You've got to be blunt with that man about the feelings." He added.
If there's any way for her and me to make another start
Could you see what you could do
December went to say something but stopped as knocking caused her to jump. John walked to the door and opened it to show Adam and Alexis standing.
"Come on in." John said moving aside.
December straighten up quickly as Adam walked over to her.
"Guys could you take Summer for a few minutes while I walk to my wife." Adam said not taking his eyes off her. "Do not do anything that will hurt my daughter I will have both of your heads." He added.
"Yes sir." Alexis said grabbing the carrier and diaper bag. "Come on Summer, let's leave your parents alone so they can understand things." She added.
John looked at December with a hard stare before walking out behind Alexis closing the door behind him.
To put some love back in her heart
Cause it gonna to take a miracle
After all I've done to really make her see
"I love you December." Adam said as she looked at him. "I know that I've done somethings in the past and I'm sure as hell not proud of those things. I know it's going to take a miracle of some sorts to make you see that I truly do love you. You and Summer are my world. I want to be there every morning." He added.
December looked at him as he backed up a little bit but held onto her hand tightly.
"I am willing to do anything to make you see and understand that I am serious about our marriage and I life together." Adam said looking at her.
"Anything?" December asked as he nodded at her. "Would you give up your career in wrestling to be at home with Summer and me?" She added.
He stared at her for a second as if he was thinking.
"I would give up ANYTHING to make you see that I am not who I once was December." Adam said as he nodded. "If giving up my career in performing in the ring would make you see then yes I would give it up in a heart beat." He added.
That I wanna be a stay man
I wanna be a brave man
December shook her head as he looked down at her.
"No you wouldn't Adam." December as he stared. "You wouldn't give up that career because I wouldn't let you. That is something you were born to do and I will be damn if I make you give up." She added.
She went to say something else but stopped as Adam dropped down to his knees and put his arms around her waist pulling her body close to his. Putting his head on her stomach he closed his eyes, December wrapped hers around his neck and gently played with his hair.
"I am willing to give it all up." Adam said as she stood there. "I just want you, I just want you and Summer. When you smile December my world is alright." He added.
I wanna be the kind of man she sees in her dreams
God I wanna be your man
And I wanna be her man
"I love you Adam." December said taking a deep breath. "I want you to see what I see in you every day. You are a wonderful father to Summer, I have loved you for a very long time. I don't want our marriage to be over. I want to be Mrs. Adam Copeland now and forever." She added.
"I want all of you forever, you and me every day." Adam said as December smiled brightly at him as he stood up. "Our marriage wasn't over then and it still isn't over." He added.
He stood up once more and grabbed a hold of her face and kissed her lips gently. December wrapped her arms around his neck deepening the kiss.
God I only hope she still believes
In the man I wanna be
Breaking the kiss, he still held onto her face and smiled at her.
"We both know that it isn't going to be easy, It's going to be hard at time." Adam said as December nodded at him. "We are going to have to work at this every day, but I want to do it because I want you for the rest of my life. Because you know that I love you. I've loved you all along." He added.
December smiled brightly at him as she touched his face.
"Alright my notebook man." December said with a smile laugh. "I won't tell anybody you were using lines on me from the movie." She added.
He smiled bright at her as she looked up at him. Turning away she grabbed the papers from the coffee table and turned back around.
"Do we file them?" Adam asked as December stood there looking through them.
"No." replied December as she looked up.
As she looked up she quickly started ripping the divorce papers in front of him as he smiled as he watched her destroy the papers.
Well I know this late at night that talk is cheap
But Lord don't give up on me yeah
December smiled at him as she let the pieces fall to the floor. Adam grabbed her hand once more and kissed it gently.
"Sometimes a man has to do things that is best for him." Adam said as December stared at him. "We may not want to do those things but sometimes it's best you know." He added.
She stared at him with a confused look on her face completely clueless what he was talking about. Adam walked over to his bag and pulled a set of papers and handed them to December who had followed him.
I wanna be a givin' man
I wanna really start livin' man
God I'm askin' you to come change me
Into the man I wanna be
Reading the papers she sat down on the end of the bed as he stood in front of her waiting on her to say something.
"Sometimes god works in ways that makes us wonder." Adam said as December looked up at him with a sad look on her face. "Don't be sad baby girl, this something that has to be done so I can be with you and Summer. It may not be on my terms but it appears that god has changed me." He added.
"Are you sure?" asked December as he nodded. "I will behind you hundred percent Adam Copeland. I will be there for you no matter what. You've got your self a wife and a daughter who will NEVER leave." She added.
The song that was used for this chapter is The Man I want to be by Chris Young. I heard it and it fit my muse...so I hope you guys enjoyed it...I know I did writing it. :)