Thank you guys for reading and liking my story. To make some things clear: Yeah, since we've never seen Bonnie's dad, it made me really angry and I just imagine him as a son of a bitch. Yes he had a thing for Rebekah, before she compelled him, but he just liked her, he did not fall for her or something like that she compelled him, he likes more, just like she wants him to and she uses him as a dool. And Rebekah is not younger than Bonnie! She is a little bit older, but almost the same age. Yes Jeremy was talking to Anna, when Bonnie listened. I don't even know if it's still important to tell you guys, that I don't own the Vampire Diaries. But I'd really liked to, just imagine how it would look like without the shit Julie creates ^^ I'm really busy right now and don't have time to write, because of school and exams. Damnit -.- And I have to tell you, you guys are so important for me, that I'm writing this while studying for an exam, so feel loved by me ;) 3 Anyway I hope you're going to enjoy this chapter.
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Bonnie's POV
I gently opened my eyes, when the sun started caressing my skin. It took me a moment, to realize, I was in Damon's room. And what's more, in his bed. Remembering that I fall asleep here, I shiftened and rolled onto my right side, only to be face to face with the vampire, who's eyes were still closed and my eyes wide.
Damon was sleeping. He looked so innocent. No sign from the killer, I knew he was. I thought about teasing him later with the fact and smiled silently.
I don't know what came over me, but I slowly moved my hand towards his face, stopped when he murmered something so softly, I almost overheard it. Then I gently brushed his hair from his forehead. It was so soft, I wanted to ran my hand through it. But I didn't get a chance of it, because suddenly he moaned. It took me off guard and I immediately took my hand back.
What is wrong with you, Bonnie?
The vampire shiftened again and opened his eyes slowly, staring at me. Neither of us said a word. It actually was a comfortable silence, but me lying in his bed, was still weird. We weren't a couple, who would shared their bed with each other. We weren't even friends, having a sleepover. Then what were we?
I cleared my throat. "Hi." I said quietly.
"Why are you whispereing?" He asked me after a another moment. Woah, his voice was low and raspy from his sleep. I would never say it out loud, seriously, but it turned me on.
"I don't know." I admitted.
"You're hungry?" He asked. I was so relieved, that he didn't ask me any other question like : 'What are you doing in my bed. You wanted to sleep with me, you could have asked.' That typical Damon thing.
"No." I told him. He looked at me suspiciously. "Well, maybe I am." I answered and he grinned at that. Pushing the sheets away, he stood up from the bed and walked towards his closet. He pulled out a pair of black jeans and put them on, then turned around and headed towards the door. He was already out of the room and I got up and followed him downstairs.
Entering the kitchen, I saw Damon standing with his back to me. "What do you want? Coffee, tea, hot chocolate?"
I pursed my lips. "I'll go with coffee." I said and sat down the counter beside Damon. He didn't look up once, while he was making me a cup of coffee.
When he was done, he took a slip of it and then handed it to me. I put the cup to my lips and tasted it, feeling his stare still on me. I prayed to god, that the vampire wouldn't bring up any shit right now. It was a comfortable silence, but of course Damon had to break it.
"How was the party?" He asked, leaning against the counter beside me, his arms crossed over his chest.
I rolled my shoulders, not wanting to remember Jeremy talking to someone. Someone he loved, damnit. "It was great." I lied, looking down at my hands, that were holding the cup
"Mhmm." He didn't believe me. I could practically read his thoughts : 'That's why you ended up in my bed, right?'
I looked away, avoiding eye contact, looking around the kitchen. I felt like moving and seeing the chocolate on the table, I placed the emty cup into the sink and walked over to the table. I ate some pieces of the chocolate. I tasted good.
"And is that how you avoid your problems?" Damon asked me from behind. Sighing I remembered the moment, when I asked him this question at my house. I gulped and turned around to face him. Looking up to his eyes, I knew it was a mistake. It was like they were taking me to another world. They were beautiful, I've never seen a man with such amazing eyes. "So blue." Suddenly slipped from my lips. Shit. Quickly I put my hand over my mouth. I really hoped he kind of overheard it. I could have slapped myself. Of course he did hear it, but at least he could pretend he didn't. Ok, I knew he wouldn't do that either. Because this was Damon begin in his Damon mood.
"What?" He asked, smirking slightly down at me. I shook my head furiously. "Nothing." I muttered into my hand. His grin widened and he put his hand to mine, that covered my mouth. I let him pull it away. At fist I didn't notice how his grin turned into a soft smile and his eyes narrowed slightly. With his one hand still holding mine, he bought the other near my lips. I tensed and followed his movement with my eyes. His thumb brushed over the right corner just an inch above my lips. He then bought it to his own lips and licked his thumb. It was the chocolate.
I swear I'll never eat it again. Now I embarresed myself twice? I had to think quickly, before he said anything else, that would make this whole thing more awkward, than it already was.
Seriously, this is so wrong. Everything is wrong. This relationship between us and - No, that's not what I was thinking. We don't even have a realationship. We're just Damon and Bonnie. He's Damon and I am Bonnie. That's it. Obviously, these little shit that was happening, had to end. The first thep was to change the subject.
I cleared my throat. "So, what happened last night?" I asked him. His expression changed. His face was hard and he took some steps back, turned around and left the kitchen.
I swallowed hard and had the answer to my question : 'Something really bad.'
Anyway, first step was finished. We had our distance again, I just needed to keep it this way. And it wouldn't be so hard now, would it?
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Rebekah's POV
The door bell rang and I sighed. I pulled my head away from Dan's shoulder and he stood up, walking to the front door. I listened.
"Jeremy, nice to see you." He said. Jeremy? As in Jeremy Gilbert? That was Elena's younger brother then? Or more cousin, like Nik told me. That's not the only thing he told me. He told me everything. About the doppelganger, the vampires, the hunter, the werewolf and of course of the witch. Bonnie. I still couldn't believe what I was doing here. Playing an undercover agent. I liked games. Not that I was such a good player as Katerina Petrova, because I had rules in this game. But I was good, though.
"Mr. Bennett, hi." He greeted him. "Can I speak to Bonnie, please?"
"She's not home yet. She wasn't with you? Still at Caroline's then, I suppose."
"I already called Caroline, she wasn't with her either." Klaus didn't do anything, did he?
"I have no idea then, Jeremy."
"No, it's ok, I'll just call her again, I'll find her."
The door closed and Dan was soon in the living room again. Before he could hug me against his body again, I stood up and left the room. I went into the kitchen. There was a good view to the porch. I watched as Jeremy walked down the street, maybe where he came from. A second later Bonnie's car arrived and she parked it beside the house.
"Bonnie!" Jeremy shoulted, when she was on the porch. She turned around and looked at him. Was this disgust in her expression? Anyway, the young witch turned away from him and walked toward the door. She was about to open it, when that Gilbert boy yanked her around, so she would face him.
They were face to face now, but Bonnie wouldn't look into his eyes. Her gaze locked far away.
"Bonnie, we need to talk." He told her. His voice cracked lightly, that it almost sound, like he begged her. Hm, something really interesting is going on there.
"There is nothing to talk about." She answered and looked at him.
"There is. But not here." He said. "Meet me at the grill. Tonight and I'll tell you everything." She didn't respond. "Please Bonnie, it's really important. Trust me."
"I don't trust you anymore, Jeremy."
They were silent for a second. "I'll see you tonight." Bonnie murmered and opened the door. She didn't look at him or told him good bye, when she closed it right in his face.
I slowly walked to the fringe and opened a bottle of water, drank when the witch came in.
"Hello Bonnie." I greeted her, when she walked in. I wanted to rip her heart out, when she didn't say anything, turned around and walked out of the kitchen, upstairs, to her room. But I wouldn't do it. I wasn't allowed to. I wanted Nik to trust me again. And the only chance to prove him that was, when I did what he wanted me to. I had to look out for Bonnie. I had to know what they all were up to. And when the write time comes up, she'd be in a weak moment, all I had to do, was take her to Nik. And he had his own plans for her.
Looking around thinking a bit. She pissed me off anyway, so why not just making it quick?
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Damon's POV
I walked up and down my room.
Glazing sightly to my bed, remembering Bonnie lying in there, I shook my head. She just left, after I walked out. I should have told her. I needed to talk to somebody anyway. How am I supposed to tell Elena, Stefan became a ripper again? And that because of me? If I wanted to keep this whole shit a secret, I needed to keep all of this a secret. Stefan and Andie, all that happened. Instead of stopping Bonnie from leaving I just watched as she walked out of the house.
My phone rang and bought me back to presens. "Hello?"
"Damon? Is that you?" What's wrong with him?
"Alaric? Is that you?" I mocked him. "Of course it's me dumbass."
"Well, since the last time I called you, you didn't answer your phone, but someone else did." He pressed annoyed.
"Really? And who would that be?" Annoyed as well.
"Bonnie."
Covering my eyes with my hand, I felt silent. I did that often lately. Not in a positive way. I wasn't even thinking about Bonnie having my phone, I forgot it I guess. My thoughts fluctuated from one thing to another. But what was Alaric thinking, was the question.
"So?" I heard his voice again.
I cleared my throat. "Where's the problem?" Actually I was a little nervous, but I covered it up. Or at least I tried to. And why the hell am I nervous?
"Why would she pick up your phone?" He questioned.
I shook my head lightly. "Meet me at the grill." I needed some advices and some things to explain to him anyway.
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Bonnie's POV
"Watch were you're going." The boy hissed agressivly. Since I wasn't in the mood for more trouble in paradise I muttered a quick 'Sorry' and walked past him, into the Grill.
The blonde head turned and saw me. Matt waved and smiled at me, before he had to go back into the kitchen.
Feeling tired, I sat down on the nearest chair I saw and closed my eyes for a second. "Why is life so difficult?" I heard a girl talking on the next table. You have no idea, I thought. Opening my eyes again, they locked with blue ones.
"Are you insane?" I gasped.
Damon grinned. "Don't you already know the answer?" Rolling my eyes I looked away from him. "So, what are you doing here, Bennett?" He asked.
"I'm waiting for Jeremy. You?" I watched as his grin faded slightly.
"Alaric." He replied. "A double date then?" He winked.
Sighing I shook my head. "No Damon, there's nothing romantical with this meeting." Thinking about what I just said, it was maybe too much. Since I had this plan to avoid him and not open up to him, I didn't want him to know about what was going on between me and Jeremy. It was none of his business.
My head started spinning lightly and I felt slightly sick, as I watched Jeremy opening the door. Damon followed my eyes and stood up, when Jeremy aproached the table. "See you later then." Our eyes locked for a silent moment, before he stood up and left us alone.
Jeremy smiled slightly and sat down, where Damon sat minutes ago. It was a pretty awkward moment. Neither of us said something. Feeling his eyes on me, when I looked at Damon, who sat on a table with Ric. They were talking, but I knew he would be able to hear what we would talk about.
Moving my head back in my ex-boyfriends direction I saw the flash of hurt in his eyes. No, I wouldn't make it easy for him. He didn't deserve it.
"Who's she?" I asked coldly.
He swallowed hard before answered. "Anna."
The name didn't light anything up at first and I continued to stare at him with a questioning look, giving him the hint to continue. But when he kept staring at his hands on his lap, my eyes widened.
"What?" I hissed. How was this even possible? Anna as in Anna the vampire? "Anna? Are you serious?" I whispered. He nodded his head. "But how?"
Taking a deep breath, Jeremy looked up again. "The consequences, Bonnie." He reminded me. Again that sick feeling in my stomach. I wasn't even sure anymore, if it had something to do with Jeremy and Anna or I really was getting ill.
I took a minute to eye him. So he really lied to me? From the beginning... I gulped, not wanting to show any kind of emotion.
"How... how is that possible? She's dead." There were more questions I wanted to ask him, but it was for the best if I started to play Miss-I'm-strong-and-I-don't-need-your-pity.
"I see ghosts. I saw Anna and Vicki." He saw Vicki too? Matt's little sister?
"Who else know's about it?"
"Nobody, just you and me." He used to say you-and-me for other things. I shook my head lightly, because the last thing I needed now where those damn memories. My chest tightened and I breathed heavily, trying to blink away my tears.
"Bonnie, I swear there was nothing serious between us, nothing happened." He told me. I scoffed.
"You told her you loved her. I heard you Jeremy." I stood up. Suddenly everything around me went blur. I gasped at the sudden pain in my stomach. My right hand grabbed my stomach, trying to sooth the stiches I was feeling. With my left hand I tried to find support by holding onto the table.
What the hell was happening?
I breathing quickened and I groaned. When I slowly looked up I saw Jeremy stading up from the table and his worried born eyes, narrowed at me.
"Bonnie, what's going on?"
Before I had the chance to replay everything went black.
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Sorry for any mistakes. I wrote it all in such a rush. I really hope you like it though. So, what do you think did Rebekah do? What's happening with Bonnie? Any wishes for the next chapter? Tell me if you liked it. Please Review!