One and Only
I'm back my peoples, this chapter was hard to do after I watched 3x15. Seriously VD writers? You guys need to have me on your team, I'd write better crap then that, smh. And sorry this took so long, I've had this written for almost half a week but I didn't submit it, I'm soooo lazy it hurts!
Chapter 2: I don't want to be in love
The ride back from the club was so awkward, Damon didn't even attempted to make jokes he was just trying to make since of the mess and Bonnie could hear everything he thought. "What do you think this is?" Bonnie asked as she looked out the window, she just wanted to get home, sleep this off and pray this was just a dream. I don't think it's that simple Judegy. Bonnie grimaced. "Don't call me that… and can't you speak?" I can but this is so much fun. It was fun for Damon but for Bonnie this was just a really serious invasion of privacy. "You never answered my question." This is most of the makings of a blood bound except your suppose to exchange blood between vampire and the human three times and it was only twice…
Bonnie sighed as she glared down at her dress. Not only did he tear her bra to shreds but also her underwear and dress, she was literally wearing rags. I said I was sorry. Bonnie jut glared at him then stared down at her dress sadly She didn't buy anything, she barely brought any food, for two months just to afford this dress. Look I'll take you shopping for a new dress. Bonnie glared at him. "Grams always told me not to accept a thing from a man who isn't my dad because they well always want something in return." Damon smirked. She's a smart woman then, how about I just give you the money then? Bonnie folded her arms and eyed him warily. "I'll accept it if you use your words to talk to me." Well I guess you don't want the money then. "Well I guess I don't." Damon frowned as he glanced at Bonnie, he forgot how stubborn and independent she is, while some girls would have given in she held her ground, he may not like her much but he respects her.
"Here then." He said as he put the money on her lap. "100? If the dress coasted 100 dollars I wouldn't be depressed about it." Damon rolled his eyes. "Fine then how much was it?" Bonnie sighed sadly, she wanted another drink now, she had cared for this dress like it was her baby. "680 dollars, It was discounted." It was Vera Wang so you know that was cheap. Seriously depressed over a dress. Bonnie glared at Damon. "It was a really pretty Vera Wang dress that I worked hard to get without any help, it's the most expensive then I've ever bought!" Damon just closed his mouth and chucked it off as a 'girl thing'. "Fine I'll give you the money." Bonnie rolled her eyes at Damon's reply, she was going home as soon as possible to find a spell for this…
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"Why isn't there a spell for this!" Bonnie moaned as she closed the 20th grimoire, none of them had anything that described what was going. It was like their minds were blended as one, whatever Damon thought Bonnie could hear it, whatever she thought Damon could hear it, now Damon didn't even need an invite to come into her home! Totally privacy invasion! Stop getting your thong in a bunch. Bonnie got up and snatched her underwear from Damon. "I thought you were going to use your words now and stay out of my stuff!" Damon smirked at her and pulled out another one. "First it was a see through teddy and now a leather corset, why did Jeremy cheat on you again?" Bonnie wanted to give him an aneurism but she couldn't because there minds were 'one' and that meant if she did give him one she'd actually be giving them both one and because she didn't have a healing factor the spell was useless, damn.
"Elena and Caroline gave them because they said I'd feel good wearing stuff like that under my cloths." That wasn't true instead it seemed like every guy was staring at her like they knew what she had on under her cloths, it was unnerving. "Bonnie guys stare at you because your hot, you probably just didn't notice it before." Bonnie raised an eye and backed away warily. Did Damon just give her a compliment? So the world really is going to end in 2012. "I can be nice." Bonnie rolled her eyes and stuffed her things back into her draw. "Yea, to everyone but me. With me its always 'Judegy we have a problem so fix it'." She doesn't even get a 'thank you' or a pat on the back, they just ask her if it'll work like they're doubting her abilities then they move on.
Damon hated it when witches get like this, you ask them to do a few spells and then they start felling used and abused She shouldn't even be thinking about this because she's doing it for Elena. Bonnie, who had heard his thought, sat up with a huff. "Excuse me?" Oh shit. Was all Damon could say before the verbal onslaught began. "A few spells? A few spells? You call me damn near every day to do spells and then after it's done you practically throw me out! It takes time to recover from spells which is something you guys don't let me do!" Well Bonnie was letting out all her pint up anger Damon was wondering when she was going to notice that anything that wasn't bolted to the flower as levitating, which was pretty much everything in her room, and there was a raging storm outside.
"Bonnie you need to calm down-" Bonnie glared at him, if she could find a way to inflict harm on him then she would, she didn't even care if it hurt her. She was on a high and didn't feel like coming down. "Bonnie look at what the hell you're doing!" Bonnie paused and looked at all the things that were levitating, with a sigh she began to put everything to their proper place. Damon looked at her with shock; he didn't know the witch was capable of doing that. Bonnie just shook her head and ran for her bathroom where she proceeded to throw up what she had for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
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"What the hell was that." Damon asked as she stepped out of the bathroom, she just moaned and walked to her bed while holding her stomach, it felt like she'd start throwing up again if she even blinked to fast. "What was what?" Damon rolled his eyes. "When you throw a magical temper tantrum then threw up your dinner." Bonnie just sighed and got under her covers slowly where she just stayed there curled up into a ball. "My powers are tied to my emotions, if I get angry then my powers start acting up. It's harder now because my powers keep getting stronger and now if I get mad then they start acting up." She finally understood why Emily seemed so emotionless to her, if she was one of the strongest witches in the Bennett line then she probably couldn't even get the tiniest bit mad or else someone would end up dead.
Damon perked up at that thought. "Emily! I bet she has something to do with this!" Bonnie frowned and set up slowly. "Why are you blaming Emily?" Damon pulled on his leather jacket. "Because this is Emily, I bet you a she has everything to do with this." Bonnie looked at him then sighed, she doubted Emily had anything to do with this but maybe she knew what was going on. "Let me get my jacket."
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As soon as she stepped into the house she could hear the witches gossiping excitedly. They're here… One dead witch whispered. It worked then. Another whispered. You know I always thought they had potential, I love those stories about the couple going from hating each other to loving each other.Ok that one scared her. Oh stop it Betty this is no romantic matter! This is serious business. Ok so maybe Emily did have something to do with this. "Emily we need to talk." Was what she said as soon as she stepped into the basement. "Bonnie what are you doing here? I didn't call you." Bonnie sighed at Stefan and stepped into the middle of the room, God he's an asshole! "Emily!"
The gossiping witches went silent. Yes? Bonnie took a deep breath as she heard her dead ancestor speak in her mind. "Did you really cause this to happen?" Yes I did. Bonnie moaned and Damon smirked. Told you she had something to do with this! Bonnie rolled her eyes. Shut up Damon! "What's going on here?" Stefan asked, Bonnie ignored him because his demanding attitude was starting to get on her nerves. Damon was just looking back and forth between them with a smirk, he was glad that there was someone on the face of the earth that perfered him over Stefan that was still alive. "Why did you do this with Damon Salvatore of all people!" I know you heard it right? That nagging voice in the back of your head whispering that you wouldn't make it out alive when this mess was over, that was your psychic instinct trying to warn you that you were actually going to die. There are other Bennett witches such as Lucy but they aren't from the main line, they won't be as powerful as you will be or anyone from the main line every will so you need to live to keep the line powerful and our secrets safe. Bonnie huffed.
"So you bind me to him? Why not Caroline, I wouldn't mind sharing a mind with her." As much as Caroline would have tried to protect you she just wouldn't have been powerful enough, the only people fit to for the job was Stefan or Damon. One of those horny bastards would have made a move on you eventually, which would have allowed me to do the spell, Damon was just the first to do it. Bonnie cringed at the thought of being connected to Stefan, he was being a bigger ass to her then Damon was... at the moment, Bonnie just knew that Damon would do something to tick her of again. "But why did you have to wait until we were…" Bonnie didn't want to say it in front of her ancestor, it felt like she was shaming her for giving in to her desires. "Wait until we were having sex."
Screw you Damon! Bonnie said as she glared at him. You already did that last night. "You two had sex?" Stefan asked with smirk on his face, he was trying not to laugh at the thought of it. "Yea we did, and f.y.i Bonnie is a freak in-" Bonnie cut him off. "SHUT UP!" Sorry there wasn't any better choices, believe me I would have picked Caroline for you in a heartbeat, but they were the only two vampires close enough to you stood a chance of seducing you willingly into bed that were strong enough for the job. Great, now I feel easy. "Let me get this straight, you two slept together and now Emily bound you two together like a blood bond? This is hilarious!" Bonnie glared at Stefan, at least someone got humor out of it. I do too! Bonnie moaned again, she was getting a headache. "So why do we have to share our minds constantly?"
That increases the chances of you living, if you two are constantly connected then you two well eventually realize that the other isn't so bad and he well want to save you because he wants too and not because he feels obligated too. Bonnie took a deep breath, Emily was trying to help her but she was only making things worse for her. You'll thank me later, besides I did what I had too to protect what's mine. Yea I know, protect your family at all cost, but with a vampire? … There is something I can do to make this a little… easier on you. I could grant you two the ability to stop the mind sharing for a few hours, but you will regret this later on, in the future. Do you still want this?Bonnie frowned, why would she regret having privacy if only for a few hours? "I want it!"
…Fine then, now all you have to do is put up a mental shield and you'll be able to block each other for a few hours… Bonnie sighed and concentrated as hard as she could and everything went quiet… " Thanks Emily, I have my mind back!" I wouldn't be thinking her just yet young one. The witch that told 'Betty' said. Oh can't we do something about what's going to happen? What if they never move past it, all that potential love will be wasted.Bonnie could tell that Betty had a thing for romance, why she saw potential in her and Damon she'll never know. No we must not, we are not even allowed to do this much, we are abusing our power from the other side. Bonnie frowned and concentrated on the conversation the witches were having.
"What is it?" Damon asked as he walked towards Bonnie. But Emily I know you want to save her, she is your descendent too."I think something bad will happen but I'm not sure who they're talking about…" I could only save one and I have already made that choice… That's when everything went quiet. "I think they were talking about a Bennett witch but I'm not sure who…" Bonnie sighed, but smiled when she realized how quiet her head was. She walked out of the house with Damon right on her tail. "Have a nice time love birds, don't do anything I wouldn't!" Stefan called out as he began laughing, this was going to be just as dramatic as daytime soaps. "Don't worry, I won't rip her apart then feel guilty and piece her back together." Stefan stopped laughing and glared at Damon, obviously that was still a sore topic.
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Where are you? Bonnie bit her lip nervously as she texted her dad, she needed him right now because everything's a giant mess. Sorry honey my flight got delayed because of the weather, I won't leave until tomorrow night. Bonnie groaned put her head on the counter. "This one's on the house." Bonnie looked up and smiled at Matt as he sat a shot of patron down next to her head. "Did I have that 'I need a drink' look on my face?" He smiled sadly and nodded. "Your dad's not coming is he?" Bonnie shook her head no, her dad was never here when she wanted him to like when grams died, a few hours after the funeral he went on a trip leaving Bonnie no choice but to seek comfort in her Aunt. But when she wishes he were on a trip he stays, like when Bonnie had to fake her death. She told him she was staying at Elena's and she almost got caught up in that lie so many times. Matt always knew when she having dad troubles, she feels guilty that she's been neglecting their friendship.
"Mattie lets talk, we haven't talked in a while." Matt chuckled at his old nickname and went around the bar to sit next to her. "Have you talked to Caroline yet?" Oh crap, CarolinexMattxTyler drama, must avoid! "Yea her dad had already died, I just held her while she cried…" It killed her seeing her best friend in so much pain, they definitely needed a girls night now. "And that bastard isn't even here." Matt said bitterly, Bonnie winced. "I found my mom today." CarolinexMattxTyler drama avoided! "Really?" Matt asked in shook, Bonnie nodded and downed her drink. "Yup, she told me why she had to leave and then she knocked me out with herbs." Matt stared at her in shock so Bonnie continued. "Yup, I had to tell her the location of the coffins where or they would kill her son."
Matt poured her another shot. "Her son? She has a son?" Bonnie nodded sadly. "Well not by blood but since she adopted him he's still her son." Bonnie downed her drink, it hurt to know that while Bonnie was wondering what was so bad about her that made her mother run away from her while her mother was off raising another kid, blood related or not the kid had still spent a hell of a lot more time with her. "Man what the hell happened to us? Why can't we ever just be happy." Bonnie shrugged, talking about this was making her depressed. "So what about you?" Matt shrugged. "I'm trying to do good in school so I can go to the University of Florida." Bonnie nodded her head, and smirked. "Still trying to get into the Florida Gators huh?" Matt nodded and grinned. "Yea, they're the best college football team ever, if I can get into there I know I can go pro."
Bonnie smiled, it was nice to know that someone was following their dreams. "What about you? Still trying for Rhode Island school for design?" Bonnie shrugged and looked down at her empty glass sadly, she used to love anything that had to do with art. She drew she painted she took photos she even danced because it looked so beautiful, like a form of art. "Well things have been hectic…" Matt was quiet as realization hit him. "Bonnie I know your saving Mystic falls a lot but you still need to focus on yourself every once in a while, don't lose who you are." Bonnie nodded her head and sighed. "That's the best advice I've had in a while, I'm leaving now, I need some sleep." Matt nodded and watched her walk out of the door, Bonnie just thought about how long it's been since she drew anything while she looked for her keys. "Little witch." Bonnie frowned and looked up from her purse. "What are you doing here Damon?" He just shrugged but Bonnie could tell that something seemed... off about him. "What happened."
"Nothing happened." Bonnie just tsked and shook her head. "What did I tell you about lying to a witch?" Damon was quiet while Bonnie continued to look for her keys, she stopped digging through her bag and dug her hand into her back pocket, it's always the last place you think to look. "Stefan punched me because I kissed Elena." Bonnie, who was in the middle of unlocking her car, turned around to face him. "Do you want my honest opinion?" Damon shrugged. "Shoot." Bonnie nodded and braced herself, she wasn't going to sugar coat this. "You deserved that punch and a whole lot more. What you did was wrong and you know it. If Elena would've kissed you this would've been a different matter because you wouldn't have had control over it, but what you did to your brother is wrong! He gave up happiness and Elena twice for you, that was a selfish move and its total betrayal." That's when Damon let his mental block go and Bonnie could feel his emotions, she gasped and took a step back, it was like he was feeling too much Everything was just so intense like every human emotion was amplified and put inside him, no human could ever feel this much.
"You don't understand, I love her Bonnie. And Stefan did those things on his own, I didn't ask him to give up his life for me. Stefan always gets everything he wants while I'm always second." That's when images flashed through her head, images of Damon taken beatings over something Stefan did but his father didn't seem to care. Everyone in the house had favored Stefan over him and he couldn't understand why. Even the woman in town favored Stefan to Damon and he was the perfect gentlemen. Bonnie could understand where he was coming from, for once in his life he wanted to be better then his brother but this just felt so wrong to her.
Seeing two brothers fighting over a girl who was in love with both brothers. "Ok you love her, big deal. Stefan is your blood brother! He loves you and when you love someone you'd give up your life for them whether they ask you to or not, because you love them enough to want them happy at the expensive of your own happiness. You love your brother, don't deny it, and he loves you too so why are you fighting over a girl!" Honestly why doesn't Elena see the effect she's having on their relationship? In the beginning she was the reason why they were starting to reconnect their friendship but now she's destroying their relationship and she doesn't even see it.
Siblings is totally wasted on the wrong people, growing up Bonnie had always been lonely and wished to have a younger sister to take care of, or an older brother to watch over her but instead she'd have to make do with Caro and Lena, not that she minded. Bonnie turned around to unlock her car while Damon thought about her words, the whole thing really did seem so pointless to her and Damon could feel it. She opened her car and slid in, intent on just going home and sleeping when Damon pushed her into the passenger's seat. "What the hell Damon!" She said as she watched Damon set in the drivers seat. "I'm driving because I can tell you've been drinking, don't you know the dangers of driving when you've had a few drinks?" Bonnie frowned and handed him the keys, she then got into a comfortable position and started to drift when… "God dammit I've got homework to do!"
Damon smirked as he watched Bonnie silently fume and rant about how stupid Geometry is and that she doesn't care about American Government. Today's been a hard day and all she wanted was to forget about it, lets not forget the fact that she still doesn't have her powers back. Bonnie may have lied when she said she only found her mother for help on a spell and her feelings may have gotten a little hurt, she might have wanted to get to know her better but that all stopped when her mother drugged her and took her powers to protect her other child who she loved more then her. Stupid bitch. "So meeting mommy dearest didn't go according to plan right?" Bonnie glared at Damon, she wasn't angry at him but she was just angry period. That fact that her mother was raising some other kid while Bonnie was left being jealous of Elena and Caroline's moms because they loved their daughters to death.
"Bonnie don't sweat about it, you are doing just fine without her and you will be doing fine even if you never see her again. And btw her son was ugly anyway." Bonnie started to laugh. "Did you just say btw?" A pause. "You saw him?" Damon rolled his eyes. "Through your thoughts." Bonnie sighed and laid her head back down on the window, that's when she suddenly got a bad feeling. Bonnie frowned and sat up as she tried to think about what could have given her this feeling, whenever she had a bad feeling about something that meant something bad was going to go down and someone could end up dead. "So you get feelings like that all the time? It's freaky" Damon asked as he zoomed down the streets to her house. "Yea, if you think this is bad you should see my dreams." God did she hate those damn dreams… "So Bonnie… about last night." Bonnie raised an eyebrow and stared at Damon, she never thought that he would be the one to bring it up, Bonnie wanted to but then she'd imagine the awkwardness and she'd change her mind.
"What about it?" Damon looked her in the eye. "Was that the last time?" Bonnie shrugged. "Do you want it to be the last time?" Damon shrugged. "Do you want it to be the last time?" Bonnie frowned at him. "I asked you first." Damon smirked at her. "Actually I asked you first, you just answered my question with another question." Bonnie shrugged, she didn't think about it much today but the thought about them having sex just seemed… wrong. "I wouldn't mind it if we… became friends with benefits." Bonnie bit her lip timidly. "Wouldn't we have to be friends first?" Damon shrugged and tried to act like everything was fine but secretly he didn't want her to reject him, not that he'd ever tell her that but he didn't need to because she could feel it. "Damon this it just… wrong! You're a vampire I'm witch, we don't see eye to eye at all. And you are in love with another girl, that other girl happens to be my best friend who's in love with you and her boyfriend."
Damon just rolled his eyes as he pulled into her driveway. "That sounds like a bunch of excuses to me, why don't you have a little fun." Bonnie shook hr head and looked him in the eye as seriously as she could. "Because when it comes to things like this I don't have fun. When I get with someone it's usually with a guy I know I won't have feelings for and I won't see him again because when I get into a relationship I fall hard and fast. When I sleep with a guy more then once it's because we are together." Damon just sighed and shook his head sadly. "Bonnie it's just a friends with benefits thing it's easy." Damon huffed and rolled her eyes, he just didn't understand at all. "Look Damon for me it's not easy, I fall in love easily." She blushed after she said it and she casted her eyes down. She was pretty sure that if they did start this friends with benefits thing then she'd start to fall in love with him and she'd be forced to watch as he and her best friend had eye sex, and maybe even real sex… not that she'd be watching that, with each other.
"I don't want to be in love with you because that'd only leave me with a broken heart and I'm not over my last one." Hell just froze over because she was telling all of this to Damon Salvatore instead of her best friends, she got the feeling that back at the witch house Emily was smirking at them. "Bonnie…" She looked up from her lap at the sound of his voice and watched as his face inched closer and closer to hers, his eyes were soft and tender. "Damon don't-" When his lips connected with hers that electrical rush washed through her but this time it left her with a tender feeling rather then the rare passion it did last night. I'll be gentle, I promise. Damon didn't know what the hell came over him but he wasn't fighting it, and he didn't forget what Bonnie said about falling in love with him, in fact the thought of Bonnie being in love with him didn't scare him nearly as much as it should have.
A warm tender feeling came over him and it unnerved him because he wasn't use to feeling… warm and tender. When he felt something it was always passionate and overwhelming but this was different, and before Damon lost himself in the moment he vowed to find out whatever the hell was happening to him. Damon pulled Bonnie from her seat and now she was straddling him as their lips moved against each other's softly and slowly. Bonnie moaned and ground her hips into his already rock hard erection, his hands rested on her hips as she rocked into him and kissed him lazily. This was completely different from last night, last night their kisses were rough and hard but this was the complete opposite of that.
Bonnie moaned as Damon kissed down to her neck, his hands were trailing down her stomach and to her- "BONNIE!" Bonnie gasped and looked out the window, there stood a tall muscular man who was glaring at them trough the window with a red face and gritted teeth. "Daddy!" Bonnie squeaked out as she jumped back into the passengers seat quicker then a vampire could have. Damon was thankful he was a vampire and didn't have to worry about her father beating his ass to death. "Get. In. The. House."
Chapter song is Dance floor anthem (I don't wanna be in love) by the Good Charlotte! I know there wasn't smut in this chapter and there was BARELY a lime but maybe there'll be some for next chapter for you :D This story has a plot so there will be some chapters without lemons. And is TVD trying to fuck with my stories? Seriously I had to rewrite this whole god dammit chapter :( It's like they are personally making sure that they are putting huge dents into Bamon fics!