Juliet heard the loud banging at her door. Juliet had called in from work today and sat in her pajamas all day and did nothing but mope. She continued to sit on her counter in her small kitchen, and ate the chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream from the carton. Tears ran down her cheeks as she placed the spoon in her mouth and the cool dessert did nothing to soothe her soul.

"Damn it Jules open this door!" she closed her eyes when she heard Shawn's voice filter through the hardwood front door to her apartment. She looked down pulling a decidedly huge chunk of ice cream onto the metal spoon and placed it into her mouth.

"G-go away Shawn." she forced out amidst the lump in her throat, and the ice cream even to her own ears it sounded wobbly at best.

"Not a chance Jules. Now open up or I will wake up all your neighbors by singing Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely by the Backstreet Boys."

"Go away Shawn!" she shouted this time much more angrily. Why wouldn't he just drop it?

"SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONE-LLLLLY. IS THIS THE FEEL LIIIIIIIING I NEED TO WALK WITH!" Juliet closed her eyes at the terribly out of tune rendition of that song she had ever heard. She eyed the clock and saw it was well past midnight and most of her neighbors were elderly and wouldn't like it that Shawn was screeching like a dying cat out there trying to get her to open up. She hopped down and stomped her way over to the door, and opened it just a bit. "THERE'S SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING ELSE…..heart!" he ended lamely when she stood there unimpressed by the song.

"Shawn please stop singing."

"Sorry I don't know many Backstreet Boys songs. Now if you asked Boys II Men, or New Kids on the Block then I'd be rocking it out."

"Shawn just go home."

"No." he put a hand to the door and pushed. She held her ground and tried to push the door shut.

"Go away." she snapped.

"No Jules we need to talk about what happened." he made a face and let out a grunt. "Damn Jules you are you made of tin?" he whined struggling to push the door open.

"I don't want too. And tin isn't that strong not compared to steel." she corrected him and closed her eyes, and used all her might and shoved hard on the door trying to keep him on the outside.

"You sound like Gus now." he sighed and Juliet wished she could roll her eyes at him right now. But concentrated on keeping him out. She wanted to wallow in her self pity in peace. "Ouch." he whined and she immediately stopped and slid the door open wide so she could inspect him.

"Shawn are you alright?" she asked immediately concerned she had hurt him yet again. Shawn took the opportunity to slide into her apartment. Juliet narrowed her eyes on him and realized she had been duped. "Shawn you, you jerk." she growled as she slammed her door shut.

"Well I had to play an underhanded tactic Jules you weren't going to let me in. And where did you get those muscles Jules? Its incredibly hot, how strong you are." he smiled but when she did nothing more then glare at him his smile died on his lips and he shrugged. "We need to talk this out."

"No we don't."

"Yeah we do, you think I am just going to let you break up with me for a dumb reason?"

"Dumb reason? Dumb reason! Wow Shawn thanks for insulting me." she growled as she went to walk past him. He sighed and grabbed at her arm. "Let go of me Shawn!" he did as she asked and looked at her.

"Jules you can't break up with me because I got hurt on a case!" he sighed. Her eyes immediately went to his arm where the psycho lady had taken a knife to his arm. He had needed some stitches but that was it.

"I can when I put you in that danger!" his eyes softened when he finally got to the reason why she was pushing him away. How the hell did she view it as her fault?

"Jules its not your fault why I got stabbed. And its not even that bad, sure I whined when it happened but I had just wanted your sympathy. Its really not that bad I promise, next week I get the stitches out."

"You don't get it Shawn. I should've been the one there not you! I let you go there because I figured she wasn't the culprit, and thought I was right and you were wrong. Because of my stubbornness she attacked you. It is my fault. I am a cop and I am a detective I had taken an oath to uphold the law. And I nearly lost you because of my stupidity." she turned from him and walked to the kitchen and grabbed the ice cream carton. He watched as she hopped onto the kitchen counter and plopped the spoon into her mouth as tears fell down her cheeks.

"Okay I see why you are upset but I don't get why you broke up with me!" he said trying his best puppy dog eyes at her. She didn't even look at him she continued looking at her bare feet that swung back and forth high off the tiled floor.

"Shawn just drop it." she whispered still not looking at him.

"No because I don't want to drop it. Jules it has taken us five long years to get together. We have been in this relationship for a little over six months and you just want me to let you go because of some psycho chick running at me with a butcher knife? How is that any different then when they hold me at gunpoint or any other time I get myself into trouble?"

"ITS JUST DIFFERENT THIS TIME!" she cried and Shawn heard the soft sob escape her.

"Because it was your fault that I was there?"

"YES. So you see you deserve to be with a woman that doesn't put her own selfish needs and wants above you. I should've listened to you. I should've put aside my need to be right because it doesn't matter who solves it or whose right as long as the culprit is caught. But not me no I had to beat you just this once, and it almost cost you your life." she flung the carton into the sink next to her and buried her face in her small hands and cried. Shawn walked over to her slowly afraid that she would push him away again. He walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her slightly trembling body and held her. She seemed to cry harder with him trying to comfort her but he didn't care. He began rubbing his hands on her back trying to soothe and gently rocked her.

"Jules it was never your fault." he said quietly. "Its alright to be competitive I thought you were incredibly sexy getting in my face and a few times I thought about forgetting about our rule of no touching at the police station. I had wanted to tear your pantsuit off and have my way with you." he whispered in her ear. "I never listen to anyone Jules so even if you had told me to stay away from crazy Daria I wouldn't have. Which most likely you'd have skinned me alive for. But my little snuggle bunny it wouldn't ever be your fault. How can you blame yourself when I would never?" She sat back and looked deep into his eyes.

"Shawn…"

"Jules don't be a sour pineapple that someone threw away, of course I don't blame you."

"Shawn did you just pull a 'Gus don't be a…' on me?" she asked sweetly with a small ghost of a smile on her lips.

"Maybe, but you deserved it Jules." he eyed her with a small smile. "So are we back together?" he pulled his lower lip out and gave her his best pout. "You know you miss me, and can't live without me."

"Shawn we had been broken up for barely twelve hours."

"And you broke up with me on a text no less."

"Shawn you are too persuasive if I had tried in person." he cocked a brow high. He moved in and nuzzled her neck a little.

"So we are back together right?" he asked again wanting confirmation from her that she was once more alright.

"Yes, we are back together again. I should never have tried to push you away Shawn."

"Good because babycakes you are stuck with me."

"Babycakes?" she arched her brow as she looked at him.

"So we can have some hot makeup sex now?" he whispered against her neck peppering light kisses up and down her column of her neck. She shivered at the caress. He pushed her legs apart and stepped between them to get closer and she sighed into him as she leaned down and kissed him. He let his hands into her hair and yanked her tie out of her hair, and her hair cascaded around them. His right hand cupped her neck while the other brushed her cheek almost lovingly. Juliet poured all her emotions into that one kiss and she struggled to suck in breath through her nose. Her nostrils flared when it became almost downright impossible to breathe he pushed away. She gasped some breath in, and he ran his hands up her thighs and then wrapped his arms around her waist and helped her down. She pushed back.

"Wait Shawn I don't think this is the time for sex." she said sternly and he chuckled.

"Why not?" she tapped her bare foot against the tiled floor and pointed at his arm. He looked at his forearm and then at her. "Because of my arm? Wow Jules." he chuckled.

"What's so funny?" she demanded and he ignored her and swooped in and yanked her to him. She let out a startled squeak and he leaned his head down and captured her mouth. Her hands laid on his shoulders and he angled his head and pushed his tongue past her lips and delved into her sweet tasting mouth. He pulled back. "You taste like mint." he sighed.

"I had some chocolate mint ice cream too." she sighed when he walked her slowly backwards against the refrigerator. He smiled when he dipped his head again to taste her. "mmmmmm." he sighed as his tongue searched the inner recesses of her mouth and her tongue finally decided to join the fun and met his. He let his hands trail up her sides and brush her nipples. She gasped into his mouth and he repeated the action and immediately felt a response. Her arms wrapped around his neck. He pulled out of the kiss and licked his tongue down her chin, down her neck and just to where her small pajama neckline sat. He grabbed the hem of her small gray t-shirt and yanked it over her head. He palmed her breasts and began flicking her now hardening peaks with his thumb and index fingers. Her head leaned back against the refrigerator and she leaned her back against it and her entire body jumped at the coolness. He leaned his head down and took a peak into his mouth and began flicking it with his tongue, while he continued to pluck the other harder with his fingers. She moaned and her hands went into his hair and held him to her as he continued to shower her one breast with loving care from his mouth. He wrapped his free hand around her, and placed his hand wide open at the small of her back just above her cute little butt, and pulled her into him letting her feel exactly how much he cared for her.

She sighed at the contact of his hardening erection with her belly and he pulled away from her breast. She let out a soft moan of protest and tried to push his head back to her breast, but he smiled as he licked his tongue to her other nipple that was awaiting the same wonderful attention he had poured on the other. He began twisting her other nipple that was wet from his care and he heard the quick intake of small pain and pleasure. He bit on the tip and sucked hard and she let out a soft moan of his name and he felt her hands sneak under the back of his shirt and rake her fingernails up his back causing little goosebumps to stir. He felt her begin rhythmically rubbing and grinding against him. He let go of her breast and let out a soft groan of his own. She was much shorter then he was without her any shoes on. She had to lean her head back slightly to look up at him.

"Shawn I want you." he smiled down at her and kissed her again. His hands immediately going to her red and pink flannel pajama bottoms and pushed them down off of her slender hips. When he didn't feel the waistband to her panties he pushed away and groaned harshly.

"Damn Jules no underwear." he sighed as he eyed her completely naked form. She laughed softly. He began littering her body with kisses and then he slowly got to his knees. He laved her cute little belly button with his tongue.

"Shawn you have too many clothes on." she whispered grabbing at his soft baby blue polo shirt. He lifted his hands and let her yank it up and over his head. Her eyes fell to the obvious bulge in his dark blue denim jeans. He smiled up at her, and then licked his lips.

"Let me show you how much I want you to be selfish with your needs." he whispered lifting her right leg over his shoulder. Juliet moaned harshly when she watched Shawn lean forward and breathe lightly near her core.

"Oh god Shawn." she moaned when she felt a small lick of his tongue against her thigh.

"What do you want?" he whispered ignoring her sex that was beginning to tingle in need. Juliet's hips came off away from the refrigerator a little seeking his mouth. His head snapped back a little from the force of her thrust but he lifted his left hand and placed it on her belly and pushed her back. He looked up at her. "I want you to say it."

"Shawn…"

"Say you need this Jules. Say you need to feel my mouth on you." He kissed her hip. His right hand on her thigh that was over his shoulder, and his other on her belly which was holding her against the refrigerator.

"I need you Shawn."

"To do what? Tell me Jules I want to please you." her hand went into his hair and sifted his thick and soft hair through her fingers.

"Taste me." she whispered quietly.

"Say it louder." he licked his tongue up and down the inside of her thigh never quite moving where she needed him the most. "Its okay sweetheart at wanting to be selfish."

"TASTE ME." she forced out and he sighed as he leaned forward and did as she wanted. He first touched her with the tip of his tongue and her entire body jolted as if he had just electrocuted her. Her hand in his hair twisted and some of his hair was pulled. He felt a lick of pain in his scalp but ignored it, as he caressed her lovingly. He felt the muscles in her thigh on his shoulder contract a little and her hips tried to surge forward again to seek more of his mouth. Shawn pushed her back a little so he could continue to pleasure her without her orgasm rushing an end of this too soon. He wanted to prolong this for her as long as he could. He wanted her to realize that it was only natural to want to be selfish sometimes. He felt her leg that was over his shoulder curve into his back as if trying to pull him forward. He opened his mouth and pulled her swollen little nub into his mouth and sucked. He listened to her scream and Shawn let her pull him forward now. He hoped she would understand this. She had now both hands in his hair holding him to her and he tried to keep a steady rhythm. He struggled to make sure he evened out his breathing as he sucked and licked and nuzzled and generally just drove her insane with need. "OOH SHAWN." she gasped and he knew she was close.

Shawn swirled her clit around with his tongue, and let his left hand wander down and he slid his middle finger deep inside her wet heat. He moaned hotly into her core at how incredibly wet she had become. Shawn inserted another finger and began pulling out and then plunging them in to mimic what he desperately wanted to do with his cock. Shawn heard her cries getting more frenzied and her hands clutched tightly at his head and he heard a loud scream of his name and he felt her clit quiver and her vaginal muscles clenched tightly around his fingers. He licked and nuzzled her as he allowed her to ride out her orgasm. When it finally began fading he slid his fingers slowly out of her wet heat, and slowly sat back. He smiled up at her.

"Now that was amazing." he sighed as he slowly stood up.

"Shut the fuck up." she growled and he almost laughed at her language but didn't get the chance when she yanked him into a deep kiss. He slid her his tongue and hoped she could taste herself on his lips. Her hands went immediately to his belt buckle. She had it open and his zipper down in a matter of seconds. He leaned back and looked down.

"Damn Jules." he sighed when she shoved at his jeans desperately wanting them off of him they fell to his ankles.

"Bed now." he smiled at her and shook his head.

"How about right here." he pushed back and pulled down his black boxer briefs so his erection could spring forward. He needed to bury himself inside her heat, the act of giving her oral had left him trembling with need. He thanked his lucky stars he had made himself stay in his jeans, or he'd had taken her well before he gave her that orgasm. Her small hands wrapped around him and it was his turn to groan.

"Get inside me now." she demanded as she hooked a leg around his hip.

"Condom." he groaned not sure if he could hold out much longer before he just plunged into her.

"Pill remember." she moaned as he grabbed her hips and tried to pull him towards her. Shawn grabbed himself and guided his aching cock to her wet entrance, and decided to torture them both. He leaned down and kissed her and rubbed just his tip against her opening, he growled in her mouth the need to plunge into her wet and slick heat was almost overwhelming. She pushed out of the kiss and let her head fall against his shoulder. "Oh god Shawn please get inside me I need you."

"I love you so much." he whispered as he slowly pushed himself further inside her at a slow meticulous pace. She believed in his words as a soft cry was ripped from her throat as he slowly almost lovingly slid to the hilt inside her touching her deeply and not just sexually. Tears threatened and she kept her eyes closed not wanting him to see exactly what this encounter was doing to her. She squirmed a little when he panted but did not move within her. Her leg was hitched high around his waist and her other was supporting her weight, while he had one hand on her ass, and the other against the refrigerator behind her. "Look at me Jules." he said raggedly between pants of air as he struggled to not move inside her. Juliet didn't want too but she couldn't bear not too. Juliet finally opened her eyes and brought them up to his beautiful hazel orbs and he could see the tears. He could see directly into her soul and she felt so extremely full of him she couldn't tear her eyes away from his. Her hands desperately held onto his shoulders as it became almost unbearable to not move to not seek their pleasure. But she did not break the eye contact. The small skin above his upper lip was now perspiring she knew what it was costing him at not taking his own pleasure. "I. DO. NOT. BLAME. YOU." he said slowly amongst the labored breathing.

"I-I know." she forced out. She let her hands wander down to his ass and she dug her nails into his skin trying to force him to move. She needed him to move damn it. He hissed in slight pain but he his cock stayed buried to the hilt inside her unmoving.

"Promise me Jules." he moaned as he leaned his head against her shoulder. "P-promise me you'll never blame yourself."

"I-I love you S-Shawn." she forced through her own need to feel him move inside her. "I-I p-pro-oh-mise you." she forced out as she struggled to breathe as she moved her hips gently to maybe get the show on the road. She hoped it assured him and she heard a loud moan and he leaned down and kissed her desperately. He grabbed at her other leg and lifted her up and she wrapped them snuggly around him. Both of his hands cradled her ass, as he slowly pulled out of her.

"But y-your wound." she gasped as he braced her back against the cool surface of the refrigerator. He held himself so just his tip was inside her, and she cried out and wrapped an arm around his neck. He eyed her and suddenly he slammed his cock as deep and as hard as he could go. Her breath caught and she squirmed at being so filled with him. She trembled in his arms as he held her tightly in his arms. "Harder Shawn." she begged as she bit his earlobe and tugged.

"I'll be making sure you forget about my wound soon enough." he said as he pulled out just to slam back into her harder and deeper then before. Her back and hips crashed into the refrigerator with a loud thud almost beating out the loud cry of his name that was torn from her lips. Juliet clutched at his shoulders, her nails now digging in his skin causing dark crescent shaped marks.

"O-oh Shawn." she moaned as he pulled out and plunged back in powerfully. Juliet had never been fucked so vigorously before. Shawn was pounding himself away inside her and all she could do was hang on and enjoy the ride. "SHAWN." his name was shouted as he kept ramming his cock into her mercilessly. Juliet felt the tightening in her loins, she could feel the tension spiraling tighter in the pit of her stomach and she thrust her hips forward to take as much of him inside her. She was desperate for that orgasm that was now moving ever closer.

"Like that Jules!" he moaned into her ear. She answered him with a loud scream of his name as he continued pumping into her body. "Feel me take you." he whispered savagely into her ear. His breath getting much more labored. She heard a steady slap of their sweaty bodies meeting one another's and both their sighs and moans mixed together.

"Oh god yes Shawn, keep doing th-aaaaat!" she ended on yet another scream, but he didn't respond to her verbally, but answered her as he held her hips tighter so that every time he thrust into her she felt the thrust that much more. He concentrated hard on thrusting his penis in and out of her as hard and as fast as he could go. She was so damn wet, so slick, so hot, so perfect he couldn't get enough of her. He felt her body shudder under his hands and he felt her inner walls begin to clamp onto his straining cock. He ignored the sensation and never let up on his brutal pounding of his cock in her. He knew her orgasm was just on the threshold. "Uh….uh…Sh-Shawn!" his name was torn out of her throat she sobbed as her entire body convulsed against his.

He gasped out his answer to her, as he kept thrusting into her brutally loving the cries of his name being ripped from her. He drove into her over and over and over again as his own groans were mixing with her sobs of his name, and knew he was close to his own orgasm. He held her sweat slicked hips tight as he pounded her sex with his, just seconds before he was about to come she tightened her legs around his waist and whispered that she loved him. Shawn let out a guttural shout as he came. He felt his cum spurt into her waiting body, her orgasm milking his until both of them sagged heavily against the refrigerator. Shawn panted, while Juliet tried gulping in much needed air her head lulled against his sweat slicked chest.

"I can't move." he gasped as he panted in air trying to regulate his breathing. He leaned heavily into her and was using his one arm to hold them up.

"I love you Shawn." she kissed his sweaty cheek and smiled deliriously at him. She felt him pull out of her and she sighed at the emptiness she now felt without him filling her so deeply. He lethargically flicked his shoes off and tugged his jeans down. He slowly pulled his black boxer briefs back up and stared at her. His hair was delightfully rumpled from where she head clutched. He licked his lips and the look of satisfaction mirrored her own. He walked slowly towards her his breathing becoming more regular while her own was finally coming back to normal. She tried to move but felt a little wobbly like her knees were made of rubber from her recent orgasm. It had been a mind numbing incredible orgasm she had never before experienced.

"I love you too Jules. And damn was that incredible. Best sex EVEEEER!" he sang to her as he leaned down and wrapped his right arm under her knees, and she wrapped an arm around his neck allowing him to carry her.

"Wait wait wait what about your arm?" she demanded as she peered at his arm where his wound was.

"Jules my love you worry too much. My arm is fine." he laughed softly at her. She nodded her head she felt too exhausted, and too satisfied to actually insist that she walk to her bedroom. He carried her but not to her bedroom but to the bathroom. She snuggled into his chest.

"Time to get you squeaky clean Jules." he whispered huskily in to her ear.

"You'll wash my back and I wash yours?" she purred as she snuggled into his chest as he turned her and they entered the bathroom. He slowly let her slide down his body. She eyed him as he tugged his underwear once more down and off of him leaving them both naked.

"Mmmmm hmmmmm and afterwards….how about round two of makeup sex?" he said staring at her as he turned the nozzle on and she heard the spray of the shower begin.

"S'il vous plait." she leaned in and he closed his eyes, knowing her limited French she learned from highschool made him hot and bothered.

"Eres muy sexy. Yo voy a placer durante toda la noche." Juliet sighed as they kissed once more passionately. She pulled away.

"What does that exactly mean Shawn?" she nuzzled her nose against his letting her forehead against his own.

"You are beautiful. And I am going to pleasure you all night." he brushed his mouth against hers and she sighed as he pulled her into the shower and decided he was right, make up sex was amazing.