For those who fight for it, life has a flavour the sheltered will never know

I woke up screaming. I was sweating, loads and my hands were shaking. I threw off the covers on my body and my eyes narrowed. It was too quiet. I went to my bag and picked up my gun. Cool and refreshing to the touch. I held it at arm's length away from me and walked slowly around the dark room. My heart was pounding the whole time. I saw movement by the window. I moved quickly towards them and pushed them into the wall

"Who the fuck are you and why the hell are you here?" I hissed

"Renesmee, it's me. It's Alec. I'm not here to kill you" Alec whispered

I let go and stared at him. Alec's hand was holding mine and slowly taking the gun out of it "I'm sorry" I whispered "It's just instinct"

I noticed how close our faces were. Our lips were almost touching. I closed my eyes and leaned into his lips. My lips lightly touched his. His lips felt like the inside of a rose. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to my body. My fingers were tangled in his silky hair. I felt hands go around my waist, pulling my legs up to wrap around his waist. I craved for more, I craved for it all.

There was a knock at the door. Fuck my life! Or better, fuck me, Jacob and Emmett while you're at it. I groaned and got off of Alec's hips. I gave him an awkward smile and walked toward the door

I opened it and my heart stood still. It was him. After six years of searching, I found him. My cousin "Seth" I breathed "You're here"

"I promised didn't I?" He smirked at me

I smirked back "Come in, Seth" I opened the door wider and let him in. I shut the door and sat down on the bed

"Why is he here?" Alec demanded

"He is my cousin and we need him here" I spat through gritted teeth

"Where you followed?" Alec asked

"No. I wouldn't have come to your room if I was" Seth answered

"Guys, cool it down. Now, Seth is there any news?" I asked

"This came for you" Seth handed me a folded piece of paper and I snatched it out of his hand

I opened it, it read:

Game on. Gonna have to try harder than that to escape me, Miss Cullen.

"What does it say?" Alec asked

"Game on. Gonna have to try harder than that to escape me, Miss Cullen" I read aloud

"What do you mean? Does someone know we escaped?" Alec demanded

"I don't know. We've got to get out of here. Now" I picked up my backpack and walked into the bathroom. I took out a black t-shirt that said 'Zombies make better boyfriends' and a pair of dark jeans and put them on. I walked back to the boys, got out my gun and loaded it "What's the plan?"

"Right, first we get you two out of the building by the back exit and then we run, I have a car waiting for us and I'll take you to the house Alec has planned for you. Job done" Seth answered

"Hang on, how are we going to get around without being caught, if they are here?" Alec demanded

"Simple. You guys run, while I kick their butts" I answered

"Nessie, it's not that simple. You may know more about guns than they do, but they know this building better than the people who designed it" Seth warned

I nodded my head "Seth, it's what I do, I was designed to kill"

"Right, let's go, before we're all fucked" Seth opened the door and led us out

"Hey, stop right there" A voice said from behind us. We all turned to face a security guard, loaded with a revolver in his hands "Don't I know you from somewhere?"

"No" I answered "It's all just your imagination" I walked slowly towards him and smirked lightly

"Don't come any closer, I'm armed"

"So are we" I got my gun out and fired. I hit him in the heart. I smiled when I walked back to the boys "And that's how it's done"

"So what, we become like you?" Alec looked at me and raised an eyebrow

I giggled "No. You take things slow, like a small, defenceless child"

We walked out of the back door and ran across the car park. Seth opened the back door for me and I got in. I took a deep breath and relaxed. I was safe; no-one could hurt me here. Alec came in and sat beside me. Seth got in last, sat in the front and drove away into the night.

I felt my eyes grow heavy. I was struggling to keep them open. After a while, I gave up trying to stay awake. I rested my head on Alec's shoulder and fell into a dreamless sleep.

I woke up several hours later in a small bedroom with paintings all over it. I got up and went over to the mirror. My eyes had huge dark circles under them and my hair was a total mess.

Screw my hair

I walked downstairs and into the kitchen. I jumped on the table and smirked at Alec and Seth "So, what's up?"

"Nessie, I'm going soon. You're fine here with Alec" Seth handed me a cup of coffee

"Seth, we've just found each other. You can't just leave, just like that" My voice was slowly breaking with every word I said

"I have to go. I'll drop in on you from time to time. I promise"

"Yeah, that's what you said last time" I muttered. Last time Seth and I were together, he walked out on me, promising he would 'drop in' from time to time. He never came back, until now.

"Nessie, I promise I will never ever to that to you again" Seth told me firmly. I couldn't say anything after that; all I could do was nod my head. I got off the table and turned to the door, leading to the living room "Nessie, this came for you" He handed me a note. I faked a smile and walked into the living room

I jumped on the sofa and opened it. My heart skipped a beat

You could have saved him, Miss Cullen. Now you will have to pay the price

I thought about it for a second. Who could they mean? Jacob? No, Jacob wouldn't do that. My eyes widened at my final conclusion. They had murdered my brother.

A/N: Sorry it took so long. I kinda lost inspiration half way, anyway, hope you enjoyed it