I'm really now on the verge of crying, I don't want to cry in front of him, it makes me feel vulnerable. Weak. We stood there quietly staring at each other's eyes intently. Sending messages that can never be understood. I bowed my head and whispered, "I didn't do it you know? I could imagine all the things I could do to the queen, except kill her. I could talk back to her, oppose to her suggestions. I may be a pain in a butt sometimes but I would never do it" I said, this time my tears betrayed me. They started to fall to my cheeks. Aside the fact that there are bars between us, he hugged me tightly and let me sobbed in his arms "shh… there now Rose. I know. I know what you're capable of, I trust you…" he trailed off. Of course he knew, he knew every inch of me "stop crying my dear Roza" he whispered. I felt safe by his side; he's my dazzling vampire knight in shining armor. After what felt like an eternity, we broke our hug as soon as we heard guardians entering, they said that the time is up and Dimitri pleaded to extend it just for a little while, but they won't "next time Roza… see you, and get a hold of yourself for a while. Oh. and here's a magazine" he said pulling it out of his back pocket, I never realize was in there "I bet you're bored here" he smiled one last time and felt my heart melt. I grabbed her hand, he turned "visit me again please" I pleaded, he nodded and turned around to leave, as he neared the door he took one last glance at me and I think I just saw a tear escaped his eyes. I never knew he was capable of crying.
I slumped down my bed and started to cry, I hugged the magazine Dimitri gave me, feeling his touch. The last time I cried was when I thought Dimitri died after the strigoi held him captive "I love you too" I whispered "…don't leave me here"
I fell asleep crying. As I woke up, I got the magazine Dimitri gave me and read it. I must admit that it really is an entertaining magazine, I'm now on page 17 and turned it too see a page with a cabin that was similar back at the academy and there was more to it, a folded paper was inserted, I slowly opened it. I read what was written. Roza, at the first word I read I knew who's writing it was… it was Dimitri's. I looked around to see if the guardians minding their own business- oh right. I was their business; I made sure they were not looking. I read some more.
Roza,
I know you're mad at me, but please still continue to read this. You might be wondering why I'm writing to you and why I came to you. First of all, I really miss you and that's the truth. Second is, to give you this without the guardians noticing I was up to something. I want you to forgive me for the way I acted I'm just afraid of hurting you again. And to make it up to you, I'm going to free you, that is if we haven't found a hard proof of your innocence, and there is no other way. It would probably cost my life, but I don't care as long as you're safe. I want you to get out of here, escape the academy and the court. Go to Russia, to my home, my family, it doesn't bother them if your there. It would probably an honor for them. And if I'm successful at my mission and I'm alive, I would immediately go there. I always love you my Roza, please keep that in mind
P.S. I would set you free the day before your trial
Dimitri
My heartfelt heavy, if I could've had anything to say, I would be speechless.
He's going to risk his own life, to free me.