CHAPTER 2: "The Fight - The first of many to come"
S: I know, I'm sorry (she said while giving her a hug)
J: It's ok now you're here with me now, what did you guys talk about? (being very nosy)
S: Well…ok, She wants me to go see… Ashley(she says in a whisper) and I really don't think it's a good idea cause it will just hurt way to much and I really don't think I'm ready for her yet I mean I know it's been 4 years but I just…I don't want to see her. But Kyla has it in her mind that it will help us both out and I just think she's wrong. What do you think should I go see her, is Kyla right? (thinking she already knows the answer)
J: Well, do you want me to be honest with you?
S: Yes, that could help.
J: Yeah.
S: I know that's what… WHAT DID YOU SAY?!
J: I said yeah, will you please not yell.
S: No I will not yell, What do you mean "YEAH"?!
J: Well it could be good for you, I mean it could help you get over her, and if you do that then you will be happier, I mean it's not like you still love her. (now smiling after what she said)
S: I can't believe you! OF COURSE I STILL LOVE HER! (covering her mouth after what she just said) Oh My God, I didn't mean that….I-I don't mean that I ju-just I….
J: Wow. Well umm, I thought…you liked….me?
S: Jensen I do like you, I do it's just that…
J: (big sigh) You know what I really can't deal with this now….I'll talk to you later, ok?
S: (sadly saying) yeah, ok…
Even though both were very sad and very pissed they still seemed to hug one another, though it wasn't like any other hug they had it was that kind of hug you give you boyfriend of girlfriend after you broke up with them. And with that hug they knew they shouldn't really see each other, well at least not right now. So Spencer go to her dorm and just flies on to her bed cause yet again Ashley ruined her life, or at least that's who she was blaming it on. She knew Ashley had nothing to do with that fight but in a way she had everything to do with that fight.
Spencer now thinking to herself
S: Jeez why does she have to ruin everything, I mean I haven't even seen her in 4 years yet she still knows how to ruin my life and cause me even more pain…no, it's not her fault, she had nothing to do with this fight, wait…yeah she did she had everything to do with this fight she made me love her, no she didn't you fell in love with her, you still love her so just stop fighting it!
S: (out loud) Jeez! Now I'm even fighting in my own head when will it stop! I think…No she's not right it still to early to see her I can't, I won't make it. Ok that's it I'm going to see her I mean it can't be all that bad right? (now in her head) I mean maybe she won't wan to see me…of course she will want to see me Kyla said that she's been crying every night…but how do I know if the crying is over me? What if it's over Aiden? Hang on! Is she sill dating Aiden? NO she couldn't be I mean, then why would Kyla ask me to come over ? (out loud) GOD!!! What is this so hard?! Fuck it! I'm going to see her I don't care if it hurts. Right now my love is totally over coming my pain. I'm calling Kyla.
Spencer, now over come with all these emotions, is now frantically looking for her phone to call Kyla.
?: Hello?
S: Kyla?
?: No. Who is this?
S: Umm. Spencer sorry I think I have the wrong number. Bye.
K: Ashley why do you have my phone I'm expecting a very important phone call?
A: (still in shock after what still happened) Sorry I jus- (faints)
K: Holy Shit Ash! Ash wake up! Come on wake up!
Kyla put Ashley on the couch with a wet wash cloth trying to wake her up.
K: Ash you need to wake up.
A: huh…what happened, why is my face wet, OH MY GOD why does my head hurt so bad?
K: You fainted, have you eaten today? Why were you on my phone?
A: (realizing why she fainted) Oh My God it was Spencer, she call your phone!
K: (whispering) Oh shit. umm…(smiling pitifully)
A: WHAT THE FUCK KY! When did you find her, why was she calling you?
K: Calm down! Alright I'll tell you! Jeez! Ok so couple weeks ago when I was working Spencer and this girl named Jensen came in and were going to have dinner together…(she trails off cause the look on Ashley's face)
A: She had a date…with another girl? God Damnit! Ky she's over me, she's really over me. I fucked up so bad this time what am I going to do? I need her, I need her so bad. (crying hysterically)
K: Ash calm down, you need to calm down your going to make your self sick if you don't calm down!
A: How do you want me to calm down Kyla the love of my life went on date…with a girl that wasn't me. Jeez what am I going to do?
K: Ashley!
A: WHAT!
K: Calm Down! Damn! Do you want me to finish or what?
A: No.. yes, I don't know
K: well I'm going to anyway, I don't think it was a date they just looked like friends or something like that. Anyway I asked her if we could get together and she was going to say no but I begged her so she said yes, that's where I was last week on Thursday, you know when I had to give a rain check?
A: Yeah I remember… wait Spencer was the one you saw wasn't she the person you were like "O-M-G guess who I saw" she was the one you saw…Gwen Stafani my ass!
K: Ash SHUT UP! Let me finish, ok so I meet her and the diner and (I'm not going to tell her about the part where Spencer still loves her) I asked her to come to the house and see you cause I think it will help the healing process…and she said she would think about it and call me when she knows her answer.
A: So she was calling to tell if she was coming to see me or not?
K: Maybe I don't know I didn't answer the phone.
A: Oh yeah, sorry about that it was just sitting right there It's not like I knew she was going to be calling ( and right then the phone rang again)
Kyla was now looking at Ashley, and Ashley was looking at the phone. Kyla picked up the phone and low and behold it was Spencer once again.
S: Hello Kyla?
K: Hey yeah it's me, so do you have an answer?
S: Yeah I do… but first let me ask you something?
K: Ok what?
S: I thought she was going out with…(she doesn't want finish that sentence)
K: No they broke up.
S: So how do you know that she's not crying over….him?
K: Trust me I know it's over you.
S: Fine I'll see her, but if Anything bad happens I'm leaving.
K: Ok fine you can leave, I won't stop you. (but Ashley might) Spencer you have no idea how much this means to me really you don't I owe you like everything!
S: Yeah ok that's great but now I have to go fine Jensen and straighten everything out with her.
K: Ok good luck with that. And thanks really Spencer, like a million!
S: Yeah ok I'll call you when I'm done with school I have like 2 weeks till break so it will have to be then.
K: Ok that's fine this is all really up to you whatever you want your going to get, because I own you my life for doing this!
S: Kyla shut up you don't owe me anything…ok you may owe me something but I just hope this all works out well.
K: It will I promise, It has too.
S: Ok, but I don't know if you should tell her or not like I kind of want to be a surprise but I don't.
K: Well I don't think it would be a good Idea if you just came out of nowhere after 4 years, I mean she might thinks she's crazy or something, I told you she's been looking for you ever since you left, and then you come out of no where at our house, she'll probably faint or something. (not like she hasn't already)
S: Yeah your right, ok so I'll call you when I'm ready ok?
K: Ok Spencer, and thank you again!
S: Your welcome.
And with that Spencer was off the phone. Her brain was telling her that it's just going to end up with more pain, but her heart is telling her that's it's not going to be that bad. So once again in her life Spencer is confused over Ashley. Spencer decides that it's been a couple hours so that might be enough to let Jensen cool off a little. So now she decides to go see her, and see if at least they can still be friends, cause she knows with what she said they don't have a chance of dating. But in a small way Spencer is relieved for that because as much as Spencer likes Jensen, she Loves Ashley even more, and she knew this the whole time she just never wanted to believe it.
S: (knock knock) Jensen it's me can we please talk?
J: Spencer can you please go I think you have done enough for today don't you think?
S: Jensen please I just really need to talk to you, please give me 2 minuets and if you don't like what I have to say then I'll leave and never talk to you again.
J: (now opening the door to look at her and talk) Spencer I don't want you to not talk to me It's just- I really liked you and then you said you still loved you ex it's just really hard to deal with you right now.
S: I know but please I at least want to know if we can still be friends, please you my first real friend I have had in a long time and I just don't want to lose you too. (now very upset)
J: Jeez Spencer…(sighing) yeah we can still be friends, even though right now I really don't like you….but yeah we can still be friends but since I really don't like you right now can you please leave me alone (wow that came out really mean)…I don't mean it like that it's just…it's still hard for me, you know?
S: Yeah I know, but were still going to be friends though right?
J: Of course, but I just need some time.
S: Ok, I can take a hint (smirking)
J: bye Spencer I'll talk to you later (smiling)
S: bye Jensen (smiling back)
Back at the Davies residence Kyla is talking to Ashley
K: Ok that was Spencer
A: So…she doesn't want to see me does she? GOD I knew it was to good to be true I knew it. She hates me, she really hates me. (she starts crying)
K: Ash calm down, jeez get a hold of your self I've never seen you like this.
A: Ok fine I'm calm down, the only reason you've never seen me like this is because this is Spencer were talking about not some random person this is Spencer Carlin, the love of my life, the ocean to my beach, the only one I want, but now she's gone forever.
K: No she's not.
A: Yes she is she ha- what did you say?
K: I said no she's not, she's coming.
A: Kyla I really don't like it when you joke around like that especially when it's about Spencer.
K: Whose joking she's coming in 2 weeks when she gets done with school, but she said that if ANYTHING goes wrong she's leaving.
A: Are you fucking kidding me?
K: No she's coming, but you really have to remember that you HURT her, like REALLY bad, like times your pain by 3 and you have hers.
A: Wow thanks Ky, you really know how to make a girl feel better. I know I hurt her and I regret it every second of my life ever since it happened.
K: Well all I'm saying it don't fuck it up, I practically owe Spencer my life right now because of you.
A: Ok ok, I get it, no fuck ups I got it.
K: Ok you better, cause this I think is your last chance to get her back, I'm sick and tired of hearing you cry every night.
A: You hear me?
K: Well yeah your not the quietest crier, you know?
A: Yeah I know but I didn't think you could hear me, why didn't you come in and se what was wrong with me?
K: Cause I knew what was wrong with you, I also know that you still looked for her too, Ash I know you better than you think I do.
A: Well…why the hell didn't you help?
K: Cause it really is something you have to do on your own, yeah I helped you get this far but that all I can really do, in 2 weeks when she's here I can help you anymore it's all you.
A: I know…thanks Ky really none of this would have ever happened if you weren't so great.
K: Ashley Davies was that a compliment you just gave me? (she says with the biggest smile)
A: Uhhh…NO, it was a-a ummm….yeah it was but really don't get use to it, it probably wont happen again.(she says grinning and the younger Davies)
K: Oh trust me I think it might happen sooner than you think if I get Spencer back for you.
A: Ok then yeah, If you help me get her back you'll probably get one every day.
K: Well than I better help get her back then, huh?
A: Yeah I strongly advise you to do that!
K: ok well then with that said I guess I have some planning to do, I think I can help maybe a little more.
A: Kyla thank you so much!
K: Your welcome now go do something productive so I can get to planning.
A: Well can't I help plan I mean I am the one trying to win her back so I think it would only be right if I were to help with the planning too.
K: Ok if you think so.
A: I do I do!
K: Ok then lets get planning!
A: WOOHOO! Lets get started!
Kyla just looks at Ashley and stars o see the old one coming back, and if all goes well maybe he will be back permanently, one can only hope though.