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S: (ok breath you can do this, just breath everything will be fine) Hey…Kyla
K: Hey I'm so happy you're here, you really have no idea how much this means to me!
S: I'm happy to do it…sort of, I mean I'm still scared…
K: I'm pretty sure she's more nervous…she kept talking about today, like all day it was really annoying actually. But she been way happier.
S: (giggling) Sorry about that, I guess she's really excited then?
She asked as they walked in to the living room to talk.
K: I think that's the understatement of the year, but I do have to sat that I think she is more scared that excited.
S: Well that makes to of us…but umm…as great as it is to talk to you, where is she?
K: Well I was actually getting ready to tell you that, umm…she's late….
S: (sigh) ok where is she?
K: Her boss called her in cause they didn't know how the chorus was suppose to be on one of her songs.
S: Songs? What do you mean by songs?
K: I'm going to let her tell you about that…
Just hen the door swung open and Ashley comes running in yelling for Kyla, and runs right up the stairs to look for her.
A: KYLA! Kyla where are you I need your help. Where the hell are you? I need your help getting ready she should be here any minute, KYLA!
Ashley is still upstairs getting ready, she was so busy focusing on the fact the Spencer could be here any minute that she didn't even notice the other car a her house or the fact that Spencer is in fact already in the house.
K: Ashley I'm down stairs…umm I'll be up in a minute! (whispering) Spencer I am so sorry I told you she has been like this all day long.
S: (laughing at the fact Ashley was to busy trying to look good to even know she was there in the first place) Umm yeah it's ok go her I guess I'll just surprise her by like walking in her room and sitting on the bed or something like that…
K: Ok you do that, though I'm pretty sure if you did do that she would faint….
They both look a each other and start to laugh and Kyla says
K: You sooo have to do it now!
A: Kyla what are you laughing at?! Get up here, this in not a laughing matter, the fucking love of my life is going to be here any second and your down stairs laughing your ass off, now get up here before I kick your ass!
K: Fine ok! Spencer you have to do that now.
S: I will but get up there before she gets down here and I can't.
K: Good point. I'm coming ASHLEY!
Kyla leaves to go up stairs to help Ashley and Spencer is thinking about what Ashley had said about her.
S: (thinking) Did she really mean that? I'm the love of her life? I mean she just said it and she didn't know I was here, so maybe she means it…hopefully…now back to business how do I get in to Ashley's room with out her seeing me?….yes I got it Operation: Make Ashley faint is a go.
She heads up stairs to see if she could get Kyla's attention, when she did she mouthed to Kyla "get her in the closet". when she does get her in the closet, Spencer starts to let her plan unravel little by little. She walked in and looked around for a brief second and noticed nothing had changed, and that made her very happy, she always told Ashley that she loved her room at to never change it, and she was happy cause she listened to her. Then she snapped back into reality and decided that she would make her way over to the bad and get comfy. And sit and wait for her to come out of the closet…she laughed at her own little joke. When Ashley finally came out of the closet, her back was turned to the bed, so Spencer decided to say something but before she did the she wanted to get a good look at her first, because she was wearing the most beautiful, breath taking black dress Spencer has ever saw in the history of her life. When she did snap back in to reality she did say something.
S: You look beautiful.
Ashley paused by the voice, when she turned around she saw Spencer sitting on her bed, and what she did worked perfectly for Spencer's plan…she fainted. But before Ashley could hit the ground Spencer ran over and caught her. Spencer brought her over to the bed to lay her down, she told the now ecstatic Kyla to go get some wet towels, so she could wake Ashley up. Within two minutes Kyla was back with some towels, and gave them to Spencer. Spencer took them, and with Ashley on her lap she slowly started to wake her up, but not to fast cause she was enjoying watching her she thought back to when she used to watch her sleep, she thought it was almost the same thing cause just as she made Ashley faint she used to make her sleep too. (A/N if you know what I mean. lol)
Then she was brought out of hr thought as Ashley started to wake up a little. When Ashley did wake up she saw the most beautiful person she had ever laid eyes upon, Spencer.
A: W-what happened? (trying to sit up)
S: You fainted. Don't sit up.
A: What are you doing here?
S: I came to see you, but if you don't want me her….
A: NO! I mean.. no I want you here, I meant in my room?
S: Oh, um…well truthfully Kyla and I were down stairs and..
A: Wait, you were downstairs? When?
S: Yeah, I was, when you came in so fast you didn't even notice I was there…
A: Sorry I was excited and nervous, I-I just wanted everything to be perfect for you.
S: It was…did you really mean what you said earlier?
A: What did I say earlier? Was it bad?!
S: No! I hope not. When you called me the love of you life?
A: I-I umm…you weren't… (sighing) yes I did…is what she wanted to say to her but she froze.
S: Uh…never mind…
She gently pushed Ashley off her lap and got off the bed.
S: what are we doing tonight, I assume that you did plan something right. (man I'm a total Bitch, I didn't mean to say it like that)
Ashley hurt by how Spencer had said this says.
A: um…yeah…I do..
Spencer sees the look on her face and regrets saying like she did.
S: Oh…Ashley I didn't mean…
A: No I get it your still angry…why wouldn't you be I would, I mean I still can't even believe you agreed to see me it's like a dream come true, to see you again. But I knew that if this day ever came, it would never work in my favor, because I hurt you…I made you feel the worst pain you have ever felt in your entire life, after I told you I would never hurt you…I lied, I became the one thing I hate in my entire life, a liar…I don't blame you for hating me I would hate me too if it were reversed, I would assume the apocalypse would be coming if you didn't. I don't even deserve your hate, because that mean your still thinking about me and I don't even deserve it be in that beautiful mind of yours, If you want to leave you can I'll try not to stop you but I'm not making any promises….
Spencer try to take everything in after Ashley's speech says.
S: Ashley I don't want to leave, I want to stay here with you. Yes it's true you hurt me in the worst way possible, and yes to this very second it still hurt just as much as it did when it first happened…but I don't hate you...I could never hate, I told you that I will love you forever…be in love with you forever…and I still am….but I don't know if I could ever let myself be with you again, I cant feel that pain again, I almost didn't make it the first time I don't want to know what happens if it happens again, I might not make it I still haven't healed from he first set of battle wounds. But the Irony in all of this is that…you're the only one that an heal those wounds. You're the only one that can make all this pain, hurt, misery, fear just go away. If you want me to leave I will but if not I'm saying cause my heart doesn't want me to go.
Ashley is complete thrilled by he fact that Spencer still loves her, but the pain she felt before, know that she had hurt the blonde, has now tripled with the pain and is almost unbearable. She can hardly take anymore, she wants to make it all go away but she can't because Spencer won't let her.
A: Spencer I never want you to leave I never have. I want you to be ok, to not feel hurt or afraid, I love you, and even thought, yes, I did pick Aiden, yes it was the worstest ,most awfulest, stupiest mistake of my life, and I regret it every single second since it happened, I always have, and always will.
S: Then why did you do it Ashley! Why did you pick Aiden over me. If you knew how much it was going to hurt, why did you still do it! Sometime I think you did it on purpose, just to see if I really did are about you! Well guess what! I do I always have from the first moment I laid eyes on you, I was in love, everything we went through together, school, friends, random people, my brother, my mother, you proved them all right when you did that, when you took my heart, and threw it just to see it break. They were right about you, I was just another one of you 'girls' that you break in, but I was to blinded my your so called "love" to see that, I was so stupid to believe you, I bet you and Aiden had a good laugh after that one didn't you?!
Ashley is crying so hard the she cant even stand. Everything that Spencer said was a lie She loved her- loves her and doesn't want to prove any of them right, she has always loved Spencer from the first moment as well and would never laugh at her. Spencer was not just another one of her 'girls', Spencer was- is the love of her life and she can't stand the fact that Spencer would even think of any of that.
A: How can you say that! I do love you I always have! The only reason I chose Aiden was because I felt pity for him, I didn't want to lose him, he's been there for me and I couldn't lose him…I-I don't even talk to him even more, once I found out that he cheated on me, cut him out my life for good, I have nothing to do with him. I made me lose the one thing I care about the most, because I felt sorry for him, because he blinded me with his charm, I think about it now and it makes me sick to even think about him. I can't believe I fell for it, I lost you and I hate myself for it, If I could I would go back and pick you, I would- will always pick you first and for most.
At some point in this argument/speech they stood up and are facing each other. Ashley reaches out to take one of Spencer's hands, at first she flinches, but gives in.
Neither can ignore, the electricity that they once again feel form each other. They grab on tight to each other, in a fierce, that was filled with so much love that, neither ever wanted to let go.
They needed this. They needed each other, more that they ever knew they weren't Spencer and Ashley if the weren't together. They needed-wanted this whatever anger they had before was not got and was replaced with a much stronger force, that no one could ever break…their love for each other. They new form that moment on that they couldn't live with out each other, so what was the point in trying to. They gave in to the inevitable.
S: Ashley Davies I love you so much! I never want to lose you again! Your mine, no one else's!
A: I love you too, Spencer Carlin! More than you could ever imagine! I don't want to be anyone else's. Your all I want and need, I'm so sorry for hurting you, I never wanted to, I never want you to feel like that again ever I want you to be as happy as you have ever been in your entire life!
S: Ashley you're the only one who can do that for me. You're the only one that I want, that I need in my life to make me happy! I want to be with you for ever, until all the stars, have go black, till the sun don't shine no more, till the ocean is calm, ill there a no more waves hitting the beach I need you like the ocean needs the waves and the waves need the beach, you're my everything Ashley Davies you the only person that can ever make my really truly happy!
And with that they share the most intimate, passionate, love filled kiss you have ever experienced or see in your whole life.
Now I know what your thinking "It's over, That was an amazing story" But NO! it's not there is still more to come, I have much mor to come actually but maybe I'll break it off into another story..not yet though, we still have more Spencer and more Ashley yet to come so don't stop reading on me here, If I post this chapter its going to take me alittle while to think of some more stuff, it's not that I have writer's block its I have to put it all together so that it makes sense...does that make sense? so if I don' post for a little while its only because I'm writing more for this story!
now would be a good time for you to...oh I don't review my story i man it's just a thought...though I really would like it if you did ;o)