AWWW I'm glad that you all loved it so much! That really means a lot cause this is my first fan fic. I loved all your reviews. Oh yeah, these songs are like a my favorite ever. I thought they went well with everything. "Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most" "Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable & Awake" one of them is on my Myspace page if any of you would like to hear it, just go to my profile and click the homepage button. Don't be afraid to talk to me! I would love to have suggestions on what to put in my story, or just talk to some of my AMAZING readers!
After Spencer and Ashley break apart from their much anticipated kiss, they look at each other, but in a way that neither had looked at each other before, yes at one point they had shared a look similar to this look but its not the same. This look was full of love, passion, lust, compassion. Something that neither had seen in a long time, and with this look they knew that no matter what happened next they were always going to be together, nothing and no one was going to stop them.
Still in a tight hug, just holding each other they talk.
S: I love you so much Ash. You have no idea how long I have been waiting for this day.
A: I love you too Spence. And believe me I think I have an idea.
They shared a much needed laugh.
S: Umm Ash I have one question?
A: Ok, ask me.
S: Ok, umm we are together now right, like….
A: Only if you want to be, I know I don't want to be with anyone else. She says showing off that infamous Davies smile.
S: I would love to be your girlfriend, I can't see myself with anyone else either. She says giving her a much needed kiss.
With that the let go of each other, and start to walk out to Kyla who has been waiting very patiently, to see if they have worked their problems out.
But before they walk out there Ashley grabs Spencer's hand and laces their fingers together. But because of this gesture Spencer stops and gives Ashley a small but passionate kiss. Ashley always laces their finger together ever since Spencer told her that she loved it when she did that, she said it was always the best feeling in the world to hold Ashley's hand, and that no matter how long there together that she will never get tired of it.
So they walk out to Kyla and when Kyla sees their hands she screams and jumps on both of them cause she is way to excited to not to. She was so over come with happiness that they were back together that Kyla, being the dramatic one that she is, cried.
K: It is totally about time that you two got back together, I mean DAMN!
S: Ha-ha I agree with you on that one Kyla it has been way too long since I have felt those lips on mine. She says leaning in for a very passionate kiss, a kiss of which Ashley very gratefully excepts.
Because it was not only awkward for Kyla but gross as well to see her sister make out she left them at peace, knowing she did a great thing today.
A: Mmmmmm breaking the kiss I seriously don't know how I went that long with out you. If I would have waited any longer I wouldn't have made it.
S: Yeah you would have I mean I always knew, no mater how hard it would be, I was always going to be with you, I'm just glad it went as well as it did cause it could have went way worst.
A: Your right it could have but you have no idea at to how happy I am that your such a great, amazing, precious, beautiful, gorgeous, smart, witty, sarcastic, and flawless person you are, oh and there is no way in hell I am going to forget forgiving, that your best trait of them all. She says with her wonderful smile.
S: Well thank you babe, I didn't know you knew that many adjectives. She says running away from Ashley.
A: Oh you are so going to pay for that one Carlin! She yells running after her.
Once Spencer was caught, thanks to Ashley tackling her onto the couch, she straddles her and tickles her until she can take it anymore.
A: Take it back!
S: Ne-ver….stop…pl-ease
A: No not till you take it back. Now going for her most sensitive spot…her neck.
S: OH NO! Stop…I take it back….I take it back! Just please stop with the tickling I can't take it.
A: hahahahah, that was great, I always win tickle fight, you should know better by now.
S: Well you wouldn't always win if you didn't always go for my neck, you know I can't take it any more when you do that.
A: I know and that why I do it. Giving the blonde her best smile yet.
S: I love it when you smile, you look so beautiful.
A: Well as far as I'm concerned you're the only one that can make me smile this way, this smile is your very smile…you're the only one that gets to see it.
S: Good, I've never had a whole smile dedicated to me before.
A: Well I'm happy I can be your first. She says leaning down and starts a very heated make out session with Spencer.
But before it could get too heated Spencer stopped her.
S: Ash…clam down…I don't want to….do that right now.
A: Spence I haven't got to feel those lips in years…I just love kissing you….sighs…ok I'll stop.
S: Thank you. I know you haven't got to, I haven't got to kiss your lips either, and I DO want that…more than anything, but I've haven't had sex since you, and I want to take this slow I want this to last, so I'm not going to just jump in to bed with you, even though I want to, just because we are together now, ok?
A: But…I just…I need….ok, not right now. But soon right? Please say yes please say yes.
S: Yes soon. I can't wait too long cause I really don't know how much longer I can wait, I might die.
A: SA-WEET! Ok so now what, I mean since we can't do that what do you want to do?
S: I want to ask you something?
A: Ok ask away.
S: When I was talking to Kyla, she said you were and you job or something like that cause you boss couldn't figure out one of your songs, what did she mean by that, what are you doing now?
A: Oh, umm instead of singing songs, like my dad, I do still work in the studios, just more in the background, I write songs for people to sing, but I still do get to sing. I sing any night I want over at Grey's.
S: Really, that's great, I haven't been there forever, Do you want to go tonight?
A: Hell yeah let's go I can sing some songs I wrote just for you, but I haven't given them to anyone.
S: Why haven't you?
A: Cause there YOUR songs, no one can have them, there just yours. She said with her award winning smile.
S: Aw, Ash you didn't have to make me anything, you can give those songs away I don't mind.
A: No! There yours. I don't dare give them to anyone but you no one can ever use them except you and…well me.
S: Thanks Ash, I'm sure their amazing, but just to be sure lets go hear them, please?
A: Yeah you can hear them, let's go tell Kyla were leaving.
S: Can't she come I mean if it wasn't for her then we might not be back together.
A: Yeah, I guess your right I owe her big time for that one, and I owe her a compliment every day now.
S: Why do you owe her a compliment everyday?
A: Cause after you call the first time and you thought you had the wrong…
S: How did you know I had the wrong number the first time?
A: Well in all honesty you did have the right number just the wrong person I answered Kyla's phone, and then after you hung up, I fainted…yet again. She says looking down in embarrassment.
S: That was you? Oh I'm sorry Ash, I didn't mean to make you faint…well not that time anyway, I didn't know it was you. I'm sorry.
A: It's ok really. I mean I guess the only reason I fainted was because it's not like I knew you were going to be calling after 4 years on my sisters phone, I was just a little…frazzled, I guess you could say.
S: Yeah I guess I could see how that could make someone faint.
A: Yeah so lets go get Kyla.
S: Ok.
So Ashley and Spencer made their way to Kyla's room where she was just laying on her bed listening to music and reading a magazine, when they walked in.
A&S: Hey Ky!
K: Hey you two! How are my two FAVORTIE love birds doing?
S: We are doing Fantastic, thanks to you! She says running and giving her a hug.
K: Oh WOW! Your welcome. But you guys really did the work I just made it happen.
A: But really thanks Kyla Your like the best sister in the world!
K: I see someone is keeping to their side of the barging. She says smile like she just won 1 billion dollars.
A: Yeah well I'm a girl to my word, No but really Spencer and I want you to come to Grey's with us, cause I'm going to be singing to night, and we want you there. What do you say?
K: I say HELL YEAH! Wouldn't miss it for the world!
A: Nice so get dress were leaving in 10.
So they all get pretty, and they leave for Grey's so Ashley can sing her super secret songs.
A: Ok you guys I have to go warm up but Ill see you when I'm done ok?
K: Yeah ok, see you then.
S: Ok Ash, I know you'll do great. She whispers I love you.
A: I love you too. She says with her biggest smile yet.
20 minutes past and Ashley is called to the stage.
KAT: Everybody please welcome the one and only ASHLEY DAVIES!!!!
Everyone went wild for her, until she began to talk.
A: Thanks Kat. Umm I'm going to be singing some different song tonight no one has yet to hear, and I wrote them for the love of my life who I just got back, so these are for you Spence:
She begin to play.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin' to do
(She looks right at Spencer the whole time she sings)
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken
What hurts the most Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
The crowd went wild for her first song. Spencer is crying her eyes out. But she knows Ashley is not quite done yet.
A: I'm glad you liked it, umm I have two more songs If you guys want to hear them?
TC: Hell yeah! Woo hoo!
A: Ok here you go.
And she begins again.
With every appearance by you,
blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.
And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over, that's three that have passed, one more's fine.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
I'm trying real hard not to shake.
I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.
And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you.
Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear.
So please stay near.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
Say my name.
I just want to hear you.
Say my name.
So I know it's true.
You're changing me.
You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say.
So just say,
That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
The crowned loved that one even more. Ashley was pretty sure that everyone that was cheering for her this night they were not going to have a voice the next day.
A: So I take it you guys liked it?
The crowd erupts again with even more power.
A: You guys should calm down, if you keep screaming like that you won't have nothing more to scream for my next song!
They cheered but as requested it wasn't as loud as before.
A: But before I start Spencer I just want to say that I'm sorry for everything I have put you through, and if I could take it all back I would, I'm so happy I have you back you could not even begin to understand, just how happy you make me, I love you Spencer Carlin!
TC: AWWW!
S: I love you too Ashley Davies! She says as she runs up to the stage.
Once Spencer gets to the stage she runs up and gives Ashley the most passionate, loving, lustful, heart-warming, amazingly awesome kiss ever in the history of life.
S: I love you so much. She whispers so only Ashley can hear. I want to hear your last song. And with that said she gets down and walks back to her seat.
A: UH WOW! So now that you all have seen the love of my life, and probably the best kiss of my entire life, how about I give you that last song?
TC: Yes ma'am!
A: Here it is, oh and this is MY favorite so far so please tell me if you like it.
Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside its cold out
side share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside its cold inside
and your slowly shaking finger tips show
that your scared like me so
lets pretend were alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care
tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's
vulnerable
impossible
(singing to Spencer like she is the only one in the room…and as far as Ashley is concerned she is)
I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and its true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see
and your slowly shaking finger tips show
that your scared like me so
lets pretend were alone
and I no you may be scared
and I no were unprepared
but I don't care
tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's
vulnerable
impossible
slow down girl
your not going any wear
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more
you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone
I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything
I promise I can be what you need
tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's
vulnerable
impossible
The crowd once again but with even more power, to the point were it was like they didn't want to have voices anymore, Cheered for her with a standing ovation. Ashley took her bow and when to go get Spencer when she ran into….
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