Hello Readers! So this is a nice long chap for you but warning: there is a sex scene in like the middle so just a heads up.
Ch. 5 Why Do I Like You?
"Are you sure you're okay mami," Scourge asked again against my lips.
"Yes," I lied. He was freaking me out. How did he not notice I was hinting that Daniel looked like him? This wasn't normal!
"You seem tensed."
"I'm fine." As he pulled away, I let my nervous breath out. If he found out, all Hell could break loose. I didn't want that at all. This dude was nothing that I had expected him to be. The guy I found isn't mean or cruel but sweet and kind instead. Spending time with him didn't seem so bad at first but now I'm starting to see Daniel in him. Both of them do some of the same gestures. It worried me a little. What if he met Daniel and saw the similarities? He'd put the pieces together and figure it out. But at the same time, maybe he's changed.
"Relax, alright?"
"I am relaxed."
"You're not, I can tell." I fidgeted in my spot, refusing to meet his eyes. My actions seemed to deepen his observation skills. "What are you so afraid of?"
"Date rape," I blurted out without thinking. My eyes widened as what I said sunk into my brain. Dammit. Now his body was the one to tense up.
"Why would you think I would do that?"
Silence.
"Rosalinda?"
More silence.
"Look, whatever happened to you in the past…I'm not going to do that. I promise."
"…How do I know that?"
"You don't. I'm asking for you to just relax around me. I don't want to hurt you."
"I wish I could believe that."
"Do you want me to leave you alone?"
"No." Once again, I opened my mouth without thinking. Him leaving me alone might be the best thing though. Then I could get back on track and not be so afraid. But he knows my face. If he wanted to, he would track me down. I know he would.
"Then relax." His thumb rubbed circles into my hand. Taking a deep breath, I let my fears fade away. Being with him right now should be enough to make me alright. He pecked a kiss at my forehead. "Do you wanna go back to my place tonight?"
"And do what?"
"You can meet my sister, my best friend and my nephew if you want."
"So it's not for sex?" He shrugged.
"If you wanna do it then we can."
"In your dreams." A soft chuckle escaped his lips.
"Maybe another time then."
"I'll think about it." His smirk grew.
"Good. Positive thinking, I hope."
"Sorry but I don't go in the bed till I know the relationship is serious." Patience overlapped his face.
"Okay, I can wait that long."
"Seriously?"
"Yep. I want to sleep with you but if I gotta wait, I'll wait."
"Oh…thank you." He smirked.
"No problem. So do you wanna come home with me?"
"I guess…"
"If you don't want to, then you don't have to."
"No, I want to. I could use a good cuddle session." His smirk grew. "Let me just call my aunt real quick."
"Okay."
"Rosy, are you okay," Auntie answered, sounding worried.
"I'm fine. I was just calling to tell you I'm not coming home tonight."
"Why not?"
"I'm gonna spend the night at Scourge's."
"Why?"
"Because I want to."
"This is only the second date."
"I know but we're not going to have sex or anything."
"I can change your mind," Scourge whispered in my ear before sucking on my neck for a second playfully. I hit his shoulder, flipping him off with a smile on my face.
"Alright, just be careful. You know I don't trust him."
"I know, Auntie but I'll be fine. I'll call you in the morning."
"You better or I'm calling the cops."
"Okay. Goodnight, I love you."
"I love you too." She put Daniel on the phone. "Momma," he asked into the phone.
"Hi baby."
"Hi!"
"I'm not gonna be home tonight?"
"You're leaving me?" Tears immediately brimmed my eyes. I hated the thought of ever leaving Daniel. Whenever I left or didn't come home, he always assumed I was doing the same thing his father was doing.
"No, honey. I'll be home in the morning."
"Promise?"
"I promise. Be good for Auntie, okay?"
"Yes momma. I love you."
"I love you too." Hanging up, I felt Scourge rest his head on my shoulder.
"Daniel," he asked.
"Yea, he's five."
"Aw."
"Yea, he's pretty cute."
"I'm sorry…that he doesn't know his dad." I shrugged my other shoulder.
"It's whatever."
"I bet if his dad could be there, he would be."
"How would you know? I was raped, Scourge."
"When you rape someone, you don't forget their face."
"Oh so you're a rapist." His head shot up from my shoulders, shooting me a look of disgust.
"No. I only raped one girl."
"You still raped her."
"That doesn't make me feel any better. Especially when I didn't want to do it." His eyes softened as they looked down to the concrete.
"Then why did you?"
"I was forced to." He took a deep breath. "I'm in a gang. It's not your average gang though. We're very elite and my father wanted to send a message."
"To the girl?" He shook his head.
"To her father." Suddenly, it occurred that he forgot who he was talking to or unless he really didn't know who I was. Whichever reason, I had to take the chance to get information out of him.
"Why? What'd he do?"
"He was one of our gang's best agents. He knew everything. Our secrets, our hideouts, all of our profiles. All our enemies' profiles. He made a file of all these things including secrets about all the gangs but especially ours. My father told him not to let it go out his computer but he put it in a microchip. We didn't know that her father was secretly a cop, just using us to bust us in the end. So when he ran away, leaving his daughter behind, we beat her to show him that we weren't kidding around. I wasn't planning on doing the raping but my dad told me to do it at the last minute before we attacked her."
"Do you feel guilt about it?"
"Guilt? Rosy, guilt can't describe how I feel."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that…she was beautiful." For once, it felt like he wasn't talking about me. His voice seemed so sincere and full of hurt. For five years, I swore he had no regrets about that night. But now, hearing his real feelings about what happened and one of them being that I was beautiful…I didn't know what to think.
"She was so beautiful," he continued. "We had been watching her for a while and every time I looked at her, I saw a future." He shook his head. "Her facial expressions, her screams, her desperate attempts to break away. All of it still rings in my head. When I sleep at night, I still see her crying. I hear her screaming. I feel her beating at my arms to get me off." Tears brimmed his eyes. "She didn't deserve what happened to her. None of it was her fault. I wish sometimes that he wasn't her father. But then she wouldn't exist…and you wouldn't be here right now."
"Excuse me," I asked, backing away from him a bit.
"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone that we're at an understanding."
"How did you-"
"I have my ways." Fear shook through me as he glared to me. All sincere emotion I'd seen in him just moments ago was gone. He looked so mean and devious. As if knowing he hurt me was enough.
"Scourge, I-"
"Shut up. You're gonna get home to your son and aunt safe and sound tomorrow morning but I swear on my mother's grave if you say a word about our understanding then I will kill you slowly and painfully, got it?"
"Got it," I murmured.
"Guess our little dates are over huh?" My head shook.
"No, I mean if you don't want them to. I want to date you, if that's okay." He cocked an eyebrow.
"Really now?"
"You're different than what I expected…"
"So you want to date me?"
"If we don't then won't your dad sense that I know something? I mean it seems a little suspicious if we just stop talking to each other for some unknown reason." He smirked.
"I like you, Rose." I shrugged a shoulder.
"You're okay I guess." His smirk grew.
"Babe, I can be more than just okay once you give me a chance."
"I am giving you a chance."
"Not just acting?"
"Nope. I do like you. More now that I know you think I'm beautiful."
"Mmm, I thought you would." He leaned closer into me. His pink plush lips got closer and closer. My eyes fluttered shut when our lips crushed together. His soft lips molded mine slowly, carefully. His tongue licked through to open my mouth, his hot breath colliding with mine right as our tongues did. I let my fingers intertwine with his, my other hand pulling his face closer to mine. Why did my heart beat faster when we kissed so passionately like this? It shouldn't mean shit. Especially now since we're at an "understanding" of who each other are. He was warning me that this could get ugly if they wanted to send my dad another message through me. But why did I not care? I should. I barely know this dude. My heart should not be fluttering at the way he was making out with me. It shouldn't be fluttering at all! He could kill me if he wanted to. At my best bet, he already tried. So why didn't he? I pulled away from the heated kiss, turning my body so I could look down at the concrete. His hand grazed my shoulder softly. "Everything okay?"
"I don't know. We shouldn't be…doing this."
"Rose, things are gonna get suspicious back at HQ if we break up. Now with the information that you know, I can't let you walk away from me."
"What if I tried to? Would you run after me? For what reason? This whole relationship is gonna be a big flat lie."
"I want you, Rosy." I shuddered. He pecked a kiss at my neck. "If you want to, I can save you."
"…How?"
"Don't worry about that. But just don't walk away from this chemistry that we have."
"I'll try." He got up, holding out his hand. "Where are we going," I asked as I took it. Pulling me up, he answered.
"My place." I got nervous. He ran a hand down my cheek softly. "You'll get home safely tomorrow, I promise." Shyly, I leaned my head in his hand.
"Okay," I murmured.
X
"So this is the bachelor pad," I joked as Rosy walked into my mansion. I felt no regret spilling how I felt to her. She had a right to know. Besides, my feelings were true and genuine. In my head, I could picture her in a big fluffy dress someday. Maybe even one day soon it'll come true.
"It's…nice," she said, looking around nervously. Silently, I growled. It pissed me off that she wasn't comfortable around me. Even before I kind of blew my cover, she still knew and was shy as hell. I didn't want to hurt her anymore. Keyword: anymore.
"Just nice?" Leaning in closer to her, I saw her shudder.
"Yea. I've seen better." She smirked teasingly.
"Babe, if you wanna see better than I'll be more than happy to show you," I purred in her ear, pulling the pink haired girl closer to me. She giggled.
"Yea right." I led her into the living where Dante, Javiera, Sean, Caden and Javier were watching some gangster movie. They were all in their pajamas, Sean not wearing a shirt and smoking a blunt. He looked high as hell.
"The fuck I tell you 'bout getting high around my kid," I snapped to him as Javier ran over to me.
"Calm down, Casanova. He's over there and I'm over here. He ain't paying no mind to me anyway," Sean snapped back.
"Who's this, daddy," Javier asked, poking Rosy's leg. She bent down to his height, smiling warmly at him.
"Hi, I'm Rosy, a friend of your dad. What's your name," she asked softly.
"Javier Miguel Delgado," he said proudly.
"You're really pretty, Rosy," Caden said as he approached her.
"Thank you. What's your name," she said putting her hand out to him.
"Caden. It means Fighter 'cause I'm gonna be strong like Uncle Scourge and Daddy when I grow up," he replied, wrapping his small hand around hers.
"I bet you will."
"Have you been making babies with my daddy?" Javier asked, tilting his head.
"Nope."
"Why not? I want to be a big brother!"
"Don't worry, you'll be one someday."
"You think so!"
"Yes."
"I'm gonna be a big brother soon," Caden piped in, smiling crookedly at Rosy. Dante did that smile a lot.
"Really?" She looked over his head at Javiera and Dante. "Congratulations," she told them. Javiera looked surprised.
"Thank you," she said unsurely. Rosy popped back up to stand and walked toward them.
"Rosalinda," she said holding her hand out. Javiera shot a confused look to me while Dante shot right up and hugged her.
"Aww you're huggable! I'm Dante! Scourge is my whore! I'm a pimp," he said loudly, making Rosy giggle. A sting of jealousy hit me. He better let go soon or I'm gonna have to give him a black eye. I also saw Javiera's eyes flash a bit.
"Nice to meet you," Rosy said through her giggles.
"Alright, alright, get off my girl," I said, breaking the hug up.
"So you're his new fuck buddy," Sean said to her. Rosy looked to him.
"Excuse me?"
"You'll be gone in a few weeks, honey, so don't sweat it." She looked a little hurt as she looked down. Javiera looked a little annoyed at the sight of Rosy while Sean was checking her out but still held that same look of disgust. Dante was smiling happily at her. At least he was a nice person. Javier and Caden were poking at Rosy's legs again, turning her attention to them.
"Stop touching my girl, demons," I snapped at them. Caden glared at me.
"I'll stop touching her when I feel like it," he yelled at me. I swear that boy had me written all over him. Though he looked more like Dante, he acted just like Javiera and I.
"But daddy, she has really soft legs," Javier said innocently. Rosy blushed at the comment.
"I know that's why she's mine," I said, pulling her super close to me and out of their grasp.
"She's not yours, Scourge. Not for long," Javiera said, shooting Rosy a glare. Sean laughed.
"Yea, soon enough you'll be gone. Just like the rest of them," Sean joined in.
"What are you guys talking about," Rosy played it off. I could tell she was hurt though. That made me want to rip my siblings' heads off. What the hell made them think they could talk to my girl like that?
"We mean that you won't be around too much longer," Sean replied. "Once Scourge is done with you, you'll be bye-bye."
"Oh."
"So why don't you just get out of here, whore," Javiera said, lighting a cigarette. The hell did I tell them 'bout smoking round these damn kids?
"I should go," Rosy said, looking almost close to tears.
"No," I said, gripping her hip since my arm was around her waist. Her eyes shot up to me in surprise. Then I realized how hard I was gripping her. Loosening my grip, I apologized quietly. My siblings still heard it and shot glares to me.
"Yea, sugar momma, don't go," Dante said.
"No, I should get home. My son didn't really want me to come…"
"Well he was right, we don't want you here," Javiera replied coldly. Dante nudged her with his knee, giving her a disapproving look. Rosy caught it and blushed lightly. Dante never had anything bad to think about anyone but he always thought Rosy was pretty cool when we watched her through the surveillance cameras.
"Get out bitch," Sean said. I couldn't take it anymore. I punched him square in the face making everyone gasp. "You wanna go little brother," he yelled in my face as he shot up.
"Javier and Caden get out," I yelled, shooting warning glares to them. Quickly, they fled the room. My son and nephew weren't gonna be witnessing no violence under my watch.
"Scourge, just take me home," I heard Rosy say as I felt her small hands tug at my bicep. "Come on," she murmured, tugging a little harder. It was kinda cute how she was putting in her all while I felt nothing. I shook off her hands, ordering Dante to get her away from me. He did so, pulling her back.
"So bro, gonna hit me over that little ho you just bought in this house," Sean taunted, shoving me. I shoved him back before starting to throw punches. Nobody ever disrespected my girls. I didn't care who the hell they were. Put down my girl and you're done. Wait, was Rosy my girl? We'd only been on two dates. Did that mean anything to her? I snapped out my thoughts when Sean hit me back. Guess he wasn't as high as I thought. We scrapped for a few minutes before he kicked me where my scars where, making me fall onto my knees. But he wasn't done. He kicked my head before sauntering towards Rosy. I tripped his high ass before he got to her and Dante. After hauling myself up, I kicked him in his gut.
"Asshole," I muttered as I took Rosy back into my arms.
"Are you okay," she asked, her eyes on my torso which I was holding.
"I'll be fine. Don't worry about it." I looked to Dante. "Thanks for getting her away," I told him. He nodded.
"No problem."
"Oh hell no," Javiera said, shooting up. "Let me at her!" Dante quickly held her back as she was trying to charge at Rosy. My girl seemed to be scared. Sean laughed on the floor.
"Kill her, Javiera!" He cheered. I growled. Smacking Javiera and kicking Sean again, my anger grew. Nobody was putting their damn hands on my girl. The fuck does this look like?
"Come on, Rose," I said, pushing her upstairs. I took her to my room. After shutting and locking the door behind me, I pushed her toward the bed gently. "Want some sweatpants and a shirt?"
"Sure," she replied, her voice barely audible. She had her head down, her hair shielding her face from my view. If this girl was crying, somebody was getting their face broken. I got her a pair of my fleece Ed Hardy pajama pants and one my old high school basketball jerseys. Her eyes didn't look up when I put the items up to her. I saw the mascara dripping down her face with the tears. It made me so mad. She took the clothing and went into my personal bathroom to change. I also put on a pair of pajama pants and a tank top with a new pair of socks before lounging on my bed. Rosy emerged a few minutes later in my clothing, looking sexy as ever. Somehow the jersey flaunted her hour glass figure and the pants made her look so short. She had pulled up her hair, leaving a side bang out as well as wiped off all traces of makeup. To me she looked better without the makeup. Her natural beauty was enough.
"Wanna have that cuddle session now," I asked teasingly, holding out my arms. Her eyes went down as she set down her old clothes on the floor. As she climbed into the big bed, I noticed her eyes were red and a little puffy. "Were you crying?"
"No," she replied but it came out a sniffle.
"Come here," I said, gathering her into my arms. Her arms wrapped around me as well, her face snuggling into my neck. Our legs intertwined each other, making us even closer. "I'm sorry about what happened downstairs."
"It's not your fault. I had it coming."
"No you didn't. You did nothing wrong, Rosy."
"But-"
"No buts, babe. I'm not gonna let anyone hurt you nor disrespect you."
"Why? I shouldn't mean anything to you."
"You do though." She blushed.
"Really?"
"Yes, really. I've never felt this way about a girl before. I think I'm falling in love with you." Her blush deepened.
"We've only been on two dates."
"But we talk every day. You're funny and sarcastic and smart and sexy. I don't understand why you had to be caught up in this but since I got to have this opportunity to get to know you I'm glad you are in this. There's no place I'd rather be right now then here with you." She smiled shyly.
"Are you serious?" Smirking, leaned down closer to her lips.
"Dead serious." I crushed my lips to hers, molding them softly. Or at least I tried to. She kissed me hungrily, her hands tangling in my hair, pulling slightly. It was turning me on. Especially when she started moaning into my mouth when I squeezed her nice ass. Now I was pissed I gave her sweats. Should've gave her some shorts. She started biting my lips seductively as our kisses deepened. Where the hell did she learn how to kiss like this? Fuck it, she's kissing me like this, that's all that matters. I eased myself on top of her slowly, trying not to be too forceful on her. Her legs buckled around my waist shakily. Ignoring it, I pressed my torso up against hers, pushing my hand into her panties. She grabbed my hand before I got there as she pulled away.
"Sorry, I'm a little nervous…"
"About what? We don't have to do anything."
"But I want to…"
"Ohh, did I get you horny?" She rolled her eyes.
"I was just curious to how it would feel if I had sex with you willingly."
"Have you ever had 'willingly' sex before?" She shook her head. "Seriously?"
"I was too scared," she said sheepishly. I pecked a kiss at her forehead.
"Don't be afraid of me, alright? Before we have sex, you have to let go of that fear. I'm not gonna hurt you."
"I can't, Scourge."
"You can't what? Believe it?"
"Yes, I mean you already have hurt me. I know that you didn't want to but it still happened. My body won't let it go. I've tried."
"Baby, all you need is time. We don't need to rush or any-"
"What if they kill me?" She blurted out. The fear in her eyes had returned. Her bottom lip quivered as my face took its angered expression. "Scourge," she whimpered when I didn't answer, just stared at her frightened face. Sighing, I leaned my head on her chest, making her shudder. I listened to her heartbeat. It was beating rapidly but what frustrated me was that I didn't know if it was from her crush on me or from her fear. Cautiously, she ran her fingers through my hair. As I raised my head to hover over her face, I pecked kisses up her covered breasts to her neck to her lips.
"I'm not gonna let anyone hurt you," I whispered against her mouth. She nodded, still looking unsure. I started to get off her when she gripped me.
"Wait, don't you want to…?"
"Not tonight. You're not comfortable. I'm okay with that."
"Oh." My head tilted slightly.
"Did you want me to?"
"Did I want you to what?"
"Make love to you?" She blushed.
"Well I mean, we can do it another time if you-" I cut her off by kissing her. My hands started to go under the jersey to meet her soft warm skin. She sat up, her legs straddling me as she started grinding on me. Thank god she put her hair up. I easily started sucking on her neck, making her moan a few times and her hands' grip on my hair tightened. She ripped the tank top off me, running her hands down my abs. Her neck ripped away from my lips softly. Green irises inspected my tight eight pack and broad chest. "Oh my," she murmured. I smirked, lifting the jersey covering her.
"My turn to say damn," I said as I lifted the shirt off her. She had on a blue lace strapless bra. "Damn niña." A giggle escaped her red lips.
"Seriously?"
"Hell yes." She had the nicest bust I'd ever seen. My hands gripped her hips, pulling her chest against mine as our lips met again. I started massaging her breasts before wrapping my arm around her to get to her bra strap. She pecked kisses on my neck and chest while I unhooked it. We pulled away slightly to let the bra fall from her. Her cheeks tinted red as I looked her over. "You're beautiful niña," I told her, making my accent at its strongest.
"T- Th- Thank you," she stuttered out nervously.
"Don't be shy, babe." Pushing her down on the bed, I started ripping the sweats off her. She helped me by wiggling and kicking them off. Now all that was left was her lace blue underwear. I kissed up her calves and licked her inner thighs till I got to my destination. Slowly, I took off her panties before kissing it softly making her moan. I didn't want to scare her with all the freaky shit I had in my head so I simply licked her clit for a little while before licking up her body till I got to her lips. She slid off my pants and boxers for me. We made out for a while, me rubbing her clit to get her ready. "Just tell me when," I whispered in her ear before returning to her lips.
"Now. Please?"
"Ohh are you begging?" I started grinding against her but didn't enter.
"Don't tease me right now, I need you."
"You sure you want it right now?" She nodded. "Alright." I entered slowly, making her gasp.
"Damn," she muttered against my lips. Smirking, I started moving my hips against hers. "This feels so good," she moaned.
"Yea 'cause I'm going slow but once I go faster it'll feel great."
"Mmm, can't wait." Sucking on her neck, I waited for her to tell me to go faster. Well I didn't exactly hear her say it but her hands scratched my back, indicating me too. So I obeyed, making her breathing get heavy. "Oh!"
"Say my name baby," I said, my head hovering over hers. We were both sweating badly now.
"No," she said with a smirk. I went faster and deeper, making her throw her head back.
"Wanna say it now?"
"No," she moaned. I grunted as I went even faster. "Uh," she said in pleasure.
"I'll only go faster if you don't say it." I knew at a certain point, the fastness would make her go crazy enough. That and I knew she was teasing me. But I didn't want her to climax. Not yet. She felt so good. So hot and smooth. By the look on her face, I knew she was holding back. My hips moved faster.
"Come on baby," I whispered in her ear.
"Scourge," she murmured.
"There ya go. Louder."
"Scourge."
"Scream it."
"Scourge! Scourge! Scourge!" I smirked. "Say my name now."
"Gotta make me." She flipped us over in a second without breaking the connection. "Fuck," I yelled as she immediately went fast. She giggled.
"Make motorcycle noises."
"In your dreams." Faster. Shit. "Alright, alright, room, room. Happy?"
"No."
"Rosy."
"Not my name."
"Rosalinda."
"Like you mean it!"
"Rosalinda!" I half yelled, half moaned. Either way she looked satisfied. Then she stopped.
"Wait, are you wearing a condom?"
"Yes."
"When'd you-"
"When we were getting changed. Trust me: I'm always prepared." She blushed. I flipped her back onto her back, me on top of her.
"Scourge, I have to. I gotta-"
"I know. Me too. On three, alright?" She nodded. I leaned down, making our skin touch. "One." I whispered in her ear.
"Two."
"Three," I said as I released. I felt her do the same as a deep sigh escaped her lips. We breathed hard for a second as we laid intertwined with each other before I got off her. I gave her back her clothing before putting the boxers and pants back on. "Are you hot," I asked Rosy. We were both sweating like dogs.
"A little bit." I got her a pair of basketball shorts before putting on the personal air conditioner in my room.
"You tired," I asked her as she was lounged over my king sized bed, still breathing heavily. She nodded.
"How are you not?" Her face went with realization. "Nevermind." I laid down next to her, wrapping my arm around her. She fought back a smile but lost.
"Was that scary?"
"No but just because we had sex doesn't mean that I trust you."
"I believe it does, beautiful." Red tinted her cheeks again.
"No it doesn't. It just relieved some of the sexual attraction between us."
"Yea, yea. Say what you want."
"I will."
"Fine." I pecked her lips. "But get some sleep. I gotta get you home in the morning. Are you hungry or anything though?" She shrugged.
"Want a slice of pizza? I can heat some up."
"Okay."
"Kay. One or two?"
"One is fine."
"Alright, stay right here, okay? I'm locking the door so nobody can get in. Javier has a key but nobody knows so it'll just be him or me who comes in. If it's anyone else other than us or Dante then scream, alright?" She nodded. I got up and went out the door. I jumped slightly when I saw Javiera and Sean at the end of the hallway. "The fuck are you two doing," I asked.
"The question is what the fuck were you and that bitch doing," Sean retorted.
"What? You mad 'cause I got some and you didn't?"
"You're supposed to be killing her, not having sex with her and caring about her," Javiera stepped in.
"Oh you're gonna try to tell me what I'm supposed to be doing? Let's talk about what you should be doing."
"Huh," Dante asked, walking up to us with a knocked out Caden in his arms.
"Tell him, Javia," I snapped at her. She shot me a glare. Sean looked confused as well. "Tell him!"
"No! You tell him and that whore in your room is gonna be dead!"
"I wish you would! Now tell him!"
"Tell me what? Is everything alright with the baby?" Dante asked, starting to look concerned.
"Dante…the baby isn't yours," I told him softly. His confused face returned again.
"What are you talking about? Of course the baby's mine."
"No, D. It's someone else's." Dante looked hurt. His eyes went from me to his girlfriend.
"He's kidding right," he asked her. She looked down.
"No…he's not. This baby is some other man's baby."
"WHAT THE FUCK!" We all jumped at Dante's outburst. Even Caden woke up and gave his dad a weird look. Dante was a very chill person so when he had an outburst, it surprised everyone. "HOLD THE DAMN PHONE! WHO THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN CHEATING ON ME WITH? WERE YOU CHEATING ON ME? DID YOU GET RAPED? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
All of our eyes were saucers as we stared at Dante who was shooting daggers at my sister. He handed me Caden, calmly asking me to take him to his room. I could see the hurt in his eyes but also the gratefulness that I told him. Like I told Javiera before, if she thought I was gonna lose my best friend over her bullshit then she's fucking stupid. As I went off to Caden's room, Sean went down the hall to his own. "Uncle Scourge, are mommy and daddy gonna break up," he asked with a frown.
"Probably bud," I told him softly. I wasn't gonna bullshit him. After putting him in bed, I went downstairs to get Rosy and I some pizza. The yelling upstairs was too loud though. IT echoed through the whole house. Caden was a heavy sleeper so I know he wouldn't notice. Sean would pop in some music and tone it out. Javier was a different story…
"Daddy, why they fighting," he asked as he walked into the kitchen.
"Auntie cheated on Uncle Dante with a douchebag," I told him simply.
"That's so mean."
"I know." He hugged my leg, tugging at the fabric. I put him up on the counter.
"You hungry?" He shook his head.
"Can I sleep in your room?"
"Sure, bud. Did you eat something though?"
"No."
"Want a slice of pizza? Me and Rosy are eating some."
"Okay." He helped carry up the pizza slices to my room where Rosy was sitting on the bed, looking through an old yearbook. "Rosy, we gots foods for you," Javier announced as we walked in. She smiled at him at he gave her a plate.
"Thank you, Javier."
"Call me Jav," he said with a wink.
"Alright, no hittin on my girl," I said, giving him his plate as I sat down next to Rosy. After flipping on a movie to keep Javier occupied, I looked down at Rosy who was getting into the movie as well. For some odd reason, the way she was taking small bites of her pizza was turning me on. Why? I do not know.
"What are we watching," she asked, glancing at me.
"Elmo in Grouch Land."
"Oh my gosh, I loved this movie when I was Javier's age!" I laughed.
"I liked it too." She giggled.
"I wanted to marry Elmo."
"Tell Elmo to get a life." She giggled again. I pecked a kiss at her cheek. Javier fell asleep halfway through the movie. I tucked him in at the one side of the bed as he curled up with his little stuffed monster. Rosy and I cuddled on the other side till she fell asleep. Javier woke up when he heard more yelling and banging. He crawled in between us, cuddling up with Rosy instead of me. "Traitor," I teased, making him laugh. Rosy only smiled down at him, pecking a kiss at his forehead. I wrapped my arms around them as they fell back asleep. For some reason, I could get used to this. All I needed was Daniel in this picture then I'd have it. My family. My two sons and my beautiful wife. Whoa, wife? Geez, I need to go one step at a time. First, I need to figure out how to get out this mission. And second, I had to put up with Hell.
Hehe, soo very long chap! Next chapter...idk, maybe family fluff and little bit of some gang action. Who knows, but please tell me what you'd like to see when you:
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