About a week after Robins blow up, the team remained as distant as ever. Each Titan tried to spend as much time as possible out of the tower and away from Robin's flaring temper.

Starfire seemed to become increasingly introverted and never wanted to leave the tower incase Robin needed something or decided he would get bored with his work and training. She saw a moment of normalcy when he actually opted to spend the evening with her instead of the keyboard.

"Hey Star, how about tonight we hang out. Just you and I?" Robin had suggested. Starfires heart fluttered at the thought of things returning to normal.

"Oh yes! I would enjoy that very much!" she said happily.

That night he had brought home some Chinese food for the two to indulge in as they sat in the peace and quiet of Robin's room. They sat with their legs folded under them as Robin distributed the rations. He seemed…different tonight, as if some sort of pressure had been lifted from him. She smiled at him from across the table, only to be caught in her gaze by his own. He smiled back at her, which made her blush even though she knew it didn't have to be a secret that he was the object of her affection.

The two titans dug into their food. Starfire usually never held back the way she ate. It had never embarrassed her up until now. She tried to be perfect for him, with the increasing fear that if she wasn't, she would lose him.

After eating, she noticed Robin shift himself closer to her. She sat still with her hands on her lap obediently as he rounded the table and began nuzzling at her neck. She fought back the urge to giggle at first. His lips found hers and she gave into what was at first a slow, deep kiss. Of all the new things that relationships entailed, kissing was one of her favorites. She loved the warmth and softness it gave her. And the feeling of getting to experience the person you love in a whole new way.

This was different.

Something was wrong. The way he began to cling to her, the amount of force he was using, it felt...wrong. She gently tried to pull away to catch her breath but was forcefully pulled back in to him. She began to feel uneasy. She wanted to stop. Robin grabbed her wrist and led her to his bed, where the two perched on the edge of it.

"Robin..I don't th-"

Starfire tried to protest and was cut off by his mouth crashing back on to hers. The kisses became less romantic and more demanding. Robin grabbed the back of her head to secure her place in his arms. Starfires arms that had once tried to push him, were now folded and served as the only barrier between her and Robin. Sure, she could have used her alien strength to push him away but she didn't wish to harm him or anger him.

"It's okay Star, this is what people do when they love each other" He said as he began to touch more intimate areas of her body. Robin shifted his weight so he was on top of her. His hands exploring the regions of her short purple mini skirt as he continued kissing her collar bone.

"You...love me?" Starfire asked innocently. He had never told her such a thing, she hardly believed it herself. Even though she had wanted to hear him say that for the longest time.

He didn't answer, he began focusing on her top now. Pulling at her neck armor in order to reveal the prize of her chest.

"Take that off" he ordered, assaulting her mouth and pulling at her hair now. Starfire flinched in pain and hesitated. She didn't feel comfortable. He notice her reaction and didn't like it.

"Come on, don't you want to make me happy?" Robin prodded. Starfire nodded meekly. She wanted to make him happy more than anything. She reached her hands up and undid her armor and set it on the floor. The Boy Wonder wasted no time and pinned her shoulders back against his bed. His hands touched and felt every inch of her breasts, eventually removing his gloves which was a slight...improvement for a better lack of word. Starfire began to fade and imagine different things were happening. Was this suppose to feel good? Did other earth girls do this?

She felt her body temperature rise as her body responded to his touch against her will. She wished for him to stop. She only wanted kissing, shouldn't she be able to stop or slow down?

Robin tugged and ripped at her small purple top until, to his pleasure, it came off. He tossed it on the ground and gave a wicked smile as he dragged his masked eyes all over her body. Normally, she would almost feel complimented that he would look at her in a longing way. But the situation, added with his signature mask made the moment all the more worse for her. She couldn't tell where he was looking exactly. Couldn't he see the look of unease on her face?

Starfire tried to cover herself and sit up to reach for her clothing, then Robin launched himself onto her again. He pinned her against the wall by her wrists and dipped his twisted mouth lower and lower. His hands slid down her arms as his tongue teased her nipples and bit at her ample bosom. She let out a squeaking whimper in protest. Robin mistook it for a whimper of pleasure and began sucking harder and grabbing by the handful.

"Is this...what people do when they date?" Starfire studderd out. Trying to distract or otherwise stop him.

"Yeah yeah" he said, he was largely uninterested in what she was saying. In the course of his persistence, his erection had grown harder and pressed against his tight green pants. He wasn't about to stop now. As he busied himself with her breasts, his hands reached for her skirt. Starfire reached to keep her lower half concealed in the safety of clothing.

"No Robin, I don't think I can-"

"Don't worry, you'll like it" He cooed, using his fingers to pry at her skirt. Starfire had never felt so vulnerable or used. Why would he not listen? Did he like embarrassing her and hurting her like this?

She had never had sex. In any form of the word. On her planet, that was to be saved for who you were to spend the rest of your life with. It was not something to be taken lightly and was heavily frowned upon when the women of her planet took up having casual sex with men. Blackfire had committed adultery with a married man on Tameran her first time. She told her younger sister all about how wonderful it was.

This moment was nothing like the joy her sister had described. Up until now, she thought she had wanted to spend the rest of her life with Robin. He had proven to be completely different from what she had once thought.

Despite her feeble attempts at fighting, Robin had removed all traces of her clothes. Starfire fought back tears, she didn't want his eyes and hands wandering her body.

"Why would you dress like that if you didn't expect guys to want you?" Robin asked. To him, he had won the ultimate prize and it was his moment to claim it. Starfire was one of the most attractive girls in Jump City. Every guy had their eye on her. Now she belonged to him. He expected her to be his sex toy, seeing as she was so comfortable dressing so provocative on a daily basis. How long he had waited to see her in sexy lingere, to hear her moan his name, and now he finally could have that whenever he wanted.

Robin removed his own shirt and began working at his pants. Starfire looked away, not wanting to see what he was trying to show her. The two teens were naked as he leaned over her. She felt the heat and then the actual presence of his member down by her thigh as it poked at her. She closed her legs tightly, Robin frowned at that action.

It didn't take much for him to move her small frame around and position her on her stomach, exposing her back side to him. He grabbed her hips and lined her up closer to him, making it much easier to enter. She realized what he was doing and struggled harder. She didn't want it to happen this way. He began a rhythmic pumping as his first attempts to enter her. Starfire buried her face deep into the pillow in hopes she would run out of oxygen and pass out, then she wouldn't have to live in this terrible moment. Tears began to stream down her face as she cried silently.

Before he could enter her, his bedroom door slide open loudly. Stopping his motion as he scrambled to cover himself as Starfire peered over at the door to see who had saved her. Beastboy stood in the doorway, with a shocked look on his face. He didn't mean to barge in and tried to play stupid.

"I uh...was wondering if you guys wanted to catch a movie but if youre busy thats cool because uh.."He scrambled as he spat the words out, trying to excuse himself.

"How about you knock next time?" Robin comanded blatantly. Starfire reached to grab some cover for herself. He embarassment had reached an all time high. Now her friends would know.

"Yeah. Um. Yeah that would be better" Beast Boy agreed awkwardly. Then exited the room with his face looking more red than green. The door screeched shut.

Starfire clutched the blankets up to her chest. In relief she saw he was redressing himself in fustration. Every hormone and urge in him had been turned off, which Starfire was secretly glad for. She sat there silently, scared that he would change his mind if she spoke or moved. After he had completly redressed himself, he exited the room without a word to Starfire.

She sat there in silence. Wanting to cry again, but was filled with more relief than anything. She cacooned the blanket around her as she retrieved all of her clothes. Once she was dressed she went to her room, where she stayed for the next 3 days.

Over the course of those 3 days, she didn't leave to eat or socialize. Only for a brief bathroom trip, which she almost didn't make in fear she would meet Robin. Who, oddly enough she still called her "boyfriend". She destroyed her bedroom door to the point where it wouldn't open. It was the only way she was able to lock it. Had she done it any other way, Robin could easily find the codes to get in. For her bathroom breaks, she would use her communicator to call Raven to escort her.

Raven noticed this odd behavior and questioned her friend.

"Is everything okay?" she asked on one trip to the bathroom. It took Starfire a few moments to respond, as she had begun to drift into her own world in her head more and more.

"Oh yes, everything is alright" she assured lamely. The two strolled with their footsteps being the only sound in the hall way as they paused.

"You can tell me you know. Is something wrong with you and Robin?"

Normally Raven wouldn't care about relationships. They were immature and a waste of time. It always irritated her to hear about them. But she could tell something was seriously wrong. Starfires face froze. She didn't respond. How could she tell? What if Robin got mad?

After moments of walking, they had reached the rest room at the end of the hall. Starfire quickly ran in. Raven leaned against the wall, propping one foot up as she waited. Starfire was out almost as quickly as she went in.

"Maybe we need a vacation" Raven suggested, pulling her grey hands up behind her head as they walked. Starfire nodded silently.

"I'd like that" she quietly agreed, letting her hair hang in her face as she walked. They approached her room and Starfire used her small but powerful arms to lift the mangled metal that used to be a door, she ducked under it and entered flashing Raven a weary smile and thanking her for walking with her, then letting the door fall with a large crash.

That night Raven spoke with Beast Boy and Cyborg, suggesting a week to get away.

Cyborg raised an eyebrow "What about Robin? Doesn't he wanna go?"

"Do you really think he'll take that long off of his training?" Raven questioned.

"Besides he'd probably like time away from all of us" Beast Boy agreed solemnly.

"Alright, where are we gunna go?" Cyborg asked smiling. He was always up for a get away.

After arguing out the options, Raven thought that Starfire might benefit from being around friends. She hadn't seen her as happy as that night the Titans East came. So why not visit them?

It was agreed that they would all take off next week to stay with The Titans East. They ran the idea past Robin, who didn't like it but accepted it after lecturing his team. They agreed that if there was trouble in Jump City, they were to come straight home. No exceptions.

Raven reported the good news to a hesitant Starfire.

"What if Robin needs me?"

"He can take care of himself" Raven assured. Four of the Titans sat in Starfires room, trying to convince her to go with them.

"If you know what I meeeeann.." Beast Boy whispered to Cyborg while making a jerking motion with his fist. Cyborg nudged him hard.

"Come on, we all need time off" Cyborg pitched in.

"Well..."Starfire considered "I suppose..."

The Titans beamed with joy. They all packed that evening and were going to leave that night. After piling Cyborgs car high with necessities, they piled in. Starfire sat in the back seat as Raven sat in the front and Beast Boy argued about calling "Shot Gun". His argument was invalid and he pouted as he took his roost up in the back. The car came alive as they began their drive out of the drive way. Starfire watched up at the tower.

She could have sworn she could see a small silhouette with spiky hair, standing in one of the windows and watching them leave. The tiny outline got smaller and smaller as the car rolled away. Starfire rested her head on the pile of bags between her and Beast Boy and fell asleep to the sound of her friends arguing over the radio.

Thanks for the reviews:) I'm working on making the story roll along smoothly. Its weird getting back into the swing of it. Thanks for reading, I'll update soon...kinda probably..

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