Sunny diary 2

Sire= Dad
Carrier= Mom
Neutral= A 'bot that is not in the Autobot side either Decepticon.
Helm= head
Hatchling= Baby still in development in mommy's chest.
Sparkling= New born.
Youngling= Child
Mechling/femmeling= teen.
Mech/Femme= Adult

In this chap, Sunstreaker may seem OOC.

I love to insert smileys! :P - yeah... I really love to do so! That's what I do when I write in my diary. I put smileys inside to give it life. ^_^

Primus... I cried when I was writing this chap. No worry my parents were not killed by a mean guy. XD they are alive an they love me... :P you know, when you write a story in put yourself inside, you can feel all the emotions you are giving to your character and that's what happen with Sunstreaker. I'm a really touchy girl. -'

2:07 am.

Can't sleep. Sideswipe is deeply recharging in his berth. His blankets are on the floor like all the nights. He's kind of a savage sleeper. He fights with his blankets! XD At least, he always wins. I was recharging peacefully and suddenly, something awoke me. It was something I heard. Little steps. Are my audio receptors recharging? It was maybe a nightmare. Yes, I think it was. I rarely do nightmares. I used to have nightmares often when I was youngling but now, the problem has been deleted in my processor. Oh Primus! Diary! Did I woke you up? I'm sorry! Look, I'll try to recharge and let you recharge too. Do you recharge too? Arphh... Like if you could answer me. Be polite and ANSWER ME!

...?

I'm definitely tired. Excuse my dear... Night night.

3:30 am.

I'm crying. Old memories came back to my processor. Bad memories. I have to calm down. Don't want to wake up Sides. I really want to destroy the Decepticons that killed my Sire and my Carrier or better say OUR Sire and Carrier. They were happy with us. I miss the beat of my Sire's spark. A strong, comforting and courageous spark. He was my hero, I wanted to be like him. RaySun was his name. My dad was not an Autobot, he was a neutral mech that worked for his family. Always helping others. He knew how to make us happy when we were sad. I really miss him. I don't understand why they killed them, they were innocent. One of the few things I heard from my carrier when she was trying to protect us from the Decepticon was that we were one of the few younglings that were already accepted in the Academy. She said twins had a strong bond and when we knew we would become Autobots, nothing could change our minds. She screamed that we only were younglings, that to see them die was not something to do in front of us. The Decepticon just laughed and I remember his smile. What was so funny? My carrier was saying the truth. We only were younglings. We barely knew what was good and bad. The Decepticon just shook his helm and aimed my Sire with his cannon. He asked my Sire if he wanted to say something before to get offline.

... Diary... It really hurt me. Can't hold my tears and my cry anymore. My spark is heavy. All the things they did to protect us that day and everything was vanished in some seconds.

3:50 am

I'm out of the base, I really need to empty all my tears. Here, nobot can hear me. Diary...my diary, I'm looking at the shinning stars. What are their stories? They seem peaceful, happy, proud to shine. I, Sunstreaker ever wanted to be like them. I want to shine but it's hard when everything inside you make you suffer. I was not an egoist 'bot and a mean guy when I was little. All the Autobots thought I was like that but no. They don't know me! I was a polite, happy little youngling. I was a helper, like my dad. My carrier, MoonSides was a sweet femme. She was strict but we were little curious when nobot watched after us. She had wings, she was a Jet, obviously she was able to fly and my brother and I loved to fly over the city with her. She cooed during all the little trip. My parents were very protective with us because twins were rare and as twins, our bond would be one of our strength. Bond were something important for twins, if one died, the other would get weak or even die. It was stronger than seeker Bond. Our caretakers, when Sire and Carrier were not home, loved us and protected us as if we were futures Prime. I need to take a deep breath...

4:20 am.

I'm tired. Uphh... Memories are hard. I wish I could get back in the past. I would have protect my parents but they protect us. Why did they protect us? Why did we not die with them? Their last words were precious for me. I don't know if Sideswipe still remember the last moment of our Sire's life. When the Decepticon asked him if he wanted to say something before to get offlined, he smiled. A sad smile. He knelt down and opened his arms. I understood he wanted us to embrace him for the last time. My brother and I ran in his arms. He closed his optics and kissed our helm. When I saw him, his optics were full of tears ready to fall on his cheeks. Sideswipe was crying very loudly and uncontrollably. Our Sire sighed and spoke softly.

"You are my kids, my pride, my reason to life. You were the best that happened in my life. Now... You will have to protect at each other. I will watch after you from the heaven. Never forget what you are. Sunny, my dear big mech, please, take care of your brother, your personality is way different to the others. What you are gonna see doesn't have to affect you, I know it will be hard, but never take revenge. Never. You will always be my SuSu."

I was screaming. His words were his lasts. I was just a youngling and I already knew what was the HATE. Sideswipe's was severely out of this world. He was in shock. He was curled next to me into a little ball. My Carrier was crying and my Sire was smiling sadly. I wanted to offline. I rubbed Sideswipe's helm, trying to calm him but his frame was shaking. The decepticon smirked and pointed the gun against my Carrier's chest. Then, his expression changed completely, the decepticon narrowed his optics and suddenly, he began to laugh. He looked at me, since I was the only watching all the scene. He grinned and knelt down and told me softly that my Carrier was carrying a lil'femme. My Carrier bursted in tears. My little sister would not have the chance to see Cybertron, her future Family. I begged the Decepticon to spare the life of her. He got up and walked toward my Carrier... He shoot my Sire first. The noise, the screams and the laughs made me lose my self-control. I ran towards the Decepticon and kicked his frame as strong as I could. My Sire's optics looked at me, I understood he didn't want me to take revenge. I ran and rubbed his helm. He smiled and offlined some seconds after. I cried and cried.

5:00 am.

I wish I could find her. I'm really tired. My optics can't stay open for more time. Diary, I know you want to know how this day ended... Don't you? The Decepticon didn't shot on my Carrier. He tried to save MY little sister of the soon death. He told me he was going to let her life but under Decepticon's commands. I agreed because I knew I would have save her from them! She was a hatchling. Too premature to be in this world. Apparently, the Decepticon knew some things about hatchlings. My Carrier was agonizing. She screamed she wanted to offline because of the pain. Sideswipe was still crying. I let him alone and joined my carrier. Trying to take away some of her pain. She held my servo and her spark was beating very fast. I saw my little sister when the Decepticon held her. She didn't cry or did a move. Her very tiny frame was inert. My carrier looked at her before to offline.

5:17 am.

My Little sister survived. The Decepticon designated her as DarkHope. I didn't like it but it was not of my business as he said. He left with my sister and my brother and I were left alone. Sideswipe was recharging. All his tears exhausted him. I embraced him and we recharged between our two dead parents. I remember we woke up in a MedBay. A white with red cross on his shoulder young mech was standing next to me. I panicked. I got up quickly, trying to find my brother. Yeah, I know, I'm very protective with Sides -' You are jealous Diary! I know it! Could you stop interrupting me! Heh heh heh... I'm tired. XD Let me finish my story! That's why you are a diary. I express everything I feel in you. *clear my throat* heh heh heh. Dia-Dia-Diary! Yeah! Lil-lil diary! You are my-my-my-myyyyyyyyyy diarYYYYYYYYY! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Love the song I just create for you? :) Ok... I shut. Yeah... So, Sides was drinking a low-grade energon cube. Another mech was with him. Ratchet was the mech in white with a red cross and WheelJack was the one with my brother. That's where we began our Autobot's life. Autobots raised us like if we were... Were what? Heh heh heh... Their pets! :O holy Primus no! XD I was kidding. We were like their... I don't know. -' their creation. That's it!

5:34 am

O_O Dude. How the pit I did to stay awake all the night! In less than 30 minutes, I have to 'wake up' and get ready for my exam. :S Im so a glitch-head! At least, I spent a good time with you. And you? You love me eh? NO? :O ohh! I'm so sad. I thought you loved me... :( heh heh heh heh. Excuse me Ma'am! The Slag! You are not a ma'am! heh heh heh heh! you are... What are you? Oh! I know! You are a DIARY! ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

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6:00 am.

My sister must be around... Hmm... If I'm 16 vorns... Then... I was 4 vorns when she onlined... So logically (yeah! I said logically! I know I know! It's just Prowl that say it!) she must be 12 vorns. Muah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! I'm so a pro in math!

Don't laugh at me Diary! I'm good and don't argue with me!

13:00 pm.

AHHH! O_O why didn't you wake me up Diary? My exam! Oh slag! Oh slag! Oh slag! I'm in troubles!

I know what to do! *smirk*

I will lay here and do as if something hit my helm and let me unconscious. Please... Shhh!

15:00 pm

Wooooooo! It worked! I'm in my quarter. They really believed my story! I told them I heard a weird sound so I tried to follow it. Suddenly, BAM! something hit my helm and... No more Sunny. Muah ha ha ha ha ha ha. I love my life!

******* IMPORTANT*******

I have to find my sister! :D I want her! :D :D

Sire, Carrier, I love you!

*******IMPORTANT*******

Hey! XD I don't like Sunny's Carrier's name. Oh and DarkHope too. It sucks!

Aww! :( I wish RaySun and MoonSides were alive to love their twins! :(

HEY! :D you got why Sunstreaker was like his daddy? Yup! Cuz in RaySun's name, Sun in something that united them. The two of them were yellow or golden (some writers say he is golden, others yellow xD) and RaySun was kinda Sunstreaker but way more behaved (lol) and with MoonSides, Sideswipe is like his mommy! :D Red, nice and a little prankster! :P yeah, her mom was like that when she was a youngling! ^_^

I LOVE SUNSTREAKER AND SIDESWIPE!

Gonna update if a have two reviews! :P no... It's not mean, it's just really mean! XD XD XD XD kidding! I love you all!