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Chapter 4: Whatever Makes You Happy, Sunshine

Jade p.o.v.

Even though I love Tori, that doesn't mean that I want Beck to be hurt- not at all. And right now, he looks so betrayed… it makes me wish he had found out any other way. I look at Tori and I can tell she's thinking the same thing. I don't know what to tell him.

"You!" he points at Tori. "And her?!" now he points at me. His face… what am I supposed to tell him? I walk over to him and try to hold his hands. "Beck please calm down- just listen to me!" I say, trying to get him to calm down. People are staring now and I can feel eyes on us. He doesn't stop, so I do the only thing I know how to do- I drag him to the janitor's closet, Tori following behind me. I lock the door behind me and turn around, looking at him. "Please, sit down." I say as polite as I can. "B-but-" "SIT DOWN", I yell, now.

He does as he's told, sitting on the floor of the tiny room. I sit down next to him and hold his hand tightly. "I'm sorry, Beck… I… you and I had a sour ending. And for the longest time, I wasn't happy. Beck, to me, you'll always be my first love. But Tori… I couldn't ask for anything better. She's the one for me- everything I've ever loved in one perfect human being- and I am so incredibly happy. I don't want you and I to stop talking over this- because even though we weren't good together, I think that we were pretty good friends." I explained to him, holding his hands tightly.

His face relaxed a bit, but he looked like he had something in mind. He looked up to my girlfriend, "Tori, how do you feel about Jade…?" he asked. He seemed even more worried, now. She smiled at the question and I feel butterflies in my belly.

"I love her. I love everything about her- Her obsession with scissors and her snarky remarks. I can't get enough Jade West. There's never enough", she replies looking at me. God, I love her. I look at my ex boyfriend, now, his face looking like he's deep in thought. I let go of his hands, looking at Tori. She gives me a worried look… finally, Beck looked up.

"I always thought that you and I were going to be back together. But I just have to face the truth that that's not going to happen. But Jade, if you're happy, I am happy. And Tori, take care of her, and make her the happiest woman on the earth." He said, smiling a sad smile. Tori goes over and hugs him, and soon enough, I join in the hug. We fall back to ground and we all laugh. I look at Beck, smiling. "So, friends?" I ask him hopefully. He smiles at me. "Friends."

The rest of the day went by slow, if anything. When we told the rest of our friends, the reactions were expected. Cat giggled and said something about her brother knowing a lesbian couple. Andre seemed a little shocked nut said "whatever makes you happy, sunshine." Robbie. Oh Robbie. He didn't say anything for like five minutes. And when he did say something, it was "hot." And then, his stupid little puppet says "hells yeah!"

But I mean, I gotta love them. It's impossible to get through school without them… and believe it or not, I do care about them, even if I don't show it often.

I have a free period, now, and I'm with Tori. We didn't feel like going into the library, so we went to the Rec Room. I sit on the couch and my girlfriend joins me later, and before we know it, we're kissing. We're kissing and moaning each other's names out and it feels so incredibly good to do this with her. When the kissing stops, I just stare at her, taking every inch- every detail and memorizing it. She's just so… beautiful. I close my eyes and I get lost in time.

"Don't leave me…", I say. It's just above a whisper. And it's all I've been feeling. It took me months to get over Beck, but if I were to lose Tori… that pain could go on forever. My heart is beating fast as I wait for her reply.

"I wasn't planning on it, West."