Yay finally the first chapter! :3 I want to thank to all those who have reviewed! This is more of a... cliche plot like inception if you have watched it. It makes no sense and can be interpreted in many ways...i don't even know what i'm saying Haha! XD Still, hope that readers will like this!

Chapter 1

"Come to me, my love..." The figure was faceless, no mouth no eyes and bits of skin fell off as she walked closer to the trembling little girl. She wanted to scream but she could not open her mouth.

"They hate you..." No! It was not true! Sesshomaru loved her...right? Even so, her mother, grandfather, brother and even Kikiyo loved her! Shippo too! There was no way that they would abandon her, not in a million years, Shippo would always whine and cry like a baby when she was away or hurt.

"Look, dear..." she said as she pointed to a mirror. At first she could not see anything but then she started to notice that swirls of colours were appearing which slowly formed itself into a picture...no, a moving picture.

"Hey, i'm glad that Kagome is gone...she thinks she is so amazing but that's crap!" Inuyasha laughed as he banged his hands on the table. No, she thought.

"I agree, that sister of mine is nothing but a useless wretch," Kikiyo agreed.

"I can't believe i thought of her as my mother! Hey, Kikiyo-nee can you be my mother instead?" Shippo asked showing her puppy eyes. My heart contracted and i felt as if i was going to die.

"I regret marrying her," Shessomaru said. Snap. Snap. Snap. That was the last straw. Kagome's fragile heart could not take it anymore. She cried and felt life draining away from her.

"They don't want you," the figure mercilessly said.

"Do you?" she whispered. Desperately, she wanted an answer. She needed to know that at least someone one way or another acknowledges her presence, she wanted someone to at least say that he or she wanted her. Right now was the only disfigured figure that seemed to care.

"I cannot."

"What do you mean?" she cried and instantly, she heard ripping sounds and warm fluid on her face. She hesitantly turned to look at the mirror and what she saw was something so horrifying that she could not scram. The ultimate fear of fear.

"I cannot...for i am you," the voice echoed in her head.

She was looking at the figure in the mirror and the figure was herself, bloodied and disfigured.

She screamed and woke up hands trying to grasp something as a comfort. Just a moment ago, she had witnessed the scene where everyone had abandoned her. "It was a dream," she reassured. This was typical nowadays, perhaps it was because of the stress that she had been through and the constant loneliness that she felt. Today will be better, she mentally assured. Although she knew that she was lying, one could not help but think so right?

"Madame, Lady Kikiyo is at the garden, she wants to meet you," the maid said in a annoyed tone. Kagome sighed, since she had stepped into this mansion everyone was very...uptight. The maids and staffs bowed to everyone her too but there was always something off about it... Was she such a nuisance? Was she always causing troubles for everyone, was that why Sesshomaru was cold to her?

"Thank you for informing me, i shall be there in a few minutes," she forced a smile and said. The maid left without uttering another word. After she left, Kagome heaved a sigh of relief and "plopped" down on her bed.

"I wonder...does he love me?" she muttered.

Of course not, you're a puny and weak girl, he loves someone with a strong character like...Kagura or Kikiyo.

She stiffened and gave a yelp of surprise before stuttering, "W-Who's t-there?"

Such a weak voice and cowardliness, no wonder he left you...

"WHO?" She cried out taking the sharp end of her comb as her defense weapon. Sweat trickled down her translucent face, her eyes into small dots as she choked at her own breaths. She held the weapon in her trembling hands and frantically looked around for the mysterious voice.

He will leave you...

He don't love you...

No!... He loves me because he proposed to me... We LOVE each other!

...

Don't doubt him, he loves me a lot, he gave me roses, jewels, beautiful silk dresses...He even kissed me!

Then why was he with Kikiyo last night?

She stiffened and a strangled cry came out of her mouth. "NoNoNONONO!" she screeched as she grabbed a hank of her hair and pulled them. Her hands exposed due to her huge sleeves and they showed cuts and bruise marks. Though the cuts were painful but it could never be compared to a heartbroken love.

"That's not true..." she hoarsely whispered like a little girl who had met a big bad wolf.

When was the last time he kissed you?

S-Stop...

When was the last time he talked to you?

P-Please...

Why was he kissing Kikyo last night?

STOP! STOP IT!

"Mada...KYAAAAAAA!" the maid screamed as Kagome pinned her to the ground and started clawing at the poor innocent her who only wanted to come and see if her Lady was alright.

"Bakimono...Akuma...Hehehe... That's right...I'm a monster. SAY IT!" she threatened the girl with the comb. The maid wincing in fear as she struggled to escape but to no avail. Colour drained from the maid's face as she stared at Kagome's eyes which were crazed. Warm, red blood ozzed out from her face and they stained the pure siled carpet with its tainted sin.

That's right dear, come, you shall be free once you kill her...

"Do you want to die?" she asked smiling grotesquely as she tilted her head.

"N...N-NO! Please spare me...I... I s-swear i won't tell...a-anyone!" she begged.

"Really?" Kagome asked and the maid nodded her head profusely. But then, Kagome giggled and said, "Too bad... you still have to die."

The maid screamed in a shrill voice calling for help but no one would save her for her mistress's chamber was at the furthest of the East and the most isolated area.

"Hush, little lamb, it'll only hurt a little..."

The garden was enchanting like a sanctuary to hide your darkest secrets and purify them. However, the garden was also the most tainted place of all. In the morning, its innocence glimmering brightly in the sunshine and happiness vibrating from every inch. In the night, the flowers turning into laughing crows and the place a nightmare as it witnessed every dangerous little secret that each one had to hide.

"Ah Sister! Pray, what had made you want to visit me?" Kagome smiled politely.

"Oh, are you saying that i cannot see my little sister?" Kikiyo pretended a hurt face and pouted. Kikiyo's porcelain white face, her hazel brown orbs and raven black hair that cascaded gracefully to her waist could never be compared to Kagome. She was the swan and her the ugly duckling.

"My sister, i am not little anymore...i have grown up," Kagome smiled and the way she sppoke it sent chills down Kikiyo's spine. However she dismisses it as nothing more.

"But you will always be my lovable little sister," Kikyo chuckled as she patted her younger sister's head. Before she could pull her hand away, Kagome grasped hers and held it to her cheek. Kikiyo flinched and she was baffled by Kagome's behavior.

"Yes, i'll always be your lovable sister. forever and ever. Till eternity, you can never get away for we are bounded deeper than blood itself," Kagome said smiling. The words were fine but the tone that she had said seemed to posses a deeper meaning to it.

"Kagome...What-"

"Let's go sister, we don't want to stay here too long." Noticing that her words were cut off, Kikyo reformed her speech.

"Why, this garden seems lovely."

"Oh, no! Have you never heard before?"

"Heard what?"

"Oh...The garden has eyes..."

To be continued

Okay, trust me. This story might be a little confusing but still i hope you all will like it. Sorry but Sesshomaru will only appear an the next chapter. :) Haha! So do you think does Sesshomaru loves her or Kikyo and who is the mysterious voice? We shall see...oh, and please review! .