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Well now onto the story!... again

CHAPTER TRES

They filed one by one to the background as they finished asking each of the unasked questions in their heads, with of course Francis harassing me most of the time.

As soon as they were done with me they all went about talking in between themselves as I sat there frustrated at the fact that the doctor hadn't come out of the ER.

I felt something grab my shoulder, I slowly looked up to see what or who it was; it comfort me to see Mathew's warm smile.

The Canadian sat down next to me and sighed. "I know how you must feel, we're all really worried about him but trust me, it's all going to be alright." With those words and a few simple nods from the people around us, listening, I felt a little calmer.

As soon as I felt more tranquil, from the corner of my eye I saw a woman in a white coat walking towards us I felt alarmed again. I was the first one to jump out of my seat and run towards her a few seconds later the rest of them followed.

We all spoke at once asking the same questions the doctor only looked at us baffled by all the people.

"Alright, alright, I can't understand you all at the same time. But to answer all of your questions I must say that the patient is in stable conditions, he had a severe concussion from the car clashing into him, but rest assured he will be fine." She smiled as everyone sighed in relief and relaxed a little. "Before you ask, the patient is asleep but you can go see him, ah! Only one or two people at a time and please try not to wake him up, please!" She smiled politely and walked off to some direction I didn't care of. Everyone began arguing about who got to see him first. I walked back to my seat and sat down lowering my head as I rested my elbows on my knees.

"Me and Mattie go first!" I heard Gilbert yell a few feet away from me.

"Why do you have to go first?" it was Arthur's voice I heard, it was a little lower than Gilbert's but loud enough so I could hear.

"Well, obviously it's because of my awesomeness that I go first" Everyone else sighed giving up the fight with Gilbert.

"Alright you guys go first, then we can go next, I have a few things I have to say to Antonio." It was Arthur talking again, he sounded a little irritated.

"But dude you heard the doc, we can't wake him up." Burger King said in his heroic voice.

"Tch, by the time Gilbert comes out of there he'll be as awake as the rest of us."

"Um… when do I get a turn to see Antonio?" It was the voice of a woman she seemed to be close to where Gilbert was.

'Wait, I've heard that voice before' I looked up to see a girl with short blonde hair. 'I think I remember now, wasn't she that woman that Francis was going out with?' I stared at her for a little while longer until I heard Mathew speaking.

"Bella, how are you? It's been so long since we've talked"

'Wait, what did he called her? Did he just say Bella? I've heard that name somewhere' I closed my eyes thoughtfully and had a flashback.

"I'll call you." she chimed awkwardly before walking towards him with her arms opened ready for a kiss. He looked away and shook his head. You could definitely see she was hurt by his reaction when you saw her look down in embarrassment. She seemed like she was about to cry when she began walking away from the door towards the car that was honking at her to hurry up.

I felt a little happy that he rejected her, not knowing why I began walking away towards the kitchen at the end of the hall.

"Bye Bella, perdon" was what I think he said while I walked away slowly with a sense of relief and satisfaction.

My eyes widened at the flashback I had just had.

'Of course she was the one that day! That damned day. She was the one that opened the door for me, the one wearing the shirt, the one that spent the night, the one who caused all this.' My fists tightened and my eyes narrowed remembering again about what happened.

Antonio sat down and looked outside, drinking some coffee at the same time.

"So what are we celebrating?" My eyes twitched as I shot up my seat walking towards the first calendar I saw. I slammed it on the table in front of him and pointed to the date it was that day.

"What day does it say there?" I asked raising an eyebrow at the thoughtful expression he had.

"Umm… laundry day?"

"What? No! Look at the day today!" I said getting angry at his lack of intelligence. I gave him a minute to think getting more impatient as the seconds went by. "Ah fuck! Are you some kind of idiot? Who the hell forgets their own birthday, damn it!" I face palmed myself as I shook my head in disbelief.

"Oh, si es mi cumpleaños today, thanks for reminding me Lovi." My eye twitched as I suddenly had the urge to kick him in the face. I sighed irritated and sat back down.

"You really are an idiot, bastard."

"Lovi, don't be mean, It's just that I've been very busy lately and I haven't had time to think of anything else." Somehow what he just said had stung a little.

"But seriously, who doesn't remember their own birthday." He furrowed his eyes a little and stared at me.

"But Lovi, you forgot yours last year."

"No I didn't."

"Yes, you did."

"I didn't forget it."

"You did I had to remind you the night before about it."

"I'm telling you I didn't forget, I clearly told everyone that my birthday was when I chose it to be and if I didn't want to turn a year older that day then I didn't have to." I looked away about to drink the, now cold, coffee but left it there instead.

Antonio chuckled and nodded. "Of course, I forgot about that, so you still haven't aged yet?"

I narrowed my eyes and gave him the death stare. "Shut up, bastard, I said I'd age whenever the fuck I wanted to." 'Damned idiot always making fun of me' I noticed him still smiling at me as he got up to toss the cold coffee in the sink.

"So how's tu hermano, Feliciano?" He asked with that stupid chime in his voice, excited about every little thing.

"He's fine I guess, he's living with Ludwig right now, you know how there together and all." My brother always had a thing for Ludwig even during high school (AN: yes, they all went to the same high school). I never understood my brother's taste especially for men, not that I judged or anything.

I snapped out of my flash back when I heard one of them calling my name, it was Gilbert.

"-mano? Romano!" I lifted my head up to be able to see his face and show him my irritated face.

"What?" I said rudely.

"I asked if you had chosen when you were going to go in." He gave me weird look but I shook it off not caring what he thought.

"I'm not going." I said looking at my shoes intently, not wanting them to ask any questions, but of course Gilbert was too much of an idiot to get the message.

"Why not?" asked Mathew, which actually it really surprised me because I thought he would be the last person on Earth to not get the hint.

I had different options on how to answer the question, I could've said 'because I don't fucking want to' or I could've just told them the truth 'I can't go because I'm scared of seeing him. I don't want him to hate me for what happened and I can't face him now after what happened' I felt sharp pain come from my chest and I tightened my grip on the seat.

"… Well, I don't feel like I should go anywhere." I lowered my head I said this and cursed at the fact that I was so weak.

"Oh, I see." Mathew hesitated in saying before going back to their argument after the awkward moment.

As soon as they let me go I drifted back into my own little sad flashbacks of the time leading up to this.

"Hmm… I see. Well that's good." He said walking out of the kitchen. I got up and tossed my coffee down the drain too following after him.

"It's ten in the morning, what do I do on Saturday mornings at this time?" The man scratched the back of his head and looked around to see if anything needed cleaning in his already spotless house.

I rolled my eyes and walked towards the living room. "It's pointless for me to stay here while you wither away in boredom. Anyways I have to do some stuff so I can't stay here." I took my jacket off the couch and began slipping it on.

"Aww! But Lovi, what am I supposed to do for a whole day? I thought you came to spend some time with me. Can't you cancel on what you're doing and stay here instead?" I raised an eyebrow and shook my head.

"Whatever I need to do is more important than staying here and doing nothing, trust me." I heard him sigh in disappointment from behind me while I walked towards the door.

"Está bien, then you can go have fun; I'll just be lonely here until tonight. Bye Lovi" I heard him close the door slowly as I rolled my eyes again and left waving a little as I went down the steps.

...

I noticed that many hours had passed since I left Antonio's house when I received a call from Mathew asking me if I was still going to the gathering. I sighed as I answered his question with a yes then closed my phone leaving the store where I was at after buying some refreshments for the "party".

Soon enough I was already out of the store and on my way to his house I sighed heavily. For some reason my heart was beating faster with each step I took and I felt a little excited too.

'Now that I come to think about it, why am I going anyway? I mean truthfully I think they're all annoying with the exception of Mathew of course.' I kept thinking about my day and how it started. Soon enough my thoughts were surrounded by the face of a certain tomato eating bastard.

My thoughts drifted away when I noticed that I was already standing in front of Antonio' house. When I was about to take a step up the stairs the doors opened, Arthur and Albert came out giggling like high school girls, you could obviously see those two were already drunk. 'Probably Francis' doing'

"Shrup Romanro!" yelled Alfred like we were two hills apart. Arthur elbowed him in the gut and made drunken shushing noises while giggling. I only nodded as my eye twitched a little when I saw them already getting intimate with each other. I took that opportunity and hurried inside leaving them two to their business.

As soon as I got inside there was loud music and a lot of yelling. There was more people there than what I expected. As walked toward the kitchen I was greeted by most of them, some I didn't even know.

Soon enough in the kitchen I saw Antonio talking to some woman I didn't know. I set the bags that I had on my hands down on the counter. I looked down and noticed a pair of legs close to me. I looked up to see Francis leaning on the counter smiling while drinking wine.

"Salut mon chéri, I see you're in a festive mood tonight" I twitched as my body tensed up. It was automatic response whenever he talked to me. 'I fucking hate this asshole; he's such a fucking pervert'

"What the hell do you want?" I scowled at seeing his perverted smile creeping up on his face. He crept closer to me more creepily than usual.

"It's Toni's birthday and we have to give him a good time. If you're not going to make any advances on him then I will." He smiled more showing off his teeth as he stepped away from me.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" I said in an unusually angry tone.

"You know exactly what I mean, Mon ami." I felt like punching him in the face. I knew that he knew that I knew what he was talking about, but I didn't want to admit it.

"Fuck you, do whatever the hell you want." I said and walked away from him, not wanting to listen to him when he began with his perverted comments, like always.

From the corner of my eye I saw Antonio walking towards me with his stupid smile. I felt a blush creeping up on my face as I thought of Francis' conversation with me just now. I decided that the safe thing to do was keep walking and act like I didn't see him.

"Lovi~" He cooed as he walked towards me.

'Damn' I said to myself scowling as I stopped and turned around towards the drunken Spaniard.

When he reached me, the man put his arm around my shoulders and smiled widely; showing off his teeth. I scowled at him when he put almost all his weight on me as while he blabbered about some unimportant thing.

Then I heard some of them talking about going out and walking to the clubs around town because the booze was almost gone. I heard many of them agreeing and when they looked at me and Antonio I shrugged him off me answering both their question and getting feeling back on my shoulders at the same time.

"Let's go out and play Lovi it'll be fun!" I scowled as everyone agreed and finished the rest of the booze.

They began walking out the door and chatting a little. I noticed that the two that were outside were already with the rest of them. I felt like I was the only one that was still sober.

"Lovi~" Antonio called out from behind me. "You haven't drunk anything yet, have you?" He said lifting up a beer can for me to take it. I sighed and shook my head.

"What do you mean no! Of course you're supposed to get drunk like the rest of us." It was Gilbert talking while he walked with Mathew next to him.

"I don't see the reason why." They all looked at me like I was saying something stupid, so I took the can and gulped down the liquid as fast as I could. The liquid burned my throat a little as I gulped it down, mostly I just didn't like the bitter taste.

Everyone else cheered and clapped as they saw me drink it; I wanted to punch them in the face.

"Well, that idiot seems to be just fine I don't see why we need to stay here any longer." Gilbert was grinning at Mathew as he said this. The Canadian just blushed and nodded trying to hide his smile.

They said their goodbyes and left quickly, Mathew giving me a concerned yet sincere smile before they both walked out through the doors.

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