Hola! Ah, how I love writing this story, and I am so grateful for all the reviews and faves! Anyway, this is the chapter, YES... it's lemon time :)
Alright, calm down everyone xD My first ever proper attempt at a full yaoi lemon sooo... I am going to try my best :)
I shall stop rambling and leave you to your pervertedness :3 hope you enjoy!
Chapter Twelve: For the first time
A lump congealed in my throat as my eyes remained fixated on Gary's countenance.
Even though his gaze had softened a question still wreaked havoc in my head.
Why was he grabbing me and pushing me up the wall like this? Was it because he was mad at me?
I could feel my face starting to burn the longer we stayed in this scene, igniting my cheeks with a heat that probably could've been felt from a distance. Right now I did not care if he saw me blushing, I just wanted to know why.
"...like this," He murmured, pulling me flush against him by my collar and crushing his lips into mine hungrily.
Eyes widened I couldn't quite believe what was happening.
His eyes were closed as his mouth completely dominated my own, causing my willpower to wilt away. The grip on my collar remained firm as his tongue started to caress the contours of my mouth, making me shiver.
I placed my hands on top of his as I closed my eyes, finally giving into this lust driven kiss. Pressed up between the wall and Gary's body I could feel every move he made against me, and it was slowly driving me to distraction.
"Aaah, Gary..." I murmured weakly, soon becoming mute when his tongue entered my mouth.
The feelings that erupted through me were indescribable and the friction that was felt against every inch of my body was sending me towards oblivion.
Our lips continued to collide as our tongue intertwined, causing me to whimper a soft moan of pleasure at both his dominance and the sheer eroticism of this mental scene.
While my mind was completely fogged over by Gary's advances I hardly noticed that he had spread my legs a little and now had one of his legs in-between my own. Holding onto his hands I continued to be dominated by his tongue, feeling as it intoxicated me entirely.
One of his knees raised up a little and started to gently rub against my crotch, causing me to moan into his mouth at the friction.
Dear GOD! Since when did this lead to something so... God damn... oh man, I really want him!
"G-Gary... I... aaah..." I mumbled quietly, breaking from the kiss and closing my eyes. I had nowhere to run, I was stuck between a wall and Gary.
Not too bad really, it could've been a hell of a lot worse.
"What is it Ashy-Boy?" He teased, loosening his grip on my collar and allowing his hands to reconnect themselves by burying into my hair.
The soft tug on my raven locks caused me to whimper like a newborn puppy under his control and I felt myself beginning to harden considerably. Every time his knee ever so softly rubbed that sensitive area I just craved for more.
My arms wrapped around his body, keeping him flush against me as I found it harder to breathe. The rhythm was now becoming more erratic and for an odd reason this seemed to excite him.
"I... aaahhh... Gary... uhhhnnn... d-don't... stop..." I murmured, feeling a bead of sweat start to trickle down my face.
Another soft tug on my hair caused me to moan softly and once again the space between our mouths disappeared as our lips collided. My hands started to wonder down his back as my arousal was beginning to throb a little and needed more contact.
Tormenting me was something Gary enjoyed the most, it was a given.
Even so, I could feel myself getting hotter and hotter the longer this went on, and for odd reason I had gained some courage from somewhere.
As I moaned into the kiss I allowed my hands to trail down his back and gently rest on his butt. He jolted a little but soon relaxed against my touch.
It was a little strange I will have to admit, feeling another boy's butt, however it wasn't unpleasant.
Squeezing gently Gary opened his mouth and moaned loudly, eyes closed as his forehead gently pressed against mine.
I had no idea he would get turned on so easily.
"Fuck..." He groaned, removing his knee from my very sensitive and now very hard arousal.
As his fingers buried themselves in my hair he pulled me close to him so my head was now resting against his chest. Our bodies were still flush against each other and it was then I realised that even though his knee was absent, something else was prominent.
Gently nuzzling against his warm chest I closed my eyes, enjoying the warmth and the scent that he radiated. I also loved how his breathing was just like my own, a complete and utter mess.
As I squeezed a little rougher, pulling him closer to my body the emerald eyed boy whimpered a little, his grip on my head increasing.
"Ah... Ash..." He moaned, now removing one of his hands from my hair to keep his balance against the wall.
"You like it?" I asked, my voice sounding terribly sickly sweet just then, but I did not hear any complaints. The only thing I could hear were the soft groans of the taller boy and the rabid inhales when he was breathing.
Smirking a little I decided to give Gary a taste of his own medicine, after all, he had made me incredibly hard right now so it was only fair.
My hands slid underneath the material of his jeans and wondered under the waistband of his boxers. I knew that my hands were cold, they always were, and when they softly touched the bare skin of Gary's butt he yelped in surprise at the sudden chill.
"Fuck me! Your hands are freezing!" He cursed, trying to get his breathing back to a regular rhythm.
Inside I was smiling.
His skin was soft and warm, also I quite enjoyed the fact I was touching Gary's backside without him complaining.
Being flush up against the wall and the taller boy I pulled Gary closer by his butt so our bodies were completely moulded together.
I was positive he would be able to feel my erection, after all, it was causing a small tent in my jeans.
"Oh... God..." He murmured, tugging my hair a little as my face continued to be buried into his chest.
In my opinion his butt was perfect, nothing like I had expected it to be like. That was just a bonus for me.
Closing my eyes I moaned softly as Gary started to genty grind his hips against me, causing my arousal to throb angrily inside my jeans.
"G-Gary... please... s-stop... I... aaahhh..." I whimpered, now discovering that due to my antics I was slowly beginning to slide down his jeans, along with his boxers.
That was not part of my plan.
The grinding motion was driving me crazy and right now I wanted him, I needed him.
"What did you say Ash? I didn't quite hear that," He mocked, continuing to grind his own obvious erection against mine.
Material against material I could feel the pressure building up slowly in the pit of my stomach.
I really wanted him right now, I did not care if it was up the damn wall! Just, I needed this annoyance to be gone.
"I... please... stop... you're... aaahhh... turning... me on," I managed to utter, moaning softly in-between words.
Suddenly that contact was unfairly snatched away from me and was replaced with my body being lifted up by Gary himself.
Eventually my body came into contact with the soft embrace of my mattress.
Gary leaned over me, panting a little as both of our faces were stained with a red glow.
Was this what was going to happen? Were we...?
"Then why stop?" He said in an almost whisper, nearing his face to my own.
My eyes darted about his countenance, looking into those lust driven eyes and watching how his lips curled into a small smirk. I just had a feeling that things were going to get rather out of hand.
Hungrily Gary attacked my mouth, his lips colliding with mine angrily as my hands now found themselves buried into his hair.
Tugging slightly the taller boy moaned into my mouth as his tongue softly traced the contours of my slightly parted lips.
I wanted more, I needed more, and with that I started to gently nibble his bottom lip, watching as the emerald eyed boy trembled. My erection by now was as solid as a rock and soon would probably burst out of my jeans.
"Ash... uhnnnn..." He groaned softly, allowing his hands to slither all the way down my body, feeling every inch.
I did not mind at all, in fact I wanted him to continue.
As our lips parted I reattached them to his neck, starting to gently suck at the tender flesh just hard enough to cause a mark.
"Fuck... Ash..." He moaned a little louder, as my fingers still remained buried in his wild hair.
His own hands however were now starting to pull my t-shirt up my body as he panted with desire. It was obvious we were both struggling, our heavy breathing was the give away.
I removed my hands and moved my arms so Gary could easily slide off my t-shirt.
I released my lips from his neck for a brief moment before continuing to assault the emerald eyed boy. With the absence of my t-shirt I pulled Gary closer to my body, wanting to feel that soothing warmth he emitted.
Shuffling my body a little I started to rub one of my legs against Gary's watching as he trembled and struggled against my touch.
"Aaaah..." He moaned, his hands continuing to caress my body, slithering slowly down my chest towards where my throbbing erection was concealed.
A part of me wondered if I continued to tease him would he just dominate me? That I actually wouldn't mind.
Hungrily he tore his neck away from my mouth and started to undo the zip on my jeans in haste.
I just watched him, panting a little and pleased with that beautiful red mark that glazed his perfect skin. As his fingers hooked into the waistband and started to tug them downwards I could clearly see my erection through my boxers.
Well, it was kind of obvious.
Discarding my jeans on the floor carelessly Gary leaned over me once again, tracing a finger down my lips slowly and seductively.
"I want you, Ashy-Boy" He almost whispered, causing me to shiver in delight.
I wanted nothing more, right now all I needed was him, and I craved for his touch.
My hands trailed up to his shirt and started to undo the buttons, wanting him to be just as naked as I was. He wasn't going to get away with it.
Once the last button was opened my hands felt every contour and every ridge of his chest, from the subtly defined abdominal muscles to his broad shoulders. It made me inhale sharply.
I wished I looked this beautiful.
With a little help Gary discarded the unwanted piece of clothing on the floor, and started to get to work on his jeans too.
A fierce blush glazed my cheeks at I watched the emerald eyed boy undress himself. It was so damn erotic, I could feel the pulsating of my arousal already.
It needed him, and so did I.
Once his jeans were also ridden of Gary returned to leaning over me, his knees either side of my body.
"I... want you too..." I murmured, whimpering slightly at the last word.
With half lidded eyes I noticed his own erection too, making his boxers into a tent.
It wasn't just me then.
Suddenly I found my freedom violated as he grabbed my wrists and held them above my head, preventing me from moving.
My eyes widened as he just looked into them, those beautiful yet intoxicating emerald pools of water just making me melt. I continued to struggle to keep composed as now he pressed his half naked body flush up against me, our erections pushed together.
The contact made me moan softly as my desire continued to escalate.
"How badly do you want me, Ashy-Boy?" Gary teased, letting his tongue softly rub over my lips. Trying to suppress another heated groan I answered;
"I... want you... so... bad..."
It was then that he grind his hips against me and caused me to yelp in surprise.
Feeling our erections pressing together was having this amazing effect on my body. It was hard to explain.
Every time Gary moved his hips he was also struggling, panting a little and allowing a soft moan to escape his lips every now and then.
All this friction was doing no good for my health and right now I was unable to move.
He was completely dominating me, and I liked it.
"G-Gary... stop... I... can't... aaahhh... take much... more," I murmured, breathing heavily as the pressure was building up considerably in the pit of my stomach.
Closing my eyes I felt one of his hands release my arm and slither down my body causing me to shiver. His touch always had that effect on me, it just sent me spiralling towards oblivion.
Suddenly I gasped for air as his hand wondered underneath the waistband of my boxers and had started to stroke me softly.
"Aaaaahh..." I mewled, throwing my head back into the pillows as Gary continued to completely dominate me.
"Do you like this Ashy-Boy?" He teased, giving me that seductive look which I loved.
Closing my eyes I could feel the tingling sensation begin to boil in my stomach as he continued to assault my arousal.
"Oh... God... y-yes..."
"Do you want more?" Gary whispered into my ear, sending a volcano of goosebumps to erupt all over my body.
I shivered at the thought of doing anything else with Gary, right now I was so sexually aroused I wanted more. As his hands quickened on my arousal and sweat beads started trickling down my face I panted;
"I... aaaahhh... y-yes..."
His other hand released my arm so I could freely move and started to slowly slide down my boxers.
I still hadn't got used to this, Gary seeing my erection, even though he has seen it all before.
My now free hands started to softly caress his body, feeling every ridge and indentation. As they moved downwards I moaned a little louder as his hands continued to assault my erection, his pace quickening.
My body tensed up a little as I started to slide his boxers down. There was no way he was getting away with it, he had to suffer as well.
Once I had managed to slide them down my hand wrapped around his own obvious erection and started to stroke it gently.
"A-Ash..." Gary moaned, resting his head on my shoulder as he breathed heavily.
Every time he quickened the pace on me I would do the same, until I was literally feeling like I was going to burst. I just couldn't take much more.
"Oh God... I... aaahhh..." I moaned loudly, throwing my head back into the pillows, closing my eyes tightly.
"Uhnnn... fuck... aaah..." Gary groaned, his body trembling as he too must have been suffering in the same manner as myself.
Whilst lost in this overwhelming feeling I soon noticed when his hand stopped stroking me and moved away, leaving me to hang in the balance.
Mentally cursing I wondered why he stopped, I was so close and yet he did not let me release.
"Ash... do you... wanna..." The emerald eyed boy muttered bashfully, sitting upright, his knees either side of my body as a faint red glow glazed his cheeks.
I moved my hand away from his erection and actually thought about it.
I was a virgin, I had never had sex before with anyone. Was it safe and more to the point would it hurt?
"Well... I... don't know," I answered, trying to settle my breathing to a reasonable level.
Gary gave me a shy smile, gently reaching out to caress my cheek.
"It's okay if you don't want to,"
"No... I do, it's just..." I mumbled, now feeling my own cheeks flush up.
Was it okay to confess to Gary that I was scared about sex? I was almost sure he wouldn't find it amusing and tease me about it, but still I was a little reluctant to confess.
"What?" He pursued, looking deeply into my eyes.
"I... I'm a little scared" I answered honestly, watching as Gary did not laugh or mock me, he just smiled.
"It's okay to be scared Ash, everyone is nervous the first time they do it,"
Swallowing hard I knew he was right, but still, what if it really hurt?
I had never had sex with a guy before, or ever considered it before Gary came along. Was it okay?
"Will... it hurt?" I murmured shyly, leaning into his touch as his thumb gently stroked my cheek. He gave a small indecisive shrug;
"I'm not really sure, but I've been told that if you relax then it should be okay, so don't worry too much"
I nodded, trying to steady my breathing.
So, if I relaxed and didn't tense up then I would be okay? Well, that was a positive thought.
"Okay then..." I answered, smiling at the emerald eyed boy who placed a soft kiss on my nose.
Sighing a little I tried my best to steady my nerves and try not to get too worked up over it.
Even so... the thought of actually having sex is kind of scary, sounds pathetic right?
Taking a deep breath I propped myself up on my elbows and just watched every move he made. He looked just as nervous as I did, perhaps even more so. It did not fill me with the greatest confidence, but Gary wouldn't ever intentionally hurt me. I knew that much.
His body shuffled as he leaned over to the drawer in my bedside table.
Deep within my heart was thundering violently, half in nervousness and half in excitement. It was all so new to me, and of course I wanted nothing more than to experience this with Gary.
"Gary, what are you doing?" I asked curiously, watching as he retrieved some sort of bottle, it looked like it contained lotion or something.
His eyes darted across to me as a faint blush smeared his face.
"I'm using this so you won't be in as much pain. I've heard that doing it with a boy is different than with a girl so you have to use stuff like this," He answered, holding the bottle up to me.
I just nodded, absolutely clueless.
It wasn't like I researched how to have sex with men in my spare time, so it just seemed like going with the flow was the best choice.
Shuffling my body I kicked off my boxers that were around my ankles so now I was fully exposed, and surprisingly I felt okay with it. I knew he wouldn't judge how not perfect I was, or if my erection was smaller than his.
None of that mattered.
Gary moved back into the leaning position over me, holding the bottle nervously.
My eyes watched his actions with bated breath as he started to squeeze out the substance. I had never seen this stuff before so I had no idea how it would be used, I just prayed that he did.
Resting my head back on the pillow I tried to steady my breathing.
Perhaps if I did not think about it, or even watch what he was doing I could relax my body and not be so tense, after all, I didn't like the thought of being in pain.
"Ash, can you kind of move your legs apart for me?" Gary asked, his voice small and innocent sounding as he put the bottle down on the bed.
I complied without saying a word and just continued to breath at regular intervals. My eyes scanned the ceiling, just waiting for this apparently foreign feeling to consume me.
My body immediately tensed when I felt Gary press one of his, now moist, fingers against my entrance.
It felt so incredibly weird that I wasn't entirely sure if I wanted this. One of my hands gripped his arm as my eyes locked into his.
"If you want to stop then just say the word," He informed and I nodded.
I just needed to relax like he told me and just not think about it. Of course that was very difficult.
Closing my eyes I felt him slowly push the digit inside me, invading my body like it was some sort of virus. I cringed, feeling how slightly uncomfortable it was.
It did not hurt as such, it was just kind of odd.
As I opened my eyes Gary was leaning over me smiling, looking into my eyes to see if I was okay.
He would definitely know if I wasn't.
He continued watching me as his finger started to move around inside. My body writhed a little to try and remove that subtle discomfort but it was soon disappearing. It was morphing into something that was actually pleasant, too pleasant.
Releasing his arm I wrapped my own arms around his neck, pulling him closer as he continued to ensure I was ready for the main event.
The feelings that coursed through my veins were feelings I had never felt before, and the faster he moved inside the more I could feel myself getting excited.
"Aaaahhh..." I groaned, now feeling my arousal starting to take note of this assault. I had no idea that it would actually be something I would enjoy, I had thought that doing it this way would be so painful and terrible that it would put me off sex for life.
Luckily for me Gary was gentle.
I planted delicate kisses all along his collarbone as I felt him insert another finger. The discomfort lasted for a few minutes and then the pleasure started to build.
"G-Gary..." I murmured, my fingers slowly dragging down his back, not hard enough to cause any marks or scratches but hard enough for him to moan softly at my touch.
As my eyes looked downward I noticed that he too was sporting an erection at his own actions, perhaps my groans of desire where just too much for him?
As he continued getting faster with his fingers, making my eyes half lidded with the indescribable pleasure that seared through my body, I hardly noticed when I tried wrapping my legs around him to keep him close to me.
Breathing was becoming difficult and every time I tried to he would just take it away and I would just want to melt into his embrace.
"Oh... God... aaahhh..." I moaned loudly, wanting more now.
My confidence was boosted at the fact it wasn't as bad as I expected and so I longed to experience the real event.
Gripping onto Gary tightly I nuzzled his neck as my legs started to coil around him like a Boa Constrictor.
My body was obviously relaxed enough when Gary pulled out his fingers and left me feeling kind of empty. My legs continued to hold him close, not wanting him to go anywhere.
There was a slight numbing feeling that inhabited after his fingers had gone but, it wasn't something horrible, it was just weird.
"Are you sure you're okay with this?" Gary asked, looking deeply into my eyes as he grabbed the bottle, squeezed once again and started to coat his arousal in this weird coloured liquid.
I smiled and nodded, wanting nothing more than this moment right now. Every beat my heart made resounded throughout my entire body, making it shudder slightly.
"Yes, I am sure,"
"But if you want to stop then tell me and I will straight away okay?"
I could not help but smile at his caring attitude towards me.
Gary was never one to really take other people's feelings into consideration, but he did with me.
Resting my head back on the pillows I adjusted slightly, ready to be completely and utterly claimed by him in every way. I wanted to be his, and his alone.
Gary put the bottle back on the bed as his hands held onto my legs, moving them up slightly, making my grip on him loosen a little.
I held onto the bed sheets tightly, not having anything else to hold onto right now.
With bated breath I waited, closing my eyes.
When I felt his erection gently press against my entrance I jolted again, not as bad as the first time but it was still an alien entity that was entering me.
Trying to regain my composure I just cleared my thoughts and just focused on the fact Gary and I were going to show each other just how much we were meant to be.
"Ah!" I cried out, when the tip of his arousal slid into me.
My muscles clenched immediately and I bit into my lip.
Okay, this was a little more difficult than when he used his fingers. I thought it would prepare me for this.
"Shhh... it's okay. I'll go real slow okay?" Gary soothed, placing one of his hands on my reddening cheeks to calm me down.
I nodded and kept my eyes closed, trying to allow my body to adjust to this invader.
He did tell me if I was tense then it would hurt, so I needed to relax.
Gripping the bed sheets he inched into me slowly, feeling every movement he made. It was as if my body was rebelling against his intrusion, but I knew that after a while everything would be okay, I had faith in him.
His hand stayed on my face, gently rubbing my cheek with his thumb as he slid his entire length inside me and just waited.
I inhaled and exhaled deeply, trying to steady my nerves. The feeling of him being inside me was very strange, but not a bad strange.
As I opened my eyes and looked at Gary his face said it all to me, already he was struggling to keep composed.
"Right... tell me when you are good to go," He said, giving me a smile.
As my body started to relax and I was getting used to the feeling of him being inside me I nodded weakly.
Slowly Gary pulled out and started his journey back in again.
Closing my eyes once again I gripped the bed sheets almost making my knuckles white with the pressure. Again the discomfort was more noticeable this time than the last but, after a few moments of thrusting things started to heat up.
"Aaah..." I moaned, feeling the build up of pleasure start to consume me.
Every time he thrust back into me it was like a wave of ecstasy washing over me.
Now I allowed my legs to clamp around his body, pulling him further inside every time he pushed inside.
"Jesus Christ Ash... you're... so fucking tight!" He moaned in-between words, making me whimper a little.
I knew that, he didn't have to tell me.
His pace was still quite slow and my body, along with my needy arousal wanted more.
Pulling him closer with my legs I moaned;
"...faster..."
He complied of course without hesitation and started to quicken the pace of his thrusts, making my eyes half lidded with delirium.
"Oh... God... aaahhh..." Gary moaned as his pace quickened, his voice sounding needy and desperate. I was desperate too, in desperate need of release.
With every thrust I knew I was being pushed closer to the edge and it was amazing, Gary wasn't even touching it.
"Don't... stop... G-Gary..." I murmured, moaning loudly as wave after wave of pleasure continued to sear through me.
The pain that I once felt was now completely replaced with this absolutely heart stopping feeling and what made it even better was that it was with Gary.
"Fuck... A-Ash..." He groaned, drooping his head slightly as he continued to thrust harder into me.
I could feel my whole body becoming laced with sweat but I did not care. Every time that feeling rushed through my veins I was falling ever closer to the edge of oblivion, and falling ever more for him.
"G-Gary... I... aaahhh..." I tried but struggled to conjure the words.
I could feel my release beginning to build up, making my stomach muscles tense. It wouldn't be long now and by the trembling of Gary's body I knew he was struggling too.
I continued gripping the bed sheets tightly as my legs stayed coiled around him, pulling him in close. The faster he thrust the more he was pushing me.
"Ash.. I'm... I'm gonna..." Gary pleaded, panting heavily as both our bodies were now glazed in a layer of sweat.
Throwing my head back into the pillows every thrust into me was sending me to the edge. It would only be a few minutes, if that.
"I... I... Oh God~!" I cried out, feeling my body tense up as I knew my orgasm was fast approaching.
Trying to regain my breath deep within my feelings were a tsunami.
This moment, being with Gary and everything, I knew that right now what I felt was a lot more than just liking. It was something a lot stronger.
Gary's body trembled as his climax was vast approaching and one single thrust was enough to send my body into a spasm.
"G-Gary... I... I..." I tried, feeling the overwhelming rush flood my body as he caused me to climax
"I... I... LOVE YOU!" I cried, not really knowing what the hell I just said as I threw my head back into the pillows and gave into the wave of pleasure that erupted in me.
"Ahh... Oh God...ASH!" Gary cried, thrusting one final time before he too orgasmed loudly.
Panting heavily I loosened the grip on the sheets and loosened my grip around him with my legs. They were trembling terribly after my intense orgasm and once again I was covered in my own fluid. My stomach and a little part of the sheets were stained with the incriminating evidence, but this time I did not care.
Gary stayed inside me, his erection twitching slightly as his orgasm finally quietened down. His body melded into mine as he rested his head on my shoulder, panting like he had run a marathon.
Slowly my arms wrapped around his sweating body and just held him there.
"Fuck..." Gary groaned, trying to regain his bearings.
All I could do was smile as I held him, knowing that what we just did was something out of this world.
Then it hit me like a rock in the face.
Oh... my God. I just cried out that I loved him! Did he hear that? Oh man... why did I do that? Is it because... I do?
This mental battle in my head was soon dispersed when he gave me a soft kiss on my neck, still trying to get his breathing back to a normal rhythm.
My body was still tingling from my release, making my arousal, which was now relaxing, very sensitive to the touch.
As he slowly pulled out of me and gasped at how sensitive he was too I was suddenly feeling very lonely. When Gary was inside me it felt like we were finally whole, like he was a part of me.
Now we were apart that feeling had vanished.
"Did I hurt you?" Gary asked quietly, still resting his head on my shoulder.
"No, not at all," I comforted, still holding him against me as I sighed.
A part of me wanted to do it again sometime, after all, he had just taken away my virginity. That moment was so precious to me, and something that I wouldn't ever forget.
Once Gary had finally recovered he moved off my body and lay beside me, pulling the covers over our naked bodies to gain some warmth.
As his arms encased me and we settled down to sleep I could not help but feel restless.
Gary had not said a word about me saying I loved him, did he even hear it? Well, maybe not. He could've been so consumed by our passion that it did not register.
I sighed, snuggling into his embrace and starting to feeling a slight ache in my rear after his assault. It wasn't very painful, in fact it was more of an annoyance.
Gary had stayed quiet so I assumed that he had fallen asleep but, I could not help but feel bugged by this.
If he knows that I said that will it make things weird between us? I don't want that, but still why did I say it? Maybe... I meant it? Do I actually love Gary?
OH MY GOD! I'm such a freaking pervert! T_T I tried not to make it borderline porn, but it is so damn hard! pardon the pun :P
Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed it, and please review and let me know. It was my first Yaoi lemon EVER! I was a virgin until this story came along! XD
Next chapter will be full of surprises :) Gosh I am so excited to write it :3 Ciao for now!