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Anyhoo~ yes, I have something special in store in this chapter. I won't let on what exactly it is, but... I'm sure you'll love it! **I hope anyway ^^**

This is going to be back in Ash's POV as our little friend starts to sober up, so... let's get back into the action already!

Warning! This chapter contains heavy lemony scenes! People with gastric problems should avoid reading at all costs. Thank you!

Chapter Sixteen: The Edge of Heaven

God... my head... I feel like I have just done fifty rounds with Mike Tyson! Why does it hurt so much?

As my eyes flickered open to a very blurred image of my bedroom my head violently throbbed with pain. My mind was a mess, I had no idea how I ended up here or why my head felt like it was an erupting volcano right now.

Placing a hand to my forehead I still felt dizzy. The room wasn't spinning, just hazed and blurred, but I knew it was definitely my bedroom.

There was one thing I wanted to know and that was how I got here. Last thing I remembered was getting some alcohol from the off license and sitting on the hillside, drowning my sorrows about how Gary had dumped me.

How had I managed to get home in one piece?

Rubbing my forehead I gritted my teeth in pain.

Wow, I really do feel like I have just got knocked out by a World class boxer.

I blinked wildly, trying to get my eyes to focus on something, like a wall. The colours just seemed to blur into an ocean that swamped my vision, causing me to close my eyes again.

Okay... I need to try to re-trace my actions here. So... I went to the off license and bought some alcohol before heading to the hillside. I remember thinking about Gary and the reasons to why he left me, but what after that? God... why can't I remember?!

Opening my heavy lidded eyes once again I looked downwards.

It was now I noticed miraculously my clothes had also disappeared somehow. I was just laying here in nothing but black cotton boxers.

Furrowing my brow in thought I tried to come up with how I ended up in this state, and how I arrived safely home.

Had some-one found me or something?

God! What the fuck is going on?! I just wish I could think straight! Stupid headache...

The constant pounding of my head seemed to numb my brain from thinking about things. All this was too weird for me to even begin to make sense of right now. Everything was a blur, a mess and now I just needed to sleep.

Yes, sleep would be great right now.

My eyelids felt so heavy I almost believed they were made of lead.

Perhaps if I slept this off everything would become clearer in the morning? Hopefully this terrible headache would be gone and then I could finally understand what had happened.

The annoying creak of my bedroom door opening rang loudly in my ears making me cringe.

God, why was everything so loud? It just seemed like the smallest thing was intensified ten fold or something.

Squinting my pained eyes towards the door I tried to make out just who was entering. Sadly I couldn't, all I saw was a blurred figure and a splash of purple colour. The next thing that entered my ears was a voice;

"Ash?"

My eyes widened as realisation started to seep into my half sober body as I sat up.

That voice... it was Gary's! But how?! He had left me?! How was it possible he was here?

Half in confusion and half in anger I wailed;

"What the fuck are you doing here?!"

The blurred figure neared me, and as my eyes finally adjusted to the image I realised that it was Gary, and he was holding a glass of water in his hand. His face however seemed pained and guilt smothered those once perfect features.

"I'm guessing you're a little more sober now," He said softly, his voice sent a shock wave of Goosebumps across every inch of my body and I shuddered.

Even when half intoxicated he still managed to make me behave like this. With eyes half lidded in an attempt to rest them I responded;

"What... Gary... why are you here?"

He sat next to me, those beautiful emerald orbs peering right into the windows of my soul, making the pounding in my head start to fade away into nothingness. Even though his eyes were so full of purity and devotion the rest of his countenance just showed how really guilty he was.

"I found you on the hillside completely off your face, so I bought you here,"

I frowned in disgust at myself.

I wasn't that much a big drinker to start off with, and I didn't think I would get completely hammered.

Just drunk enough so I would go numb and forget everything about Gary and how fucking perfect he was to me, and how without him in my life I would not be able to cope.

"You were... looking for me?" I struggled to ask, feeling how incredibly dry and coarse my throat was. It was starting to compare to a desert that had seen no rain for months and months.

Gary noticed the hoarseness in my voice and handed me the glass of water. I accepted it graciously, longing to quench my agonising thirst as he answered me.

"Yes I was. Ash... I never meant... to say those things,"

As I gulped down the water, that felt so incredibly cold as it flooded my throat I struggled to keep focused on his face. It kept zoning in and out as the blurry images kept reappearing in my pupils.

Stupid alcohol... making me lose all sense of feeling and responsibility.

"You... didn't?" I muttered, trying to make sense of it all. He weakly nodded.

"I said all those things because I... was worried,"

"Worried? About what?" I asked, trying to begin to understand the complex teenager a little more. Even though I had been his best friend for so long there were still many mysteries surrounding the emerald eyed boy.

"About what my family would think of me," He sighed after his words.

My eyes widened at what he had just said.

Gary never came across as some-one who cared about what other people thought about him. He was far too egotistical to give a shit about that.

"I never thought you would care about stuff like that."

"Usually I don't," He confessed. "...but, when I saw Gramp's I told him I was living with a girl, and I felt so guilty about lying to him, so when it all started to settle in and I finally realised that this wasn't some crush I had.. I guess I panicked."

His eyes diverted their gaze away from me as I held the glass in my slightly trembling hands.

I had never realised that it must have been really hard for some-one like Gary, who was renowned for being such a hit with the girls, to finally admit to himself that he was gay.

"Why didn't you say anything? Or talk to me? I would've understood..."

I took another sip of water, feeling my intoxication start to slowly fizzle away as more feeling and awareness of my surroundings started to consume me. It was now I felt a slight jolt of pain in my right shin, but I ignored it for now.

Probably nothing.

"Ash... how could I have told you that? I mean look at me, I don't exactly look like the sort of person who has those sort of troubles bottled up inside. And I certainly don't act like that either. I guess... I just couldn't,"

I frowned, not liking the fact he kept this bottled up for this long.

I never wanted him to hurt like this, it felt like I was hurting too. If only he talked to me about this I could've taken away all his problems. Looking at the water in the glass I sighed.

"But Gary... what you said to me... really hurt,"

Biting the bottom of my lip I tried to suppress the urge to cry when the memories of rejection started to burn back into my brain. Memories of shattered dreams and neglect, and also the throbbing pain in my brain was not helping me right now.

"I know... and I am so sorry for that," He said in a quiet voice, his eyes looking directly at my face.

"Misty was really mad..." I mumbled, remembering the phone conversation I had with the red head.

Gary chuckled a little.

"Your telling me! She really laid into me about it all, she even slapped me. I deserved it though, I was being such a dick,"

I took another sip of water and turned to look at the emerald eyed boy.

So Misty had caught up with Gary and gave him a piece of her mind, and also her fist by the sounds of it. I must admit, the thought was kind of funny.

"Gary..." I mumbled, trying to think of what to do next.

My mind was a mess, by both Gary and the alcohol that still ravaged my brain cells.

"Yes?"

"I... don't know what to do any more," I choked out, not liking how it sounded.

His eyes widened a little before returning to their sombre appearance.

"Ash... I know that I don't deserve a second chance to put things right between us... but.. I want you to accept my apology at least,"

For Gary to say sorry was a rare occurrence, and he seemed genuinely guilty about what he had put me through. Even though a part of me just melted and wanted to forgive him another part was a little more reluctant.

I took one final gulp of the water before placing the glass on the bedside table.

"You have no idea how much I have beat myself up about this, I never wanted to hurt you like this. See, the problem isn't you. Its me, I know... and I do this every single time. Somehow I keep pushing you away and hurting you like you don't matter. But you do, you matter so freakin' much! I just get... so afraid..."

I watched the taller boy intently as he placed his head in his hands, his eyes so consumed in sadness it made me want to forgive him there and then.

"Gary..."

"I only have myself to blame for this,"

As his face continued to be swamped in anguish and sorrow I just longed to tell him it was all okay and that we could try and start again, from scratch.

After all this time being together I knew I couldn't live without Gary in my life and I didn't want anyone else. He made it possible for me to be strong with my Mom being in hospital. I had a glimmer of hope when I was with him.

"Gary... I forgiv-"

"NO! Don't say it! Don't even think it!" He cried, cutting me off in mid sentence.

The loudness of his voice caused the throbbing pain in my head to intensify again, making me wince.

"Please... just accept my apology,"

After those words left his lips we remained in silence for what seemed like an eternity.

I just wanted him to know that I had forgiven him, and even though I shouldn't, I just could not help it. I loved him, and I just wanted us to try and sort this out properly.

He was worth it in my eyes.

"Oh... and if you're wondering why you're half naked... that was my fault," Gary confessed, his lips curved up into a small smirk as my eyes widened.

"What?!"

"Well, you were soaked! You was just sitting in the rain you know. I couldn't leave you to lounge around in wet clothes. You might have caught a cold,"

The smirk vanished off his face and seriousness replaced it.

Given time to think about it that was probably the most thoughtful thing Gary had ever done. I didn't even think it was part of his persona.

I managed a small smile.

"Well... I... thanks I guess,"

"Don't mention it, besides... I didn't really mind," Gary added in, already causing me to feel that burning sensation singe my cheeks.

Okay, so the thought of Gary stripping me while completely off my face wasn't that hard to deal with. It was the curiosity of what he might have been thinking the entire time that got me interested.

The sound of the rain lashing at the windows was the only sound that echoed throughout my dimly lit bedroom. Mother Nature seemed so infuriated I half expected the glass to shatter.

Sighing I leaned against Gary's shoulder, breathing in the atmosphere of having him so close to me once again. Giving him a second chance didn't even need to be thought about, of course I would. I loved him more than anything or anyone in my entire life.

I needed him here with me, to keep me strong and to fight off the weak opposition that resided inside me.

"How are you feeling?" He said softly, slowly wrapping one of his arms around my waist.

I gave an indecisive shrug.

"I could be better,"

"Oh that reminds me," Gary piped up, making me turn my head so I could make eye contact. "...The Doc phoned earlier today about your Mom,"

Already my heart started it's long journey south, sinking deeper into the ocean of despair as subconsciously I had written off any chance of a happy ending.

"Yes?"

"He said she agreed to have the operation and you can see her tomorrow morning before hand,"

I shot up, completely shocked by his words.

So she agreed to have the operation? She was going to get better after all?

Gary smiled at my expression.

"You being serious?!"

"Of course, so it looks like she will make a full recovery after all,"

A huge smile smothered my face as the realisation started to sink in.

After the operation it wouldn't take long for Mom to get better. The Doctor did say there was a good success rate and the chance of her making a full recovery was very high.

I leaned against the emerald eyed boy again.

"That is the best news I have heard all day," I mumbled, closing my eyes as I inhaled the distinct scent that clung to Gary's purple t-shirt.

At least I could focus on things better now, my eyes now clearly depicted Gary's tall figure and the colours that shrouded my room.

I was sobering up at last, thankfully.

His arm held me close to him as I just settled into his comforting embrace.

"I promise that I will make it up to you Ash," Gary muttered quietly, gently kissing the top of my head.

My eyes widened at the contact of his lips against my head.

Make it up to me? But how? He had apologised and was genuinely sorry, wasn't that enough?

"But how? You said sorry, you don't need to do anything else," I murmured, enjoying this moment with him and how the soothing sound of the rain against the window pane was somehow making this scene perfect.

Gary moved away so that my eyes met his.

Immediately I just drowned in their purity, the beautiful intoxicating emerald colour that just made my heart melt like chocolate under a burning hot sun.

He gently placed a hand to my face, caressing my cheek softly.

"I want to," He almost whispered, continuing to just gaze into my eyes.

Surprisingly I could actually focus better now, that water had really helped me sober up.

My eyes diverted away, already feeling my face ignite with an intense fire that made my cheeks glow in a red hue.

I was positive he knew I was blushing and right now I didn't care.

His hand moved from my cheek to underneath my chin, slowly moving my head towards his own.

As I watched his eyes close I could not help but do the same, instinctively knowing what this would ultimately lead to. Without giving myself time to think I reached up and ran my fingers through his hair as the distance between our mouths got significantly smaller.

God... I really wanted to kiss him. It felt like years since I had felt how soft his lips were, how perfect they moulded against my own and how he tasted so divine.

"Ash..." Gary whispered, his breath hot on my face.

I swallowed hard, just wanting to give into him and kiss him like never before.

"Yes?"

He paused, our mouths barely inches apart, my heart thundering violently in my chest.

"I... love you," He murmured as he closed the distance immediately and locked his lips onto mine.

I inhaled sharply, not just at how soft his lips were but also at his words.

Gary just told me he loved me... and he meant it too! Oh my God...

My fingers entwined in his wild hair roughly as we kissed like it was the first time.

I could almost feel his lips trembling as they connected with mine, so nervous, so agitated. It was actually kind of cute.

His hand moved from my chin as both his arms wrapped around my waist to pull me closer. The feeling of his hands on my bare skin sent electric pulses all through my nervous system causing my body to shudder occasionally.

How he had this affect on my body from one simple touch was beyond me.

I moved my legs from the terribly awkward position they had just been in and rested both of them across his own. Parting my mouth slightly to breathe I felt Gary's tongue nervously start to flicker against my top lip, teasing me, wanting me to give into his advances.

My heart thundered harder as I felt my arousal begin to take note of this assault, and it would be so damn noticeable if I got an erection.

I was only wearing boxers.

"Ahhh~" I moaned, opening my mouth and greeting his tongue with my own.

Just like our lips, they danced together just perfectly, allowing delicious grunts and groans to escape from the emerald eyed boy's lips.

Oh shit... if this carries on... I just know what will happen.

Next thing I was aware of I was being pushed down onto my bed, being clambered over and straddled by a very flustered brunette.

Our lips parted briefly as he gazed at me, panting slightly.

A fierce blush glazed my face as I could feel myself hardening considerably at this compromising position. It was reminding me of last night.

"I want to show you how much... you mean to me, Ash," Gary soothed, gently brushing away a few odd strands of hair that had fallen across my face.

Right now my ability to speak was muted, I just couldn't seem to say anything. His eyes had entrapped me and made me so utterly useless and powerless to any of his advances.

Not that I would complain if he did.

His mouth hungrily attacked my own, causing me to whimper under his dominance.

Lips colliding in a crash of wild passion I wrapped my arms around him, holding his body stable and close to my own.

With every passing second I was getting harder and harder, and I was almost positive he could feel it rubbing against his thigh. My theory was proved right when the emerald eyed boy softly grind his hips against me, causing my arousal to rub against the fabric.

"Ahhh... G-Gary..." I whimpered, pulling away from the kiss, only to have Gary start to suckle my neck instead.

This intense wave of pleasure seared through me like a bullet and I could begin to feel my self control start to fizzle away. Closing my eyes I moaned softly, loving the feeling of him completely controlling and dominating me.

It was how I liked it after all.

"I promise... I'll never hurt you again," Gary muttered in between suckling my neck.

His voice sounded soft and seductive, immediately creating a slight ache in my groin. I longed for more attention, more friction.

His hands gently danced all across my body, caressing every inch that made me just ache for him entirely. All this teasing was not doing my arousal any good, in fact sooner or later I was positive it would rip open my boxers.

While my eyes remained closed Gary's mouth moved from my over sensitive neck and started to move downwards, creating feather like kisses all across my collarbone.

Softly thrusting my hips upwards against the emerald eyed boy I could not suppress another heated groan.

I just wanted him, I didn't care about the consequences right now. Just me and him, in my bed, doing what we do best.

My hands reached up and started to gently tug on his purple t-shirt, wanting him to be just as naked as I was. Also I rather liked perving on his lean physique. His broad tanned shoulders, his wash board abdominal muscles, and how he only had a tiny small line of hair from his navel to underneath the waistband of his boxers.

I remembered it all.

Gary moved slightly allowing me to remove his t-shirt as my eyes flickered open.

God... he looked so damn hot like this...

Once I had successfully removed the item of clothing I threw it to the floor, not really caring about anything. I just wanted him and this moment together.

Gary sat up, removing his lips away from my neck, just continuing to have his knees either side of my body.

Those emerald eyes gazed into my own and I could just feel my heart flutter like a Butterfree trapped in a cage. The feeling was a little euphoric to say the least.

"Ash..." He mumbled quietly, his hand reaching to gently caress my cheek.

I leaned into his touch, loving how soft his hands were and the warmth they emitted.

"Yes?"

His eyes looked away for a moment, as if he was trying to figure out exactly what to say to me.

Right now he could say anything and it probably wouldn't stop me from wanting him so bad. My groin was aching so whatever the situation I probably wouldn't care.

As he turned back to me he leaned in close to my face, still gently caressing my cheek, eyes now becoming half lidded with desire as he spoke softly;

"I want to make love to you..."

It took all my damn strength not just cave in and melt right there. Oh my God! It was so friggin' hot the way it sounded. Not just sex, but he genuinely wanted to make love to me? Oh God... now I'm getting even MORE aroused!

I whimpered slightly at his words, feeling a fierce blush smother my face in it's red glow.

Those alluring eyes did not divert away from me. I knew he was deadly serious and of course I was not going to say no.

Last night was something I have never experienced before and it was just amazing, more than words could express. So it was only natural I would want to do it again.

The space between our mouths closed as he gently pressed those addicting lips to mine once again.

I inhaled sharply as my eyes closed, just enjoying the sweet taste of his lips and how his body moved closer to mine.

My arms wrapped around his body, feeling the smoothness of his skin underneath my fingertips.

It was just like heaven to me, and right now this was just the edge of it.

As our lips parted Gary started to literally kiss anywhere he could find bare skin, my neck, my collarbone, my chest. It was all creating shock waves to course throughout my entire body and I could not help but moan at his actions.

Then it wasn't just kissing.

My body writhed in ecstasy as he started to flicker his tongue across the small ridges of my chest, down the centre towards my navel, slowly moving downwards.

"Ahhhh...G-Gary..." I mewled loudly, moaning at his actions.

My erection was so obvious now there was no point in denying it, Gary was turning me on beyond the point of no return.

Closing my eyes tightly I could feel every little move he made, I could feel his warm breath on my navel as his tongue continued to softly flick around the sensitive area just above the waistband of my boxers, I could feel my own cursed heartbeat thundering inside my chest, and I also hear my inner voice screaming in delight at how badly I needed this.

His hand wondered downwards and allowed his fingers to hook inside my boxers to pull them down slowly.

I bit into my lip, trying to gain some self control from somewhere.

The feeling of the material softly brushing against my needy arousal did not help matters.

Fuck... I thought what I felt last night was excruciating but this? This is like ten times worse! I just have his voice replaying in my head, about how he wants to make love to me. God... it's such a turn on.

As my boxers were pulled downwards and left to hang around my ankles I knew that my erection was now fully exposed and at Gary's mercy.

Swallowing hard I had no idea what to expect next, he wasn't very predictable, in fact the opposite but that was made things like this so exciting.

"Oh my GOD~!" I cried out, moaning loudly as I felt his tongue gently flicker across the ridge on the edge of my arousal.

The most sensitive part and he knew where it was and how to work it.

Closing my eyes tightly it took all my strength and willpower not to release right there and then. The feeling was just overwhelming, and something that was alien to me.

I gripped the bed sheets as he continued to just casually flick his tongue around the head of my arousal, not actually fully taking it into his mouth.

Right now I did not frickin' care! This was so God damn good and I just wanted to enjoy it.

It gently rubbed across the sensitive skin, continuing to dance across the ridge, making my eyes half lidded with delirium.

Holding back my moans were not successful so every time I felt his tongue assault me my moans got louder and louder.

"Ahhh~!"

My knuckles were turning white with how hard I was gripping the bedsheets.

I had to do something otherwise I would've released straight away and then we couldn't get down to the main event.

That was something I wanted to do so I had to keep everything under control as best as I could, even though it was so damn difficult.

Gary's tongue continued to tease me for a while, making it even harder for me to control myself despite the fact I was practically screaming in ecstasy.

It was as if I was on hard core drugs, making my eyes blurry with delirium and causing my body to shudder. It was just amazing.

When his tongue stopped teasing me it caused my eyes to fully open and just look at him.

His face neared mine again as that lust driven sparkle in his eyes returned again.

He wanted me, it was quite obvious and I wanted him, so bad.

"You make so much noise," He murmured, smirking a little.

I blushed, knowing that I did, but I couldn't help it.

Having someone do that to you is hardly going to make you keep quiet is it?

My heart continued to thunder violently in my chest as he just looked at me, his face dangerously close to my own. The tingling sensation wreaked havoc in the pits of my stomach after his assault, but I knew it would calm down eventually.

"I...I..." I mumbled, trying to think of something to say.

Of course I couldn't.

"You don't have to say anything," He soothed, gently placing a finger to my lips.

The breath hitched in my throat as I was completely muted from speaking.

Those eyes compelled me to do as he asked, even though I kind of wanted to explain my actions.

Without thinking I took his finger into my mouth and started to gently suckle on it, watching every expression his face made.

First it was shock, then it quickly morphed into something that looked similar to pleasure.

"A-Ash..." He murmured quietly, resting his forehead against mine as his eyes closed.

My tongue enveloped the digit slowly, coating it in my saliva as Gary's breathing started to become heavy.

I had no idea this simple gesture would actually pleasure him in anyway, it was just a reaction to his actions.

Even so, for an odd reason my own actions was causing my arousal to pulsate, wanting the emerald eyed boy in every way. Just looking at his face I could tell that he too was struggling and soon enough he would dominate me, making me utter powerless.

That was what I wanted.

Slowly Gary removed the finger from my mouth, which was now completely wet and opened his eyes slowly.

His breaths were fast and rapid as our eyes locked, pools of green meeting my own, melting into one.

As his lips slowly neared my own, causing me to move forwards I hardly noticed where his hand had wondered to until it was too late.

I jumped up in shock as he entered that digit, which had just been in my mouth, inside me.

My eyes were wide as they looked into his, he wore that mischievous smirk that I loved, the smirk which now I classed as naughty.

"Only I am allowed to be naughty," He teased, pushing the digit further inside me causing me body to writhe under his.

His knees either side of me prevented me from writhing too much but it was just enough to disperse the feeling of discomfort.

"Ahhh~" I moaned softly as his finger penetrated deeper inside me, gently caressing my inner walls that were rigid and tense around it.

It would take some getting used to it seemed.

The motions of his fingers were smooth and slow, just enough to create a bubbling sensation to boil in my stomach.

Closing my eyes I bit into my lip, trying to stop myself from moaning his name. Even though it sounded so hot to both of us right now I was still attempting to control myself.

"Want me to go faster?" Gary asked, his voice laced in pure seduction.

Feeling a fierce blush burn my face I weakly nodded, wanting to be his entirely.

His actions quickened, causing my arousal to throb angrily.

"G-Gary... ahhhh~" I moaned softly, keeping my arms wrapped around the emerald eyed boy to keep him close.

This feeling was overwhelming, like the whole room was shrouded in euphoria and I could not help but give into his advances.

"Oh... God... "

His pace quickened, now starting to relax the tense muscle inside me.

I would soon be ready, I knew that, and it was something I actually couldn't wait for.

Gary wanted to make love to me and I was not going to deny him of that right.

"Do you want me Ashy-boy?" Gary teased, thrusting his finger harder and deeper into me as he said those words.

Closing my eyes tightly I cried;

"Oh... GOD! YES!"

My breathing was a mess, it was long, heavy and drawn out, like I had been running a marathon, and my heart was beating like crazy.

I was surprised I wasn't having a heart attack or something.

My legs instinctively parted further, wanting him to claim me entirely once again. Being with Gary in this way was just so amazing I wanted to give in again and again.

As he removed the digit from my entrance I felt kind of lonely for a while.

My eyes flickered open to see that he was now removing his jeans and his boxers, his eyes watching my expression.

Panting I tried to get my breath back, knowing that in a matter of minutes Gary would be making love to me and I would not be complaining in the slightest.

As the emerald eyed boy removed the last item of clothing he returned to straddling my hips.

His erection was clearly visible and fully erect, which did not come as a surprise.

I did moan kind of loud so it was only natural.

Closing my eyes I took a deep breath, knowing that this was what I wanted, what had dreamed of.

Me and Gary, being sensual like this, all throughout the night until dawn. Yes, that was what I wanted.

"Ash..." He mumbled, as he spat on his hand and started to coat his arousal in his saliva.

Looks like this time the lube was out of the question, not to mention it kind of destroyed the moment.

"Yes?" I uttered weakly, my voice sounding pained.

His eyes focused on mine, full of sincerity and devotion, a look that seemed foreign to see in his eyes. He just never seemed the type.

"I love you..." He said softly, leaning forward to place a gentle kiss on my nose.

I could not help but smile.

Hearing Gary say he loved me was something that my heart reacted to, I just loved it.

"I... love you too," I murmured, smiling.

Gary pressed his arousal against my entrance, not entering just yet, just allowing me to get a feel for what to expect once again.

I was more relaxed than the first time because I knew what it felt like and it wasn't painful as such. I knew there would be discomfort again, there always would be at first.

As I placed my hands on his hips I nodded for him to enter.

He obliged, slowly and steadily pushing the tip of his arousal inside me.

Biting my bottom lip I could feel the unpleasantness at first, but I was aware that it wouldn't last for long so I just had to grin and bear it.

The emerald eyed boy slowly slid his length inside me as my fingers gripped his hips harder.

Discomfort was a little off putting to say the least but I knew as soon as it was relaxed enough then it would be something mind blowing.

My inside muscles clenched around his arousal, causing a small whimper to escape his lips.

He paused.

"Tell me when you want me to move," He said, keeping deathly still as my body adjusted to this alien invader.

I tried to get my breathing back to a steady level as the muscles inside me started to relax slightly.

It would only be a matter of time, and then I would be ready.

Flickering my eyes open I looked directly at Gary, his face seemed concerned at my expression but once I smiled he smiled too.

"Okay... I'm okay now," I assured him.

He nodded, gently rubbing his nose across mine before deciding that now it was okay to move.

Slowly Gary pulled out all the way as my eyes closed.

As he pushed back inside a shot of pleasure seared through me suddenly, causing me to gasp.

God what the hell was that? Man... he touched something... God, it felt so damn good!

Then he pulled out again and thrust back inside, once again sending another bolt of pleasure ripping through my body.

I could feel a case of delirium washing over me as my eyes started to become heavy and lidded.

My fingers gripped his hips harder as he continued thrusting into me.

Small groans were heard from the emerald eyed boy as he continued his actions.

Soon enough my body was overpowered by pleasure I could not stop myself from crying out.

"Ahhh... Gary!"

I wanted him to thrust faster, this feeling that consumed me was just so mind blowing I wanted more. And even though we had sex last night, this was so different.

It was like it meant more, on an emotional level.

"Fuck... Ash..." Gary moaned, drooping his head a little as he continued thrusting inside me, my muscles clenching and unclenching around his arousal.

Gripping his hips roughly I started to move my own hips in time with his thrusts as I threw my head back into the soft pillows.

"G-Gary... faster..."

He complied, holding onto my body as every thrust sent a shock wave of hysteria to erupt throughout my body.

My moans were getting louder with every thrust.

He hadn't found that special place just yet that he had found when he first entered, but my body was telling me he was close.

"Ahhh... God..." Gary groaned, panting heavily as he continued thrusting faster into me, making the bed rock slowly.

It was starting to creak, I could hear it but the noise of the bed creaking was soon being drowned out by our own delicious noises.

"Oh... God... ah..."

Gripping him tighter I wanted him to go harder, so he could find that special spot hidden deep inside me and cause me to lose control completely.

I knew he was close, but right now he had failed to hit it.

"G-Gary..." I moaned, breathing heavily as a bead of sweat trickled down my forehead.

He grunted a yes as he continued pleasuring me entirely.

Pulling his body closer roughly I cried out loudly;

"Harder~!"

I heard a small whine escape the emerald boys lips as he started thrusting even harder into me, causing the bed to shake violently.

I wasn't worried about him breaking it, I was just concerned about the noise it was making.

Then again, I was being louder than the bed and Gary put together.

"Fuck..." Gary groaned, his body trembling with every thrust.

Biting into my lip, almost drawing blood it was then I felt it.

My eyes shot open as his arousal finally hit that place that I ached for, the place that sent me spiralling towards oblivion.

Gripping him harder I cried;

"OH GOD!"

I knew this would make Gary understand that he had found what he was looking for and by God he did.

Every thrust delved deeper into the place that made my body shudder in delight and I just knew that soon enough I would climax.

How could I not when this feeling was so mind blowing and unlike nothing I had ever experienced before?

"Ahh... ahhh... G-Gary... so close..." I moaned, feeing my climax vast approaching.

From the trembling of his body I knew he was going to soon as well, but how soon I was unsure of.

"A-Ash...I... uhhnnn..."

His pace quickened up, causing the bed to continue rocking violently and creating prominent loud exasperated moans to come from myself.

I couldn't help it, it was just so good.

My body trembled as my orgasm was nearing the peak, one more thrust, just one more.

"G-Gary..." I murmured weakly, feeling that one final deep thrust push me right over the edge, causing me to cry out loudly;

"Ahhhhh~! GARY!"

Wave after wave of pleasure seared through me and released all over myself and Gary.

My arousal twitched as the intense orgasm started to quieten down, continuing to pulsate as my release flowed out onto both of us.

I panted heavily, watching as Gary thrust one final time before crying out;

"Fuck... ASH!"

Trying to regain my breath back I felt his arousal twitch inside me as he released.

His breathing was just like my own, heavy and drawn out.

He rested his head on my shoulder, panting terribly as his arousal continued to pulsate and shiver inside me.

The feeling of my own liquid on myself and Gary felt a little weird, but it wasn't like it was glue. I could just go and wash it off.

The emerald eyed boy looked up at me through tired eyes, panting.

"That was... amazing," He managed, trying to get his breath back.

I nodded and slowly wrapped my arms around him, feeing his arousal still buried inside me.

Obviously it was too sensitive to come out yet, and I knew how he felt.

"It really... was"

I smiled, loving how Gary and I were just so compatible, in every way it seemed.

His body continued to tremble as he lay on top of me, head still resting on my shoulder.

My own arousal was very sensitive to the touch, after all, I just had the best orgasm of my entire life.

"Now... you know how much I love you..." He mumbled, making my smile get even bigger on my face.

I definitely knew it now, that was just out of this world, so mind blowing and nothing I had ever experienced before.

Slowly Gary removed his arousal from my entrance, causing warm liquid to escape and run down the back of my leg.

I didn't really mind though, like I said I could just wash it off.

Gary smiled;

"God... you are so.. fucking loud! It drives me crazy!"

Holding the boy against me I could not help but blush.

It wasn't like I could stop my moans, or the loudness.

It just felt so God damn amazing.

"That's your fault," I teased, inhaling the distinct scent that shrouded the room. The scent of both Gary's natural body smell and the scent of sex.

A job well done if you ask me.

Gary looked up at me through half lidded eyes, still panting a little.

"I'll take that as a compliment,"

"So you should."

I smiled, sinking into this embrace with the one person who I adored so much in this world.

Not having Gary in my life would be like trying to live without oxygen, it is just impossible. But now... it feels like he is my oxygen and without him I cannot breath, I cannot survive and I would not be able to find the strength to carry on.

Because... you are everything to me. I know you know that, and without you everything seems so wrong and out of place. When we are together it just feels like I am in heaven, but for so long I was left dangling on the edge. Not that I hated the edge of heaven, just now I know I have it all to myself.

OMFG! I am such a pervert! Shoot me now! Or don't if you enjoyed it! :)

Bet you didn't expect that! Well, that is one way to make it up to our beloved Ashy isn't it? Think it worked?

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Anyway, I'll run along now and start the next chapter, bon voyage!