I Don't Want You To Be Afraid Of Me, Ziva
Tony and Ziva didn't want to be far from work because neither of them got a long lunch break so instead of going to eachother's appartment, they decided to get a hotel room near by. Tony was all over Ziva's naked, revealed body as thoughts flooded Ziva's mind. She just laid there, being completey taken by Tony. She had to admit, it was kind of nice being on bottom for once. Even if it was just the foreplay. Tony loved this part of the foreplay because he couldn't get enough of Ziva's juices. They tasted soo to him. Something he truly could NOT get enough of.
All day he had sensed that something was bothering Ziva. He wanted to ask her if it was something they had done or something he was doing to make her feel this way but he wasn't sure if the proper time would be while he was going down on her. Tony looked up to see his Ziva completely in her own little world so he decided to do something that would get her attention. He started kissing her in the places he had just ate. Suddenly Ziva jumped and pulled away from him a little bit. "Why did you do that?", Tony just stopped what he was doing and looked up at a startled Ziva.
"Um, do what?", already knowing what Ziva was reffering to. She just swollowed before speaking to the man beneath her. "Why did you kiss me there?", Honestly looking at Tony like he did something that was unheard of. Tony just slowly stopped what he was doing and sat himself up onto the bed to talk to Ziva. As Tony moved closer up to Ziva, Ziva pulled the covers up over her revealed body. Tony just sat there for a second, thinking about what he was going to say to Ziva. "I don't want you to be afraid of me, Ziva but I know that a lot of this is new to you." , He took her by the hand and she didn't fight him when he did that. "Yes, I am not very familiar with intimacy. I know how silly that sounds because sex is a very intimate thing. I guess it's another one of the many things that makes me a freak."
"You are not a freak, Ziva. I don't want you to ever call yourself that again. You can't help being slightly afraid of the things that you weren't tought. It just breaks my heart to know that things such as kissing is something that you havn't had done to you over and over again because a women as amazing as you, deserves to know what love is and when it's being done to her." Ziva looked confused again and Tony wanted to be there to answer her questions. "You keep saying love. Is this your way of saying you love me? By showing me?" suddenly very vulnerable now.
"I've always loved you, Ziva. In the way that a partner loves a partner, and then in the way that a friend loves a friend, and now it's- in the way of whatever this now is. I can't tell you exacly what's happening with us at this very moment but I know it's happening in the way that it's supposed to.", tears filled Ziva's eyes now. Just hearing that Tony loved her made this whole intimacy thing not so scary anymore. "All of my other lovers have pretty much skipped right to the sex. Foreplay was something that I had to look up and I was certain that it would never been done to or for me.", suddenly very hurt. "My mom wasn't around to tell me any of these important details so I basically even had sex like a man would." Tony hated to even mention these guys names but he was going through all of Ziva's past boyfriends in his mind, hoping he could come up with one that was decent to her. "Not even Ray?", now laying down next to see in bed as he started to kiss the inside of her neck as she spoke.
"Oh, he could not be more to the point." letting Tony kiss her wanting, exposed neck. "He always compained that he was tired and that he didn't have the energy for foreplay. I mean, I knew he traveled a lot but..." "I'm sorry, Ziva.", gazing into her eyes as he placed a kiss to her forehead now. She certainly could get used to this. "Funny thing is, I never minded too much when the sex was over with Ray. Probably because I didn't realized how long and good it could be." now pushing Tony down for a long, passionate kiss. "Now I don't want it to end.", tears in her eyes once again as Tony wiped them away from her eyes. "It is like I'm making love for the first time in my life now and I could not be happier that it is with you."
Tony just smiled down at her and pulled her into another kiss. "All I can say, Ziva and I know how corny this may sound, I'm not other guys. I am determined to show up and help you understand what love is. Not that I know a whole lot about it myself.", Ziva just smiled up at him. "You are right. That was corny." They continued to kiss as Tony made his way down again. Ziva was more happier about it now that she understood the point of it. "You can keep talking about things if you want but I think I want to kiss you some more.", winking up at her. "Kiss away and Tony?", Tony looked up at Ziva. "I love you,too."