Chapter 4
Don't Leave
I awoke with my eyes puffy and red, with a puddle of tears staining my pillow. I got up still with my swim suit on. I got dressed into some sweat pants and a pink tag top on and put my hair in a ponytail with a white head band on. I had a shower and brushed my teeth. I then went into the kitchen and made a bowl of eggs and some toast I put some onto my plate and even prepared a plate for Jake. Even though the kiss was the best thing in the world I don't know why I felt so upset. I think it might've been from me having a boyfriend and feeling like I betrayed him. I went onto the porch and sat down on the stairs that lead to the beach and ate my breakfast. The sight was beautiful. It reminded me of Jake, his teeth brighter than the sun and his skin as soft as the sand. I started to feel the tear's softy washed down my smooth cheek. I couldn't help it just thinking of him made my heart break.
I heard footsteps and saw Jacob coming outside I stood up and put my plate on the little table outside. I quickly turned around and sat back down and quickly popped a breath mint into my mouth; just in case. He came and sat down beside me on the step.
"Did you eat your breakfast?"
"No, I'm not that hungry, I saw the note saying that your parents went hunting"
"Ya"
Jake not hungry I couldn't believe it there had to be something wrong and I know exactly what it was. "About the kiss last night I'm sorry if it made you upset or offended you, I just thought that you wouldn't mind, Nessie I really am sorry"
"Don't be I'm just so confused"
I felt the tears start coming and before I was able to stop them they were already down my face.
"Nessie don't cry I didn't mean to hurt you that much"
"Jake it wasn't what you did, it's just I have a boyfriend and I feel like I'm betraying Kevin"
I saw some anger escape Jake as I said Kevin.
"Jake I do li-"
"DAMN IT NESSIE I IMPRINTED ON YOU, YOU ARE MY IMPRINT NESSIE. I LOVE YOU!"
What Jake imprinted on me? I knew a bit about imprinting that it was like a soul mate, like love at first sight.
"That's why I have to leave. I'm packing up my stuff and I'm going"
"Where are you going?"
"I don't know but I'll find somewhere to go don't worry"
I couldn't believe it. Jake was going to leave. Jake was going to leave me. By now we were standing up now facing each other.
"Jake you can't leave"
I now noticed the duffle bag beside him. He grabbed it and started to run. I got up and ran as fast as I could. I ran and jumped on his back and fell to the sand I turned him over on his back, while I was lying on his chest.
"Jake I love you"
I then felt our lips meet and our tongues lock he picked me up and walked back to the house still kissing, we went into my room. He pressed me against the wall and ripped of my shirt with just my bra on. We fell onto the bed with me on top. I grabbed the collar of his white t-shirt and pulled, his white shirt ripped into two pieces. He took of my bra as I pulled off his pants.
"Are you sure about this do you really want this?" Jake said while huffing and puffing.
"Yes Jake, I want you, I want all of you" I said while huffing.
I then heard footsteps. It was my parents, they were coming this way. I quickly went under his covers and hid from my parents.
"Jacob where's Renesmee?" my Mom asked in concern.
"I think she said she was going hunting"
"K when she gets back can you meet us just down the beach, we are going swimming and thought that you would like to go with us"
"Okay we will get there when she gets back"
"K see you there"
After I knew they were gone I got out of the covers.
"I guess I'm back from hunting, huh"
"I guess you are" he said with a huge smile on his face.
"I guess we better start getting ready"
I got up and got into my swim suit and so did Jake. We walked to the spot that my parents were and saw them swimming and having tons of fun. Jake and I got in and we swam until dinner we went back to the house and made dinner. Jake and I ate and then we went to bed. That night was one of the best nights of my life dreaming about Jake.