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Ever had bad luck?

Did she really look at me? Or was it my imagination? I didn't know and I didn't care. At the same time I got up to follow, a man came out of the same car renesmee came out of. He looked young, not a lot older than me. It was renesmee's dad. Wow. That must be weird, having a dad looking almost the same age as you. He looked at me at that moment and I turned quickly. I hope he didn't realize I was avoiding his gaze. Before anything else could happen if walked into the store, and kept going straight. When I couldn't go straight anymore I turned left only to find the woman that was with renesmee right in front of me. I gasped while my heart pounded. "I'm sorry! Did I scare you?" She asked worried. "N-no. I'm sorry. I was the one who almost bumped into you." I apologized.

She giggled. "Esme can we get these? Please?" renesmee came running behind her. She stopped when she saw me and smiled. "Hi." she said. Her smile made me want to jump on her.

"H-hi." I answered barely able to hear it. I walked away not wanting to wait if she recognized me. "She seemed a little nervous about something." renesmee said in a whisper. I laughed at the thought that I wasn't supposed to hear. "She was probably still surprised to run into Me." the women, Esme, answered. I felt happy I got to see and talk to her even if it was just "hi". It was something. I decided to go home. As I was walking out the store, renesmee's dad comes from behind me and grabs me while running to an ally way. "Wha-?" "Who are you? What do you want here?" he asked in a dark voice. His eyes were pitch black with fury. I started crying. "Please don't tell her I came. She's waiting for me." I said in a whisper.

"Who's waiting for you? Who are you?" he asked more ferociously. I couldn't take it anymore. I pushed him away and as he hit the wall I ran. I didn't know where I was running. All I know is that I ran. When I could finally see where I was going I was in the forest. "WAIT! COMEBACK!" he called from behind. I ran faster. "No, no, no, no, noo! This wasn't supposed to happen!" I cried. He had noticed. I should've never came. Now renesmee would know I was here. I stopped running and hid behind a tree holding my breath. Five seconds later, Renesmee's dad, Edward, came running through the trees to a pause. "I won't hurt you. I just want to know what is your business here." He said in a low voice. I stood quiet to afraid he was lying.

We stood there for about thirty-minuets, waiting to see who was ganna speak. "I know you're out there. I heard you hit something. I just can't smell you." He said, breaking the silence. I was deciding to give up, but then something happened. I got a new power. I could see the future. Where had I gotten this one? It almost seemed like a joke to get a power now all of a sudden, in the middle of a life-or-death situation. But I did, and it wasn't anything I was up for. This power had turned on me for real. The vision I had was of renesmee snapping her neck. I started hyperventilating and Edward was in front of me in a fraction of a second. He was going to say something about my face told him this wasn't the time.

"What's wrong? Are you okay?" He asked a little worried now. I tried to speak but I couldn't. The words wouldn't come out. I looked up at him with tear filled eyes. "Ren-" I got cut off early by the knowledge that it was going to happen today. I screamed, shaking on the ground. "What's wrong?" he yelled picking me up and shaking me. "Renesmee! She's hurt! I have to help!" I yelled trying to move out of his hands. He held me tighter.

"What are you talking about? I was just with her! And how do you know her anyway?" He asked in a shaky voice. "There's no time! We have to go! Please! Trust me!" I begged grabbing his sleeves. He looked into my eyes and saw I wasn't joking and started running. "Where?" His voice was cold and dark, but I could understand why. His daughter was going to be hurt and if he had a chance to stop it then it then he would. I would to. "I don't know!" I replied. "Give me details of where it's going to happen!" he yelled at me. I didn't know though. "I didn't see for a long time! All I saw was a yard and-and white house behind her." That was basically all I saw. Well not all of it. She was looking for something. I didn't know what though. "That's my house." He growled and slid to a stop. By the time I came to a stop he was already going the other direction. "Where are you going?" I asked getting mad.

"MY HOUSE!" he yelled again. I didn't speak anymore. I just followed seeing renesmee snapping her neck over and over again. What I hadn't realized before was that it was a Branch flying at her, too fast for her reflexes. I ran harder and faster. For the first time ever I could feel the sting in my legs. My body moving as fast as it can. Knowing my body's limits. I started crying. I HAD ruined her life. With only one word, I had killed her. Was all I could possibly think. "STOP CRYING! We're going to make it to her on time!" Edward growled. He couldn't see what I saw. He couldn't feel her pain like I could. "Yeah we are." was all I said. I had to lie to him. What kind of father would see their kid die and knew about it before it happened?

"We're almost there," he whispered with hope in his voice. I smiled thinking that we would make it but I still saw Renesmee falling to the ground. In pain. I could see we were almost there to. So far nothing had happened or we would have heard it. "Renesmee? Are you home? Are you okay?" he asked very loudly as we got closer.

I was happy…maybe this vision I had was a fake. Nothing had really happened to her. "YES!" I yelled overwhelmed by joy and relief. I was so happy I jumped a little to high and swung on a branch. As I was spinning on that branch I flipped off and landed on another one. But that branch wasn't as strong. I felt that this was happening. I doubted it for 5 seconds and this is what happens. The branch I had landed on broke off and flew forward faster than Renesmee's father was running. "Dad? Where did you go?" Renesmee's gentile voice came from the house. Edward sighed with relief. "Come out here please. I found someone who knows you," he said. He had told her. You could hear renesmee coming out of the house and on to the yard.

I was to in shock to speak. I had been the killer all along. It was my fault for breaking the branch. She was going to be hurt by me. "NOOO!" I finally screamed. But it was to late. When I had gotten through to say it, Renesmee was being hit with the branch. Edward looked at me when I said it so when he heard a smack he turned quickly and saw what I had saw. "NO! RENESMEE!" he ran into the yard. "CALL CARSLILE!

I stood frozen in place. I couldn't move. " What happened? Why did this happen?" I heard someone yell. "MY BABY!" another one yelled.

It was her mother.

Everyone gathered outside. I could see them but they had no idea I was here. I couldn't help my self. I screamed again. I screamed so loud I'm sure everyone in the town heard me. They flinched and started growling. "Who's there?" some woman screamed. I barely paid attention for the fact renesmee was gasping for air. I came through the trees and they all did a protective crouch in front of her. "I-I" I couldn't speak. It was all I could manage to get through my throat. "Who are you?" the woman snarled. Edward didn't say anything. He was probably mad at me. He should be. I hurt his daughter. "I- I could help her." I managed to choke out. They all stared at me with black eyes. "How? And again who are you?" one of the men screamed. He had bite marks all over his face and neck. I was scared. But it wasn't going to stop me from helping Renesmee. I took a step closer. At the same time, Esme, Renesmee's grandmother, stepped in front of everyone. She looked like she was ready to attack. "Stay away!" she hissed. "I could help! She's going to die!" I screamed. "What can you do that we can't do?"

"I CAN HEAL HER!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. They all stood quiet. "How?" Edward asked in a low voice. He sounded as though he was dead, No pun intended. I searched around for a sharp stick. I couldn't find one so I just walked up to her. They all moved away but stood close. I lifted her up in my arms and she took another gasp for air. I cried as she stared into my eyes. "You -you came" she choked out. I cried and her father's hand was on my shoulder. "Let. Her. Go." He told me. I just looked at him

"do you think it would be better to let her wait for the doctor? She has a limited amount of time left! Even if I didn't touch her, she'd still be in pain!" I yelled. He hesitated on taking his hand off of me but did it anyway. I looked back at Renesmee. She had love in her eyes. No sign of pain, even though I knew she was in pain. "Its ganna get better. I'm going to help you." I said through tears. I lifted my hand to my mouth and bit into my skin. I bit so hard, I ripped my flesh off. The all gasped. "Renesmee. Look at me! You need to drink."

I tried putting my wrist next to her mouth so she could drink but someone grabbed my hand. I turned around to see the grandmother. "HOW WILL THIS HELP?" "My blood is special. It can heal things now let go!" I pushed her away. She fell back. I wasn't going to say sorry. I had to bite my wrist again because it closed up. The second time I did it I was able to get it to renesmee's mouth. "Here. Drink." I pushed my wrist closer so she didn't have to move a lot. She hesitated, but I forced her to drink. She struggled in the beginning but then she was able to move more. She grabbed my hand on her own and started to drink more. After a minute of drinking, everyone heard a loud crack and we all flinched. Renesmee had stopped drinking so I looked at her. She just stared at me with welcoming eyes.

"That was one heck of a hello," she said. I started crying again hugging her. "I'm sorry." Was all I could say. Everyone else was too speechless to say anything. "How? What? Who?" some girl said. Renesmee got up and lifted me with her. She laughed, which had really bad timing considering this wasn't a time for laughter. "I knew this day would come. That's why I never doubted it." She looked at her parents holding my hand. They had a clueless expression on their faces. "Everyone." She started with a loud voice.

Then she let go of my hand and waved her hands up and down at me. "This is Linda. My friend." She finished and they still didn't process the words. They stood with so many emotions readable on their faces. Anger, sadness, happiness, confusion, shock, curiosity. And they would have to be answered no matter what.

"Renesmee, You have a LOT to explain" her mother said, breaking the silence. "She" renesmee said grabbing my hand again. "Will explain." Then she looked at me. "The wrong course happened Linda. And I know for a fact you were happy it did." She hugged me and I stood there crying. "This shouldn't have happened. I just wanted to see if you were okay and then I had that vision-. I couldn't let it happen but then I find –I -it was me who hurt you." I was sobbing all over. I hugged her back. "It shouldn't have happened. It wouldn't have happened if your father had let me be." I said through tears. "I'm happy he didn't leave you alone. Now lets go insid-" "no! Are you crazy? She almost killed you! She'll enter that house over my dead body!" a woman yelled at her. She had blond hair. She took a step closer and I went into protection mode. "Who are you to yell at her? And what do you think your ganna do huh? Hit her? Ha! I'll rip you to bits before you even THINK of it! And another thing. You ARE dead." I snarled at her. She backed up then went into her hunting stance. "Bring it little girl!" she said. I was really ganna jump at her.

But Renesmee held me.

"Stop Linda. I'm fine. Really." She said in an irritated voice. I still didn't like the fact I backed down but renesmee did. "Yes. Lets all calm down." Esme added. Then she looked at the scary looking guy. I don't know what he did but everyone looked as if though nothing happened. Relaxed. "Lets go talk about this." Esme said interrupting my thought. "We have to wait for Carlisle." Edward finally said. He looked at me. "Thank you Linda." He whispered. I shook my head, still trying to get my irritation out the way.

I stood up and the woman, Rose, glared daggers at me. I just smiled and shocked her. She screeched and fell to the floor. I looked away and let out an obvious giggle. Then renesmee scowled at me. "Way to let it go Linda." She sneered. I just shrugged. I looked in her eyes. She was actually happy to see me. Guilt rushed over me. I almost killed the one girl who made me smile and laugh. Tears fell down my cheeks again and the scary looking guy sighed.

"You're an emotional mess, little girl. Lets go inside and talk this through. We'd all like to know how you got passed Edward and Alice." He took a step to me and I backed away growling, going into my protective stance. He backed up holding up his hands

"I'm not trying to hurt you. I actually believe you didn't mean what you did" he looked me in the eyes. I narrowed mine and looked down, ashamed. "Wow. You really ARE an emotional wreck." He said sounding surprised. I shot him a glare "And so what if I am? If you've been through have of the things I've been through AND almost killed your first friend ever, how would you feel?" I hissed at him. He stared at me like he understood. I highly doubt he understood. "I can relate" "I highly doubt it." I murmured. He stepped up to me again and I let him. He took it one step at a time and he made a really good decision by doing that. Stopping 2 feet away he put his hand out. "Your not like us are you? I mean…you're not a vampire." He asked.

I looked at him. He looked understanding. He didn't hate me. "No I'm nothing like you vampires. I am my own person." I stated lifting my chin. Renesmee giggled and hugged me from my back. "Come inside! I'm starving!" she sighed. The scary looking guy still had his hand out. I hesitated on grabbing it. I let my hand slowly slide into his and he smiled. He closed his hand and gave a little squeeze. "I trust you. So trust me." He whispered. What's wrong with this guy? He's like a sweet version of chucky! I started walking, my hand still in the creepy guys, and renesmee's arm wrapped around my waist.

I was stuck.

soooo thats the second chapter! im soo happy i got it out for you guys! im dead serious...it was killing me to just leave you hanging for so many months...but im back with full force and a lot of help!:P