OKAY! I'M BACK!:D lol I am terribly sorry to anyone who is reading this,(IF anyone reads this) and i am trying to keep updating, but now theres school, and i have to keep typing.

i was pretty sure i had all my notebooks that i wrote the story in when i moved from california to new york, but all of a sudden, there no where to be found, so i am basically typing everything from memory:p

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im going to be putting up a new story, the chapters will be WAAAYYYYYY smaller than these chapters, still as confusing LOL, but interesting all at once:) keep an eye out for it;) as much as i enjooy bothering people, i'll let you read what u've waited for haha. its been awhile;P GOOD LUCK!

"Edward. This doesn't add up. What did you get from the wolves?" was that my subconscious talking to me? But I wasn't Edward. " I didn't get anything new Carlisle. They were just as confused as we are." It replied. I was asleep? They were talking about me? What? 'Oh dear. She must be scared out of her mind.' I heard Esme think.

My eyes fluttered open and it got a little too bright. 'Great. She couldn't just stay asleep?' 'Oh. She's awake!' 'Maybe now she can explain what happened yesterday?' I hear a few voices ask. I groan sitting up a little but I was pushed back down. "No. You stay lying down. So you understand me?" Esme's strict voice said to me.

"Ugh…yes Esme." I sighed. There was no passing her in a storm this big. What the heck was going on? "What happened?" I asked looking at them. They just stared at me. "We were sort of wondering you could tell us about that." Jasper said laughing, but it sounded forced.

I sighed a second time. "I don't remember. All I remember was being on my date with Seth then…" I trailed off in horror of remembering. I…phased…wolf. I phased wolf! I sat up growling and they backed away from me as I shook. I had to calm down. I knew if I phased I would be a danger to everyone, especially Renesmee.

'New patience in the hospital…Anne Marie stones, Lilly Ann grabber…' Willing myself to calm down, I looked into the eyes of Carlisle who had obviously been trying to hide something from Edward and me. "You know Carlisle," I said standing up and stretching.

After I finished I sighed looking at him again, this time not as calm. "Hiding something at a time like this is not very smart of you." I hissed taking a step closer. He looked terrified but seemed to notice I wasn't shaking. It got me in a more fouled mood knowing I could be predictable or watched. That got me shaking and he slowly put Esme behind him. I snarled more.

"Carlisle!" she hissed smacking his shoulder lightly. He looked at her confused then looked horrified. "No. That's not what I intended you to think Linda." He hen rushed looking at me. I looked away as the stinging in my eyes became water. "Agh! This is all wrong! Linda, we need to know what happened yesterday and how it happened." Jasper said glaring at Carlisle.

I closed my eyes and a tear fell. "I already told you…I don't know." I said in a breathless voice. A flicker came through Carlisle's head about DNA and half-breed. "Carlisle!" I snarled and Edward growled with me. He silently cured and I shook my head. "I'm going to take a shower and get dressed." I said walking upstairs. Before I made it out of view I glared at Carlisle. "You will tell me everything you know when I'm done. Do. You. Understand. ME?" I was barely yelling at him.

He flinched and I stuck my chin out walking up the stairs. I grabbed the things I needed and walked into the shower. I cleaned the dirt that was in my hair off with the rest that was on my body. After I finished I walked to my room and looked in the mirror.

I was disgusted in how flawless I looked. I wanted at least one thing wrong with me. Just one. One little wrong curve of the nose. An uneven eyebrow. Big eyes with small lips, small eyes with big lips just something! I screamed in frustration and broke the drawer mirror.

I bent down and put my head between my knees. Why couldn't things be easier? Why couldn't I just have a relaxed life even if I'm not normal? "Life is so unfair." I breathed, sobbing quietly.

'Oh great. More money spent on the freaking troll.' "Rosalie. Please don't make Alice slap you again. I think yesterday wasn't enough." I heard Edward growl. More growling and a hiss came out. "Enough!" a loud voice boomed. Carlisle.

"Let her come down at her own pace." "But the wolves will be here soon." Emmett said quietly. They probably thought I couldn't hear. "She's hurting right now. Can't we have them wait?" "Seth's been trying but Jacob and Sam both agree that this can't wait. I've tried telling them to give us a couple days." Carlisle said defeated. It was quiet down stares and I sighed standing up. Time to get dressed.

I looked in my closet and pulled out a black shirt that said life is all fun and games…till you die with a pair of black shorts. I'm sure Esme and everyone would be…furious, but what can they do? While I got that done I looked for my black, low cut converse, with my leather finger missing gloves. I thought I looked decent enough and decided to fix my hair. Obviously I couldn't do it inside of my room so I had to take it in the bathroom.

Fortunately, nobody decided to come upstairs so it was easy for me to pass. I noticed faint heart beats coming closer. "The wolves are coming." I muttered applying my makeup. A Mascara, blush, and long thick eyeliner apply later I was completely finished. I looked like a gothic porcelain doll. I tried smiling in the mirror but it came out more of a grimace.

Sighing in defeat and walked down stairs. Just in time as the doorbell rang. I couldn't help but look at myself through the hallway mirror and snarled picking it up and throwing it at the doorway barely missing Sam's head.

I had a twinge of regret but couldn't bring myself to put it out there. He, Of course, looked shocked and looked around frantically for an answer to why I threw the mirror at him. "Linda!" Esme scolded even if she sounded just as surprised. I finished walking down the stairs and sat on the lone chair. They all stared at me.

"So about yesterday…" Jared began but Seth sent a glare his way and he stopped speaking. I let out a sigh knowing there was no way out of the interrogation. I was surprised when it came out like a sob. I pulled my knees to my chest on the couch and lowered my face. "I don't know. I seriously, honestly don't know." I sniffed as another sob came out. 'DNA…Hybrid…Wolf…Venom…' I snarled glared at Carlisle. "He knows something. He just won't tell me what it is!" Carlisle sighed as everyone stared at him. "Well?" renesmee pushed crossing her arms. His squirming got me more frustrated and I felt like chucking the dang chair at his head.

"Well you see I'm not completely sure but I'm almost 100 percent positive that…well… linda is one of your ancestors." He said quickly. We looked at him as if he were stupid. The wolves glanced at me then back to themselves. All of a sudden they were rolling on the floor with laughter. Emmett was howling and Esme tried not to smile but didn't succeed.

I even had to laugh a little. He sighed harder this time and scowled at everyone. " I'm sorry Carlisle. But that makes about as much sense as what she is." Sam chuckled looking at me. "Seriously Carlisle. She's just as pale as us. I doubt she's a Quiluete." Emmett added.

"Skin color has nothing to do with this, plus I never said she was a full Quiluete." He snapped. Everyone calmed down with the laughing and began to take it seriously.

"There is a story about a woman who was supposed to marry one of the descendants but had runaway with a man from the tribe. She was banned from coming back but was happy because she stood with the one she loved."

"But it doesn't make sense still. She didn't marry the descendant and I doubt they allowed adultery at the time."

"Doesn't mean it never happened. I never said she was the one who committed adultery. Mothers make mistakes to." Carlisle said looking at me. Sam put a hand on his chin and thought for a second then got wide eyed. "Yes, it's possible. Another story about one of our ancestors having a mistress." Everyone was putting it together.

"So your saying that Linda's mom is a child from a woman of the clan, 500 years ago?" Brady asked.

Everyone just stared at me as if I could tell them. "Well don't look at me. I don't know where she's from. I've only seen her in my dads memories." I held up my hands in defense. Sam smirked. "That would still work." I sighed trying to find the right memory of her. One where she was perfect and smiling. Happy. "Okay. So here's an image of her," I told him grabbing his arm. He sighed as I showed him the image.

"She where's the sign on her necklace." Everyone gasped and groaned. I stood completely and irrevocably in shock.

"She…is a part of the clan…a pure blood as a matter of fact. The purest alive today." Carlisle said quietly. I looked at him and he next thing I knew, my head was spinning. "Linda. Calm down. Take deep breaths." He said quickly when he saw. I hadn't realized my breathing was so labored. Closing my eyes as I took breaths didn't really help. It just built up the extra energy I was trying to get rid of. I began shaking and they backed up. "Linda." Sam warned glancing at the girls. I could barely comprehend what he was saying. "Think of what would happen to renesmee if you phased to close." Renesmee. I immediately tried to calm down, but my body wouldn't follow.

"Linda. Its okay." "Renesmee! Move now! She's to far gone! SHE. WILL. PHASE!" Sam yelled. "No! It's Linda. She won't hurt me!" ah renesmee…PLEASE listen. For once just listen the smart person. "NO! I know she won't hurt me. It's Linda. SET ME DOWN!" she screamed as Edward picked her up and moved her. I rushed out the door and right when I hit the tree line, I phased. I didn't stop running. I couldn't. Loosing control that easily because I was surprised by something? Then having them be so scared they had to move my best and only friend away?

I cried now. The tears flowed naturally. I'm sorry. I'm so truly sorry.

Seth's P.O.V.

"SET ME DOWN!" Renesmee screamed. At the same time, Linda rushed out the door and jumped phasing as she reached the tree line. "Linda!" I called but then Sam held me back. "Let her go Seth. She needs to be alone for a while." He said calmly. I felt like socking him in the face. "'NEEDS TO BE ALONE FOR AWHILE?'" I screeched. I was thoroughly and utterly pissed.

"She's freaking bipolar! If we leave her alone for awhile she'd come up with a stupid idea like we don't love her anymore!" understanding dawned onto their faces. Each and every one of them groaned. Before I could shake myself away from Sam, he gripped me tighter. "Can you please just let go?" I asked through clenched teeth. I began shaking. I wasn't really easy to get mad…but it did happen every so often. What can I say? I'm lovable.

"Seth. I know it may seem she will think of that, but if we have her cooled down a little maybe she will feel better." He said still calm.

"Yeah Seth, I mean come on! She just found out Paul was her family. I'd be seriously depressed by that too." Jared teased. Paul didn't react. At all. He was just…frozen. "Hey man, I was just joking." Jared said quickly. Paul just stared at him.

"Paul?" Sam asked a little worried. Paul NEVER took a burn and left it at that. He would ALWAYS reply back to her. But he did do the one thing everyone and anyone would least expect. Our Paul, the strong unbreakable, unhurtable Paul, burst into tears.

"Oh great! The last person I thought would get all mushy decides to come out of the closet. Whom am I supposed to hate the troll with now?" Rosalie snarled. I was ready to phase, and pounce on her when Paul beat me to it. Right before he could get a bite into her he was head-butted out of the way.

With a yelp, he flew out of the window, and a jet black wolf with a white line going down its forehead stood in his place, snarling.

Paul, of course, reacted violently. He came back through the window and snarled at the wolf. It looked familiar. "Paul! Back down! Now!" Sam yelled letting me go. The black wolf took its place in front of the terrified Rosalie. Right then we all phased, forgetting the clothes. 'Sam. Who is it?'

'I don't know Seth. Its just coming out black but by the size its an alpha.' No one spoke because there had only been one wolf in history -now two- that were girls. NONE of them had been an alpha and we knew that for sure. This wolf was obviously a girl. 'Thank you for stating the obvious Seth. We just need to figure out who this is and get to Linda' Jacob snapped. I snarled at him.

'Linda should be out first priority! Who cares about what happens to Rosalie? She deserves what she gets!' 'Seth!' Jacob yelled in fury. He tried snapping at be to obey and I snarled more.

My legs were shaking from his alpha command, but I still managed to move. Taking a few step and with each step the command getting softer. The black wolf stopped growling and whined. 'Seth your in pain. I don't like it.' I was shocked to hear the voice in my head was Linda's. "L-Linda?" Edward asked shocked. Everyone stood quiet and Paul immediately stopped snarling. Her head tilted to the side.

'I'm not that cruel as to allow a dang wolf to tear apart the only piece of family I have left. Even if Rosalie is a major b-witch.' She paused and I saw Edwards lip twitch. 'I'm not ganna let her get eating my dogs. That's an insult to my hatred.' She huffed. I couldn't help myself. I'm guessing neither could Edward, because we both fell to the floor in laughter. "Boys! This isn't a situation to laugh about!" Esme hissed. She looked fuming.

Edward cleared his throat while I calmed down. 'You guys are butt holes!' Linda grumbled. I snickered. "Linda! You weren't lying! You did phase wolf!" Renesmee smiled. She sneezed and snarled at Paul. Oh boy.

Linda's pov

I had to go back home. I needed to. I couldn't just leave. I had to ask for forgiveness. But what do I see when I come back? That huge freaking Paul guy phasing and attacking Rosalie. I don't think so damn it! I jumped through the window and knocked him out of the way. They all seemed shocked at first and Seth seemed reluctant to stop. I knew Jacob used a command on him. I didn't like it though.

When they realized it was me though it was really weird cause they stopped growling and moving. 'I'm not that cruel as to allow a dang wolf to tear apart the only piece of family I have left. Even if Rosalie is a major b-witch.' I was seriously lucky Esme couldn't hear me right now. She might've scolded me, or something.

'I'm not ganna let her get eating my dogs. That's an insult to my hatred.' I teased trying to lighten the moved. It worked cause Edward and Seth fell to the floor in laughter.

"Linda! You weren't lying! You did phase wolf!" Renesmee said loudly with a huge smile. Pain and guilt radiated from Paul and I sneezed snarling at him. He was far from off the hook. Even if he did put Rosalie in her place, he shouldn't have attacked her. Boy, was he ganna get a mouth full now.