A/N: I give thanks to ChipmunkFan19 for giving me an idea on how to bring Zak Monday in. If I hadn't gotten that idea from him I probably wouldn't have finished the story quicker. I also thank Silent-InsaneMinako for giving me an idea on how to start it. Thank you so much to both of you. You guys are life savers! Anyway I hope you guys enjoy the story. Also I don't own The Secret Saturdays that belongs to Cartoon Network.
My eyes open slightly as I blink a couple times, and I'm not laying down or standing up this time, I'm sitting down in what looks like a recliner. Its pretty comfy though...surprisingly, I mean when I was standing up my legs were killing me, and when I was laying down on the bed, the bed was not at all cozy. My back was hurting and I was having trouble going to sleep...but because of what my counterpart did to me I was extremely sleepy from it.
I blush at the thought of what he had done to me. I would say he took my innocence away, but I've never been truly innocent. I try to lift my arms up but I can't my arms are pinned down to the arms of the chair. I sign, I don't even know what day it is...all I know is that I'm stuck here and there is no way of me getting out.
Even if I did have a way though, I have no idea how I would be able to get out. I fight him, but then he might hurt my family. I'm starting to wonder if that was a lie or not though. I mean it wouldn't have been the first time he's lied to get his way. I rest my head at the back of the recliner as I start to think about what's happened in this amount of time. When I got the chance I'll probably ask how long I've been here. I know what I'm going to ask just not positive on how really. I'll probably just come out and say it. I sign, I've been thinking way too much lately, but then again I've had a lot to think about.
"Well, well, it looks like my little pets awake." I hear as I turn my head to see Zak Monday standing there smirking at me. I glare at him, I am not his little pet, I'm his prisoner, his sex slave and that's all I'll ever be.
"I am not your pet, and why am I even here? What do you want with me?" The smirk on Zak Monday's face vanishes as he grabs my chin and looks at me straight in the eye. His eyes are filled with sadness, like I just said something that actually hurt him, which is odd for the fact that he likes to cause torment a lot.
"That's for me to know and for you to find out." He said as he pushes my head from him, and walks away from me. I glare at him more. What did he even mean by that?
"Fine, how long have I been here?" I question as he looks at me smiling, he leans on a desk that's in the room in with us.
"You've been here for about four days," he says as he walks towards me, his smile slowly fading, he grabs my chin and makes me look at him again, "it must have seemed longer than you thought, am I right?" He says in such a gentle and soft voice, but it seems like he has no expression on his face, like nothing really mattered. He lets go of my chin in a more gentle manner than the first time. He walks away coming up behind me and wrapping his arms around me.
"You want to go home, don't you?" I hear him question, and honestly at that moment I'm not sure what I actually wanted. Part of me did want to go home, but somehow part of me wanted to stay here and keep my counterpart company.
"I..I'm not sure anymore...I-if I want to go home or not." I tell him, for some reason I couldn't lie to him right now, and that's starting to bother me.
"Really?" I hear him question in a nonchalant voice as he starts to move his index finger up and down my chest. He really did seem emotionless right now, which for some odd and scary reason bothered me even more. Suddenly I felt speechless, well not really speechless it's more like I didn't want to talk, so I just nod to answer his question. He moves his finger to my mouth and slowly rubs my bottom lip.
"That's odd, I thought you wanted to go home, back to your pathetic family, back to being happy and safe." Happy and safe...I don't think I was honestly ever completely safe. I mean, I don't even know how I got here...how I got in this situation. If I was ever really safe than how was Zak Monday even able to kidnap me?
"..." I'm at a lost for words, I don't know how to respond to him right now.
"I thought you wanted to see Fisk and your mommy and daddy again?" He's right, I did want to see Fisk and my parents again, but some part of me wanted to stay here.
"I...I don't understand." I whisper as I feel my counterpart start to mess with my hair, rubbing his hands through it. It felt nice, even if I didn't want him to do that to me.
"What doesn't my little pet not understand?" He says in a deadpan voice as I look at him, I'm worrying about him again and I look down.
"I don't understand what's wrong with you. One minute you can be gentle and caring and then next minute you don't give a fuck at all. What the hell is wrong with you?" I say as I feel him get off of me and walk in front of me looking me straight in the eye. He really looked serious, which worried me a little bit more.
"You see," he starts as he rubs his hand through my hair then resting it on my cheek lightly rubbing it so gently again, "you don't know what its like to fall in love with someone and automatically knowing they'll never love you back." He confesses as I look at him, concern filling my face. I can't believe what he's saying. He's seriously in love with someone...and that someone is me. He signs about to pull away before I kiss him closing my eyes instantly. I have no idea what his expression is and right now I don't care. I don't want him to be upset, and I don't want to see him sad. I pull away, opening my eyes as I look at him. Shock spread across his face as I blush and look away.
"I...I can't say I'm in love with you, but I can say I'm slowly getting there..." I say as he calms down a bit and smiles. For the first time of me being here he actually unstraps me from the chair I rub my wrists as I look at him.
"Why did you...?"
"Because I wanted too, don't get used to it though. Okay?" I glare at him again, he stretches up before he starts to walk to the entrance.
"Where are you going?" I ask as he looks at me from over his shoulder.
"I'm going to sleep its three o clock in the morning." He says as he opens the door and walks out. I sit there for a couple moments, I'm tired and I just want to sleep. I release the end of the chair to where I can lay down and I look up at the ceiling. I guess this means I'm starting to love someone I'm not supposed to..oh well. I'll get over how much it isn't right later right now I'm too tired to care.
A/N: Ya know I just realized how much Zak sleeps in this story. Oh well that's a good thing. I'm not gonna say how he's always so tired~ but I'll give hints. Chapter four will be posted as soon as I can get it up so I hope you enjoyed the story. Please Review.
To Be Continued~
