So, i´ll be waiting for you in you´re house- She says.

See you when you get there- She says.

Yeah, sure I say smiling as she leaves the room.

YES, YES, YES - I scream.

Cristina enters the room.

What was that all about?

Shut up, Yang I say leaving the room and she gives me this I know what you and Jo did look.

As I leave the linens room I have this excitement rushing down my body and I feel like I acomplished a life mission.

After that I know I´m definitly in love with her.

I still don´t know if she feels the same way but that kiss may be a sign she does.

And she is going to be waiting for me tonight.

I´m going to need a long surgery so the hours go past faster.

...

I finally finish my shift and I rush down to my car and start driving.

When I get there I get out of the car walking with confidence and feeling excited but very nervous.

I open the door and my mouth drops open.

This is what you wanted right? She says.

I stand there with my mouth wide open and unable to speak.

She lays completely naked in the couch she gave me and I have to admit she looks damn hot and I feel so turned on right now I almost give in but then I remember I wanted to make this different and I don´t want sex to bring us together.

Jo...

Don´t you want this? is this why you were all emotional and told me you were falling in love with me today? was it some twisted joke to make me give in and sleep with you? She says.

I open my mouth but nothing comes out.

You go around sleeping with everyone. Nurses, Patients and you have screwed all my friends too. I thought you wanted to be my friend. Do you say those things you told me to every girl you sleep with? She says almost crying.

Jo, you got it all wrong. I say scratching my head feeling as guilty as hell.

I walk closer to her and cover her up with a blanket.

Do you really think that all I said to you was an act to make you sleep with me? I ask with a knot in my throat and feeling like someone had burned all my insides.

I don´t know she answers, looking away.

If I wanted to sleep with you I would of already tried and I wouldn´t even mind in becoming your friend first. I really ment what I said to you Jo, and I don´t want to screw this up and now I really don´t know if you feel the same way I do but I just wanted you to know that I have never felt this way for anyone in my entire life and I have to admit I almost give in cause you looked so damn hot I say smirking.

But then I remembered I didn´t want to screw this up. I really mean this, I want to make this work.

When did you.. start having this feelings for me?

I´m not sure of what I´m going to say to her but I feel I need to give her an answer, fast, so I blurt out.

Since the night in the hospital when you got the donut box. I say feeling a little embarrassed of how it sounds.

I couldn´t stop thinking about you after and I just knew it. I say looking at her.

She stares at me and her face lightens up but she doesn´t say anything.

Are you going to.. say something? I say with a forced smirk.

Is just that nobody has ever looked at me the way you just did- She says.

I stand up smiling and give her my hand.

Come with me, I say.

She grabs my hand and I take her to my room.

We are going to sleep I say.

I take off my pants and she puts on one of my shirts on.

After you I say signaling the bed.

She lays down and I tuck myself in beside her, feeling her warmth and her long, smooth hair in my body.

I wrap her up with my arms and give her a kiss on the cheek.

I close my eyes and think, this is a start, right?

thoughts? xo :)